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07,July,2004
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haha..todaY waS kiND of a MIXed..i MEant feelINGS wiSe....haha..in THe MornING to afTErnoon i wAS hapPY anD exCIted bUT afTEr thaT froM exCO meetING onwaRDS i waS feelING veri bothered..anD soMEhow veri tired..bY ARt i suPPOSed havE alOT to do and nOT muCH timE left...haiz...saiNZ man...mayBE i realLi dun haF the gift for aRT ...thTA's wat i think soMEtimes..hahaz...buT muST tell mYSelf no loH!! i HAVE it!!! i Can Do IT!!...hahaz TOday..was loOKING aROund LT1 duriNG proJEct woRK lecture..haha fianLLy foUND him...but he didn'T coMB his haIR today SO kinda funny...haha..then LUnch saW him aGAIn..haha..but then when i went to taLK to nURain..he anD his friENds waS SOmewhEre neaR anD they alL turned together to look at my directIOn...at mi i supposed...sO WEIRD!!!aiYo...dun thInk is i thoo paRaniod..cos jANe saw it too! huh ? whY they look as though i am an ALien..so funny..or is it theY realSIe i looKEd at him too oBVious le...haha..bUT duN thiNk so la..hahaz
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3,837,505 |
female
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Aries
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06,July,2004
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hAIz...gET back sOME resuLTs today...veri dissappoiNTed...eSp wiF matHS... i faiLEd..haiz..thot that it was quite an optimistic paper but i was totally wrong la...sian loh...anD the woRse thing is i diDN't fail cos i dunnOE how to do..but failed terrIBly becos of carelessness...WhAT the hell loh..saD casE la..everytimE oso carelessnEss kills mi one...haiz.. toDay i saW my cruSH twice..once was between the pathway to the artS bloCK..i was walKIng out froM SC room There to go For geog...then on the way i saw him la...oh god loh..onli 2 oF us on the same path..i felt veri paiseh loh..immediately lowered my head..then he oSo turn the other way Walk....dun even dare look at him at all..hahaz the sEcond tiME waS after lunch..walKing betweeN canteEn to SC room...haha...he was walKing alone...saw him from far then pretend to turn away he oso look the oTHer side...haha..so funny i think actualli till now i haven realli take a good look at him loh... tried lOoking for him aroUND durinG pE but i can't fiND lehz...haiz..today got soccer but after HRC meeting go see if they finish le..wanTed TO waiT for roYSton but he still playiNG la..dun wan later waIT for him kenna suAn...hahaz...but too dark so can'T fiND him playING...sian la..hahaz aIYoh...i mUSt reallI stUDy hard lE.... i am woNDerinG if i shOUld give up on wuSHu ...i loVe wushU anD the ppl there but..haiz...my reslUTs liKE dat how to stay? thiNK teacher they all will force mi to quIT!!!i dUNWAN!!!!
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3,367,307 |
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| 23 |
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Cancer
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30,May,2004
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Well, here I am in Cottonwood, Arizona, enjoying the hot sunshine and lots and lots of hiking. My stepdad and I have hiked 13 miles in the last two days, and it's wonderful. I flew in to Phoenix on Friday and met Bobecia at the airport. Lovely! We had lunch, then she took me to see my friend Jason from Union, and he took me to Jamba Juice. Yum, yum. Anyway, then we went back to Alicia's place and we waited for my stepdad to come pick me up. After a long drive to Cottonwood, we went out to dinner with my grandparents at this really great Mexican restaurant called Casa Bonita. No, it is nothing like Denver's Casa Bonita, thank goodness. Anyway, yesterday we hiked Boynton Canyon, which has great views but the 5 mile hike was a little too easy. We had dinner at this place in Jerome called the Haunted Hamburger. That was amazing . . . but the people were really loud and really drunk. Oh well. Anyway, today we hiked Sycamore Canyon which was definitely more challenging, though still only a moderate hike. This one was 8 miles, and the very end was about a 200 foot climb in about a half mile worth of trail. By the time we got to the top, we were exhausted. But the hike was absolutely gorgeous, we saw some really interesting rock formations, a sycamore tree with a path through the middle of the trunk, and another sycamore tree in the shape of a question mark. Very cool. It followed a stream all the way into the canyon, and on the way there was a nice swimming pool and we got to watch some people cliff diving. Not really. More like jumping feet first from a cliff. Right now, I'm waiting for my grandparents to get here and smelling the sweet smell of steak stroganoff cooking in the kitchen. After a few more hiking adventures and a couple of days in Phoenix, I'll come home on Friday. I'm having lots of fun, but I'm missing certain people ;). That's it for now, if anything earth shattering happens in the next couple of days, I'll blog again, but probably not. Oh, and Eric, I'm getting a great tan, so shut up. Bye!
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23,May,2004
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Yesterday was a grand day. We decided not to go to church (not that that was so grand . . . ) so I spent most of the morning picking out hymns on the piano. Then, around noon, Amanda and Mom and I went to Green Mountain (which is in Lakewood) and drove around and looked at our old houses and our old neighborhood. Wow, it's amazing how much can change in just a few years. There's a Taco Bell right across the street from the high school! What kind! Why couldn't that have happened five years ago when I was in school?? Anyway, then we hiked around in Hayden Park, looked at wild flowers, saw some deer, a nice old lady, and many many drunk people with many large antennae (on their vehicles, not on their heads . . . what were you thinking??). It was a nice hike, and we reminisced about how much we miss the old neighborhood. Ah, memories. Anyway, we came home, Mom and I took a nap, and Amanda kindly brought my ringing phone to me while I was zonked out on the couch. It was my friend Steve from Union, and we talked for a while, despite the fact that AT&T is prejudiced against my neighborhood and I can't get any good cell reception here. Then, I got ready to go out with my friends from high school, and only three of us showed up . . . but that's okay. We saw Shrek 2 (which is hilarious), then we went to this place called the Yard House. Good food and apparently good beer, but I didn't have any. :) But, supposedly, we are going to get together sometime later this week and catch up with all the old buddies from high school (supposedly being the key word here). It's strange seeing people I haven't seen in four years, and even stranger how much we've all changed. It reminds me of that John Lennon song 'In My Life': 'There are places I remember All my life, though some have changed Some forever and not for better Some are gone and some remain All these places have their moments With people and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living But in my life, I loved them all . . . ' If you get a chance, Selah did an arrangement of this song and 'If We Never Meet Again' on their Press On CD. Wow, I didn't expect to get all sentimental, but if any of my friends are reading this, there aren't words to express my gratitude for all you've added to my life. On that note, I shall sign off. God bless you all!
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22,May,2004
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Well, it's Saturday morning, and my fam has decided not to go to church. We'll go to the mountains today, and sing hymns around the pianer, and relax. Yesterday I got a CD rack, and last night I spent a couple hours alphabetizing and organizing my 175 CD's. Geez. There's a certain point when a person has enough of something . . . I haven't gotten there yet. :D My sister is leaving tomorrow for St. Louis. She will be working there and in Davenport, IA, for the rest of the summer. I am very sad, because she will only be home again for a week in August before she leaves to go to Taiwan for two years, but at that time I will be in Paradise, CA, busily preparing for my schoolyear. I am very sad. And there's not much more I can say about that. Anyway, I'm quickly running out of things to write about . . . life is just not that exciting these days. I tried to publish a pic, but I can't get it to work. Oh well, no one wants to see my pic anyway ;). I'm very excited to see my friends from H.S. tonight. Hopefully everyone comes, because it would just be weird without everyone there. Ok, I'm going to go now. Happy Sabbath and God Bless.
