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1,791,377 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 03,June,2004 | ѧУΪܲμʽҵĹѧС͵ıҵǺġ˺öƬԺȻûԣɾѽҵˣе֡˵ʽҵܻڱٰ죬ϣʱлμӣ ҪúøϰˣҰԽԽˣ |
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1,791,377 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 16,July,2004 | Now I am in Alice Spings. After 3 days desert adventure, I finally got to the Alice Springs, and stayed in Malanka backpackers. This hostel is really, there are internet access and a great bar and resteurant. Yesterday evening, we had pizza and drinked some beer, and then saw the snake showing. It's really good. This morning, I went to the major street of Alice, and have a really good relax, and I also watched the Spiderman 2 at the Alice Springs Cinema. It's really a strange experience. Tomorrow, I will join the 3 days adventure tours and head to big rock. It is must be the high light of my whole journey. Today, just write these things, I need to have a good sleep tonight and prepare a really earlier, 6:00 am, departure. |
1,791,377 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 12,July,2004 | Haha, I am in Capte Tribulation now. Today is the third of my tours. These three days is really good, except some some mistake for example, the adventure tours did not pick me up on time at the first day. Fortunately, I called them, and bus came back to pick me. Yesterday, I did dive at the great barrier reef. It is really beautiful and fantastic. I actually dived twice, and I really enjoied yeaterday's activities. Today I will back to Cairns and tomorrow morning the 7 days journey to Alice Springs will start. I hope my good feeling could continue to forever! |
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3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 17,August,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: anxious CURRENT MUSIC: ben folds, emaline NOTABLE QUOTE: 'well guys, it's been a blessing.' ---------------andy, last night in town. i've always hated marshall. from their stupid little campus, to their dinky little bars, to their attrocious mall, right on up to that one plane crash that killed the whole football team. i just can't stand the place. wvu has many many many hilljacks, but the kind that go to marshall were always a bit lower on the podunk hierarchy. the dorms are ridiculous with their 'high-security' stations at every door. just let me fuck my damn boyfriend alright?? anyway, i now have another reason to hate marshall, and you do, too. the herd stole jesus. yeah, that's some bullshit. andy left today for huntington. wow. i didn't think it would hurt this bad. the summer has been filled with zingers, fun stories, and loads of laughs thanks to andy. actually wait. it's been filled with those things thanks to all of my friends. i can't give all the credit to andy, though deserving. this needs to be addressed to everyone. probably should have said this some time ago, but better late than never. today marks 6 months ago that dad died. it also marks 6 months ago that i learned the most important lesson that i've ever come across. you never wait to tell someone how you feel. i've spent the better part of the day feeling sorry for myself. yeah it hurts, but today is about much more than that. i would've died this year if it weren't for my friends. instead of wallowing in my misery, i need to be damned thankful for the people that i've surrounded myself with the last few months. these people have been my rock and have maintained my sanity in the aftermath. i owe them so much and i hope that i can be half the friend that they've been to me. i feel like i've abused their priviledges during the last 6 months. i promise these next 6 months will be different. |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 13,August,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: nervous CURRENT MUSIC: REM NOTABLE QUOTE: 1. 'just because they're reading the bible doesn't mean they're not looking at your boobs.' ---------me, to erin, trying to convince her to go to church to meet boys. 2. 'dude, if they're that age and going to church, they're going cause they love the lord.' ----travis, to me, on why going to church to meet guys is futile. nothing new. just had to post the quotes. oh yeah, remembered some camp booze stuff now that my head isn't quite as cloudy. lessons learned: bear + marlow+ miller lite+bush v. kerry debates + gay marriage+ abortion = never should have fucking happened. sitting by a fire and having everyone list their favorite movies/actors (val kilmer)/bands/cds/songs is just awesome. definitely one of the highlights of the trip. that bitch that was running somewhere between bridgeport and the woods had to been retarded. no one runs with that bad of form. i should have known that i wouldn't be able to complete my camp booze experience without thanking thomas. one should always think before they say anything. i should never drink more than one glass of wine at a time. if you're going to play poker and/or asshole, make sure someone has a rule book. ('what do you mean 5s are fuck you's? what the hell does 'fuck you' mean?'