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3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 20,May,2004 | Yeah, i'm having to write an 8 page report about Medival times and some important events. I've been asigned Joan 'd Arc, Nostradamus, Shakespeare's 'A COMEDY OF ERRORS' and The Plauge. painful-ness is foreboding considering that I've been farting around the internent instead of writing and i've only done Joan 'd Arc. CURRENT MUZIC: Azn Pride-Pikachu Rap |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 18,May,2004 | hmmmm, school seems a bit harder...all I have to say for now, I heard this thing called SCHOOL HOUSE ROCK....dude, this is why us animators should be shot....arrrgh. CURRENT MUZIC: Evangelion-Theme |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 15,May,2004 | blahblah blah blah blah BLAH blah blahblahblahblah gawd damn I cant write today screw this....PAYCE!! CURRENT MUZIC: Outkast-Roses |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 13,May,2004 | Today....honestly sucked mushrooms. School, and Jr.High in particular IS BORING AS HELL! awright anyhow....lolx, on a more positive note I just finished the first page of my book!!! It starts off with Donut the Dog sitting by a tree looking happeh as hell. It talks about him and seriosuly folks, you will never meet a more happy pup...........EVER! CURRENT MUZIC: Outkast-Hey Yah |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 12,May,2004 | y'know I was just watching a HALARIOUS flash work called 'Cletus the Fetus'. If you want to know more about Cletus go to the link i put down and you will now how funneh that shit really is, i mean, FUCK, it's great! more about me[lolx]I just began drawing ideas for my childrens book and they're..... interesting to say the least. The finest character I could sketch out was a big-eared pup named Donut -the- Dog. A cute guy I must say. CURRENT MUZIC: The Pillows-SubHuman |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 11,May,2004 | Today sucked ass. Period. I have nuthing else to say about this horrid day. But as you might now, I always do so everyone might want to skip all this and just read from the text BELOW: Jus' got BAM4 for my PSone and it's slammin. With it's vibrant colors and cute characters it's one of the many great games for the orignal PS. IF any of you are not familiar with the Bust-A-Move series you should run out to your local game store and pick it up, because folks, you won't be dissapointed. Before it became a sensation on the PlayStation consoles it was hailed through SNK's handheld system NEO-GEO, named of course, Bubble Bobble. What was two little dinos is now a vast world filled with +9 characters, a chain reaction system and 640 crazy levels of gameplay. I honestly hope more games like this will follow, because this is one GREAT video game. Also, you should know that I should be gearing towards writing new scripts for my children's book(if i can ever finsih drawing and painting!) and painting the drawings. I'll post more details along the way and you can always e-mail me for more info at: [email protected] |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 16,June,2004 | Anyone heard of a site called 'rpgchat'? It's a site dedicated to hosting alot of stories and such for the common rp'er...*cough*and not so common. Anyhow, nothing is new today, finished school year today, new school for next year....dwa-hey! CURRENT MUZIC: FLCL-Sleepy Head |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 06,June,2004 | Yeaaahhh, my title is just a stupid inside joke on a De La Soul song.....meh, yeah Ashland was fun but I totally thought my class should have gone to PortLand....I heard it's much better, no? Oh yeah, I'm recently doing a lil' Marvel superhero thang with my friend, so's maybe i'll update you guys with some info later, ok? coooool. CURRENT MUZIC: I just got back so nothing shut up. |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 07,August,2004 | Saw Harold and Kumar go to White Castle twice already, it was farily good. I thought I might as well tell you guys without spoiling anything. Favorite scenes: racoon in car=HALARIOUS and Extreme Mix 30,000, go see the movie. Although, be prepared to go out to buy fast food burgers after that, cause' half of it's like a WhiteCastle Burger commercial. Yeeeeeah, writing this up in the mountains, i'm tired from playing GT1 sorry fpr the short post, really, i'm sorry...oh yeah here's the [secret project] I told you about: METALHEADS, square headed robots with antennes, get used to it. as always, Henry CURRENT MUZIC: N/A |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 06,August,2004 | Not much happened today, sat around and played with the cell-phone and drew a bit. Didn't get much sleep last night so i'm crapped out in the head. Sadly, i'm leaving tommarow for a bit, be back soon-a, been working on MARIO, beaten it once, trying to beat the extra version, HARRRRRD-D-D-D-D-D. So yeah, just wanted to update you guys before I left. Also, John Kerry's been doing well in the polls, and Bush, while spending millions on campaign ads to make fun of Kerry, still hasn't been very good umongst the americans. we'll all see what happens, although my hopes are still high...Put up John and John stuff in the window. PLEASE GO VOTE DAMN YOU!! as always, Henry CURRENT MUZIC: Gypsy Kings-Dance 6 |
3,314,896 | male | 15 | indUnk | Taurus | 05,August,2004 | new style of font, get used to it please, cause it's staying for the rest of this blog. So yeah, just got back from a 2-week vacay in Georgia, it was good, hot and humid was bad *wheeze wheeze* but had a bike so all waz well. Been putting off drawing for awhile, but HAVE been catching up on reading RED DRAGON, halfway thru it....errr, yeah I didn't really have much to write. I need ideas, summer is always hard to draw in because school is so boring, it's hte only thing TO do. Let's see, [secretproject] coming up soon, i'll update you guys sometime later. Horishigami was a good game, confusing but good. OH! Been playing Gran Turismo1, it's been very fun. Been racing a converted rally edition RX-7 A-SPEC and a incredibly modded Imperza rally edition. If anyone has any advice or good ideas on the game email or IM me please. So...payce!! as always, Henry CURRENT MUZIC: M.O.P.-Ante Up |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 30,June,2004 | WHOOOOO!!!! mY new IDoL.. thE SHuAi GE OF My dReams.. Pity He Is OlD EnuF TO bE My dAd.. blEAhz.. HE's 38 BTW.. The pRime AgE of MEN.. OOOOO.... Sexaaaaaay!! ;D urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 28,June,2004 | reason being.. i am too lazy to blog! lol.. anyway.. YESTERDAY black out.. hahahha sooo fun.. DO IT AGn!! hahaha.. felicia and me where like chatting away, my bio tys on the table.. out of a sudden the whole house blacked out.. my goodness.. the first thing that came to my mind was a trip.. but when i found out it was a major black out.. whoa... my first reaction to that news was...' WAh.. so romantic.. hey first time man.. i see clementi dark dark one.. hhez... sooo fun.. so nice somemore.. the moonloght shining down.. very clear.. can see the shape la.. seems like dawn to me tho.. like in Pulau Ubin.. or MOUNT kina!! hehe.. anyway... was solving a problem for shusan.. man.. that was rather tough.. it's a probability qn.. but i manage to do it with their solutions.. LOL.. sianz.. i haven do geog.. maths... english!! ahh.. but who cares.. i need to slp early today.. at least 11 pm.. oh did i say.. i'm fallen in love with LEE HYUN WOO!!! hahaha.. he looks very charming.. very 'nai kan'.. keke.. i'll post a foto.. then let u see who is he.. he's not so famous.. but then i LIKE!! I like Kim Rae Won too.. but i heard rumours that he's very arrogant.. and only will work harder with prettier lead actresses.. darn him man.. now i have a bad impression of him.. but nontheless.. he's BOD is SOOO HOT! whoa! *slUrP* *HuMsAp GrIn* OkIe.. NoW I'M GonnA DO My EnGliSh.. SOOoOooO BorInG mAn.. Can SlP.. CAN reAd StORy bOoK.. LOL.. fUn.. thE StoRy bOok i bOUGht is THE BESt MAn.. It's SOOOO exCItIng!! OH.. I StIll havE halF to go.. Can't WAiT To buY SomemORE.. LOL.. It'S ABoUt RobErt LAngdOn, a 'histoRian' FroM HArvArd.. vERy KnoWledgAblE.. so HE was Roped In To inVestiGAte The MuRDer OF a PhySiciSt PriESt in CERN. HE Was LabEled With tHE AnnagrAm, 'Illuminiti'.. CrEepY MAn.. All tHE AnnAgRAms In thE StoRy BOok Are ExtREmELy uniQue.. thE WOrds ARE so uniQuE thAt iT iS AblE to BE Read upSidE DoWn.. thE worDs ThE sAme.. It'S cREepY, BuT teRriblY ApPEAlINg And FasCInAting... I TruLy EnjOy thIS BooK mAn.. AlRigHTy.. no tIme For CRAp.. LOL.. GTG.. LPY (19 days and a few hours to my Birthday... MY BIRTHDAy! SWEET 16!! PREsENts!!!) RoystoN'S bIRtHDay tOmoRroW.. hApPy 16Th B'DAy RoYStOn! |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 28,June,2004 | Whee.. CaN SEem mE??? FLyIng iN Mid-Air OnE.. WiTh thE spEcs On one.. LOL... I loooVvvEE thiS photo vERy muCh.. u knOW Why... COs I Have NiCE LEgs.. MUAHAHHAHA... *evil* No lAh.. So nicE.. LikE AcRobAts LikE THAt.. WhoA.. StyLe... KEkekE urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 27,June,2004 | bLoGgIng in! RepORts LPY! Whheee.. 4 Last Few DAys i hAVe bEEn mEsMEriZe by tiS GuY NAmeD Lee Hyun Woo... AppArENtLY mE And grAce FelL For Him AS ThE BoRing Mr DOng JUn iN thE Show 'attic CAt'.. blEAh.. hE'S NOt BAD ActuAlLy.. buT He'S 38 LoR.. OLD MAN.. LOl... Oh, toDAY First day At SchoOl.. SIAnz.. bEttER slp EarLY toDAy.. COS i ONly SlpT 4.5 Hrs OnLy.. PooR ME HoR.. Ytd ytd, i SlEpt At 3 Am, And WOke Up At 1 pm.. HARDCORE!!! LOL. kaoz.... y am i always losing to muhsin in minesweeper.. kaoz.. not my good day.. just got the fotos from shusan today.. lol..will blog it in later.. wah sianz man.. really can slp. LPY (kim rae won!!!! lee hyun woo!!!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 27,June,2004 | Oh gEeZ.. GottA iNtRoducE You thiS WebSItE.. It'S AngElA's WebSiTE.. u know ThE GuRl In tHE cAnoN Ad? Which HAs HER biKini RIppEd Off? LOL.. yes It's her.. viSIt iT.. I'vE bEComE A Gr8 FAn oF hErS mAn.. HEr Blog IS AWesOme.. And ShE's So prETtY.. thE AddREsS is Www.angela.blursotong.coM... She AwfuLly FuNnie.. REAllY She is.. u ShoUld ViSiT iT.. Oh No.. I LoGgEd INTo thE NEt For lIke.. 7 HoURs TodAy.. BEt thE RadiAtioN's gOne To my BRAIn.. NEEeeDd... TTToooo.. RrreeeSssiiiissSt.. geEZ.. wAD thE.. AnyWAy.. School'S GoNNA ReopEn... SUCKS.. I HAven DO My hw YEt... bEtcHA i'm gonna buRn MidnIgHt Oil.. Oh.. It's 12.40 already>. LoL.. Oh geeZ.. lAtely I Got obsEssEd WIth thE ShoW Attic CAt (Gr8 ShoW!!MuSt wAtCh!!) GEez.. ThE ReaSOn WhY i StayED oNlinE so LoNg IS beCos i WAnTEd TO DownlOAD THE sonGs oF The Shows And AlSo thE 'old mAn''s SOnGS.. Lee Hyun WOO is oNlY 38 BTW.. but.. thE mORE me And mY EldER sistER loOk At Him.. WHoa.. The sexiness Just SpRiNgs OuT.. aCTuAlly he reALLy GoT mEi Li Ah.. HE Was EducAted in NEw YoRk BtW.. So COOl RighT.. LOL Oh.. I FouND tHE sonGs..On www.kpopper.com. WantEd To d/L oNE.. but then NEed T regiSteR.. FreAk.. thEir server Was So DAmned SloW I Ended uP WiTh nOtHINg.. HACK.. Gt BuRn noW.. LPY (mAd oveR Rae Won, CUTE FELLA, YOU'RE the MAn!!! To Hyun Woo, U LooK FuNny, bUT GracE Like.. MUAHAHHAA *eVIl GrIns*) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 25,June,2004 | OOOO havEn't bEen OnLiNE for the past TWo Days.. ShIoK.. CoS i WAs watchIng VCD.. HAHAHHAHa So nicE.. Both thE Actors Also vERy ChArmIng,. mY EldeR siSter IS alRreADy SwOonInG oveR The BoSs OF ZhEng En.. KNS.. sick Man shE.. AnyWay.. thE prEviOus dAy I watCHed VCD TiLl 3 am Lor.. Dun Play plAy.. Erm.. EaRliER thaT Day I wEnT TO fElIciA's HouSe wiTh GAbby, CkTAng, IvAn.. We ActuAlly WenT to Her HSe to Cook lUnch.. Dunno wAD's WroNg WiTh CK.. BUt HE Just SAid he wanna CooK LuNch.. HAhaha.. AfteR that We wEnt To NTUC froM SchOol And BoUgHt the InGrediEnts.. LOL.. so Fun.. But tHE SpageTTi a lIttle too SoFt... BuT OthErwise.. NICE. Oh.. We PlayEd PS2 too, The TypE oF fIgHtIng gAme... gabBY IS pRo man! evErytime I BAttLE Him, i AlWAys LosE.. KNS.. LOL.. HE's PRo Wad.. I'm OnLy A bEgINnER.. HEhe I diD pAiNtINg juSt NoW.. TiRed.. SHoWs That I'm nOt Cut ouT to BE a PaiNtEr.. *BLEAHX* Ok.. LateR GonNa WAtch My VCD Agn.. I'm FEEliNg GuiLty.. u Know wHy.. Cos i HAven hIt tHE BookS YEt.. Oh no.. I am So sCAREd.. buT I duN HAve thE Mood To StuDy YEt Lor.. HAiz... nVm.. I ThiNk i cAN cAtCh up.. alRigHTy.. tHEse feW DAyS NoTHInG much.. GTg LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | felicia's eyebalss are protruding!!! so big!! so cute???!!! urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | the silly gurls! ah hoi! hehe... we're the mac babes btw.. lol... miss fahizah gave treat so... we ate!! lol... 138 dollars leh... so x!!! urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | look at thAT SIZE OF THE FEETs! Oh man.. the farthest left feet is CkTang's , then mine then IVan's.. Wah.. i wear the slippers is = to wearing a Giant's Slippers... Tsk Tsk.. LOL.. taken on 23rd June.. Felicia's House.. urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | oh.. why am i disappointed? ah.. nothing much la.. but i just feel she shouldn't do something like that.. why rush? it's not as if u really need IT that much right? u sure that 'it' will last long? aren't u afraid of getting hurt agn? this yr is already the O lvls lor.. aren't u afraid? But anyway.. it's your decision.. wish ya all da best... hope it goes well.. someone should know who i'm refering to... nvm... i dun wanna say much. sometimes i feel i meddle too much.. and shouldn't know as much either. Refrain from telling me, cos i'm disappointed with u.. P.S [ eh... insulting and mean?! when did i say anything mean to U??? basically, i'm being frank. kaoz.. it's not as if u dunno me... if i got something i will say.. so u gotta forgif me if i'm too straight-forward. BUT i think b4 i speak.. not stupidly. reason for my reaction ah... eh.. think i'm too concerned..but i wun come b/w u and HIM one la... as if i got nothing better to do like that.. but.. but.. i suggest dun tell me anything b/w u and him... cos i dun wanna go out of control.. later i give some stupid comments.. better not. So dun get angry. not that i dun wanna know.. but i know myself... so dun really tell me.. otherwise i'll try to pry it out from you.. LOl..] wish u and him all da best lah... who wants to come b/w u must come thru me.. i'll make sure i'll HOOT the person.. LOL LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | Ok.. noW i'm pOStiNg This FOTo of My WHole Class.. 