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3,367,307 |
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| 23 |
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Cancer
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19,May,2004
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Employed!! I accepted the terms of the offer from Paradise yesterday. I'm way excited! I have to leave the day after my birthday to move to Paradise, but with my mom's surgery this summer, she will not have enough hours to help me move. Oh dear. Hopefully I can find someone else . . . any volunteers? Oh, and I'm still looking for a summer job, but I'm sure I'll find something. Well, that's it for today. Must go play Nintendo 64 with my brother. :D
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Cancer
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18,May,2004
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Too bad I'm not playing my trumpet more. I need something to play for . . . maybe someday I'll get the motivation to play some, but I hate my trumpet, and since I'm not going to get as much money as I expected from the school this summer, I can't get a new one yet. Crap. Oh well. I'm going to my dad's house for a couple days, and my sister is leaving me on Sunday. Boo!! So, another boring summer commences. I NEED A JOB!!! But, I finally got my computer set up, and my room is still far from being organized, but it's getting there. I've been playing the piano like four hours a day. It's great. I love it. Someday I too will be a pianist. I watched Bull Durham last night. I bought it cheap because my english teacher in high school said it was good, but as the infamous Erik and Eric say: 'meh'. I mean, it's okay, but it's a dumb romantic comedy . . . predictable, too much unnecessary cussing, and it's all about sex. Boo. Anyway, I'm planning on going to a movie on Saturday night with a bunch of friends from high school, two of which I haven't seen in FOREVER!! I can't wait. But, going to movies are not the best way to spend time with people, so I wish we were going bowling or minigolfing or something social like that. Oh well, I'm sure there'll be plenty of time for that later. AUGH!! I only have two months here!! Blast. Guess I'd better live it up and not waste time watching TV and dumb waste of time stuff like that. I'm leaving now, in order to be social . . . HA!
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3,367,307 |
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Cancer
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17,May,2004
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Hi everyone. Maybe this blog will work better. Hopefully once in a while people will read it. HA!! Hope everyone has a fun-filled and fascinating summer. I'm looking for a job until mid-July when I will go to Paradise, CA!! California, California, here we coooooome!! Yay. Much love to all.
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| 23 |
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Cancer
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29,June,2004
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Not the place, exactly, but the people. I keep having these dreams in which my friends from Union show up in the most random of places. We're never actually in Lincoln, which is the weird part. Last night I missed everyone a LOT. As I was telling my globe-trotting friend Erik (who's currently in Sweden), in high school we used to talk about loving someone so much it makes you cry. It seemed like a silly concept back then . . . after all, shouldn't loving someone make you happy? But then as I left Union, I came to realize that I had all this love for my friends and teachers at Union, and now I have no place to express it except on my silly blog. My friends keep talking about going back to school in the fall, and as excited as I was to be done with school, I envy them so much. I MISS Y'ALL!! But I'm not entirely sad to be getting on with my life (whatever that means . . . aren't we always getting on with our lives until we die??). Last night I talked to the lady I will be staying with in Paradise for the first few months of the school year. She used to live in Denver and knows my aunt pretty well. But she reminded me of how much fun I had while I was there for my interview. It is so nice to look forward to the supportive community, and I'm really looking forward to having something meaningful to do. And, as much as I love my family, I am definitely looking forward to having my own bathroom, my own space, and my own life independent of them. I got a new phone the other day. It's a Verizon plan, so if anyone is interested in buying a new cell phone plan (Jen!!), you should get Verizon. The coverage is great, and I can talk to you free because of the IN-network. (Not to mention that if you tell them I referred you, I get $25!) The number is a Paradise number: (530)513-0438. And, I actually get coverage at home. Whoa, crazy. Hopefully the coverage is good in Paradise, too . . . I'm crossing my fingers. Well, dumb me . . . I realized the other day that Sean Penn and Tim Robbins were not only nominated for Academy Awards, they both won acting awards for Mystic River. If you haven't seen it, you definitely need to. Yup, that's it for now. PLEASE if you're reading this, post a comment once in a while. It's free! Bye now.
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female
| 23 |
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Cancer
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24,June,2004
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Today was a good day. Not fabulous, not exciting, but good. I got up early which always helps my mood (seriously). I went to the bank and deposited some money (which is so much nicer than withdrawing!), then I went to Blockbuster and got one of the best movies I've ever seen. Mystic River. I know, it came out last year, but I hadn't seen it until today. Oh my goodness, the acting was absolutely phenomenal. Sean Penn, Tim Robbins, and Kevin Bacon (after all, who doesn't love Kevin Bacon?). . . some of the best acting I've ever seen. No wonder they were nominated for Academy Awards. There was quite a bit of swearing, but the writing was otherwise good. The story was incredible . . . ah, just about everything about this movie made my day a little better. Anyway, after Blockbuster, I went to the doctor. It was great. More information later . . . maybe. You might have to ask me if you want to know more. And that's all I have to say about that. I got a new comforter set last night, with sheets and everything. Definitely brightens up the dreary paneled dungeon that I call a room. I think tomorrow I'll wash my windows, maybe that will help brighten things even a little more. I finished The Hobbit last night, so this afternoon at the doctor's office I started in on The Fellowship of the Ring. The prologue is a little less than riveting at the moment, but I'll wade through it, I'm sure. Hmm, what else . . . . Well, I've been sitting here for five minutes trying to think of something else exciting to say, but nothing is coming to mind. So, with that, I shall attempt to finish the prologue before I go to sleep. To Middle Earth I go!
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3,367,307 |
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| 23 |
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Cancer
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23,June,2004
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Yesterday was a grand day. Steven (my 8-year old brother) and I went to Six Flags for the day. We rode lots of rollercoasters and lots of spinning rides, and I was unfortunately mistaken for steven's mother more than once. Which is funny, because if he were my son, I'd have been 14 when he was born. Yeah, not cool. Anyway, we shared a funnel cake (he'd never had one before and every kid needs to experience a funnel cake at least once in their life), got soaked from the water ride, and won a stuffed animal for our baby sister who was very disappointed that she didn't get to go. All in all it was a superb time. Steven behaved himself reasonably well (for an eight year old boy) and we were both exhausted by the end of the day. Not much else is happening around here. We finally got rid of all the kittens so we can have our kitchen back. Mom and I are searching for a new comforter set for my bedroom in order to brighten things up a bit. My cat bites are healing quite nicely with the help of antibiotics. I'm almost done with The Hobbit (45 pages left to go!), and I'm starting to think about what kinds of stuff I need to take with me to CA. I'm still a little nervous, but excited. And . . . nothing else exciting. But I'm okay with that. Well, I'm off to do laundry.
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Cancer
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19,June,2004
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After a fairly long and uneventful week (alright, alright, I was bored!) today was significantly more interesting. I woke up feeling as if my allergies would cause my head to explode. Needless to say, I went back to bed after breakfast instead of going to church. Naughty me. Anyway, I woke up around 11:00 or so, got up, took a shower, walked around the garden with mom, and then came back inside. I played the piano for a little while until I heard cats growling and screaming behind me. I looked back just in time to see Sam (our tabby) and L.S. (the white cat whose actual name is inappropriate for blogging purposes) flying through the air, kicking and biting each other. The dogs (who would have broken this fight up if they'd been there) were outside with Mom. No amount of yelling, shoe-throwing, and loud noise making would break up the fight. Mom finally came in with the dogs, and L.S. ran into Mom's bedroom. Sam chased after her and was preparing to attack her again, and since he was already upset, he wouldn't leave. I finally decided to throw him (as gently as I could of course) out the door, but not before covering him up with mom's robe, which I didn't think he could scratch through. I was wrong. But instead of scratching me to death, he bit me as hard as he could through the robe. My hand started bleeding through about 10 different wounds and I screamed for all I was worth to get him to stop biting me. I ran to the bathroom to wash my bloody hand, and mom decided to take me to the emergency room, because as my friend Eric remembers, the last cat bite I had led to four emergency room trips to drain the bites and receive IV antibiotics. Anyway, all they could really do for me there was soak my hand in a solution that hurt like crazy, put a bunch of neosporin on it, and wrap it up. So now my hand is wrapped and I look like an early 80's Madonna wannabe. My hand doesn't hurt much anymore, but it looks horrible. Anyway, Sam feels bad for biting me (he's my favorite cat, too), but I'm sure this won't be his last fight with L.S. For some silly territorial reason, they hate each other. Stupid cats. Why can't we all just get along? Also, I heard from my principal in Paradise. All the arrangements have been made as far as where I'm going to live. The first couple of months I will be living in Chico, which is about 20 minutes away from Paradise, with a member of the church. Then, after Labor Day, I will have a nice little apartment which is attached to a garage, separate from the main house. Ah, privacy! Lovely. I'm getting more and more excited! I'm still scared to death of teaching, but I'm sure I'll learn a lot. Well, that's it for now. Thanks to Amanda and Jen who faithfully comment. I hope the rest of you know that you are free to post comments too! I'd appreciate it! Lots of love to everyone who takes the time out of their day to read this!