...'it means drink, bitch.') towers made of miller lite cans, although completely necessary and awesome, fall very easily. especially if drunk bitches try to set up a tripod around them. that'll do, donkey. watch for pics and roman's wedding news. yea monogamy! lani. |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 11,August,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: happy from shopping. CURRENT MUSIC: eternal flame----bangles. no idea why. just kinda popped in there. NOTABLE QUOTE: 'i don't know whether to ask her how her day has been, or put her in the game.' ----------------travis, on terri, a lesbian at work. recently seen on bret's blog: 'Also, have you checked urlLink Alana's website for an update? I smell a worker bee who's too lazy after work to update with all the quotes from the weekend.' you're goddamn right. so yeah, camp booze was fantastic. i waited 3 days and i still can't process what all went down. the cabin that we picked turned out to be huge and had a wonderful rustic ambiance that lent itself to babbling brooks and fresh air. or something. we bought food/alcohol beforehand, which was funny cause my mom jules had to buy the alcohol for us cause she's the one with the sam's club card. she looked like jt's mom buying 210 cans of miller lite. since it's all kind of a blur (damn that wine), i'm just going to list some quotes that we kept and perhaps a few little stories that i can remember. memorable quotes: i'd want to be robert deniro's son cause then i'd be knee-deep in pussy.-------scott. i'm not a good-looking guy, so i have to TRICK the girls into doing me.------scott, more drunk. everyone gets nausious when they get in the hot tub with me.---------------scott, almost dead. favorite actor: val kilmer MIND THE COONS!------andy their menustration attacts bears. bret, while cooking, 'i'm fucking bored.' ------'now you know what it's like to be a woman.' --brian JOHN KERRY IS SOFT ON TERRORISM!! rarely sober...rarely so-BEAR.-----travis, on bear. the daddy longlegs...the most poisonous snake this side of the mississippi.-----lani take THAT america!--------andy awww, travis, this is our song----brian, after ben folds five's 'brick' comes on. 'yeah, it reminds me of when you got that abortion.' ---travis oooohhhhhhh. julia roberts. gum my pee-pee...with your horse teeth.-------andy RIVER PHOENIX'S CORPSE. alana, in reference to julia roberts. 'she's prego?...she's salad dressing?' jesus, you're up.--bret, to jesus. 'GODDAMNIT!' --jesus okay, let's talk about doing it. cause this wine goes straight to my crotch. ------alana all i know is that i went over to see scott and when i came back i had sticky fingers.----brian travis: i'd totally screw mary from the bible. steph: which one? jesus: the tight, tight virgin. i was 14 when i was blowing people, but i was 18 before i had sex. -------alana. damn wine. you cum-guzzling whore...shut the fuck up.----travis, to alana, immediately after prior comment. eatin' ain't cheatin.' sara won't be here until tomorrow.------bret nah, man. i ain't givin' her a yeast infection.--------bret being the jesus is like being in a boy band.---------andy, in response to questions about his sexual partner number. i'm getting nailed here...--------------jesus you can either write it down in the quote book, or act on it.---------luke. HEY OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!! camp booze anthem 2004. funny stories: bear was single-handedly the drunkest person i've ever seen for 3 days straight. he doesn't have a liver, it's a damn sewage system in his torso. also, on the ride home, bear was shaking like a motherfucker. way more than usual. and i think he only smoked 2 cigarettes. weird. even he was surprised. andy was dared to run naked from one part of the deck to another part, very far away. he did it. i saw a divine ass. great memory. never bring jack johnson to a camping trip. bret and alana make the best burgers in the world. 