4e4.. taken On 15th JanUArY,, CooL Huh? Our fiRst clAsS pHoTo oF thE yeAr.. Fun eh.. tHE TEachER In the midDLE wIth thE tuDUng iS MisS fahiZah.. ShE's a gr8 TeACHER.. 4E4 RuLEs... ExcEpt oN somE occAsioNs.. Bleahz.. urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | ThIS is AnothER NeopRiNt i tOok With StEf... KinDA LoNg Ago.. buT OuT oF so mAnY NEOpRiNts WE tooK tHAt dAy.. thIS waS Our FAvoURite... LOL.. i look kInDa StUpid thERe ThO.. HahahahA... urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | BlUr lah.. bUt Will Do... CuTE hOR? i dEsiGnEd iT.. cOS thEre's oNly OnE pAthETic PEN.. DAmned It... BuT Who cAreS.. TiME Was On ouR SidE.. urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | AnothER oNE whICh We ToOk.. It'S AlToGeThEr LA.. Fun fUn FUn! HEhe.. the BoRdEr Was DesIgnEd by me.. i AdD ALl SOrTS oF nOnSEnsE into it.. LOL! BuT niCE RIght? ContrAStIng LA HoR? Anyway.. I LikE tHE One on thE left.. Cos i looK VEry 'nu QianG REn' in It.. Xiang ma? LOL urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | OH!! this HAs to bE My FAvoURitE.. WEll.. At leASt my hAiR is ViSiBle.. LOL!!! hEhe.. U BEt mY tHiGhs WeRe HuRtIng LikE SiaOZ.. LoL.. bUt AnyWay.. ThiS One is... NICE! urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | thIS IS tHE ONe we liKE Most.. VERy niCE RiGhT? hehe.. KindA BluR la.. But i'Ll LoAD thE clEAreR one Some OthEr dAy.. LOL urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | Whhee.. TodAY Was FUn Fun And mORE funZ! ShuSAn, RhodA, STEf and mE wERe like.. TAkIng neOprInts foR AlmoSt 1.5 HrS.. SiAoz Right.. buT vERy Fun.. we took Alot oF neoPRinTS.. HEhE.. Will poSt IT oNlinE Right AftER This.. Oh yEah.. mY DAD iS bACk! OH YES! Thank God HE's SafE And SouND.. Amen. It's DAdDy BirThDay toDAy! WHEe! DadDy! I LovE u AnD HApPy biRthdAy! i bOUGht him $20 takasHimayA VouchErs.. hoPE he CAn USe it at thE GolF SEcTion.. LOL Anyway.. NothInG Much To Add nOW.. JUst knOW ToDAy Was Gr8! LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | ACTuAlly.. thEse few dAYS pAst QuiTe bRiSkly... yTD.. Was fATheR's DAy.. but YEt My FAthEr waS In A BAD MooD. thiS mORning he WEnT to MAlaySia Agn to PlAy GolF.. DOEsn't HE REaliSe I'm TeRriBly WORried for Him..i prAyeD Dunno hoW mANy tiMEs To CalM mySelf.. Can U BElieVE iT.. i ScARe MySElf uNtil i CrY.. Cos i'm SkeptiCAl AbouT.. SomE thInGs.. tMl is hIS 51st biRThdAy.. i WannA mAke SuRE he EnjoYs iT.. i nv uSEd To SAy I lovE You To My FAtheR.. i Dun WAnna SAY thAt onLy When It'S too LAtE... DaDDy, i lovE you.. MummY, I loVE yOu too. PleasE comE bAck SAfE and SoUnd... hAiz.. toDAy'S lEsSon Was nOt too BAd. MrS Soh ShoweD uS hEr photos.. HOnestlY SpeAkIng... Her MAke-up DuRinG heR DinnEr WAS hiDEoUS.. it'S NOt Mrs Soh'S Not PREttY.. buT i mUSt say thE make-Up ArtiSt is DAMNED LOUSY.. LOl.. i Always FAntAsiZe ThAt My mArriagE WilL bE in SomE pLAcE posh.. LiKE The FullERton, oR RitZ CaRlton.. But it's OnLy DAy drEAmInG lA.. WhERe goT SuCh FoRtunE? MArRy a Rich FellA ah? yeAh.. Must be hAndsomE, Witty, CARing, blAH bLAh bLAh.. C'Mon MAn.. onLy iN fAiRy tAlEs Do Such ThingS hAppEn. AnothEr ReaSon Why it Wun HAppEn To me is bECoS I'm Not PRetTy.. haiz.. bLAme it ON my AncEstoRS.. WAdEvA.. (i'M jUSt kIDdiNg Btw)... HAiz, i'VE beEn SlackIng For The pAst 3 Weeks.. DAmned.. SchOOl's GonNA REopen soon.. JialAt.. i hAvEN hIt thE BooKS YET.. Oh My.. Wad am i goNna Do.. BEtter cAtCh UP! i hOPe My FAthER repLy me asAp... i wAnna Hear hiS VoicE.. So WORrIEd.. I lOVe my FAmIlY.. God.. Dun TAke AnYoNE AWAY FRom me... No one... COS ThEy'Re My treASuRE.. My Life... LPY (FreaKiNg Worried: HeartbeAT: 130/sec) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 20,June,2004 | WhEe.. jUst WEnt to kiNoKuNiya To bUy thE OthEr DAn Brown StOrY BooK.. CoST iS $13.44.. HEhe.. BouGht It At A DiscOuNt.. BEttER Go buy SomEmoRE BookS befoRE The pRomOtiOn Ends.. LOL.. AnYWay.. thiS is My lIst of BoOKs.. MArvEl at iT alL The tIME.. My CollEctIon iS oVEr a pErioD of 4 Yrs.. i LovE all my books.. hEhe.. But i Dun BuY thOsE ColLEctoR ItEms.. likE LOTR kinDa StUFf.. so X.. PlUS.. it'S a WaStE oF MOney.. In my ViEW lAh.. I'm a BookWorM. WadEVa u CAll me. i JUst LovE BuyInG bookS.. Ok.. so.. hERe Goes: 1. THE WISH LIST - EOIN COLFER 2. ARTEMIS FOWL - EOIN COLFER 3. THE ARCTIC INCIDENT (ARTEMIS FOWL) - EOIN COLFER 4. ARTEMIS FOWL: THE ETERNITY CODE - EOIN COLFER 5. HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS 6. HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN 7. HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE 8. HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX 9. SKIPPING CHRISTMAS - JOHN GRISHAM 10. THE SUMMONS - JOHN GRISHAM 11. MAGICAL WORLDS OF THE LOTR - DAVID COLBERT 12. THE UMBRELLA MAN AND OTHER STORIES - ROALD DAHL 13. THE CHRISTMAS MYSTERY - JOSTEIN GAARDER 14. EIGHT MILLION GODS AND DEMONS - HIROKO SHERWIN 15. TEN THOUSAND SORROWS - ELIZABETH KIM 16. GEISHA OF GION - MINEKO IWASAKI 17. LORD OF THE RINGS (1) 18. LORD OF THE RINGS (2) 19. LORD OF THE RINGS (3) 20. TWELVE RED HERRINGS - JEFFREY ARCHER 21. THE SECRET DIARIES OF ADRIAN MOLE AGED 13 3/4 - SUE TOWNSEND 22. THE GROWING PAINS OF ADRIAN MOLE - SUE TOWNSEND 23. ADRIAN MOLE: THE WILDERNESS YEARS - SUE TOWNSEND 24. ADRIAN MOLE: THE CAPPUCCINO YEARS - SUE TOWNSEND 25. NET FORCE EXPLORERS: CLOAK AND DAGGER - TOM CLANCY 26. NET FORCE EXPLORERS: OWN GOAL - TOM CLANCY 27. PUZZLE ADVENTURE OMNIBUS 28. THE DA VINCI CODE - DAN BROWN 29. ANGELS AND DEMONS - DAN BROWN Alrighty... these are my list of books.. i've set my eyes on so many more books... hehe... wait till my o levels are over... i'll indulge myself in a whole new world of reading ONLY.. lol... if only i could... but but but... i'll nv be a librarian.. no wae... nv tot of that... nv will be... though i love books... lol.. i dun wanna be a librarian.. LOL.. how ironic isn;t it... LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 19,June,2004 | Especially to ppl whom i deem trash HS : HEy.. i tell u.. dun go round telling that fat ass aunt of mine that i'm no better than u ok.. COS I AM INDEED SO MUCH BETTER THAN U SISSY BOY... U say i am afraid of telling my results.. cos u know i'm afraid of losing to u.. C'mon man.. grow up la for heaven's sake. WAD THE Hell would i be afraid of losing to you???!!! use your brain man hansheng... you're just trying to comfort yourself..i tell u wad... u study HARD i STUDY SMARt.. look at your results.. u studied till One am for that midyr.. i slack man... in the end.. u also manage a 16.. hey.. if u dun wanna admit it.. fine with me... your SISSY ego is bigger wad.. no prob. I'LL BEAT YOU HANDS DOWN MAN... U JUST WATCH OUT.. Joel LIM SI EN : ANOThER SiSSY EnTrY... hEy u baStArd, your mouth very Big hor.. like reporting to HS so much ah? Well.. i've got a very good job for you, since you're got such a big mouth, go CLEAN THE HORSES ASSES MAN.. U SOAB! F***er u! To my 5th aunt : i know u look down on me.. i know u despise me.. U think i'm rude, rough, loud, too liberal in your case.. u deem me as 'not perfect'.. my thinking: **** u man.. who the hell u think u are.. U din raise me up, u dON't know me well enuf.. i dun care wad the hell u think about me man.. i'm like that. SO? WAD CAN U DO? U're fat man, you got such a shallow thinking no wonder you're still a spinster.. u dun wanna trigger off something in me cos i know i'll make sure i give u hell.. i dun care you're my auntie.. sometimes u piss me off so much i wish i wasn;t associated with u.. & u dun wanna compare me to HS cos.. I'M HUNDRED TIMES BETTER THAN THAT SISSY! u think wad.. i'm stupid or something? Or wad? U doubt my capability is it? Well, it's not the knowledge Auntie, it;s the amount of fun we have in school nowadays.. u think HS is having fun.. i think he's having a Shitty time studying... just because he wants to beat me.. practically in everyting.. WHO CARES MAN To HS Father : Next time.. just shut your big mouth! i dun care whether you were born in the yr of the OX.. i just know.. your mouth stinks. that's why most of the words u speak to me.. are FILTHY.. 'YOUR TEETH ARE FILTHY.. GO TO THE DENTIST NOW!' IT WUN kill to have you to stop short at commenting on my results.. it'll save u lots of saliva.. To: pple who have offended me so far.. u dun wanna do that.. tho i'm trying to control my temper and words i use.. i'm not gonna stop short at CURSING you guys behind my back just to ease my pain and angst and anger.. i'll make sure i'll admonish u guys till you're WORTH not eVEN A CENT! Go TO HELL U IDIOTS!!!!!! LPY Filled with angst, pain, and anger |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 18,June,2004 | i remember waking up at 6.45am to go to school. my primary school is just opposite where i stay, so it's pretty convenient. the familiar surrounding make me feel comfortable. i still remember the dark alleys, the music room, the hall.. my classroom... the field, the teacher's room.. the general office, the basketball field, the canteen... the whole school! my batch was the last batch of students to leave the the school... before it merged with Clementi Town Primary. Soon... most of the original staff transferred, and most of the teachers of the new school is from Clementi Town Pri. i miss the school, the teachers, the fond memories the 19 yr old building brought to me. When news of the merging surfaced, i was shocked but also relieved that i was the last batch.. so dun need to change the Uniform.(Clementi North Merged with Jin Shan Primary B4)(Jin Shan pri was originally situated at the Now Nan Hua Pri). It's just like killing a teenager. Clementi North was only 15 yrs old! How cld they close the school down?! The school brought to me many fond memories... It also gave me opportunities to go overseas, tho i wasn't the elite students. i went overseas not once.. but TWICE! how lucky can i get? i remember after recess, my frens and i would head to the field and spend the rest of the break time there playing. we played croc, balancing act.. all the childish stuff. The guys would play soccer or basketball.. Oh! did i mention the canteen food!? Geez! it's very delicious! i miss it sooo much! We'll eat 'gan mian' with loads of chilli & tomato ketchup.. Oh the drinks were very cheap too! u know how much? 20 cents only! and it's the size of those plastic cups u see in coffeeshops! Oh how i miss it... I remember in primary 3, sitting with Zhimin and Grace, i sneaked food up to class to eat. it was the cuttlefish i remember really clearly.. hehe. That was sooo fun! Primary 5 was the best year i've ever had. i would play and laugh right in front of the teacher with my then-pals. But my results fluctuate. so p6 had to go to the 2nd class... wasted right? but nvm.. i'm having fun here in kent ridge.. haiz.. how i wish Methodist Girls' would allow alums to go back to the school to reminiscence.. how i wish.. i wish i wish.. i MISS U CLEMENTI NORTH!!! *psst, i cut my hair by 3 inches! lol. Not that short. dun worry. kekeke.. wah.. my distest-tation for _ _ _ _ _ is getting deeper.. B****! LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 17,June,2004 | well... wad a hot day... hehe... that's why we wore white! dun we look ANGELIC.. lol! urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 17,June,2004 | one of the cutest gurl i've seen.. on My arms is Gemma.. Shusan's 4 yr old Cousin.. very cute! in the back ground is shusan's brother, You Ren Jie.. LOL urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | OOO LooK AT THAt TEenY WEeny Eyes... c'MOn MAN.. It Was AlReady 11.45 Pm.. HoW do u ExpEct ME To oPEn My Eyes BiG BIg!? LOL.. ThAT PRettY GuRl bEsiDE me iS StEphAniE! YEah! My 'WiFe urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | One hEll Of A sWim.. ACtUAllY We WeRe gOsSipiNg bY The pOol... LOL urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | ThIS WaS on MiSS LYe'S ChURch WedDiNg.. FRom Left: Stef, ME, FeliciA, GabrIEl, FoONg Yee, CHia XuAn, ChEun Kit, IVan... urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | rhoDa, StEf n mE! in WCP urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | Miss KoH, YoW and lAm PaRTy ThRu tHE nIghT! YEah! urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | iT'S THE end of another day.. went to school.. came back.. totally drained out.. guess was time i reached home? 12.15 am!! so late man.. but damned shiok.. it was so fun... but i guess we can't do it agn.. cos school's gonna reopen! sobz. haiz.. Tml going to see movie.. she wanted me to accompany her.. Actually... i think i was too sensitive.. as long as i think positively... i think.. my fren will forever be there... just not that close... sad tho.. but it's ok.. Life is like that... the photos are out.. i look like SHIT man... see already can slap myslef awake... 