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| 23 |
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Cancer
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13,June,2004
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Believe me, from personal experience, this movie is not worth the $9 ticket. If you do go see it, be prepared for bad writing, bad acting, unbelievable characters, unbelievable scenarios, and just about the worst 'glittering generalities' I've ever seen. And believe me, I also have a problem with the subject matter of the movie as well. If you haven't heard about this movie, read some reviews. They sum up the plot pretty well. While there were a few redeeming qualities at the very end of the film, overall it made me incredibly sad. I realized as I was driving home, listening to KLOVE, that a lot of people out there see Christians as hypocrites (including my best friend who went to the movie with me). Not that I am denying the fact that a lot of Christians are hypocrites, but the fact of the matter is that a lot of PEOPLE are hypocrites, regardless of their claimed beliefs. I agree, many Christians are judgemental when it comes to controversial subjects such as teen pregnancy and homosexuality. I know that I have passed judgement before really getting to know people. But I believe that a truly Christian attitude should not be to just ignore or try and hide these things (which the main character asserts in the film), and I know that I am not alone in this. I'd bet that most Christians would agree with me. I know that I am not the only professed Christian who is uncertain of their salvation. All the Christians that I know are painfully AWARE of the fact that they are sinners, no different than those whose sins are physically or otherwise apparent. Furthermore, in the four years I attended Christian college, I never met one who appeared to be self-righteous who wasn't hurting because of some sin in their past. I'm not saying that there aren't people out there who point out the speck in their neighbor's eye without seeing the plank in their own. I'm aware of the fact that there is a reason that people outside of the Christian world dislike Christians. I was out there once too. It was just blatantly evident that the filmmakers chose to ignore the fact that Christians are not as naive, closed-minded, and legalistic as their film portrayed. I guess what I'm trying to say is that there was a gross unbalance between those who were still searching for what they believed in (which is what Christianity ought to be -- always searching and never believing that you have all the right answers) and those who believed in 'black and white' religion. Well, I've said my piece and will proceed to step down off of the soapbox. I guess this movie really hurt my feelings . . . not my faith mind you . . . . I just hope that when people see this movie they will understand that it is an inaccurate portrayal of the way things really are.
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09,June,2004
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Well, mom went back to work today, so now I have to entertain myself. Grr. Today I shall pay bills, fill out paperwork, call Union, go to the bank . . . what else . . . maybe take Maggie the puppy to the dog park, or go for a bike ride or something. I also finished A Widow for One Year , so I'll have to find a new book. The book was very good, but the first part is very . . . um . . . strange. It's one of those books in which the plot is so carefully woven with all kinds of complexitites, and unfortunately, there's lots of sexually confused people. But the story is incredible and the emotions it induces range from hilarity to intense sadness and everything in between. I recommend it to peole who can look past the vulgarity to the literary elements. If you can't do that, though, don't bother. Last night mom and I went to Media Play and I bought two CD's (The Beatles and Journey) and a hiking book. I'm excited about the hiking book. Now when I plan a hike I can actually PLAN it instead of driving up to the mountains hoping to find a good trail somewhere. I'm also excited about the CD's, in fact, I'm listening to The Beatles now. Good stuff. Last night we had an incredible thunderstorm which had lots of rain in it. Lovely! We got soaked on the way from Chipotle to the car, but the lawn and the garden got watered. We can handle that! I cleaned my room on Monday, and I felt much better about my life after that was done. And, aside from my cat dumping my plant into my laundry basket, it's stayed pretty clean. Speaking of clean, I'm off to take a shower. God bless!
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02,June,2004
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Well, after five days of kicking AZ, it has kicked me back. I am a tired, tired girl. But I'm happy. The grand total for my hiking mileage this week is 23 miles. WOO HOO!! I climbed some really great rocks, saw some really great streams, and took some really great photos. And, I ate lots of amazing food. Arizona does well at providing a Mexican food lover with real Mexican food. We ate at Casa Bonita again the other night, and today we ate at the Javelina Cantina in Sedona. Yum. Best beef taco I've ever had. Anyway, aside from playing with the dog and watching the quail run across the street (if you've never seen this, it's hilarious) and visiting with many different types of lizard, I finished two books while I was here. I watched a very little of the Indy 500 followed by a little good ol' fashioned NASCAR, but other than that, the TV stayed off. Ah, how relieving. I am exhausted from the sun, the heat, and the exercise, but I feel great. I can't wait to do some more hiking in CO this weekend. Hopefully my legs will stop hurting by then! HA! What I referred to as a tan in the previous post is actually a very nice sunburn (wow, it's hot in here). Oh well. Very shortly it will turn into a nice tan. I hope. I'm not real fond of the whole peeling thing. Ick. I have also been bitten by spiders, yucca plants, and cactus, and I have the scars to prove it. Wow, I saw so much beauty this week and I can't wait to come back. I am in Phoenix again now, and Alicia and I will spend the day together tomorrow and then I'll go back home on Friday. Ah, to sleep in my own room and have my own computer back . . . sounds blissful. But, of course, this means back to boredom. Oy. At least now I'm motivated to get a CO hiking book and find some awesome trails. Hey, today in Phoenix, it's 107 degrees out. Yeah baby. Nice cool Denver sounds nice about now. Anyway, I hiked down four different canyons this week: Boynton, Sycamore, Fay, and Long (which was the best of the four . . . challenging and beautiful). Today we climbed this huge rock called Cathedral Rock. That was very challenging (for an amateur hiker, that is) but the view was incredible. The sky was so blue today . . . can't get that kind of blue in Nebraska, I'll tell you that much. It was blazing hot, but man, we had fun. This rock is actually a vortex site which means there's extra energy flowage or something of that sort. Anyway, as I was climbing a little higher on the rock, I found a broken crystal. Cool. I also irreverantly did a very loud Tarzan yell that would have made my papa proud (he did one at his wedding). Ah, good times. There's about a million other things I could write about, but there's not enough time, and I'm being a boring guest, so I shall sign off now. God bless!
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23,July,2004
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Well, as you've guessed by now, I'm here. I've been having a good time so far. Not much of a social life yet, but I'm making progress in getting my filthy office cleaned up. So disorganized I can't stand it. Paradise is beautiful. I'm actually living in Chico right now, which is about 20 miles away from Paradise. I had to get my car fixed when I got here, which was very expensive, but it's running so much better now. The people here are great. There is a Chipotle in Chico, as well as a Jamba Juice and a Cold Stone, so I'm all set. The lady I'm living with is amazing. She's got a little dachshund named Rusty, and we have a good time together. My first day of work (Monday) my principal and his wife took me to a movie. That was a little shocking, but it was fun. Last night, Eunice (the lady I'm staying with) and I went to the Farmer's Market and got some really good peaches and tomatoes. The fruit here is amazing. Anyway, I'm loving my time here, and I'm sure it can only get better. I can't wait for church tomorrow. I'm excited to meet new people, hopefully there are a few my age around here during the summer. Well, I should be working right now, so I'll update more when there's more to tell.
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16,July,2004
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This day, I leave for Paradise, California. I'm nervous, scared, excited, and freaked out because I'm not done packing yet. I just know I'm going to forget something important. Anyway, I have been horrible in the last few weeks about blogging. On Friday, July 2, I had cosmetic surgery to reduce the size of my breasts. I already feel a difference in my back pain and shoulder pain, and it's really nice to be able to wear normal clothes again. I know this may be 'TMI' for some people, but get over it. Anyway, since then, I've been trying to keep my muscle spasms in control and that means not sitting on the floor for long periods of time in order to do stuff at my computer. Yesterday was my birthday: My best friend Eric took me to lunch at Armadillo and we drove around the neighborhood where we grew up. We lived in the same neighborhood, and his best friend lived around the corner from our house and we could see each other's back yards. We ended up at the same high school and didn't know that we had lived so close to each other and even had the same third grade teacher (but a year later for him) until we started dating. Anyway, we've been best friends ever since. Dad took me to a Colorado Rockies game last night, which was great. We had really good seats, and thank goodness they were under the second level so we didn't have to deal with the rain. And now, it's 7:30 in the morning and I'm frantically trying to tie up loose ends and PACK, so I have to go. I won't be online again until probably Monday the 19th. Three days of driving . . . but it's all worth it, right? Ok, I'm going to pack now. See ya on the flipside.