99 degrees is the perfect temperature for a hot tub. one of my best memories from the camp will be when we first woke up each day and had some coffee. really a good time to be with most of my closest friends. awwww saps. i've never smoked so much in my life. alright, that'll do it for now. i'll post some pictures sometime tomorrow, (IF PEOPLE SEND THEM TO ME). and then this weekend it's off to roman's wedding with my date, dean dean the sex machine. should be fun. alana 'it's embarrassing to read quotes that i said that i don't remember saying but i'm pretty sure i would have cause all the wine that i drank makes me lose all concepts of appropriateness or however the fuck it's spelled don't make fun of me i'm a really good speller though it wouldn't seem like it from camp booze' raines |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 04,August,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: happy CURRENT MUSIC: the sound of crickets chirping. motherfuckers. NOTABLE QUOTE: see below. ACCEPTABLE SUBSTITUTIONS FOR MARCO POLO: 'cross!'...'jesus!' 'donkey punch!'...'alana!' 'cleveland steamer!'...'alana!' 'lord of the...'balls!' 'my sweet baby'...'girl!' 'marco!'...'faggot!' 'marco!'...'sparkles!' 'marco!'...'i'm over here!' 'spiderman!'...'gonzo!' 'rim!'...'job!' so over the last couple of days we've been swimming at scott's aunt's house. really fucking cool. for some reason, even though the youngest among us is 21 years old, we can't get enough of marco polo. the first day it was all innocent, but apparently scott and james figured out that they can grab my boobs and blame it on their eyes being closed. whatever. at least you're trying to get some. i was starting to worry. CAMP BOOZE IN 2 DAYS!!! oh snap! very excited for the trip now. i thought only a few would be going on thursday, but turns out that just about everyone will be there that night sometime. except sara. and you can TOTALLY bet that she's going to have to give everyone hand jobs as soon as she gets there to make up for her absence. just read the weather report. says the highs for the weekend will be in the low 70s. not bad. wouldn't mind a bit hotter, but at least we won't die of heat exhaustion. everyone, plan accordingly. STILL NEED CAR INFO FROM BRET, SARA, LUKE, NATALIE, MAYBE NOAH. sidenote: way bummed that jt and james can't go. we'll take loads of pictures for you guys. so once the booze hunting trip is over, we have roman's wedding next weekend in morgantown. i have 2 new dresses for the occasion, one for the rehearsal dinner, and one for the wedding. i look outstanding in both. looking forward to making out with roman's hot engineering friends, if such a thing exists. but really, it will be nice to be apart of roman's big day. i think he and amber make an excellent couple and will enjoy a wonderful life of hugs, smiles, babies, and timeless catch phrases. WEEEEELLLL. aight. off to bed. big day of cpr training with tnut, erin is coming in for the booze experience, and the food/beer shopping spree at sam's. probably won't blog until sunday night sometime. check back for camp booze quotes and pics. much love. alana 'blame it on my vagina' raines |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 29,July,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: a little stressed CURRENT MUSIC: s. carter NOTABLE QUOTE: 'if i had been at the convention, my thong would have been on the stage.'---------------me, talking about clinton's speech at the democratic nat'l convention. so yeah. i'm a little stressed out over this camp booze business. a few have pulled out, so instead of the 16 or so that i planned on, we have 13. of course, the 13 may change as well. fuck. i don't know. people suck. other than the money issue, i'm still looking forward to it. a long weekend in the woods with every single good friend that i have is just freaking awesome. i'm hoping to take a shitload of pictures, so bloggers, be sure to check my blog around the 8th. among pictures i'm sure you'll see: noah in a speedo by the hot tub. bret, never to be outdone, stark naked in the hot tub. travis, hoping to relive old times with brettles, stark naked in the hot tub. andy in his robe and crown of thorns. brian humping the grill. natalie looking at the hamburgers in disgust while searching for her soy dogs. erin never leaving the stupid loft thing that she won't stop talking about. brian humping the tv. luke trying to hook up with the lifeguard at the lake. luke getting kicked in the balls by the lifeguard at the lake. luke bitch slapping the lifeguard at the lake. steph making out. brian humping the hot tub. bear watching steph make out. travis by the tiki torches, voting me off the island. and thaaaaaaat's pretty much it. work is good. i like it. this weekend should be fun. it's dan's last night in town, james is PAYING someone to work his midnight so he can come out, and brandon is coming in. if you're in the MOV, give us a call. friday should be a fun, expensive night, and saturday looks like it'll be a great night for poker. i love my friends. alana 'nigger in a bottle' raines |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 26,July,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: still sleepy CURRENT MUSIC: stevie NOTABLE QUOTE: 'those tits feel good against my arm.'