'who's that silly gurl!!??' geez... i'll post it after this.. well.. i guess i'm exhausted enuf.. tired.. too tired.. i'll stop here... still need to do Heymath assignment... Miss Tiong.. U GOOD SIAZ... torture me like tt.. LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,June,2004 | WhoA.. ToDay'S A BlAst! LOL... i Din SwIM LA.. BuT JuSt lAZE ARD In ThE pooL AnD GoSSIp.. WhoA.. LeARnT So MANy ThINGs FROm StEF.. *WINk* She GoT A DamnED LOt Of SEcReTs... Ah.. WANnA KnoW WAD We'RE Did ToDAy.. oK.. FrOm 2.30 pm OnwaRDs We WERE In thE POol.. *soBz* AfTer 5 I GoT OuT OF The POol ANd head ToWArdS tHE ShoWER..StIll nEeD To Go tUiTiOn.. Hmm.. ThEn AfTeR i CAme bACk.. WE WenT to Eat CanaDiAn PizZA... ShuAng RITE? (pIAng, RoySTon... nExT tIME yoUR GF eAt DinnEr DUn nAg cAN NoT.. U vEry FAn lEH!!!!)EAt TiLl VerY Full.. LoL.. NoW We're lAZiNg ARD... ShusAn iS.. AGN on thE PhOnE WiF thAt IrrItatIng FEllA.. GooDNEss... HE's One pAIn in tHE ASS BF.. I'D rAthER NoT hAve Such A PArTneR.. CAn Die SIAZ.. *PuI* HAiz.. ThE HuMoURouS ThInG OF THE DAy WaS DuRiNG TuiTiOn.. ThE guy IS a SubStiTUtE tEaChER FOr MR. Eio lA... WAD A joKE! He DiN NoT eVEn TEACH mE loR.. HE bASiCALly LooK At tHE ANSWER and TeLl mE thAt It'S done This WaE ACCoRDiNg To THE AnS.. WAD the.. thE FUnny pArt IS.. HiS MEnTAl cAlCuLAtioN iS SSSSLLLLLOOOOWWWW... My goODnEss.. i HAve ALREady CAlculAted THE ANswER lIAoz.. He stIll TOok @ lEASt AnothER 15 SecOnds To FiGuRe Ou WaD i'M tAkIng Abt.. WAh PIAng.. hoW To be teAChER??!! NvM... i fOrGiVe u... BUt i DUn Want U As My TuiTion TeACHER! RAO LE WO BA! *KEKEKEKE* I Got SomemoRe PhOtoS ToDAY.. BuT i suck in thE FoTo.. i TrY to Find onE WhiCH HAS A PreSEntABlE mE In It... And i'll PoSt It OnLinE. Oh gEEz... tml StIll gOT ChemIStry ANd E MAths... OH MY GOD! i hAvEn TouCh my mATh hW YEt... Oh man... ThAT MiSS BeTTy TIOnG is GoNna NAg n Nag n Nag... geeZ.. WaDEVA... It'S mUSic To Me EaRs AnyWAy.. i HopE... *gUlP!!!* AlRiGhTy.. iT's 10.37 pm noW... StIll Hab @ least 1 hR ++ B4 i HEad fOr My BeAutiFuL BEd... Whee... okOk! I'Ll End hERe.. TAtA SweEtheartS! LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 15,June,2004 | i'm CUrReNtLY iN sHUsaN's hOUse... sO fUn... tHaT hAMstER'S COUsiN is sOOOOO CuTE!!! LoL... i TooK PhOtO WiTH geMmA.. LOl.. SO CutE.. cAn't StOp GuShiNg how CuTE shE is.. HAiz.. CaN't STay OvEr niGhT HEre ToDAY COS My mOm ANd DAd DuN ReALli AlloW... Oh WeLl... I'M HAVINg FuN.. UDS iS BACK! LOL LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 15,June,2004 | ME anD ELdER siS urlLink urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 14,June,2004 | if only i could turn back time: i would see how i look like when i was a little kid.. learn to appreciate my grandma more.. If only i can turn back time: i would wanna change all the mistakes that i made... erase all the unhappy things... if only i could turn back time: i would study harder & try to get into a better school... If only i could turn back time: i would believe i have the confidence to face ppl with my frizzy hair.. If only i could turn back time: I would persuade God to give me a better life.. not one filled with angst and sadness, and happiness and fun at the same time... If only i could turn back time: there's nothing more than i could wish for now... wad's been down has been done... the emotional changes in me is visible.. the horrible experiences i have faced is still etched deeply in my heart. The sadness & joy some events brought to me still linger... I will nv forget some of my most unforgettable experiences.... which i have nv enjoyed in my entire life... due to my UDS.... and my lack of self-confidence...... when will i have the courage to stand up in front of ppl as a different person.. when will i have the chance to allow ppl to see the different me? When will i be given this chance to allow ppl to admire me instead of looking down on me? WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME? LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 13,June,2004 | haiZ, I wondER why ppl havE To LovE SomEonE So DeEpLy By YEt allOw thEmsElves to bE HuRt? It'S StuPid iS'T it? WeLl.. i DouBt I'Ll EveR BE LovEd AnYWay... SaD Eh? pERsonAlly, i Dun bEliEve In RElatioNshIpS When WE'Re onlY 15 or 16.. u ThiNk it'll lASt ThAt LoNG? MaybE for somE.. But noT for All, RigHT? i DO EnvY ThoSE In a RElAtIonShip RigHT noW, Cos ThEY HavE a LoViNG bf To ShoWeR ThEm WIth AttEnTion.. But.. ComE To tInK Of it... It'S a WastE of effORt And tiME if thE OutCome is A bReak-up. ThE Gurl mAy Feel huRt, EmOtIonAlly depresseD... WadEVA.. BuT i StILl FEEl they'RE So LucKy, Cos SOmeonE PAys ATtEnTion to tHEm... as For mE... I deem MySElF HoPEless And WORThLEss oF somEOne's AttEnTion.. thE REasOn BEiNg.. I'm Not pRETty... I DUn realLy WAnNa See MySElf As ComPletely HopElEss.. And I do beliEve i'll Get MARRied somE dAy & hAve ChilDRen of Mine BuT tHAt Just sEEm fuRthEr AND fuRther Away as EaCh DAy PAssEs... I aDmit i am SelF-conSciOus. WhenEVA i Go ouT, i'll SEe iF Ppl ARE POiNtIng thEir CroOkEd FiNgers & RidIcuLiNg mE WIth their StiNkIng BREAth.. So Sad RIght? thAt i Was BoRn WiTh a ForEHEAd like A LuOHAN Fish, WiTh a NoSe as Wide as thE sEa & a ComPlExIon as RougH as the SAnD. i'm As DARk as a CharCoal, With a hT oF a LArGE DWaRf... U TEll ME.. Wad tHe hEll am i HERE? y The HEll am i BoRn WiTh Such An uGlY COmpLExIon? Or Should I SaY 'cuRsEd'? i suffEr fRom UD-syndromE... milD wiThdrawAl conditioN. I HAtE ppl WHo juDge me By My looKS.. WhoevA U Are, i HAve BiG bRAinS. i ScoRE well in my ExAms... And tEnd To Hao-Lian at tiMes... hey.. I kNOW My MIstakEs.. Why ArE somE of u iGnoRinG me? Wad The HEll? One oF mY ClOse Fren gOt 'sTolEn'.. i Can't 'Win' heR bAck... I siMpLy cAn't.. CoS It SEem As iF She cloSEd hER DooRs oN Me... SHE's a Farcry FRom mE.. She'S pRETty, SweeT, gOt A FantAStic TemPER, TolEranT, Rich, SpontANEous... As CompAREd To me.. I'M nOtHing... But.. Ok.. My ResuLts are BettEr Than HERs.. But So WaD? EvEryOne Likes Her bEttER thAn ME... She'S PopulAr, I'm not... I'm just RUbBish In tHE sChool.. I'm NOt WoRth AnyThiNg.. U knOW why? Cos My Looks suCk.. And I ThInk ppl have this tot tHAt I Shouldn't sCOre as Well as i Do.. WEll lET mE tEll u WaD... I'M NOt as STuPID as U thInk i am.. I'm GonnA DO Gr8 thIngs to SociETy.. I'm gonna Change The way i Am.. I'm GonnA FinD someonE WhO LovEs Me.. I'm goNna bE SuccesSFul. I bElieVE God giVEs You SometHing GooD... buT also hAve to GivE You somEtHIng BAd... I'VE gOt An UGly FacE... But I'm GonnA suCCEEd In LifE... And LearN To Face My UD SynDrome..... LPY [:(] |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 12,June,2004 | hAiz... I had a terrible morning. i sobz from 12.30 to 12.50 am while my whole family was aslp. i was feeling horrible and awfully down. Crying is the only wae to let out my angst and disappointments. My elder sister left in the morning 5.30 am for tioman. Miss her so damned much. So worried for her. I prayed for her safety constantly. Grace, miss YOuR presence.. wanna tEll u, i Nv takE You As My EldER SisTEr For grAnTEd... My mOm's BirThday today. We Celebrated ytd, not A reAlly bIg NotE.. but ThEre Was ShARk's fin wiTh CrAb MEat. taSty... yUm yum.. I WEnT bugiS Just Now.. Oh cRaP! I was DasHiNg towards thE LIFt, LOL.. I KnEw thAt thE woMAn Was theRe, buT i 'gay kiaNg' rUn toWards HER, Then her RIgHt hAnd Hit my Right Cheek. Oh HoLy IdIOt! Can't MumbLe a SORRY For HiTtinG ME AcCiDEntAllY Instead OF StArrIng at ME aS If I'm thE ONLY onE At FAuLt. Let ME TEll u, That woMan WIth ThiCk MAke up and AuNtie PONG PONG haiR Style: GO TO HELL . I WOndER WaD's WRoNg With ME... i tHink i'M GEttInG moRe SElf-conScIouS oF My loOks.. CoS at thE FooD court, ThEre's tWo stupiD bimBos WIth FLAT CHEST WERe laUgHiNg at My HAiR.. HEy mAN.. I mAy b U-G-L-Y.. buT take ThiS Ok: I'm nOt That IDiOtic Like You guyS to LEt you MoCk mE. I've GOT Big brains WhiCh iS USEd to ChuRn usEFUL and ConStrUCtIVe ThINgs.. Not SPASTIC and MORONIC CommEnTs From YoU Guys... To ppl Who Mock Ppl LiKE me: GO TO THE 18TH LEVEL OF HELL, MORONS! i bOt a StORy Book: ThE Da VinCi Code, Has BeEn On thE ChartS For mAny WeEkS AlREaDy, gottA C What's SO GooD abT tHis Book, I mAde My DAD pay FoR It... hehE.. And i bOt A WINnIE thE POoh hAnd ToWel! WeEEE!!! hEHe.. alRiGHt, i'LL End Here WIth this eNcouRaGiNg SentEncE: ' next tiME ThErE'Ll b soMEonE WHo wiLl TrueLy appreciAtE You For your HEArt BuT nOt youR LooKs....' ---> FeLIcia Hoo.. :| + :D oh.. WednEsdAY gng To Shusan'S hoUSe to StAy.. Whee.. ExcitEd AnD wAitIng FOR That daY.. |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 11,June,2004 | Ok.. moRnInG LEsSon NOt SO BAD.. EXCEpt WHEn thAt ____y tried To joIn in thE gRp DiSCusSion LAh. Oh WEll.. As ExpEcteD ShE WEnt to WCP Too.. Oh bLARdY ShITz. Wad MADE ME reAlly pissEd oFF waS DURinG WaD HApPEned DurInG bREAkFast.. Oh WEll> LoR.. If ____g__e And ____a wAnnA JoIn thEir GrP No PRob... u Guys HAve AlWAys bEEn trEAtIng mE, Stef And FElICiA AS ALIEns AnYWay.. tEll u WaD.. No BIG DEAL. StEf, FElicia And ME ArE GonnA BE thE BEstest PAls EvEr ThAN u guyS. HmPH! (mAybE HOw ChIlDiSh i CAn gEt) I WAS HAvIng A SpLiTtInG heAdAcHE ThiS AfTNn.. AnD WEll.. ExpectEd.. ThAt WhOLE gURl GAng in FRoNt Dun GivE A hoOt... WAH aS IF I CARE! (WeLL.. BEiNG TOO SENSItIVE here la... dun CAre AbT tHAt) Ok.. ThEn i WenT To tHE TOilET.. thEy WerE tHERe.. WaD The Hell lOR. I was SquATtIng At tHE tOilET bOWl, ThERe thEy werE outsiDE The CubIcle ScreAmIng AnD WaIlIng... & My hEad was PoUndiNg Like The Fastest speeD ThE buTchER cAn ChOp MEAt.. DamnEd It man.. I Just SlaMmEd tHE DooR oPened and WaSheD My HAnds. I can'T EVen SHIt PRopERly man. I WalkED OuT In A HuFf.. To thE FoYER.. and WEnt to GinZa To DEvelope My fOTos. HAiz.. Sux man.. LiFe.. ok. Th fotOs Are NOt that niCE.. FirStly, i'M UGLY, SEcoNDLy, thE cAmERa SUCkS, anD thIRdLy... thE OVerAll PictUREs NoT so nicE. hEck... all tHE PictuRes i tOok All Not niCe OnE.. WHy? haiz.. YEah... tHE cAmERA HATES mE... I HAte The CAmErA tOo! HMPh@ Can't TAKE It AnymoRE! I HAte My FacE! i HAte my HAir! I HAte SOme Ppl!!! GO TO ___!!!!! Ah... LiFE SucKS At tiMEs.. |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,June,2004 | It's 9.51 pm now. Sitting in my study room. so bo liaoz. felt f**ked up this afternoon. Well, she just ignored me as if i'm not there. Refused to allow me to even take a look at the cover of the packet of sweet.. oh well... just gotta tell u this: Sometimes your attitude is just so FUCKED up. Ok. Full Stop. LoL.. i HAvEn Do All my hW YEt.. *GUiLTy* hahA.. Dun WorRY. Can finISh onE. bAsICAlly NoT mUCh... SCHoOl'S just So SIAnz.. But Fun ALl thE sAME wiTh ME fRens. WAH SO SIANZ. HehE.. TOmoRrow go WCP Agn.. ThAt ____y CONFIRM tAg AloNg onE. She Got AloT OF TimE WAD.. AnytHIng loR.. SHE's StIll hAs ThiS B**** ImpREsSIon OnE mE. CAn'T StAnd hER. CAN'T She stOp tAlkIng unnECesSARy StuFf: 'Oh You'Re EAtInG PoRrIdgE Ah?' WAH LAU EH! It'S REALly SpAstIC lOR.. LOL. Shhh.. Dun Tell AnYoNE. I stIll Dun REAllY Like HER.. EspecIAlly When ShE tAg AloNg ____A, LEavIng Me NO ChANcE tO EVEn talk To ____A.. Oh WEll.. Wad SHit lAh. I Dun CARe Also. GO TO HELL SUCKERS! LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 31,July,2004 | urlLink the beautiful jiao sai on my dad's car.. this car must had had constipation... kns lol.. urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 29,July,2004 | lATELy many things happened.. wendy's big mouth.. the awkwardness b/w me and ____.. wad is my world coming to? i dislike my class more and more nowadays.. i dun like alot of ppl in my class.. 