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21,August,2004
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Below is a list of some rarer Chop discs that I possess. If any of my fellow blog members are interested in a trade, let me know. Lambchop Rareties Treasure Chest of The Enemy (10 tracks) Hank EP Nashville Does Dallas (2004 Tour CD) KCRW Radio Session (18.3.03) The Queen’s Royal Trimma (Royal Festival Hall, 13.5.2000) Pet Sounds Sucks (SF 16.3.02) Live with Calexico at BBC (30.11.2000) Passionskirche, Berlin Kreuzberg (24.4.02) Mono, Burg Wilhelmstein (7.3.02) Chop and Chesnutt, Rote Fabrik, Zurich (11.10.98) Live at Muffathalle, Munich (8.10.98) Live at Maxwell’s, Hoboken, NJ (10.12.01) Live at Cat’s Cradle, Carrboro, NC (25.6.99) Plus...not very rare but may be of interest, Tools In The Dryer compilation
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17,August,2004
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Hello fellow Lambchop fanatics. It's nice to be joining you all at this wonderful blog. Sometime ago I posted a message at the 'Chop Yahoo Group regarding Kurt's artwork for How I Quit Smoking . I was wondering about the inspiration behind the images, with particular reference to the amazing suit that Mr. Wagner and David Dunlap decorated. Anyway, I didn't get any response and was just hoping that someone might have more to say about it all. On the CD cover there are 19 numbered images and rather cryptic 'messages', some of which seem to refer to war or human rights issues (Biko, MLK, Sarajevo). Anyone know who Steve Owens is? The suit is a marvel, consisting of what seems to be many (or all?) of the images and epigrams featured on the cover. Do we know if Kurt still has the suit? Remember, 'Everything resembles something'.
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15,August,2004
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Here are some urlLink Lambchop photos I took last night at the urlLink Summer Saturdae at the urlLink De Montfort Hall in Leicester. Lighting conditions and my lack of photographic skill mean they are all of the 'atmospheric action shot' variety - ie. blurred and crap. As usual, I can't remember what was played, though they started with Moody Fucker and Up With People , Nothing Adventurous Please, Sunrise, Your Fucking Sunny Day , and Nothing But A Blur From A Bullet Train were all on the setlist. Taken with Nikon Coolpix 995. All images © Katie Fuller I faced the biggest moral dilemma of my life so far when I had to leave urlLink Lambchop after (Get A) Grip (On Yourself) to go and see the urlLink Super Furry Animals , another of my favouritest bands ever. They rocked, frankly, and whereas I've already seen urlLink 'chop once this year (at the Shepherd's Bush Empire) and twice more previously, I'd never seen urlLink SFA live before... God, it was hard, though.
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14,August,2004
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Are you a urlLink Lambchop fan? Then perhaps you'd be interested in contributing to this blog. I'm going to add links to interviews, reviews, other websites, MP3s, photos etc, and write about what urlLink Lambchop means to me. Well, that's the plan, anyway. It would be great if other fans would like to join in. urlLink Blogger is very easy to use so don't worry if you're not a web wizard. Please e-mail me at: bogbumper at yahoo.co.uk to receive an invite.
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28,July,2004
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Ok, all of you that know me, understand that I am very 'pro-homosexuality' right? But, lately this whole fight for gay marriage has been draining me. This might be my fault, but I'm getting bombarded with support gay marriage emails and stuff. So, I pose to you this question.... Is there such a thing as too much? Am I the only lesbian that is annoyed? I mean, I realize that saying this might get me kicked out of the lesbian hall of fame, but my thinking is that the gay community is more than likely going to support our gay marriage efforts. So, the people that we really need to be 'harassing' (and I say that loosely), are those that don't understand the importance of equality and civil rights. I may just be totally off base. What do you think?
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27,July,2004
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For a while now people have debated to topic of why people are homosexual. Is it a choice? Were you born that way? I have always thought that a person can identify as being homosexual using both ideas. Think about this.....when you look at some children, you may already see behavior that is consisitent with that child being homosexual, i.e., the male that wants to wear mommies makeup and play only with dolls or the female child that hates dresses and plays physical sports. Ok, those are behavior sterotypes, but I work with first grade kids and I question some of their behavior already. So, since these kids are very young....were they born that way? No one will know until they hit...what...puberty. But with statistics being one in ten people are potentially homosexual, this is pretty possible. Then, you have those that have been heterosexual their entire lives, but meet someone of the same sex and develop and attraction to that person. Maybe they don't understand the attraction and are confused by it, but they want to explore those feelings and date that person. Before you know it, especially with lesbians, they are in a long-term relationship. Could that be latent homosexuality? Is there such a thing? Where they just in the closet? Or is it possible that it is just this one special person that captured their heart, and once the relationship ends they will go back to dating those of the opposite sex? What do you think? There are points to be examined on both sides.
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20,August,2004
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Last night I went out to a lesbo dive bar and drank beer. This is interesting because I really can't stand the taste of beer, but hey...it was dollar beer night. ;) I'm sooooo cheap, hehehe! What I couldn't figure out though, was why beer makes me burp through my nose. You know like when you burp the gas burns the hell out of your nasal passageway. In case you haven't figured it out, I'm in a weird mood tonight :) Bare with me.
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18,August,2004
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So I have this emotional friend that drives me crazy. I mean, she can make me feel guilty for the smallest things. Even when I try to have serious conversations about what's wrong with our friendship she ends up crying b4 I can finish what I have to say. This is the latest drama. She emails me that she is throwing her son a wedding reception/baby shower two weekends ago. Well, he got sick or something and cancelled. She reschedules for the following weekend, but I had forgotten when I confirmed with her that I was already committed to something else. So I call her and give her the info that I won't be able to make it, and she basically says to get out of what I'm doing and be at her event. That never happened so I left her a voice message saying that I couldn't do it, but I didn't hear back from her. It's been 3 days since we have spoken or even emailed. I was trying to be mature about the situation, so I called her and said that we should talk if she was upset. No reply. The truth is that I really could care less if she calls me back. We have had a love/hate relationship for a long time [she has loved me because I give 100% to all of my friendships, but I have hated her for the way that she treats me] lol. But seriously, this is the first time that I didn't put my life on hold for her and this is her reaction. I do have some questions for her though...like: Why was it so important that you see me this time, when this past year you have visited CA several times and I've had to learn about it through the lesbian grapevine? What makes you believe that we are best friends when we don't know anything about each other [I mean deeply]? Actually, I think I have a problem as well because I'm drawn to her when she is around. Even though I know that she is bad for me. Everytime I say that I'm letting her go, I see her face or we talk and I just wilt with the tears. WTF? Maybe I'm the emotional one.
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17,August,2004
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Today I woke up crying hysterically. I had a dream that my wife passed away. I don't really remember all of the details, I just remember the sick-to-my-stomach feeling and how painful it was to deal with. Not to depress anyone, but I wish I had a dream analysis book right now, lol. On to a random thought: I just bought the new Wicked Wisdom CD online [it's Jada Pinkett Smith's band] and it's pretty cool. I kind of expected a India Arie/funk sort of thing but it's more alternative/rock. It's cool though for an indy-CD.
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15,August,2004
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Today has been a lazy Sunday for me. Mother nature did a drive by this morning and it crippled me for a large portion of the afternoon. haha! Just a sidebar---I ate at the Roscoe's Chicken and Waffle place in Long Beach, CA tonight and the service was terrible. Not to mention, the tables are always sticky and have leftover food on them. I grew up eating soul food and if this restaurant is supposed to be an example to other races of what soulfood eating is like......it sucks! Try M&M's, at least they offer you water or something to drink within 15 freakin' minutes of you being seated. This is [thank god for girls 76], signing out!