------jack since i am incapable of putting together coherant paragraphs and sentences, i am just going to list some random thoughts i've had this weekend, regarding work. enjoy. wow, never noticed how many commies buy cases of beer at 4 in the afternoon (at the compak store with the alcohol, coke, xanax, crank and crack abusing clients). if i hear one more comment about fucking on a washing machine during the spin cycle by the fat, degenerate, delusions of grandeur-having cook, i'm going to cunt-punt somebody. do you think cats have substance abuse problems, too? some of these cats look like they are using. i don't give a flying fuck about your sons, nancy. bill st. clair doesn't look like bill st. clair. he looks like darrell hammond doing an impression of bill st. clair. i miss being around normal people. when kammy says 'pie between the thighs,' it hurts me. it's gotta suck to be a dolphins fan right now. when nelly tells me to 'flap my wings,' the first thing i think is, 'roast beef doesn't flap.' surprisingly, the mountaineer has good corn, while mom can't make cole slaw for shit. that guy from maroon 5 is the most fuckable guy i've seen in a long time. just exactly how many movies has mel gibson been in where his wife dies? think you need references to get hired at sugars? and yes, i know i've been talking about amity a lot. give me a break. i can't help it. more later. |
3,715,915 | male | 23 | Science | Aries | 25,July,2004 | CURRENT MOOD: tired CURRENT MUSIC: another one bites the dust------queen NOTABLE QUOTE: ''you know gonzo was a jew, right?' -------nick, on muppet babies. so i spent all weekend working at amity. not too bad. just about everyone i work with is cool. i worked 13 hours today so i could look good for the boss, hopefully it worked. my first PI (public intox for the layman) was at 10 in the morning on a weekday, so that was refreshing. had some real sentimental value for the little shirtless dude who called his grandmother a fucking bitch. my first crisis call went incredibly well, considering he refused to give me any information yet informed me it was MY duty to tell him confidential shit. my first argument with a client also went well, and by 'went well' i mean that she didn't get too far with her incessant bitching. jt topped it off nicely too. i set em up, he knocks em down. i realized today how much we need jt and travis. since jt has been working midnights and travis was out of town for roman's bachelor party (WEEEELLLLL), it's really sucked not being able to hang out with them. guys, come home. we need you. andy misses you. james misses you. and i miss you. it's just not the same. the mountaineer is fun and all, but it's missing travis' endless banter and jt's comments about burn victims. come home... and speaking of friends not being around, where the fuck is natalie now? has she made it to montana, or fucking ontario? UN ACCEPTABLE. give a bitch a call. STORIES I HEARD TODAY: one of the cook's sons beat up his roomate for being a faggoty rapist. the other cook has an affinity for serving raw meat. jt can eat raw meat and not get sick. okay, i'm dying for some sleep. work 3-11 tomorrow, then a reunion with the boys. finally, some people who aren't fucking crazy, at least clinically. alana 'i read an AA book and now i know everything' raines |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,May,2004 | well so manisha's mum's the one with all the contacts. lets see if that works. and if it dosnt then what the heck? maybe losing a year wont seem that bad as it sounds.... i mean it is but then we'll all be in the same class.gah! its too complicated. but im gonna make sure that we're all gonna be in the same class. but thats if manisha's mum cant help out. so i went to dhruv(ims) today. lets see how they can help. im kinda prepared to lose a year anyhow. lets see. me, manav, kartik anand, and i forgot the names of the others who flunked. damn i seem to be taking my failure a bit too casually i think. i mean when niddhi got an 82% in the 10th, she was crying like as though she'd just been raped or sumthin... she was crying soooooo badly man. eventually she landed up doin commerce. well so much for her. heck im the one whose supposed to be crying....!!