4e4 is not united at all.. who says we are?! O levels is approaching.. prelims is nearer. i cried.. cos i can't take it anymore. sooner or later i will go mad! oh God... why must u make Singapore so Darn small.. and that Singapore has to depend on her ppl for her survival and success thrive as a nation? WHY? WHY MUST I BE BORN IN SINGAPORE!? haiz.. so many pros and cons... say also cannot say finish la.. just read the newspapers today.... so far only one Law Diploma holder from Temasek Poly managed to get into the Law Faculty in NUS.. oh God... Shit... can that elder sister of mine stop grumbling.. shut your F mouth up la.. I need to talk about THIS issue.. otherwise..i'll burst not saying.. Rhoda said he give me special treatment..I dun agree. haiz. it's difficult to talk nowadays... I know.. he lied to Wendy (aka SUPER DUPER BIG MOUTH + LOOSE TONGUE) that he doesn't like me anymore.. but... eh... he only recently told me he still like me. rhoda said he's doing to stop wendy from spouting nonsense.. that he knows what situation i am in. Oh man.. it's not becos of that lor. cos i told him not to admit it no matter wad. So that SDBM+LT tot that he doesn;t like me anymore and GO spread... wad.. all becos of your loose tongue?! Bullshit man u. oh.. and i wun ever ever be so bo liao to attempt to kick u out agn.. Cos u're one pain in the __s which just cannot go away. U sticky GLUE! wah... somemore u added more worries to me until i cried. Wendy, u just dunno how sensitive these issues are to me. i'm not like u.. ATTENTION seeKER! *pui!* u wanna be bitchy, be blunt.. i dun care. All i know is that NO one likes u, wendy.. DUN THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF! haiz.. i think i hurt him too deeply when i rejected him so strongly earlier this year. I'm sorry. But i just feel that i'm not good enuf for u... and there is this barrier b/w us... i'm sorry... I just seem so much like a disappointment. i hope u'll make me change my mind about u... but for the time being.. i just wanna be the best of frens with u. I realised..... i'm part of the EXTRA grp of girls in my class... the other girls get together well.. i seem to not dissolve into their grp... oh well... classmates only.. i've got my best pals! LPY (miserable, confused, tired, mad!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 29,July,2004 | I'M Realli stResSEd Out.. I'm vERy TIRed AND i'm vERy presSuRiZEd. i HAve No TiME To Do aloT oF stuff AnD I DouBt I cAn TAke it AnYmORe.. plEASE.. helP me!!! LPY (upSEt!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 27,July,2004 | DAmNEd thE BlOODy HEll! i SWEar U'RE oNe OF The mOSt DEtEStABlE tEAChERS In SChooL mAn! I juSt DETEst U MRS SIM!! kao bei la she.. just put my name into the speech relay w/o my consent. u can jolly well go to hell man. u want high standards right? THE MORE I DUN WANT LEH. wad can u do. i detest u so much. i make sure The moment i step out of this bloody force-ppl-to-do-wadeva-they-dun-like-to-do school, i'LL rejoice COS I DUN HAVE TO SEE YOUR BLOODY FACE AND receive any of your attitude. U suck man.. ================================================================== oH oh.. i just found out something. *gASp!* He has been LiKiNg me siNce sec 2.. C'mon man.. how is it possible. ____!! U'RE PAK JIAO! that's ALl i can Say LoR.... i dun wanna ElAbOrAtE Too muCh.. LAtEr i FAll 4 hIm thEn i JiAlAt!! I VowEd Not to LyK AnYOne FRom sCHoOl AnyMore.. NO moRE!!! NOOOOOO! (not thAt I'm hurt la.. i juSt FEeL it'S ridiCuLous to 'LOVE' SoMEoNE at my AgE.. yUckS! ================================================================== I'M Done WiTh the ____ing script.. WiTh yL as my EdItor. jolly wEll goOD FellA! thAnks! oh.. i notiCEd Ck HAS BEEn so quiEt lATEly.. i tInK he'S vERy stresSEd Out lOR. AffEcted By hiS pHysics teST ResuLtS i guesS. pOOr Fella.. Nvm>.let's ALl jiA yoU togEThER! K? TA MA DE. THAt ChEeK Ko PEk UpStaiRs hAs BEen bLAstIng hIS THai MuSiC FOr the pAST 2 WeEks LiAo. WAd thE. noW ThE musiC Go: Tok toktok.. tok toktok. KNS MAN.. ToK SImi TOK! kAoz.. i WonDER WaD u Do upStairS. CHAU CHEE KO! haiz.. tMr stIll Got mAthS teST... SianZ Ji PuA. Not gOnnA stUDy FoR it MAn. LPY (SiAnz!!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink ThIS iS my ExtEnDed FAmiLy. FrOm LEFt bAck RoW: Xin (StEf'S 'coUsiN'), FY (my EsTRAnGED x-WifE), Me, ChiAXuAn ( My x-Wife'S 'loVEr'), Wendy (StrAngEr), ShARoN (Xin'S huSbAnd), RhoDA (My XX-WiFE) urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,July,2004 | urlLink RACial HArmOnY... HEhe.. AfTER PE.. stInKS likE Crazy urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,July,2004 | CCA CCA CCA... just kEEps REpeatIng in my bRain.. I HATE IT!!! Mr. Tan, stop showing me that kinda doubtful face ok. I'll finish the whole attendance thingy for HELL's sake... After i leAve schOol, FoRGET AboUt mE grEEtinG u. U juSt PiSS mE oFF. Just LEave mE to Do Wad I WanNA do k? u cAN GEt BAck To WenDy IF U Want.. SinCE shE LiCKEd yOUR BootS SO DAMnEd BlooDy ShiNy.., HAtE To TalK AbOUT tHAt... I'll REN unTil i FinISh the stUpID attEndAncE... THEN I DUN HAVE TO SEE ALL YOUR BLOODY OH-I-DOUBT-YOU-SO-MUCH FACE! GET LOST MAN! ------------------------------------------------------- oH.. YTd's CrosS couNTry Was ExhilArAtIng. i tHInK tHis Is ThE only TiME i FElt Gr8 AboUt RunNiNg LoNg diStancEs.. HEhE.. SuRpRisEd Eh? i RAn 3.2 km in 27 MiNuTes. NoT bAd Ah.. HEhe.. anyWay.. I wAs HApPy ytD... So HAppy oh.. i RealiSe he StIll ____ me... ERm.. okAy lor. BuT i DouBt i'll Ever REACt to It. No Big DEal. In FacT, i CAn't SEE Why HE StIlL lIke mE. I'm U-G-L-Y... SiCk In thE Mind, tomBoyIsh, lazy.. NotHIng An IdEal guRl hAs... WEll.. uNlIkE STEphAniE la... EvERyonE saYS shE's PRetTy.. LOL... Eh. mE Ah.. No CommEnTs.. (bleAh!) sHE's gOnNa hUM tUM mE WHeN SHE ReadS THis.. lol.. ya lA. YONG QIANG LIKE STEPHANIE!!! MUAHAHHAA... NenE Ni nEne!! :p MuahAHah.. I'm Evil.. Too EviL.. AlRiGHTy.. I NEedA go BAthe.. StiNks Like SmElLY SoCkS.. thAt's ME!!! LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 22,July,2004 | i muSt hAd HAd onE oF The moSt DEprEsSiNg anD miSeRAble biRthdays on 20th jUly. HAiZ. NoThIng to So OnE LoR. I StIll had To StUDy, Do HW... No CElEbRatIons. No DinnER As CElebrATions... AND DUNNO WHERE ON EARTH my fAThER wEnt to (hE cAme bACk lAte).. HAiz.. thIS yr Sucks .. ytD, was rAciAl HARmoNy DAY. i MuSt sAY We DiN hAD tHAt mUCh Fun AS lASt yR. SomE oF ThE foTos DiN tuRn ouT to BE as NicE aS lASt yR's 2.. RAciAl HArmOny Day in KenT Ridge was KiNDA bOriNg... thERe waSn'T ACtiVitIEs DuRinG Recess.. MAybE bECAusE the PREvioUS bAtch OF SEc 4 CoUnciLlORs hAVE GoNE.. So thERe wasn'T Any ActIVitIEs lOR.. Sianz Zhi PuA mAn.. buT All thE ClASs FOTos tuRned OUT pRETty Well.. NoT BAd LoR.. ExCEpT for One WiTh thAt bLooDy ShoRt ASs SuhARdi RuiniNg It.. BlOoDy Shit MAN. Go FinD YOUR ViCkY LA. ComE and SPoIl My pHoto. I'll Post tHE FoToS Some other dAy. I hAve No IDeA wHy i'm SO hAppy in SChooL ToDAY. I ThiNk It'S becos We HAd One of ThE moSt RElaxiNg Day in the WEEk. No ExtrA lessons. TeachERs AbsEnT. EnGlISh noT SO sIANz. ChiNEse---> ExCiTiNg, mAthS-> MisS tIoNg NOt Here... WAh.. Life man.. LOL. Oh.. guEsS wad? My hp nEeds ExtReme MAkeoVEr mAn. I helPEd DisFiGurE iT tWicE. LOL.. WELl All thAnkS to my SmART-AlecneSs, i Ran And ThE Fone DecideD To peep Out AND In the End KEnnA FlungEd AbT 2 MetrEs FRoM My Ass. AH.. Who CArES.. juST As LonG As The screen IS NoT SCrAtchEd, the fonE is StILl WoRKinG.. I'm FiNE wiTh It.. LOL.. (u gUYs mUst BE tHInKiNg i'VE sudDEnLy GONE mAd.. hoW coME i'm So gooD tEMpeREd ThIS TIME hoR?) i'Ve bEen ChoSen For SpeeCh RelAy. i just WannA TElL MRs SiM, Who NominAteD mE (WaD coCk-EyenEss). Bu YAo gou yan kan rEn di okay! (LooSE trAnslaTiOn: Dog Eye See People Low--> LOL!)mUhSin WantS To giVE iT A Go For LyrA, Why not lEt Him??!! WhY InSiSt on pEoplE U ChOSe? WHY Not let Some othEr pEople gIVE it A tRy? Lyra mUSt WIn Agn ThiS yEaR mEh? LEmmE TElL u, the presenT BAtch OF SEc 4s ArE nOt gonna MAke It mAn.. We'RE lAGgINg BEhinD By So MUCh. LAst YR LyrA hAD ShAun, ClAREnCE, StephAnie Quek... thIS yR, WE Dun REally hAve StroNg SpeAkERs. WE Dun HAvE to Win, Mrs SIm. WE jUSt NEed To GiVE some pEoplE A TrY to pResent ThEmsElves. Is ThAt Too mUCh? AnyWAY, yTD WE hAd pE.. BlOody ShIttY Mr heng. mAdE US do Push-uPS uNtIl ARmS Suan LikE siaoz. Now i'm hAvInG bACKAchE.. how to RUn TmR's CRoSS CouNtRy??!! Oh mAn... I'm JUst gonnA Slp lAteR mAn. I'M nOt goNna StuDy tOnIgHt. My Back AChEs bADlY.. i HAven GoT ANy SpIrIt to StUDy. SimPly too pAinFul For My BACk.. oH WEll... thIS iS tHE end. I'll BloG Agn SooN! LPY (BAckAchE) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 19,July,2004 | Sianz MAn.. thIS WEEk GoT so mANy tEsts. tmR, SS tESt.. thuRsDAy, ChinESE CoMpO TEst.. SAtURDAy, EngliSh COmMoN TESt AND bIoloGy Test... WAH LAU!!!! i'm feeling so lazy now... i dun even feel like studying.. it's freaking boring lor. anyway.. gOt Miss Fahizah's Baju Kurong... Not bAd.. my MoM saYS thE patTeRns On It is NiCe. bEttEr than My SiSTEr'S frEn's One.. My MOm sAiD hoMEmADe=poOr woRkmAnshIp=LOUSY! Lol.. HAIz.. mY birThDay's tMr.. hOPe to hAvE a NiCE biRthDAy tMr.. Ah.. pRezZiEs LEh? kEkekeke.. nVm lA.. giVe mE lAtE aLSo CAn... juSt to LEt mY fRenS KnoW: NO PRESEnTS CANNOT ARGH! MUST GIVE ME AH!!! LoL... Jk la. AlRiGHty I'll StOp hERE... siAnz.. latEr StIll NEED To SIt At thE tAbLE ANd LEt my ASS rOT.. LPY (hEADAche) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 18,July,2004 | yOZ! I'm bACk! (ChAtTiNg WiTh yL anD EnInG) MY biRthdAy iS comING!!! ANyWay, hAd a gr8 AftERNoon toDAy.. vERy sATiSfYiNg.. Won'T SAy WaD iT is BuT ShioK lAh.. MuAhahhA.. It'S oFfiCiAl, I'm BArred FRom gNg Out.. SobZ.. bUT Nvm lA.. u bEt i'M GNg WilD aftER Os.. hEhe Yan LiAng IS trAiNIng FoR NatiOnALs, ALl Da bEst To HIm... AnYWay.. Ytd had A FAntAsTic niGhT WitH My FAmiLy. niCE goOD GAThERinG. OOOO... HEARd oN thE raDio thAT PAREnts ShouLD BE moRe opEn WiTh thEir KidS... tAlk to tHEm moRE boUT sex To ExpoSe ThEm.. YEAh.. I KEnnA ExpOSE UnTiL I'm 'corrUptEd' By my DAd.. HAHAHHAHA! Wad A joKE. thAt's Why EvEryOne CALls mE hoRnY.. mAYBE i Am.. mAYbe i'm noT.. LOL hAd A chat WITh CK toDAy.. Both OF uSE suSPEct JEREMY FRom 3e6 is InTERestEd In Him!! *gAsp!!!!* Oh mY goD.. Ck, u BEtteR watCH ouT! kEkeKE.. jEremy sEems LikE a PotEntIal gAy To mE anyWay.. LOOks LiKE One.. EEEw.. cAn't bEliEve OuR SChool actuALly HAvE somEone who iS inTErestEd In AnothEr pERSon oF THE SamE sEx... and i MEan B-O-Y-S . GEEz.. LEmmE SEe, tMr WiLl BE a GoOd dAy, Cos goT pRactICAls! WhEe.. HoPE MRs tAn iS FinE To teaCh US TmR.. Dun WAnnA see hER To pAle AnymORE. PleaSE gEt WEll SOoN, Mrs TAn!! Oh.. tmR Also hAve PhYSIcs TEst.. HAvEn REad FiniSh YEt.. AiYAh.. FAil tHEn FAiL la.. HEhe :D gtG NoW.. tiRed.. nEed To Cont my PhySics ReviSion: NuClEaR PhYSics.. LPY (tiRed, SlEEpy) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 16,July,2004 | urlLink ThIS IS My gRp oF FRens .. my GoOD fRens in FacT.. TAkEn DuRinG ChiNEsE nEW YeaR PeRiOd ... It'S dAMnEd Fun.. ANd I LikE all tHE pICtuREs tAkEn.. We'Re gonnA SplIt up soOn.. i WannA TrEAsuRe AlL tHE MomEnTs We HAd TOGethEr.. God Bless~ urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 13,July,2004 | urlLink I LikE ThIS PictURE AloT.. cOS i FEEl thE bACkGRounD CoMpliMEnt oUR T'shiRtS Well.. it'S mORE LiKE a CoinCiDEncE ThAt WE ChoSE thIS FrAmE.. bUt i think tHIS Is OnE oF The bEst NEopRInTS i tOOK WiTh RhodA... LOL urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 13,July,2004 | SOrry fEliCIA.. i DiSApPOInT U Agn.. I'm ReAlLy SORRy.. My motHEr dIN AllOW ME TO Go.. plEasE duN BE AngRy With mE.. SoRrY.. i Tot My motHEr woULD AllOW ME to Go WAtCh THE MoViE WiTh u.. bUt WHo knoWs ShE SColDEd mE InSTead. I'm soRry i RUShEd To MAkE a DEcisiOn thEn iN thE EnD Nv Go WiTh u. It'S my FauLt. I'm FEeliNg guIlty ABout tHIS And I'm tErRiBly upSet too. I'M VEry SoRRy i MadE U AngRY. PlEasE FORGIvE me CAn? I DIn ExpEct thiS To HAppEn too... NoW i KnoW i ShoUlDn't HAvE mAdE a RAsh DEciSiOn And mAdE U AnGry... i knOW mY mistAKE Now. I ShOulDn't mAke DecISionS WHich I mIgHt nOt FuLFil.. I'M SoRRy To thOSE ppL Whom i havE CAncEleD thE dAtE wiTh LAst miNUtE.. I'm tERribLE remORsEful AnD HopE U guyS CAn ForGivE my RashEd BEhavIoUR... MoMmy, I KnoW u'RE woRriEd, But SoMEtiMES u nAG At mE too muCh.. i Dun WAnnA hEAr tHOsE NAgGIng Agn.. It PuTS mE To Alot oF StrESS... PLs Dun Do thaT AGn.. And thIS iS hOW ThE sToRy WENt: i WanTEd To WatCh 'windstruck' With fEliCiA At jURonG poiNt At 6.50 pm. BuT mY motHER ExpRessEd HER DiSplEASURe By NAgGiNg At ME. thEn SoRt oF InDiREctLy bARred mE FRom GoiNg oUT ANyMoRe. MY goD... i cAn't BElievE iT. But i JSt HAvE 2 Acpt It lOR. BuT I'm gUiLty bECAusE FEliCiA pRomISEd To Go oUT WiTh HER MOM BuT In tHE End SHe AgrEeD To Go ouT wITh Me.. And I sCReWED Up EVErytHiNg FOR her.. Oh mAn.. Wad KinD oF a FRen AM i... I'm nOt blAmInG mY MothER... I'm At FauLt FoR mAkIng SucH A RasH pRomISE... tHE conSeQuEnCes WhiCh I Am FAciNg noW iS horribLE..Oh.. plEasE FoRgIVe mE.. LpY DistreSsEd And SaD... |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 13,July,2004 | AH.. noW i hAve tiMe To log In. LAst few DAys NoTHInG mUCh LA, So DIn WannA Log iN My EnTRy. ToDaY iS thE 13th OF juLy.. WEnDy's biRthdAy.. nEXt WeEk iS