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14,August,2004
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It's 3 a.m. I have no clue why I cannot sleep tonight but I'm frustrated. Today was our friends birthday and she really didn't want to celebrate the way that we did. There were about 8 of us hanging out for the occassion and we wanted to go dancing or do something fun after dinner, but all she wanted to do was stay in and possibly sleep. Anyway, we convinced her to go out dancing for ladies night and while she was there she stood up, arms crossed with an attitude the whole time (which was only 30 minutes before she made her GF take her home). She is the only person that I know that can be in love with a woman, but be totally against the lifestyle. That's the problem with straight chicks that want to try something...'new' with just that one 'special' person. They get to love a woman but not really be a lesbian or they take the 'I'm bi' road. Plus, they get offended when someone does refer to them as a lesbian. This is actually only a small problem that I have, the truth is that she can go out with the gay guys to their clubs and drink, party, and just come home talking about the fun she had; But when it comes down to going to a lesbian bar with the girls, she starts talking shit and she never wants to go. It's really a slap in the face to her girlfriend if you ask me and a bit selfish. Why can't you have just as much fun with the woman that you love, in a place with other lesbians where she might feel comfortable? I'm puzzled.
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12,August,2004
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I grew up in San Bernardino, CA and my two siblings and I were raised by our mother. We were very poor, and I don't remember a time when we were not struggling to make ends meet. My mother never married...she dated here and there but nothing was ever really serious. I mean things were tough for her but she made it seem like there wasn't a worry in her mind. Right now I don't have any children but I have a friend that is doubting her parenting abilities with her kid because she and her lover fight over responsibilities and discipline and stuff like that where the kid is concerned. So while she was telling me about the problems, I was afraid to offer any hard advice because I did not feel that I was experienced in this area. However, after thinking about it today this is what I probably should have said on the phone... Firstly, I think you are a good parent. You have raised this kid practically by yourself for her whole life. Yes, being a single mom is hard but being a mom in general is hard as well. Raising a kid is not supposed to be hopscotch and ice cream parties; and then to add a lover in the mix that wants to have say in how you should now go about raising your kid is a lot to handle. My points are these I guess... For one thing, no matter how well a person is brought up, unless they are parents themselves they have no clue how to raise a kid. I mean, just because I work with kids and love them, doesn't mean that I know jack about how to raise one in my own home. Then, I have to say why now are you doubting yourself? You have been raising this kid (whom I might add, is topnotch compared to some of the little assholes I work with) and now you choose to doubt yourself when you get into a longterm relationship. You are the one that knows how to be a parent because you have lived through it. You should be telling her what she is doing wrong and how you expect your child to be disciplined, treated, and ....I don't know RAISED. It would be easy for me to step into any parents life and tell them advice based on what I have 'seen other parents or my own doing,' but I would be speaking as an outsider trying to get in. And that's what I think is happening with this situation.
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11,August,2004
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Today was such a relaxing day. I spent most of the day with my wife just playing games, eating, and enjoying each other's company. The only thing was that the phone didn't ring more than two times. For those of you that know me, this is unusual because I am always chattin it up with someone. It was super-nice not to have the phone ringing off the hook, but in the back of my head I wonder why no one called. I know that's crazy. I must have a split personality or something because I want people to call me and say hello, but I really don't feel like I have good conversations with some of my old friends. My wife tells me that I'm moody and that I still have a connection with them but I often wonder if I even want to. I'm rambling a bit so just bare with me.... Is it possible to separate your friends like: A) Friends that have the same values B) Friends I would like to grow old with and vacation with C) Friends that are around now, but you know that there is no solid connection that will keep you together for a long period of time??? And if this is so, should I just ditch the friends that fall into category C right now?
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Cancer
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30,July,2004
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April 22, 2004 At a Houston “Earth Day” rally, John Kerry told his supporters that he truly dislikes gas-guzzling SUVs because they are poor for the environment. Because of this, he once proposed a 50-cent gas tax increase. Kerry said that he supports increasing fuel economy standards to 36 miles per gallon by 2015 in order to reduce America’s dependence on foreign oil. He also said that he has talked to Ford about making a hybrid car his new “campaign car.” Meanwhile Kerry Flies around in his private jet campaigning across the country that probably takes on about 5,000 gallons of fuel to get from one side of the country to the other...yea real freaking great for the environment..dumbass and your stupid hybrid car...why dont you travel the air in a hybrid plane or something...oh wait those dont exist...fucker...I hate when people make statements like that and they have like 5 private jets...private jets are the biggest gas guzzlers of all...especially when you fly in them 10 times a week....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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29,July,2004
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Am I unpatriotic because I didn't watch Kerry's speech last night??? I mean maybe I should have. I don't know I guess I just had other priorities. I decided that going shopping and buying skirts would be more fun than watching a boring old politician declare why he should be president. Oh I know I have had the utmost interest in this campaign...but it's always the same thing from both the dems and the reps....so I don't think that I really missed anything by not seeing the speech. I most definitely had a better time hanging out with Katie...nah...no regrets on my part. Besides I look at is as I was putting money back into our economy...could I be more patriotic?!
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29,July,2004
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They want something to go by when I leave so they aren't left in the dark...Therefore I am going to put together a list of all the websites I go to all day :) urlLink urlLink urlLink http://www.blogger.com urlLink http://www.npr.com urlLink http://www.kcrw.com urlLink http://www.imdb.com urlLink http://www.yahoo.com
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28,July,2004
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Dear Homebuilders, I just can't take it anymore....I can't stand it that you all won't update with me on time. My percentage is so low and I can't possibly keep up with your lack of responsiblity when it comes to selling your inventory. I have pretty much had about all I can take of your whining and moaning. So be that as it is, I am resigning as your Data rep and I am going to enter the lucrative world of phone acting. I think my services and talents will be better utilized there. Should you be interested in contacting me you can reach me at 1-888-jannicamp. For your future builder updates you can contact Jen Carl...well at least for the next two months until she bolts CA for the big steers in TX. Yours truly, Jannica Phillips Data Rep Extrodanaire
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28,July,2004
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Why doesn't it post my entries?
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28,July,2004
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I just read on the Yahoo! News line that Warren Buffet's wife just died of a stroke. It's so odd how things like this happen. Just the other day I was listening to NPR and they were talking about how Susan Buffet was donating 6 million dollars to the medical center that treated her throat cancer and saved her life. I thought to myself about all the times that the Buffet family came into Signature and how easygoing they were and so low maintenance. They weren't like some of the pushy rich people that we would see sometimes. So today, when I read about Susan Buffet's death it just kind of hit me as ironic. I mean here is a person who I never read or hear about in the news and in one week I hear about her twice. I guess she made more of an impression on me because I personally helped her when she came into Signature and she complemented my hair when she came in, noting the pretty color of it. But who can blame her?? I mean my hair is beautiful!
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28,July,2004
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That was my buzz phrase of the day yesterday that I decided to use once we found out our entire department was being relocated back to Phoenix. After making the fated migration to California one year ago and hiring 17 people the higher ups in our company( urlLink http://www.homestore.com )found it in themselves reverse any work or progress that has been made out here and shift things back to where they were a year ago. In essence this doesn't effect me whatsoever...due to the fact that I gave my notice a few weeks ago...so I am outta here and heading east to Atlanta. The actions of this company make me wonder though what the last year was all about. Was their purpose to any of this? I just wonder what direction my life was meant to head a year ago when I moved north to Thousand Oaks. I haven't felt any huge impact on my life from this whole experience...I mean I have always believed that everything happens for a reason. I just struggle to find the reason in all of this. Oh I am sure that down the road I will see where this all was meant to lead...but for now in the short term I have blinders on...and all I can see is that I spent the last year of my life wandering around and working for a company that doesn't really care for people and where I wasn't fulfilled as an individual. I will say this much...I made two very good friends while I was here and that in itself was worth the last year.
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28,July,2004
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This is just a test to see what the template looks like.... Please note that the word blog sucks!!!