mInE.. I'm gonnA bE 16 Soon!! YEah.. buT hAiz.. So FasT OnE YEAr pAst.. WE'RE gonnA grAduAtE Soon! cAn u BEliF iT? TiME FliEs So FASt. We Dun EvEn hAvE Time To FuLly AbSoRb Wad'S goInG on iN ThE SuRrouNDINGs! HAiz... i hopE i cAn Do WEll Enuf To get iNTo thE CouRse I WanT.. BEst iS i ScoRe lOW LOw so i CAn GEt inTo ThE Bio-TEch CouRSE iN poly.. I'M still tHinKiNg on WhEthER To Go JC NoT.. I'm AfRAid i'll gEt Sick oF tHE hectIC liFE of A JC StuDEnT. ALl i WanT is to StuDy At A SloWER pACE and a SubJEct WhiCh I KnoW I'm kEen to Do... hAiX. it's SO StuPID mAN The GoVT. Dun tHEy knoW ThAt thE DiFFErEncE b/W JC StUDEnTS anD PoLy StuDEntS IS lIke a hoRizon WidE. SO VAst And BiG. HAiz. I'M AfRAid PpL miGhT loOk At me DiFFErenTly IF i go Poly.. I DUn WanT thAt. haiz. I'M In A DiLEmMA... ShoUlD i chooSE Poly OR JC? hhahA.. jUSt noW wE WeRE at SAkuRa. LOL. We WeRe ScolDiNg NuRdiNIe'S AsS oFF bUt hE sTill CalmLy Sms RhodA AND SAid hE's NoT anGrY.. Wad BullShIT MAN. He'S obVioUSly tryInG to ShoW RhodA HoW 'mAcho' hE IS LoR.. liKE ShIt Siaz.. rhODa Dun DEserve ThAt Short tHiNk-he-knOW-it-All AsshOlE! OopS.. Got A LittlE Too VioLEnT.. Ahhh.. toDAY no HW.. gOoDy GoODy.. hehE. GOoD.. i CAN takE A nAp LAtEr On lIAoz.. JoSH.. I LovE u... i lovE U soOOOO MUch.. (pssst. As A Gr8 fAn oF yOurs.. KnoW U hAvE a stEady gF.. but i StIll lovE u SOOOOO MUCh!!) LPY (ConFusEd BuT ExHilArAted) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,July,2004 | urlLink My GRAndma ANd ME.. urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,July,2004 | urlLink can't ReAlly SEe THAT ClEaRly lA.. bUt tHEn u CAn RAFLy WorK OuT Where I AM LA.. urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,July,2004 | urlLink This one was taken in the general Office.. nice hor? from left: Me, my 'mother' & my 'wife'.. I tHinK we look good in ties. makes us all look so much smarter. but the school giam la. dun wanna provide ties for everyone.. It's used only on special occasions like Councillors Investiture or when some students enter competitions and represent the school.. Bleahz! i dun like the idea of it. i still feel if possible, all Kent Ridgeans should be given a Tie at least. but looking at the juniors now. Wah.. i've got nothing to say. I doubt they'll ever look smart in Ties... their mage in our eyes are Tarnished. I'm disappointed man.... urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | Ahh.. I'm bACk. thEre'S Not much TimE To O LEvEls AlreAdi. YL juSt REmiNDed mE ytd. he SAYs i NEed mOtiVAtIon.. AH. yEs InDEed I NEEd motiVAtIon. baDlY. NotHIng ElsE To AdD REalLy.. BesiDEs MAKinG wENdY feeL awFuLlY bad and jOeL TeRribLy HuMILIaTeD BY THe WHoLE clasS.> I GUeSs There's nOThinG eLSE.. lol.. BuT AnYWay.. I WENt CyClInh AnD JoGgiNg ytD.. LooKs liKE i'Ve GAIn SoME FAtS.. NO WonDer My muSclE mASS SEem To Go Down.. ThAt MErelY ExplAInS Why i'VE goNE At LEast 2 kg lIGhtEr.. Damned.. NEED to gAin MuCSlEs.. nEED To lOok HEAlThy.. LOL.. I Want MY muSclEs BACK! tHEsE WeEkeND i hAVE AlOT To FinISh.. PhySiCS, BiOloGy, CHEmiStRy, E mAth.. Oh gEez MAn. I'm StREssED oUT. ADiOs, My loVEd SubjEcts AfTER o LEvels... LOL LPY |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | oral was like shit... my oral was short sweet and includes the word 'THEN'... dun u think i deserve 15 tights slaps across my face????? ORAL is nothing fun to begin with. I'm a lousy CHINESE-SPEAKING Singaporean... LOL.. I admit it.. lol haiz... my listening compre got 8... hahaha. Chinese sucks? Ans: just sucks sometimes... well it's over.... HAPPY!!!!! IT'S OVER MAN!!!!!!!!! IT'S OVER!!! LPY (this has got to be the shortest blog ever! LOL )( and thE moSt coLoRFul OnE too!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 05,July,2004 | urlLink hhHAhHA... CAuGHt By suRpRise! So FuN.. bUt U CAN SEe It's PLAiN LA.. ALL MY FAULT! SOBZ urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 02,July,2004 | urlLink tOoK YtD. nICe not? thE bAckGrD VEry niCE HoR. i ChOoSe oNE. LOL. urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 02,July,2004 | oh fUCK.. I HaD tO REWRITE THIS. All becoS thE DAmned SeRver jAmMEd. AnD My ArtICLE Wasn't SavEd. Damned SuEi MAN, I WIll NV Go to JuRoNg point on a saturday liaoz. kaoz.. the place was practically jammed packed with ppl lor. even i had to wait for 1 hour before i can eat my wretched dinner at Crystal Jade Restaurant lor. I WAS SO DAMNED BLOODY HUNGRY! a HUNGRY LADY IS AN ANGRY LADY MAN! mY INdeCISIvE sIsTer aDDeD to THe fUeL MaN. sO sICkeNiNG!! urgH! in the end i din't get to buy much prezzy. i only manage to buy Foong Yee's present. ytd, XiNkai, felicia & me went to OrchArD to bUy tHE presEnTS. AiYoh. hE Splurged on a walLEt Agn.. Just BEcos HiS WAllEt hAs A 'few StrIngs' Off.. HAvE u Ever heArd oF ThAt ExcuSe? geez. but I ThiNk HE's DoINg FinE, i tHinK. He's stArtEd saVinG. Which iS GR8! he hAs an ATM Card lA.. LOL. nOW I kNoW Heeren DoEsn't liKE mE.. COS I FELL doWN thERE!!! It'S on my backside! why am i so Unlucky? the neoprints are 'destroyed' becos of me! Twice!! ahhh... sobz. We left for Xinkai's house at Ard 3. tOoK a taxi. his DoG is AdORablE. bUT i pity IT. so lOnely. It tRiEd To bItE mE, bUt i manAge To shAKE It oFF. I tHInK It's terribly LonELy. haiz. SoRRy i Din DarE to Touch U, RuFfles, i Just Wasn'T pREpaRed To. MuAhahA. FElICiA Was WoRSE. she StOoD On thE ChAiR All THE TimE. When RuFFlEs trIEd To liCk HER, SHE screAmed MAN. LOL. So FARnI!! FEliciA N ME bot kImchi. WE HAD A GoOD TimE tOkiNg AbouT hoW Slow tHE KimChi iS 'Rotting'.. LOL! So fArni! aFteR tHIs, fELICIa ANd Me HeADEd tO cck. meT STEF HAlfway AftER i boUght A SiMilAR pANts AS FeLiciA (SHE tiCKEd mE OFF LOL). We HAd To WAiT For thAt lOVEly CoUPle to mAke ThEiR Way FRom SuNtec To CCK For ONE LONG HOUR man. WAh, u BEt thE ThRee oF US weRE Like hAlF-DEad, ExhAuStEd ANd TotAlly FamiShed ! So We WENt to SakAE SuShi At 6 Pm. GooD ThIng We WEnT in EaRliER cos ThE cRoWd begAn at aRoUnd 6.15 pm. SAD MAn, I Din gEt To eaT tHE Ramen oR Udon, i CAn ONLy AffOrd 8 PlAtes OF suShi. WAh. Soooo PAtHETic. PS. RoYStOn SoRry Ah! i DiN pAy FOR YouR mEAl AS FEli And mE PRoMiSed. wE GiVE u ouR tHouSAnd ApologiEs! LOl. We'Ll mAke It up To u onE lA. No Worries. BUT U BETTER GET ME SOMETHING FOR MY BIRTHDAY TOO! LOl. LaTER we WEnt For thRee RouNDS oF mAd pOSiNg in FronT oF thE CamERas. NEopRiNts! LOL. Eh, I TOok tHE nOt-So-nICe piCtuRes lEh... BuT NvM lA. had FUn. OWe ShusAn 5 bUckS soMEmoRE! sHiT. lol tOday is YoUtH dAy. I DUn feel liKE a yoUth leh. I Feel like A oLD PIg.. HAHAHAHa.. LAzy, BuT USeFul! ME! LOL. BuT thIS Pig hAs A FigurE OF BARBIE! LOL. SvEltE.. SExy.. IRRESiSTABLE! LOL.. AlRighTy, NeeD TO MOVE On BAbY.! LPY (My biRthday My biRthDAy My BiRThDAy in...... 15 days!!! ) (p.s. i spent 90$ ytd, MY HEART IS SHATTERED!) (p.s. i bought a VCD too, damned sianz, but i like the kissing pArT.. I LoNg FoR tHAt DAe.. MUAHAHHAHAHA!) |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 02,July,2004 | urlLink Well.. the oDd One thERe IS wEnDy.. We tOoK tHiS IN WEsT coASt PArk.. Bo lIAoz. So juST TAke lOR.. urlLink |
3,596,336 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 02,July,2004 | oh No.. oh NO.. OH NO!!! Tmr ChinEse ListEniNg CompRe... I'm ScareD.. I dun Wanna GeT a PAsS.... I scARedx! hoW?? thOse MoThEr tOnGuE GooD OnE oF coS Dun nEed To worRy LA.. mE thIS TypE oF KNSAi On iS ConFiRm liKE ShiT OnE lOR. Can'T See FroM my FACE tHAt My MothEr ToNGuE iS KNS RighT? CAn'T a JuDgE a PERson BY thE covER lA.. thAt'S Why.. HAvE To ReACh SChooL by 8 tMl.. I ScAredx// ScAredX... SO SCARED! AHHHHH!!! SChOol Was OkAy Lor... WhoA mAn.. two Days W/o WeNDy DuRing RecEss.. SHIOK MAN! I reAlLi TreasuRe thE SerEnity At tHE TAbLE MAn.. BEttER thAn heR WHine and WhinE AnD WhiNE RIgHT.. AnYWAy, She KnOWs MoSt OF US Are AVOIdiNg her.. Now U sEE hARdlY mOSt OF US tAlK To hER... i WouLDn't Add AnYmORe thINGS lIAoz.. i EveN reFuSE TO ComMent oN hER In FRonT oF ChEuN KiT.. WOW! tHAt Was tHE FiRst TimE i REFUSE To SpeAk In FRonT of Him mAn.. ThAt is so.... SuRprisiNg! LOL! (there was once wendy was whining all the wae to MuHSin 'ehhhhh dunnnnn llliiikkkeee ttttttaaaatttt lllaaaa!' then RoYStOn And me WERE liKE mIMiciNg HER SimultAnEoUsly All THE WaE.. HAhah.. We EndEd Up LAuGHiNg! She REAlLi dEseRve tHAt kiND of moCkINg mAN.. I DUN CARE HER.. Bit**) i reAd FinISh StORy bOoK lIAoz.. nOW sO Sianz.. LOL.. My biRthDAy pResEnts WouLd bE BOOKS!! BOOKS and MORE BOOKS!!! i reQuestEd BooK VouCheRS InsteAD.. LOL.. can bUY likE.. Siaoz!! YEah! I'M StIll ScArEd.. ScAred... I AM A FAILURE FOR MOTHER TONGUE!!!!!!! CHOI! ShIT MAn.. I'm SupPoSed TO stArt StuDyIng.. LAteR Go Do HW First.. tHEn Go Slp.. thEn wakE up in HORROR.. Cos... IT'S LiSTENING COMPREHENSION O'LEVELS!!! AHHHHHHHH!! LPY (TraumaTiZEd bAdly) |
3,871,435 | male | 23 | Student | Leo | 14,July,2004 | I always squeeze out the last remaining drops out of tea bags after I left them brewing ( steeping is the technical term) for a while. According to urlLink this link THAT IS NOT ADVISABLE! Why? Because it will bring out tannic acids. Tannic acid causes the tea to taste bitter, the same way when leaving your tea to brew for longer than usual. Phew! Now I know why my stomach gets upset sometimes. I will place the link at the side (the one that says the obvious...) for you to peruse at your own leisure. Meanwhile, gotta go back to surfing! Me who still looks for a good book... maybe I'll place a corner for my Book of the Month, that sort of thing... |
3,871,435 | male | 23 | Student | Leo | 13,July,2004 | Don't laugh! There is such a thing as an overbrewed tea. This happens when you place a teabag (or teabags) for far too long in hot water. The ideal time would be around 3-5 minutes. To get the best deal out of every teabag, you'll want to use a heat-retaining cup or mug such as porcelain and china ones. Boiling water is the best for brewing tea. There are surprisingly huge varieties of tea, not to mention the ones they call fusion tea . Fusion tea is what you get when you combine good-grade tea leaves and mix it with fruits, flower petals and whatever you have in mind. If I am not mistaken, the Chinese also used to add tea leaves into their cooking. (Chinese: what else haven't they tried in that 3000-odd years?) I have yet to find this on the Internet, but if I happened upon one such, I will be writing again. Now moving on to something else, but not certain what should I read now... suggestions? |
3,871,435 | male | 23 | Student | Leo | 09,July,2004 | Feels like a long time ago since I've created my first homepage. I realised, by the time I was drowned in study and web-updating, that this is not for me. Well, at least for now. I thought I'd rather concentrate on my studies first and then whatever comes, comes. Today I'm back, and I'm planning to inform of this to my friends and families (SHOCK! HORROR!) - on second thought, maybe not them... yet. But my friends will be the first to know. Ah... just so you know I'm an avid Agatha Christie reader; you can throw anything at me that has Agatha Christie written all over it and I won't retaliate. It's a wonder that someone like her - if you ever saw her photo you won't believe it either - could have thought of some of the genre's most ingenious plots. And murder mysteries are such a difficult genre to write, let alone to devise a plot around it. I know; I'm sort of a writer myself. Doyle is another old-time favourite, though his methods are more exhaustive than entertaining. E.A. Poe is one of the earliest, in fact some claimed him to be the creator of both the murder mystery and science fiction (read The Murders in the Rue Morgue and Von Kempelen's Discovery to find out more). He's still the best, and I never experienced true terror until I read The Raven a few years back... Fanfiction (for those who saw the word for the first time today) means writing about a movie/comic/storybook/anything else you can think of the way you want it to be. Some of the most famous including the X-Men (convoluted storylines are the greatest sources of fanfiction), anime, manga, the Harry Potter books (JK Rowling actually encouraged this activity! Score for the ficcers and Harry Potter manias worldwide - myself included!!!) and the movies. In a sentence, it's writing a fiction about a fiction. Makes sense? No? Then go to the Fanfiction.net via the link at the side. I'm Hemlock, by the way if you're curious. I can't tell you what I'm writing about now - you gotta check them for yourselves. A few days ago I came across a novel by Dan Brown. It's called The Da Vinci Code . I'll try to fit everything in a nutshell. It's about a professor whose expertise is in symbols and their arcane meanings called as a suspect/witness when the senior director of the Louvre Museum was killed in a very strange way. Later he found much, much more besides great art: that the big L was hiding a lot of things behind his masterpieces, and even the great Mona Lisa has her (or is it his? I'm really confused by now) own secrets, smiling enigmatically from behind those age-old canvass. It's a great book, and though I haven't had the chance to really read it through, I know this book is a very good one. For one, it has incited controversy among the Christians. You can look for more of it in the Internet. Maybe later on I'll add the links for you to go and decide for yourselves. I've always loved mysteries, hidden meanings and the fact that everything can be interpretated in more ways than two (hehe). I've always have a soft spot for anything that takes a lot of time to figure out. The hieroglyphics were my favourite posters, and I'd spend hours merely staring at this one big poster in my bedroom wondering what could they mean; were they are hidden doorways into some other secret places? When my friend pointed out that the poster was depicting a passage from the book of the dead, I pulled it down as soon as he was gone. This month, I've been discovering a lot of stuff. I've never listened to Alban Berg before - he was one of those great modernists, with strange tonal-atonal stuff going about. Although I've read about his opera Wozzeck (or Woyzeck , Wozzek , depending where you hail from) it was only a scratch of the surface. When I'm done today, I'll be listening to the full opera. I've always wanted to listen to Wozzeck because it was an unconventional opera in every sense. When it was premiered, everybody thought it was strange, bad taste and eventually it almost became obsolete. Someone had the fine thought of reviving it and it was hailed as a psychological study of a man who was a very big loser. Something like that. I'm bad at synopsis, but suffice to say that there are no screaming divas or happy endings. Again I must say that Wozzeck is not your typical opera. Yeah... I think I'll hang up for now. Maybe next time I'll bring on some links to my favourite anime right now, Naruto, and all sorts of other links. G'bye! Me who currently reads Sophie's World... |
3,871,435 | male | 23 | Student | Leo | 08,July,2004 | Yes, I'm not talking nonsense. I just thought of a cool stuff to blog about: TEA! What?... I know, many of you are not tea lovers out there, but just look in the internet. There are probably a higher rate of websites dedicated to coffee than tea! And I just happen to be a tea lover - ah, glorious tea... So for the next few days I'll be happily browsing about in the Internet or anywhere that may have any information on tea. I'm making tea as my main feature. Maybe I should change the blog's name, too... Still reading Sophie's World ... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 21,August,2004 | today damn idiotic..went to sch do dnt..in the end doing nth..went to see the teachers day audition...hannah tt grp damn nice..our class wan....can go to hell..haha...than went to meow hse...sing s.h.e song almost the whole day till jia wei match start..wow..she damn gd...first few game damn nice...but dunno y..the next few game..she lost totally..haiz..maybe because of pressure..aniway..after tt game..the whole atsmosphere become veri sad..nv sing animore..all went hm...me lao pa mok and long went to orchard..eat le than lao pa went funeral and mok went hm...me and long went to ps..look through his shoes but in the end nv buy..haha..i also see see my bag..but still tyhe quicksilver wan is nicer..haha...after tt came hm and went online...tok to lao pa and play game a bit..but veri sian...than lao pa went to slp i also went to slp..sianz..wat a boring day.. |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 19,August,2004 | today is the worst day i ever had in this month.. nv had such bad mood in the morning b4... giving all the ppl a black face.... aniway towards the end of the sch hour feeling much better..but after oral... damn idiotic.. oral damn diff...than bad mood again.. than go teach gg drill...quite ok at first tahn lao pa hang my phone damn idiotic...than started shouting at the gg...to vent my anger...haha..a gd way to vent anger..haha...after tt..went out wif lao pa.. everthing seem to be fine.. than reach orcahd... mok dunno y suddenly nt happy...aniway around 15 min he ok la..haha..veri easy to destres him..haha...than we actually wan go watch twin effect 2.. but they say too ex.. dun wan watch..sobx sobx...than sit at lido for abt 3 hrs..talking shit... and drinking free flow of watere... haha...after tt we went hm..tt all |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 19,August,2004 | today is veri funny day... morning no mood go sch let ppl see my face but dunno y when go nyp..after the tour.. feel much happier..maybe due to the caue of lao pa and yck getting better..and me and andy also getting better le ba..at least he talk to me..haha...well at time time i actually nt angry wif him animore le..but jus dun wan get close to him cause if i get close to him again.. i scared i might get hurt and also i might nt be as close to lao pa again..haiz...actually i already know wat will happen to me and lao pa le.. i think will end up the way me and andy end up...i always think tt a grp of group fren onli have 4.. since lao pa already gt jk... left 2 more positon.. the 2 position i think yck will take 1 and of course left 1..it either me or mok.. even if he choose me.. i think i wil let him have mok..at least he can make him happy...haiz...aniway...andy jus say sorri to me.. is till dunno whether i shld get close to him again so tt yck can get close to lao pa... i do nt wish to choose the fren 4 lao pa...he shld choose himself..but i think yck will make a gd fren for him...i'm in a dilema..wat should i do... tell me...tell me...than lao pa also bad mood..i also dunno y..maybe in this world...nth can be gd in both way...we can onli choose 1...but i realli hope tt we can co-exist...no war..no conflict...no watever tt is nt gd...i'm realli realli veri stress...wat shld i do....wat shld i do.....my family already giving me enough problem and stress...sch work also enough stress..now even my closest fren and WERE my closest fren are also giveing me trouble and stress..maybe i shld change into a new person whereby i dun need fren..but is tt possible for ppl of my characteristic???someone who always need to be accompanied by another person to be lonely for all his life???and get away frm all the emotion when i am an emotional person???god...pls tell me wat shld i do...maybe i shld jus be a selfish person and hack care abt all my fren when they gt trouble..and make use of them???? is this realli me???is this realli wat i wan???is this realli the true me??i need some ans....can someone tell me??PLS....y mus i always help ppl when i dun need to????y mus i always shoulder their trouble onto myself...this time round i had more urge than b4 to kill myself..but i jus dun wan my family and fren to get hurt by my death...am i being too caring for other ppl...maybe i should jus die and heckcare abt them...but do i have the heart to do so...i'm realli confuse...i still had lots and lots of things to say...but i do nt how to express them in words...i realli feel like pouring all of them put to a person..but who can i pour to... nobody seem to trust me...since they can't trust me..how do i trust them????can i trust them???i'm realli scared to be hurt and betray again...this blow will be too hard for me to take...but..i realli dunno wat to say..maybe frm the beginnnig i was wrong to choose this sch..or even maybe..i was wrong to born in this world.. other ppl seem to have enjoy their life and found their true fren... but have i founf dmy..or was i nv destine to have 1????i trust all my fren alot...but 1 by 1 they leave me...leaving me alone..taking all the pain..wat shld i do..my family also dun understand me..once i reach hm they wan to pick a fight wif me....am i born in the wrong family or wat...frens are all leaving me one by one...leaving me to fight the battle alone...a losing battle...a battle full of nth but pain and sorrow...am i too emotional or wat..shld i ever trust another person like i use to trust andy...can i ever regain the trust i once given to my lao pa...the trust tt is beyound my imagination..i dunno...he does nt tell me his truouble..i use to tell him my trouble...he tell other ppl//wat shld i do..y does this thing always happen to me... andy did this to me..lao pa did this to me...yck did this to me..alec make use of me...all this ppl are all my dearest in my heart..perphape much more deraest than i treat my family...Y..Y......am i realli such an ill fated person...god if u r realli there... pls take me aways frm this agony...even is to take me to hell..i dun mind...at least hell is physicaly tourturing me..but here..is the mental tt tourture me....pls GOD..if u here my prayer..pls take me off this land of sorrow and pain...as soon as possible..i do nt wish to know wat lies in my future...all i wan is to be freed frm all this pain... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 18,August,2004 | i think today is a nice day... lao pa and yck relationship getting better...haha so gd.. than today get to talk wif andy again...the feeling tt i always has for him is gone..i dunno wat feeling is tt..but a veri strange feeling tt i had for him long long ago was gone... but the feeling was nv found in other ppl.. i dunno y... maybe my feeling for lao pa was nt as close as me and andy use to be...maybe it a gd thing as i will nt be so demanding towards lao pa than i was so demanding for andy..haha...aniway..we today talk onli abt dnt...today yck mood also quite gd..maybe due to the funny assemly...haha..today i damn tired...wanted to go study but in the end slp through..haiz...finally i finsh my task of sending candice the speech day video...haha...today i aslo manage to do some work on my artefact..haiz..aniway hope tt lao pa and yck reconcil le...lao pa wun forget me... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 17,August,2004 | today i dunno wat happen... andy suddenly talk to me and wait for me during recess time...feel wierd.... than we walk walk than yck told me some stuff tt he nt happy.. haiz... than today went out to study wif lao pa, mok and jk...finish quite a no. of work.. but no mood to study physic..haiz...than we chit chat chit chat for awhile than went home... today everybody like no mood like tt... lao pa slping... jk nv study... mok do a little but in the end still cheat a little..haha...than i finish my a math paper and e math correction.. but nv study much...haiz...and 1 last thing.. today we sign the contract...haha...damn funny.. lao pa say 1 name le... than tot gt free drink but i accidentally say 1 name out also... than mok stupid stupid say out the name..haha... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 16,August,2004 | today, i have another ordinary morning..however..during pe class..i accidentally hit andy.. but he laugh at me... the smile.. somehow melted my heart for my hatred for him..at tt momnet..i still thought we were still gd fren like last ime..;(...than during recess... i saw yck.. this was the first time in this month tt i realli get close to see him.. frm his face i can tell tt he is sad and the beard growing.. can see tt he veri tired this few days...i realli wan to help him.. but i dunno wat to do...i think he veri poor thing.. have to choose alot of things between alot of things tt is important to him..haiz..and today after my tuition... i went to find lao pa they all for study... i think i because today no mood than nv think of his feeling.. keep distubing him... i dunno y.. jus feel sorri... and also i feel quite jealous abt mok... from my view.. i see tt he had gotten closer to my lao pa.. i dunno y i feel like tt.. maybe i am this kind of person..haiz..anyway i hope tt we can be close fren forever... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 15,August,2004 | today i have a great day... i went to see the firework... it was damn nice.. it was veri long..and it was much more better than last week wan...and i get to know tt lao pa treat me gd is because i treat hin gd although i think i treat him veri badly..haha... today he talk alot of the name we are nt suppose talk and he had to treat us lots of drink..but of course.. i say tml than start if nt he gonna be bankrupt..we also gonna buy the same bag... haha..so happy..we went around shop shop for bags..haha..than when we going hm tt time i almost tok his bag hm... how forgetful of him...haha.. and also i get to slp on mhis leg today... i realli realli think he is a very very great fren of mine.. all my previous 'gd' fren all dun let me lean on them wan... idiotic...ahaha..i also think he influence by me... act a little girlish today...haha... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 14,August,2004 | today i went to nana house... i saw someone i dun wan to see..i spoilt my day during tt time... after tt i went hm slp first b4 i went to nana house again... we were doing our work til we start to gossip abt other ppl...all of the sudden we talk abt someone i dun wan to talk to... we talk and talk and talk.. till we talk abt my lao pa... we talk abt him for a moment..comparing the way i treat him to andy...i realise i treat him veri badly and he treat me veri gd... although i always want the best for him but i neglected his feeling...i didn't know whether he wan it a not..i realli realli am veri sorry....i promise u i will nt force u to do anything tt u dun wan.. i promise..a nd i wan u to be happy tt all..... |