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14,August,2004
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urlLink This is Chris and I on a Trolley Car in New Orleans in the St. Charles District. This was one of my favorite stops on the road to Atlanta. urlLink
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14,August,2004
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urlLink Chris at the coolest little hole in the wall in New Orleans urlLink
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23,July,2004
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This blogger thing has been great and very easy to use, but it is time to build a website of my very own =)
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20,July,2004
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Lounge fun... Me: Would you like to get a drink? Somewhat attractive girl: No! Me: I think you misheard me. I said you really stink. Good thing I kept the last comment to myself. I always get sniped when I say these SMART comments out loud, by accident of course =) The other day I saw an attractive girl walking her dog. I pulled up to a stop sign at the same time she stops on the corner wanting to cross the street. I always wait for the pedestrian to signal their intention to cross the street or for me to go, but in this case I failed miserably. We made eye contact and she even gave me an alluring smile and wave, and me being so cool listening to 'Usher, Confessions' not even return a smile or wave just drive off. Did you ever do something and a second later think to yourself 'I'm such an IDIOT' ? Moral of the story, pay better attention to opportunities and quit being such a tool. No matter how great the song is and how tight you look, beautiful girls are better. Now i must find that girl to apologize =(
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13,July,2004
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Why is it that I always get this LFO song in my head when it is sunny outside. New Kids on the Block had a Bunch of Hits Chinese Food Makes Me Sick And i think its fly when girls stop by for the summer I Like girls that wear Abercrombie and Fitch I'd take her if i had one wish But she's been gone since that Summer ... Summer has been great so far. I have not been spending a lot of time with a friends (the TEAM), but we all know we will always be there for each other no matter what. I have been doing a lot of thinking about what I am going to do in the upcoming months. I have recently become interested in teaching English overseas because of my bestest friend but we'll see =) I have started my excercise routine to become physically fit for the PARE, I enjoy the pain. Applications are out and now it is just a waiting game.
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04,July,2004
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This is what I think about everyday, the venom that slowly poisons me. I never knew, what to do, what to say, to make you to believe in my dreams, my silly dreams. I need a chance to tell you...
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01,July,2004
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Well I started the morning off with barbeque and blueberries for breakfast, very yummy. Now I am at work until 10pm =( I guess it is not too bad, double time and a half =)
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30,June,2004
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i miss you...how often u hear ppl say this phrase?its a very meaningful phrase...when u tell someone i miss u...u can touch someone's heart and also cheer them up too...well...wat i would like to say its actually its very painful when u miss someone but u can tell them directly...the pain is like so great and it just feels like a torn scratched ur heart and blood slowly and slowly leak out...so i would like to say tat if u hav a chance to tell someone i miss u...better do...dont let tat chance fly off...or u might regret...bb!!! i miss u!!!
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29,June,2004
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well i bliv tat we're born to solve problems,problems come and go every single day,some even last for days months even worst to come years...actually is tat wat life really about??some say life is a wonderful story...some its a lame movie...and some...its a nitemare...well my life now kinda bored...i wonder whether am i having problems...i just felt...HEAVY...in every part of my body...feels like a tonne heavy rock...it felt like a problem but it dont look like a problem...just felt very heavy and sad...mayb its bcos of my darling(gf) is sad...tats y im sad...felt so bad when u cant seem to help her when she needed u most...its not tat i dunwan to help...its just tat i dun hav the ability...dont u ppl think im a loser? ;(
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29,June,2004
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so the first semis is goin to be played tomolo at 2.30A.M. malaysian time...will figo lead his team to squash some oranges or will nistelrooy blast some hard oranges past through ricardo...who noes...well i hope that portugal will win cos tat bloody nistelrooy is soon leaving the theather of dreams...i think its a bad choice to sell of nistelrooy and get rooney...well i think man utd can sell of other useless bumbs like forlan to get new players but pls...not nistelrooy... ;( sad case...
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29,June,2004
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wow...today i wokeup at 9 and i got a good news from my friend yeong sheng...haha...he's quiting SAM(Self Abusing Matriculation)in taylor's and join me in TBS(tomolo's billionaire's society)wahahaha...actually it stands for taylor's business skool...glad im not alone...plus yeong sheng another of my foosball kaki i wont b bored there anymore...anyways...always remember tat i must put studies as my first priority,2nd to love and last to enjoyment...hah~~ok i gtg cook my breakfast...wake up straight away type good news teeth oso havent brush... ;þ ciao...cya later
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29,June,2004
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end of day 2 to my blogging...nth much...just added 3 new pics on the site...but still doesn look interesting...mayb its bcos my post is lack of pics...mayb i should get an infrared port to my com so i can load pics from my hp to my com...expensive!!! ;( Spent so much time just to look at colours just now...damn...need my infrared port asap...i wonder any of my ex college mates came to pay a visit... :s hope they do...wana know wats their progress on the col mag... ;þ lastly hav to say a big thx to chris for helping me...wahahaha...nitez everyone!
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29,June,2004
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I've tried my best to improve my site after getting few advises from chris...but it still seems to be quite empty,maybe it's because I don't have enough post yet,maybe later...well chris...this is all i manage to fix and modified...don't sebat me!! ;þ hey chris look at the sidebar got credits...hahaha...yah make sure u check out the MISC part where they hav the beheading video thinggy...brave enough to watch it?
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Virgo
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29,June,2004
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wow! Today i woke up incredibly early. 8 A.M.! Yesterday i woke up incredibly late 10A.M. Actually 8 A.M. is quite late if i have class. Poor thing to all my ex-classmates, they hav to start class at 8 and rush to complete their ESL project. Luckily I'm out of this silly project! Haha... Good luck to you people! May all your last minute work will score you high marks. I know all of you sure do last minute work. Haha chill I'm not teasing or provoking all of you.
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29,June,2004
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Just started this thing today, and I'm not quite sure what does this thing really do. All I know from Chris is this is a diary hope I can make it interesting, most important people will come see it.
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Virgo
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27,July,2004
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today's homework is piling up...its getting more and more...glad i stil managed to handle stuf...really feel good when burden is off ur shoulders...but now...at the same time im worrying for my gf...its late 11 pm now...she's at sunway in her frens house doin some research for hw...seemed to b very frustrating cos cant find any info from the net...sommore she's sleepy and feel like puking cos she's not feeling well taking med...worry bout her safety while coming back home...anyways...i'll try to stay awake till she's back home... :(
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26,July,2004
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went to col early today...took old klang road to col...reach col faster than kesas...not speeding at all...save rm 1.40...heh...went for breakfast then waited for jess...says tat she's coming but waited till 7.50 am...its like there's sumtin isn rite...luckily she's okay...its just traffic jam tats y she's late...heh...went to class for acc then later ms...ms was really bored...i dunhav to attend cos i took the exam...but i hav no other place to b at therefore i hav to stay there...after tat we head for lunch...after lunch i had a replacement tutorial class for english...from 2 pm till 4 pm...damn...really tiring...can collapse...heh...
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Virgo
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25,July,2004
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yesterday nite went for my aunt's 20th anniversary wedding dinner at the mint hotel...all my aunts and uncles cousins were there too...we had buffet tat nite...today wokeup early for church...damn early...wakeup oso like stil sleeping...after church went for breakfast eat bak kut teh at imbi road...after breakfast we head straight home cos my cousins aunts and uncles are coming over...i was too tired i went for a nap...after tat it was dinner time...went out early for dinner just now to avoid big crowds coming later...after filling the stomach...went straight home and then its time for car wash...my dad came along to help me out to wash 3 cars... my new gf??nola u doink!!she's my eldest cousin sis...interested??too bad she's not single... haha...this is my stylish cousin bro...hansome hor...
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22,July,2004
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sorry guys for not posting yesterday...totally forgot bout the blog here...cos im still haunted by the thought of my accident...nth much yesterday...after col went to yumca with fairuz,kelvin and vincent...cant go back cos there's a gang fight...dun dare to go to my car cos they're blocking the way...i scared i go near i kena whack oso...so four of us standing there like stooges watching the fight so 'kan cheong'...can see cigratte butts flying in the air while the fight is goin on...ended up to b a bloody fight...2 ass got injured in the face bleeding...as for today...came to col as usual...eating breakfast with my gf while waiting for jess...tiba-tiba kelvin and syed appeared first...so ended up eating with them first...soon jess came then mag and soo...had 3 hours break cos mr lim not in col...class canceled...play foosball and pool with the gang...later on we had lunch and then attend the final class of the day...after tat my gf came and then fetch her and jess back home too...