4,224,081 | male | 16 | Student | Leo | 13,August,2004 | today i damn happy..i went to jk hse and exercise..saw 1 girl damn chio...haha..figure nice too..haha...i also almost get to see sk body...wonder how his body look like...haha....after exercising...we went to mac...we were chit chatting abt sch and gossiping abt other ppl..haha...like gals..hahaha...after tt when we were on the way to the bus stop...sh shouted...after he shouted... i also go crazy wif him.. i SCREAM..haha...it was so fun.. i nv been this crazy since the beginning of this year...my lao pa also veri happy i think... when we reach bus stop...we sit down and do a number of crazy stuff...it was realli fun... i will nt forget today.. for today i backstabb ppl until damn shiok...wahahah..so bad of me... |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 21,August,2004 | so me kri mussche and nicoel all hung out last night. we went to pizza king and chapple erv danny and huck met us there..... then after that us gals went to get see leah at Kmart but she wasnt there. so we didnt know what to do, the plan was to go to chases but he wasnt doing anything last night, so were goin there next weekend. anyways so the boyz called and we decided to go to danny's he was makin a bonfire and shit... mussche scarred teh hell right outta me n kir in teh back, cuz if u've ever rode with mussh on a country road, u will knwo what i mean.. shes a good driver, but ive been in 2 accidents so its easy for me to trip out over that shit. lol. so we got their and us gals took toms truck around, then we came back hung out, and Mussh was the only one to drink and it was just a beer... oh' and i quit smokin last night! yepp sure did, i smoked most of my pack last night, and gave huck my last two, i dk why i am, i just want too. cuz im sick of hidin it from my rents.. and last time my dad find out he cried, and i had nevber felt so bad in my whole life, (besides teh other time he cried when i came home drunk), and anyone and almost everyone knows my dad is my best friend. so yeah... plus i get migraines real easy, and recently everytime i have a cig. i get one, and that fuckin sux, so fuck that. anyways, so we all had to be home by 11... so kir chapple and mush got in toms truck and we go to the truck and thought they was parkin it cuz it was like 10 15 we thought we were leavin but they just said get in teh back, so what did we do? me and nicole got in teh back.. so 1/2 way there me and nic r liek where we goin, and they told us Westpoint to see randall, and i was like oh shit my rents r eatin diner there.. lol o well so worst part was mussh was flashin everyone who drove by on the way there and then they said lay down, cop is behidn us, so we thought, o fuck, were screwed cuz me in nick were in the back sittin it n shit..... so we layed down all the way there and shit, and we didnt get pulled over, we foundout they were fuckin with us! omg it was funny. so that was that, it was fun.. and we planned we r gettin drunk next weekend! at chases...fo sure. but for now im out, i got to go get jd's shirt made and go to teh game tonight and babysit....im out xoxo |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 19,August,2004 | wsup? so today, boring as hell. its the same as tues and yesterday lol. ive had this migraine since about 7 days and my mom wont take me to st.e to get the shot, she usually does wtf? but its straight, ive been takin my moms vicadin she had for pain from, her mouth surgery.... it actually helps cuz im calm and shit then i pass out. so i think im gunna stick on the vicadin:) so Friday me kir kayla mussche and nic r prolly goin out to Chase's.. cuz i told Cydney i would, plus hopefully i'll get to drink. god i havent actually got hammered forever, it sux... but its straight, cuz i have plenty of time, hopefully. i mean ya never know when ur times comin. but anyways, im about to pass out so im out.... updates later pry o and my schedule blows.. o well its ight i got my bestest friend ashley in 2 classes! XoXo |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 13,August,2004 | so im home early, liek 3 days early why? cuz fuckin hurricane CHARLEY was headed towards the condo we was stayin at in FL. so im home, and fuck charley. it pisses me off, cuz i love to vacate, and plus i was plannin on visiting Shane down there but we couldnt cuz we had to leave. o well anyways, so the short time i was there was good.. it was really hott. i got sunburned on my back and it hurts like a motha fucka'. when we was there i got up early in the mornin, and went down 2 teh beach and just got in teh water got shells for skylar, and when i was by myself i just kinda set on the beach and thought about shit. i dk why, but lately ive been thinkin bout tyler and nate alot. like my emotions r mixed up. liek i will be fien for a long time then i will get in these moods for like a couple weeks where i think about thats shit and get alll depressed, but i think its b/c my mom took em off zoloft 4 months ago and ever since then its been hell off and on. it wasnt as bad when i was on it, the only reason she took me off was b/c she thought i was an addict,and i needed to cope with my feelings myself,not from the pills. i think its just cuz when my dad was sick he got addicted to narcotics easily and she thinks i will end that way. its stupid shit. anyways, so we went to seaworld one day too. Pat really wanted to go, and i had never been so i was cool wit it. and it wasnt that bad, i was really lookin forward to swimin with teh dolphins cuz in teh brochure it advertised that u could. and we got there and found out u had to make fuckin reservations and the soonest open was next month, so i didnt swim with teh dolpins.. i was pissed lol. o well.. i did see shamu tho! lol. thats a big son of a bitch when u sit in teh 3rd row~damn... oh and i was feeding the seals fish, and a fuckin bird liek attacked me! i hate birds. anyways, so we didnt get caught in any bad weather since we left early. i talked to shane almost every night, and im lookin forward to seein him for xmas. break. i miss him. the only person i missed while i was gone, was my dad and dog. lol. me and my dad r close, well we dont talk much or do anything anymore cuz he is always working now. but he still is my best friend. my mom and me didnt fight very much in FL. so thats a plus. and Pat was cool liek usual, but everytime she lit up a cig. i like wanted to take teh damn thing away from her, god it killed me. i think my mom knows i smoke again, i dk tho'. my dad said he wouldnt care if i didnt have asthma, but i dont think i have it anymore so w/e. tommrow im goin skool shoppin with shanna and skylar. i missed them too i forgot to mention. shit skool starts soon, that sux but i really got to try this yr and make sum decent grades to make up for frosh and soph. yr. cuz i did bad. cydney and danny just called theyre at chase's partyin' they told me to come out, but im soo damn tired, so im gunna go next weekend with cyd pry. well i took liek 4 dramamine so im about o pass out. nighty night ppl. much love |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 06,August,2004 | so its almost midnight and i just came home...... what a night....im feelin pissed off and exuasted right now.. okay so it was fun and all, im glad i got to see some friends b4 i leave tommrow. so it started out slow but worked its way up, just like the lil party in her ditch!except we were drunk! anyways, so ppl came on and off, i had mussche and nic cum to see me, i wanted to talk to mush cuz i havent for a while, by the way i am sooo proud of you baby! fuck what ppl say, let them talk if they aint got nuffin better to do then fuck 'em . ashley and jasey was there, and shes my best friend so im glad they came, i never know when jasey is reallay pissed tho' like if i say summthin i shouldn't cuz he fucks with me, and i get confused... o well. so anyways, damien,kevin,dustin,kyle and them stopped b/c of aj right? well im glad i saw damien he tried to teach me how to play the guitar, but lets face it i can't. i miss damien but he even know it, its time he grows up. and i dont talk to kevin n dustin really no more, mainly cuz i got away from done shit they do, and if i get caught @kev's crib or nething i get shit from my mom, cuz she knows what goes on there. but that wouldnt stop me, but she says she'd take my car away! anywayss..... so yeah, im pissed at aj b/c in my eyes we r like posta be best friends and shit, but he acts like we are only bff when its convienent for him. and thats bullshit. so thing is he wasnt even fo sho he was cumin to cassies, and i asked him to come for me,since im leavin right? well 1st off we plan were gunan go to the mall together and shit and then right to get derrick and go to the party, and so i told him i would call when i was ready for him to get me.. well cum to find out , NOT FROM HIM, the mothafucka already went to the mall, got derrick and was at cassies and didnt even call me, and he got his cell taken away so how was i posta fuckin now he wasnt cumin, he didnt even call, the lil shit like that pisses me off, cuz he does it all the time..damn. so that aint all......so okay we didnt even hang out or talk barely, he was too busy runnin round to country view and shit with all the guys, which is cool but i mean, he was doin that all night, and he copped out on damien when they were in c.v. and left him after swerain he wouldnt' which is also shitty as hell.. so damien was ready to kick ajs' ass and no doubt in my midn he would, but they settleled it... okay, so anways i dont think aj even knows im pissed at him but i am, he puts ppl off, and liek i said HIS PRIORITIES R FUICKED UP. so i told aj b4 he left for good, to tell me bye cuz im leavin for a week and he is liek fo sho. well he cums back to get damien and kyle, and then leaves drives by again, and just yells from the corner ' i love you', okay what a fuck. i said......' k..' i dont know if i want to be best friends with sumone like that,i cant trust him. i mean i would take a bullet b4 it hit him anyday, and thats how it should be, but he pry wouldnt take one for me.o well enuf bout him, why right about someone who pry wouldnt write about you right????? so anyways, yeah .... no liquor.... but jasey gave me sum cigs. to get by. speakin up i need ot get up early to 2mar. and go buy some packs for FL. so yeah, damien and kyle and this other dude got a 1/2 right? and damien offered me up on it, and i was soo close to bein hell yea im goin to the pit! but i said no. i havent got blazed since spring break with leah, and i wanted to but i dint at the same time, i have friends who ask me not to do it, and my friends respect means more to me then trippin; even tho its nice. the shits bad fo ru , i have seen how its changed soo many ppl im close with, and how it controls their likfe, and i dont want that. im not against it, cuz i cant promise i wouldnt do it again, i kno i will.. but i wouldnt make it a continuous habit. hell i dont have the $. lol. the thing is if i had to choose alci. over weed, id pry say weed, only cuz the whole point of drinkin,smokin,poppin,sniffin, any thing...... is to get fucked up right? and hell once u hit that shit ur gone, or a couple times, and drinkin, at least for me it takes sum time and some real shit to get me trashed. and the quicker the better right? i dk. and another thing is, sometimes, i feel like such a bitch to drink b.c thats how my best friend(tyler) died,killed by a drunk motha fucka. and its like why would i practice what killed my baby? i dk ..... but it helps the pain go away, sumtimes thats all that matters. cuz that pain will eat u alive no joke. im worried about leah she is my gurl, and means alot to me, she knows that, and i kno she is goin thro sum shit right now, and i cant do ne thing bout, shit im still on zoloft, how can i help her ya kno.. i want to, but i cant say nething that will change how she feels. shes a strong girl mentally and physically, but inside i know shes hurtin, and i will do what ever i can to help her thro it. she was there for me, im here for her.k im out like a fat kid in dodgeball(i got that from kev d) mofo's! lov yall and i will be in FL. for 9 days call my cell if u wanna talk or ne thing. i'll miss yall, but i'll be glad im not here! |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 05,August,2004 | this will be short and sweet......So its like 12 30, and skylar is doin my hair, cuz we are gunna head over to cassie's to start decorating for her party tonight. im not sure how its gunan turn out, robbie from b.c. is bringing beer, but i dont know if we will get to drink her dad has alreayd threatened her bout no drinkin, see last yr. ppl stole vodka from her rents and they were irrate! so i dk. so were havin liek a b0nfire and swimin and shit and kareoke, so it should be fun.. i wanna have fun and see my close buddies since im leavin tommrow for FL. its gunna be me mom her best friend and her son, i was gunan bring ashley but it didnt work out, and then i was guna bring aj, but since steven isnt havin a buddy , i cant. so i promised aj he could go with me next yr. for yall who dont alreayd know, aj is my best guy friend, we used to date like 6th thro 8 and froshi think, but we are way better as friends. my moms bein a bitch again today whats new?.>? skylar is now trying to put my hair in a bun, lol shes a dork. well im out for now, i'll be back tonight and update u with the latest shit. peace out shawty'z~! |