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20,July,2004
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today was such an awful day for me...my day did not start well...li shean's dad called me in the morning that she's not goin col...tat's not the reason actually...then pei nee need a lift to col cos her frens car was sent to workshop...so i went to pick her up...later...i was exiting the neighbourhood...as i was driving...a cat ran out all of a sudden and i tried to evade it...i knocked on the cars...yes car(s) parked at the side of the road...it was just so scary...my car cant move at all...cos the axle broke...damn...i just felt so so awful tat time...my dad came to help me out...i drove him back and i proceed to col with my car...as i came home...i waited for my dad's coming home...when he came home he seem to be quiet the whole nite...i felt so bad deeply in my heart...so so bad...just like a thousands of needle pierce through my heart...but im thankful tat i did not sustain any physical injuries...i know my God is with me...
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19,July,2004
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so tiring...enlish lecturer gave us so many tutorial assignment...have to complete it by thursday...luckily still got tomolo to settle...at the moment...now update this blog then i go sleep liao...getting more boring huh my blog...well everyday is like so busy...im trying my best to post at least sumthing a day...still sick...coughing like shit...damn...irritating...
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18,July,2004
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heh...my new stack of books and files...during this weekend i tried to get everything prepared...hope tat all these preparation might ease my studies...
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16,July,2004
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just came back from yumca in sunway...went yumca with my bb...b4 tat i went to club 7 to see any of my frens there so tat i can play foosbal...but then...no familliar face there...so after tat we proceed straight to starbucks to yumca...we chit chat through the nite...and left there bout 1235 am... enjoying her hot choc haha my mango citrus very sleepy~~~
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16,July,2004
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went to col today at 630 am...so damn early but class oni will start at 10 am...thought got fetch li shean then forgot tat she's still sick...then reach col at around 650 am...waited till 730 am then jessica came to my car and called me for breakfast...luckily she come early oso...if not dunno go find who liao...sat at the mamak eat breakfast and chit chat till bout 9 am then we went to com lab...play play computer till 10 am lo...maths class was ok...during the lecture we hav to do exercise too...bout 20 ques...after tat it was english time...this time there's no exercise during lecture but homework for the weekend...unfortunately...i was bcame the class rep. too...after class went to get my text book...damn the acc. tex book!its so darn heavy!as heavy as my dumbells at home...later after tat went to fetch peinee from col decided to eat lunch with her and eric...unfortunately he came late and peinee hav to rush home cos her mom's gonna fetch her to hospital for checkup...due to her injury...after lunch went home...setting up all my study notes and also print notes and tutorial exercises from BB5...after bout 6...went out to buy files and stationaries for col use...after buying dropped by peinee's house to get the MS Office disc...till now...im sitting here listening to some interesting trance music through a website tat ron gave to me last time...b4 this i was wrapping my text book...tiring man...cos the books r too heavy...
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15,July,2004
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sob...today they hav divided us in our college tutorial group...im not in the group tat i wish to b in...but nvm...at least mag and soo is there...i thought i'll b able to change...when i approach to carol lau...she just say tat she doesn accept reason for transport prob...damn...so cold the way she answer me...well...just hav to continue...well i guess its not tat bad after all...just hav to go back at 4 on wed...and today i felt much better...not so sick anymore...but still feel bit heavy...glad i recovered so fast...thank GOD...
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14,July,2004
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this morning 2am got high fever...cold until cannot tahan...took some penadol...then later in the morning i was alright...then later i got fever again...so cold...till 130pm during irene ong's class i finally gaveup...i cant stand it anymore...went back home see doc...doc say im in serious prob...im having 1st grade fever...which is serious...39.5 deg...another 0.5 deg i might get brain damage...wah...now oso very uneasy...head is so heavy...hope to get well soon...sick oso come out post stuff...
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13,July,2004
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chee kang my neighbour not following my car anymore lo...he's following some A lvls guy's car...cis...really wish tat guy did not exist at all!!!damn him...today in class we hav our LAN...disturbed the lecturer...haha...and 1 of my new fren got the blame...wahaha...kesian him ler...anyways...nth much for today...i guess i'll be sleeping soon...nitez everyone...
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12,July,2004
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started my first day of class in TBS today...very the boring...all like so quiet...mayb its still 'green'...today i was in the lift goin down from the building after the study skills workshop...there's bunch of my classmates...in the lift too...one of them is a korean man...yes 'man'...some students were criticising 1 particular student as an ah beng...so the korean man ask wats ah beng...all started laughing...so as all couldnt decribe...i just explain to this korean man say tat ah beng=bastard...the other guys all said 'yah bastard tats 1 good explaination'...suddenly the korean guy ask back...'wats a bastard'...the lift was bomb with laughter...
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11,July,2004
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i was so tired this morning...then my dad woke me up and ask me whether i want to go back hometown to visit my grandparents...during the journey i slept all the way there...to tired after the campfire...heh... the restaurant i had lunch with my grandparents... grandparents at the restaurant... relaxing at my grandparents home after lunch...
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10,July,2004
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we had 12th anual campfire but its my batch's first campfire held in our skool...alot of homework have been done and the result was very good...we had a very successful campfire...some of this pic i took from there...enjoy... pics before the campfire starts... teck onn carrying kah fai while enjoying choon hung's bro performing with his band... the BALD teck onn...wahahahaha... me and my gal at the campfire...
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10,July,2004
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haha...look at me and wen sern...look damn tired liao...wana sleep liao this morning hav to go skool at 6...haih...go back b slave...
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08,July,2004
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setting up the stage for campfire... building the main gate...tats moon kai there... our banner for the campfire...35th aniversary of scout establishment in our skool...
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08,July,2004
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wahahaha...look at those tired piggys sleeping...sleeping so comfortably in my car...look so cute arent they???
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08,July,2004
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well tomolo is the begining of my col life again...and im not goin to b a loser out there again...i must stand up!!!i wan to b 1 of the top again!!!disappoint to many ppl in my life oledi...i need to brush up myself...find back my oldself...i know i wont get alot of chance...i will cherish this chance...i bliv i can do it...with all the frens,and my gf who support me...i must not let them down...im goin to win this WAR!!!
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07,July,2004
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in the afternoon...dad suddenly came back from office...wonder y...then when he enter the house he say tat he's collecting his car later...his car was brought to my uncle's garage for repair cos the sun roof was leaking...@#$%^$@@#$@!!!after tat b4 he went out to get his car i oledi goin out...to kajang to collect notes from my cousin...asked chris to accompany me...when i reach her house...nobody's in the house...but my uncle's car was there...weird...so i called my cousin asking for her location...she say she's nearby and be right there in 5 minutes...5 turn out to be 10...cant blame her...she's oledi rushing home from col...after tat...we head straight to sumway...to get chris's fren's present...heard tat she's leaving for aus tonight's flight...after buying her present...we went to usj4 to pass her the gift...chris parents rang up...he's late...feel so bad...he needs to get his car to the garage to repair the air-cond...it dont seemed to chill i heard...tired dei...driving...to south back to north...
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07,July,2004
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this morning wokeup...then mom goin to yoga class...i was left 'alone' at home...bro sleeping...ask him whether he wans to go for breakfast...he insisted he still wan to sleep...so i went out alone to go eat char kuey teow...came back online and saw julee wei2 and alicia online...hehe...prim skool frens...chit chat for awhile...later goin to kajang to get my study notes from my cousin...hope tat chris can follow me...cos really wan a companion...
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07,July,2004
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i dont know wat to write now...just feel like writting...now im just waiting for my bb to talk to me...waiting here doing nth...listening to beetle's 'Let It Be'...very gloomy song huh?just hav the mood for gloomy songs...mayb its bcos of my emotion now is quite gloomy...everyone has their own gloomy day...huggin my bolster now too as i type...reminds me of how i hug my bb...feels so good and warm...wish tat she right by my side now...as usual...after sitting at this com table...post some journal tok tok abit...then sleep...well...bout the spidey movie...its just okok oni the movie...i guess there's goin to b a spidey 3 coming out soon...and the cinema is really really cold...like watching movie in a freezer...very cold...tats all for today and goodnitez everyone~~~
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06,July,2004
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have u ever be in this situation when some1 needs ur help but u cant seemed to help them?painful isnt it...worry tat ppl might think tat ur not a helpful person and oso cant bear to see them suffering by not helping them...tats when i start to feel guilty...y do such incident pop up in our lifes?isit to make us realize tat when some1 needs help we will react fast to help them??i dunno...i felt guilty now cos2person ask me for help and i did not help them...bcos i cant...really pain and heavy now...
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06,July,2004
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this morning 730...dad knock my door...wana check y the kitchen ceiling leaking...cos my bedroom is rite above the kitchen...so knock on my door...so many times...haih...then after tat havto wakeup follow mom to market and hav breakfast... and im save back home...hehe...later in the afternoon go watch movie wit ex-col frens in pyramid...spiderman...hehehe...
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06,July,2004
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today heard a few nice songs...but just downloaded 1...godzilla soundtrack by p.diddy...now i cant log on to msn dunno y...suddenly got dc...and cant connect back...damn...really pissed now...anywayz...gtg sleep liao...very tired today...and there goes another day...
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05,July,2004
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i saw a wonderful story from my email...its from my church fren...very meaningful and sweet...here goes... Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me? Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you.. Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me? Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you. Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you! Man: Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content: Dearest, Because of your sweet voice that I love you... Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? NO! Therefore, I still love you... And love doesn't need a reason QUOTE OF THE WEEK ' The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, not touched..but are felt in the heart .' This is such a wonderful story.. please remember this.. to all of u out there, u dont need a reason to love someone..
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05,July,2004
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look at this fully modified ford focus...chris and i were on our way goin to pay his bills...electric and water astro bla...bla...bla...then came along this ford focus monster engine cos can see the front bonnet raise up than usual...then chris say quick camera...wahaha...oni can catch the butt of the car...
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05,July,2004
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04,July,2004
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damn!!look at wat ben and jian lun did to my face...its my farewell day and they treat me like this...haih...so sad...
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04,July,2004
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wokeup this morning at 920...then went out for breakfast with family to jalan loke yew for famous lam mee...after tat we went klcc...mom wana go shop for cosmetics...just felt so moody...sad...felt i've lost sumthing precious...right from my heart...i miss her alot...been quiet the whole day and my parents keep asking me y...i just say nth...they even ask me to get some new clothes...but i din bother to choose...just grab a few piece...tats it...even if they giv me a brand new car...just felt this lost cant b replace...when the time is up i'll get it back...i hope she'll wait for me...as i am waiting here for her...
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03,July,2004
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im very sad today...really really sad...just cant tell out...some of my frens might know bout it...i really feel sad...nv been so down b4...wish i could hug my baby so tight and nv let go...i hav to go through the test of my life...and i hope i could make it...bb...i'll hope u'll be supporting me always...dun feel like writting much for now...i guess i better get some sleep...nitez everyone...nitez bb...
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03,July,2004
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my bro hav a quite happy but...its the opposite for me...i aint having a good day today...i felt being cheated...bro finally get the phone tat he wants...he bought back the same old phone tat he use last time...8910...well...at the same time i bought my infrared port for rm 70...i was so happy i thought finally i can load my phone images to my com...instead of getting a new digicam...when i got home...the infrared port is working but i cant transfer file from my phone!!!damn!!!its like im throwing my rm 70 to the sea...damn...i wan to change it to a bluetooth port now...im goin to get a refund and get a new bluetooth port...hope i can do it now...but i hav to go to church oledi...haih...mayb another day...
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02,July,2004
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well...actually is not a so good morning...wokeup with a very unplesant dream...after tat...my mom gave me some task b4 she went out...mop the floor and wash the bathroom...after completing the task...went down to the living hall read over some news from the newspaper...the engineer who was charged with murder is finally freed...after seeing through other news...watch paperboy in star movies...just caught oni the final part of the show...its 11.10 now and i havent ate my breakfast yet...guess i'll proceed straight to lunch...haih...after the paperboy show ended...bro bugged me again...yes the same old story... :þ
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02,July,2004
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life is a road...a very long path tat everyone has to walk...i bliv its the most crucial stage in life...if u turn into the wrong junction...tats it no turning back...even if u hav a chance...time is wasted...but at least u hav a new way...life at this stage has many obstacles...some might hav family prob...financial prob...study prob...love prob...no matter wat happen nex in the future...we must b strong...hav faith in ourselves...tell ourselves tat we will make it...even if prob lies ahead...if we hav done sumthing wrong...nvm...repent...and walk back on ur path...do not stop halfway in life...humans do make mistake and humans aren't perfect...stand back up and walk back the right path...now i hav found out sumthing...but im not sure its right or wrong...u ppl who read this will b the judge...i now bliv tat probs come to our life is for us to solve...as the prob is solve...it'll make us cherish our love ones more...probs are meant to solve to make our relationship with our love ones and frens stronger...dont u think so?
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01,July,2004
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this afternoon forced by bro to follow him down to summit to get his new phone...i dont really wana go cos i would like to teman my bb...but forced...haih...felt so guilty...when we reach there...he was thinkin this and tat and cant decide wat to buy and keep on buggin me to giv him opinion...damn...it's so annoying...after tat we came home...b4 i could even stepped down from he car...again he forced me to go sg wang...damn!!!im really pissed this time...nvm...i just tolerate him...we went down take a look...again the same drama repeat like wat had happened in summit...goin home empty handed and stuck in jam for hours...im damn pissed...its so annoying the jam...i forgive my bro cos...its just him...sigh* so bored...i wish i can be with my darling now...glad she's bz...glad tat she can find sumthing to occupy her time...cos she's a type of person tat cant keep still doing nth...hehe...in short my gf is hyper active!haha~~bb...miss you...
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01,July,2004
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wokeup at 9 today cos my car is blocking my mom's car...asked me to reverse it so she can go to the market...as i enter my car and ignite the engine...i heard an incredible news from the radio...yea i think all the boys might know wat am i saying...Greece 1 Czech 0...wanted to follow mum to market...after brushing my teeth...my mum left home oledi...haih...so went and mop the floor...after tat here i am posting the news of euro and writting my crap journal...hope u guyz find my page interesting...
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01,July,2004
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who knows they might be?because they hav already kick the ports butt in the first opening game...
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01,July,2004
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'even if we are goin to lose in the finals...it is not a problem because we hav already won the whole tournament to come this far' Otto Rehhagel
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01,July,2004
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so this has been the last major international game for the all time greatest referee in the world pierluigi collina from italy...
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01,July,2004
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it's indeed a very disappointing year for nedved...first he was banned for champions league finals of 2003,now he has to suffer another blow in another important match...the semis of euro 2004...
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01,July,2004
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i left my house at 1 planned to pay my fees for my TBS enrollment today...halfway i was pumping petrol i decided to ask chris to follow me along...but he say he had to wait for his mom to come home first...cos they is someone waiting for cakes...so we finally left at 2...when i reach taylor's i hav to wait so long to see the programme director...feel so guilty for chris to wait so long there...later on he programme director ask me to show my original copy of my spm result which i did not bring because the SAM office ppl did not ask me to do so...i was so upset and i hav to go back to taylor's on monday...came home quite late...and got scolded by dad cos of tat...then later peinee ask me to go pasar malam to go accompany her for dinner...when i was about to go out...my dad stop me cos i've been out of the house the whole day...im upset but its quite usual cos its not the first time he banned me from goin out...just felt pity for peinee cos i cant make it...well i hav a question for all of u...can some1 acquire success in career and love at the same time?well i do bliv tat but do u???
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01,July,2004
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so now...who will proceed to the finals to meet portugal?greece has come a long way to b at this stage...they hav to defeat the current champ to reach this stage...so will their strong defence able to cast a drought spell on baros scoring spree???its all gonna happened at 2.30 A.M. tomolo...
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01,July,2004
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teacher my no.9 run all the way to the bottom ler...but now i've repair it...anywayz thx for the spacing html code...wah...today i woke up at 11...extreme late...when i woke up i thought it was just 9...wahaha...wake up oledi straight head for lunch...i still hav another 1 hour b4 i head to taylor's and pay my fees...sad...good news turn to not so good news...yeong sheng put his decision on hold...i really doubt tat he'll follow me to TBS now...anywayz...must hav faith tat he'll follow...mustn put things so fast to the conclusion...hey yeong sheng!i wait for ya good news!!!
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01,July,2004
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01,July,2004
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01,July,2004
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01,July,2004
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woohoo...look at this magnificent header by cristiano ronaldo!!!simply superb!!!
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