4,151,982 | female | 16 | Student | Sagittarius | 05,August,2004 | same routine as any other day, skylar gets to my crib at 7:00 and crawls in bed with me and we sleep until we decide its time for breakfast, which is usually leftovers from last nights dinner. SO we usually get up around 11 or 12. FYI skylar is a youngin i babysitt for, she is more like a lil sister, she was Nate Faulkners lil sis;who passed last sept.... anyways, so we get up and do w/e then i get a shower and decide we need to go to the mall. my best friend ashley called while i was walkin out the door, and she decided she wanted to go...so we go and i buy Cassie her bday present, which is a vibrater with lotion and shit, and this heller card, says,'where is dildo?' and u have to find it... shes a perv like that, not me lol. then we were gettin a slushy from snoBiz and mikey( the mall midgett) came runnin up and asked ashley to play tag, she rjected the idea, but Mikey insisted she played. so he chased after her around teh fuckin mall for like 20 mins. i was rollin on the ground laughin my ass off with skylar. i just got home from Cassie's like an hour ago, we made signs for her bday, 'rock out with your cock out' nice huh? we went to dollar general and got accused of stealing fuckin poster boards, truth was the old bitch behind the counter was on crack, we didnt steal....this time. so i hung out at cassies and read this sex tips book its pretty intresting! then i called my mom to see if i could just crash at cassies crib and of course, she said no... then we fought a lil and i said fuck it. me and mom always fight, its like we enjoy it in a sick way. its over some gay shit most of the time too. i seriously just think she hates me most of teh time, how can u bitch at someone u love soo much? i guess its a retorical ? to me too.. i am a bitch i know it.. o well. so...... my dads sick again and it really sucks b/c there is no shit i can do for him, for you ppl that dont know, my dad is a hydro-sa-folic? its like he has a brain tumor kinda.. and he has had it his whole life.. he is alot better these days and not living in a hospital or charter. i love my dad more than anything. he is the best person i know. and i dont think he knows that, and i wish i could tell him, but im really bad at bein affectionate w/ ppl, mostly my rents. i dk why? i reallly want a cig. i so called 'quit' like a month ago, but why give up something you like? im soo cheap tho' i hate wastin my money on them, but yet there a so called necessity. so tommrow is cassies bday and it will be heller... i dk if we wil be drinkin or not tho' cuz her rents, and i cant get hammered, cuz i have to go home, only b/c im leavn for FL. sat at lik 5 in the morn. damn. i would love to get drunk...hell smokin the reefer dont sound bad either, but the last time i did that was spring break with my gurl Leah. Well im out, tired. |
4,046,295 | female | 23 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | what a fantastic week. i have no idea where all the time has gone. wait, yes i do. it's been in living in the moments. seeing the loved ones (family and friends) talking (talk talk talk) and just, breathing, re-living, releaving (sp?)... so, one of my girlfriends has left austin, i'm leaving this week for colorado (about a month there) maybe a week in wyoming, and then after that montana... have this feeling that i will stay there, maybe... have been thinking of portland, oregon; somewhere in CO or NM or AZ or UT as well, and then, after a conversation with friends the other night re-remembered that i really wanted to go to missoula a couple years ago, wanted to work there two summers ago (worked in estes park instead) and... well shit, why not? according to my sources, it's a place that i'll probably like a lot, and if not forever, why not at least for a year? of course of course, i'll be checking it all out first, that's the whole point of my trip anyway, to scope out the territory and find someplace that i want to be for awhile. get my stuff straight, and kind of keep living how i've been living these past few weeks... (granted, i will have to get a job soon...) but yea, things have just been absolutely wonderful (i hate saying that, i feel like i'll jinx myself) but why not share it, things are just fantastic, free, and the road is open. yes my friend, open. |
4,046,295 | female | 23 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | i ordered a lot of books last week, my brother got me a gift certificate to Amazon.com for my birthday. books really are the greatest gift, there are so many to read... anyway, i ordered 6 (some i've wanted specifically, others are author's i've wanted know more). i started the Secret Knowledge of Water (by Craig Childs) this morning. God, I'm being ripped back to the desert and i'm dreaming ahead of the life i'm living and the life i'm choosing for myself. so glad to have said no to living here for another 5 months (not that here isn't a wonderful place) and to put myself out there once again, into the risk and wonder of taking chances. of living the ideas and dreams that i have. because i feel like it's been a year and a half since i've seen this girl who goes out, takes risks, fears nothing and soars with the freedom of clear horizons. i feel as though i've ghosted myself, but i realize had i not done this at least once, i would never know the repulsion my soul and mind has been put through. i would not have these experiences to draw from. it is in answers that i have always known that now i feel to a greater extenct the necessity of following your dreams and living for your happiness. on the bus out of Rio de Janeiro (Heeo de Ja-nay-roo) at the beginning of june this year i saw this phrase spray-painted on a building as we whisked by on the highway: 'Se voce nao tivesse medo, o que voce faria?' Translated it says: 'If you didn't have fear, what would you be?' Se eu nao tivesse medo, eu iria voar.... If I didn't have fear, I would fly. I've learned to fly many times, walking in mountain meadows, scaling high peaks, falling in love amongst alpine wildflowers (with both the wild flowers and the boy) and drying out in the depths of canyons. this time, it is the fear that is drying up and i again prepare myself to soar. i know not yet where specifically i will go. colorado is my birthplace (two times) but also too touristy, jaded, and full of hardcore ego-maniacs... (myself included at times?) but i still love it's lands, and inevitably, the wonderful wonderful people i always meet who also love the land. yet i also want to continue the wonderful romance i started with the desert. redrock canyons, colorado plateau, pinyon pine and juniper, robust rainstorms on clear fall days, and the pinpricks of cold night air, sitting in the basins rimmed by the ranges. a good friend of mine once said, the desert sucks you dry. it's a place for escape but no where to live. but isn't it though? today i think to myself that it is a place to re-find yourself (after being ghosted for a year, after working for a year on things that others thought were best for you but you hated) to scrape the guts of your soul along that redrock rimrock and collapse beneath the pinyon pine on a mesa, dark clouds gathering above, giving, just enough, to let you taste moisture in the air, to pattern droplets in the dust on the hood of your car. the desert will wear out the anxieties of disturbed energies in the over-crowded places, and help you find other things to love again if you can't love your fellow man; let it be the scarcity of the desert that puts into perspective the abundance of our lives. and let it be the desert and dreams of arid air that propel me to lose my fear, porque se eu nao tivesse medo, eu iria escrever... |
4,046,295 | female | 23 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | well alrighty then, totally inspired by the blogged writings of a dear friend of mine I have decided to create this lovely lovely blog. perhaps this would have been a good idea while i was in brazil. internet cafe's and long mass e-mails could have been a more pleasant experience. i write here and here only; you look only if you want to, not because i have bombarded your limited-space e-mail inbox. so a quick explanation i guess, for the title of this blog. i sat here only shortly ago debating for too long deciding what to call this thing. i went for 'green tea' since i drink a fair amount of it, but alas (drat!) it was taken. along with two or three others (already forgotten) that i tried. so now we have this, 'hot chai de los abajos'. and what does it mean? hmm... well, it's actually the name of my vehicle, inspired by a camping trip in the upper reaches of the abajo mountains (ha ha) in southeastern utah a couple years ago. obviously, our drink of choice on this trip was the chai tea. |
4,046,295 | female | 23 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,August,2004 | being hard on oneself. not accepting oneself. where did this come from and why are you allowing yourself to have no fun? why do you think that you are bothering people? why do you think that you have no skills? everyone is allowed to learn, to make mistakes, and to improve upon behavior that is not perfect. everyone is allowed to grow and other people are happy if you grow and improve. people don't want you to recluse yourself. people want for you to be a good, strong, confident person. you like to lead, but good leaders also listen. you like to be in charge, but that is a dictator, you need to allow situations to unfold as they do. different groups have different dynamics and the best that you can do is fill the niche that you create for yourself to make the group the happiest that it can, to be a contributor, not a controller. you have been trying to control, time to contribute. smile, be happy, enjoy what life has to offer you, take advantage of the situation and appreciate the amazing people that you are meeting. this is not a competition. we are all here to learn and to help save lives. that is the mind set that you should and need to be in. do not beat yourself up, be confident and proud, contribute and think clearly. the big picture sets in, did you breathe, ask questions, make eye contact, establish trust? these are what you need to work on, not what other people think about you... |
2,921,692 | male | 26 | Student | Aquarius | 05,August,2004 | Wolfram hat auch zugesagt. Jetzt fehlen noch Kathrin, deren Adresse ich (bis jetzt) nicht habe Caro Astrid, die vielleicht gar nicht in Berlin ist Rainer, aber das ist bestimmt nur Formsache Horst Thorsten Kaulich, aber der weiß nocht nichts von seinem Glück Hoffentlich melden die sich alle mal bei mir. |
2,921,692 | male | 26 | Student | Aquarius | 05,August,2004 | nervt. Mein Schul-Englisch ist einfach so schwach (hatte ja auch mehr Griechisch und Latein). Aber ist besser als dieses Denglisch. Schlimme Worte. Aber was sagt man zu 'posten' auf deutsch? Aprospos Griechisch. Rainer und ich wollten dieses Jahr ein Altgriechen-Meeting veranstalten. Mal sehen, was draus wird. Hab noch nicht richtig viel Zusagen. Nur Claudia hat mündlich zugesagt. Errinere mich daran, daß ich sie nach Ihrer Mail-Adresse frage. Hab die jetzt schon zum xten Mal vergessen. Mein Tag heute: Ins Restaurant fahren, Lautsprecher reparieren, abends im Restaurant helfen. Die Vespa muß ich wohl morgen machen. Mist. Mir fehlt ne Schraube (und 'ne andere ist lose). Im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes... |
2,921,692 | male | 26 | Student | Aquarius | 05,August,2004 | I was with a few friends at the Oststrand. That is a very nice spot at the EastSideGallery. You can have a drink at the River Spree and watch the sun going down over Berlin. I love it. |
2,921,692 | male | 26 | Student | Aquarius | 05,August,2004 | is up and running. Yahooooooo! But (there has to be always a but) the exhaust is broken. This means another few hours of screwing. By the way, I bought a new helmet. It looks very nice (I think I have to buy a digicam to prove it)... |
2,921,692 | male | 26 | Student | Aquarius | 05,August,2004 | die haben mich auch schon oft mit ihren Briefen genervt... |
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