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,May,2004 | so i went to nationals today. i attended the Bsc.It orientation. i also found out that they do grant provisional admission too for the people giving the compartment. at least thats what the head of the B.Sc It department told me when i asked her. so maybe then i wont lose a year. so i reached home and told my mother about it. and she went like 'you know it was destined that you would fail' and i was like huh? what the heck are you saying? and what the heck anyway? and she went on about how she spoke to some astrologer when i was a kid and he told her that i would fail. well he didnt exactly mention anything about losing a year so lucky for me. i guess that provisional admission thing is gonna come in handy now.... heck astrologer where are you....? i need some help here!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,May,2004 | well it would be stupid to start cursing anyone (or even God) when you know yr damned board results. ok so i flunked in math. so i shouldnt curse God. in fact i should be greatful coz i dont hav to repeat a year like some others who flunked in 2 subjects. maybe it was their fate? maybe it was my fate too? but their fate was just a little more twisted. anyway i hope that everything goes well for them. and for everyone else too. i got an 84% in english, 50% in chem, 53% in phy and 55% in bio, and a 25% in math. and thats pretty swell (all exepting the math) coz the way i studied for my boards (last minute).. it was all so..damn fast!!! like i always say, i was born intellegent but education runied me! screwed me rather |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 22,May,2004 | Dear God, if yr there, please hear me out. this is me talking to you well actually this post is meant only for God to read. so God if your there please hear me out. i just wanna say thankyou for all that you've done for me. i dunno what all you've done coz you've probably done a lot anyway (ie if you really exist... or whoever you really are, whatever you really are) actually i wanted to ask you why you like being 'closed' up. it kinda confuses us humans about who or what you really are. but then i suppose you like making things complicating and un-understandable to us. you know i had this friend who claimed he could see the dead and their spirits. he said he could communicate with them and gain a lot of knowledge from them. so one day i asked him about you. he told me that when he asked the spirits about you, they showed him a 'rock' in his vision. he said that he never really understood why they showed him that rock. and he dosnt know if that rock was you. you know people pray to you in many forms. i dunno why but sometimes i have this feeling that yr actually human. just like us, but 9000 years ahead. probably just my fictionary imagination again. so then im back to square one. i dont really know who are or what you are or where yr from and what you do. |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 21,May,2004 | well todays news is good. results arnt tomorrow, they're on the 23rd. heck but then im supposed to be scared right? somethings gone wrong with me i think. why the heck am i not scared? even manav isnt scared. heck poor bunny....., hes like petrified! anyway. i met dhwani and jyotika at the juhu ccd today. damn jyotika's like changed so much with that new hair-do. she got them cut DAMN short. and dhwani got rid of her spex... lenses and all. she looked wicked man... you know the 'sexy-wicked' kind with the up-cut eye brows and all! well then i met manav later in the evening. he'd come from a movie. scary movie 3. which i was suppoed to have supposedly watched few days ago. lol! bet you theres no one who can fib better than me! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,May,2004 | Dear God, if yr there, please hear me out. this is me talking to you well God, i dont know if your really there or not. i dont know if your real or just fiction. i dont know where you exist if you exist. but many people believ in you. i dont know why they believe in you. i dont know why i believe in you when i always have this feeling that you dont exist 'here'. its kind of complicating to explain by typing. ive never really felt that you were 'there'. but people tole me that if i believe in you, then you'll believe in me and make my every wish come true. ive never believed in miracles. probably because ive never seen or experienced one. but i dunno why i keep preaching about the same. ok there i go complicating things again. but yr 'God', so you'll understand.... right? ive seen so many things since 7th. they've been good and bad. but then again at that time i had only seen thigns. in 11th, you just made me feel those things. and experience was a lot. i learned a lot. you know God, if your really there, i just wanna say thanks. ive learned a lot. i learned to love, to care, to share... and to do so many more things. most of all ive learned to live and not just merely exist. but then theres still so much more to go thru right? and deep down i knwo that ill live by and thru it. gnite !! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,May,2004 | well come to think of it ive come a long way.... everythings like changed sooooo much since 10th grade man. but then what the heck? its supposedly supposed to be for the best right? isnt that what everyone says anyway? well the old days were fun! lots of fun... well now im back from dubai (not to mention i dont wanna ever go back there again). was unpacking and all today and guess what i found.... my 12th grade exam answer sheets : 15/50 in english, 21/70 in physics, 9/70 in chem, 23/70 in bio. dint find the math paper (who cares bout it anyway) im gona be postin all these marksheets up... ive never been prouder of failing in english...! shit thats a bloody miracle. till today i really dont know how i managed that. i just didnt feel like writing the paper! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,May,2004 | and lets see what all did i do today. nothin. hadta sit home and lie to my pop that everyones doing their aieee paper today so that i can peacefully slip out of the house tomorrow. the aieee exam is actually tomorrow and my folks dunno... so i don havta really bother about them callin up my pals coz my pals are actually gonna be writing the aieee paper while i go and deliver the goodies...! oh man im gonna be free tomorrow! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 16,May,2004 | hey you know bunny and me decided that when we're 24 and if we dont have dates we'll marry each other... quick and funny thinkin eh? heck we're still 16... hes 17... il be 17 too in a few weeks.. heheheh all the nonsense we talk about when we're teenagers. i think when im 24 im gonna laugh reading this blog...!! and hey yea, bunny's gonna laugh too(but not if we really get married) (OMG WHAT AM I THINKING!!) hahaha |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 18,June,2004 | hell why did God create rain anyway? rain sucks... it makes me bloody well wet and stinky and smelly(yuck) and spoils my hair and spoils my bag and spoils my pants and spoils my shoes(my first love) and most of all SPOILS MY WIND CHEATER! and eventually spoils my mood. being drenched is like probably one of the worst things that can happen to anyone. especially if someone of that 'anyone' happens to like be me. yesterday was the third bloody time i got bloody well drenched for no bloody reason. hmph someone really does hate me.... waaaahh! im never getting outta my place till the bloody monsoons end...!! damn it... bah...! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 16,June,2004 | why the hell do you half the people comment anonymously? or however you spell the damned word? how the heck am i supposed to knw whose posting what and when? what the heck i hate all you people for this. ummm, err... well not all....! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,June,2004 | And i finally saw potter part 3 yesterday (globus). ooooooooooooooooou groovy as it was, the book was still better. again there was no 'bastard' sitting behind me. shit man. mals gets all the luck. so thats how it got kinda boring too. and afterwards we went into globus. and my friend wanted to try on this tee. so he went into the changing room and wore the tee and came back out (leaving his own tee inside the changing room) and was checking himself out in the mirror long enough for someone else to go into the same changing room. the dog who went into the changing room bloody well refused to come out for like a whole half hour man. WTF was that person doing in there? so my friend was stuck wearing the globus tee. and i was mad enough to ask him to try out the swimming trunks as well. shamless rather???. yeah ok im shamless all right. more than all the other girls too. but what the heck? i love being shamless anyhow. lol. yeah so i was fuming coz i wanted to go home and that dog or whatever in the changing room was refusing to get 'his' ass outta there. ask me how i know that the person in the changing room was a 'he'? well coz after i knocked (and later banged)the door for the idiot inside to get his bloody ass out and got no reply... i shamlessly bent down and looked under the door...!! i looked under to see if there was someone really inside or if the door was just plain stuck!! and GUESS WHAT I SAW.....!!! there was someone inside. and he was trying on the same trunks i asked my friend to try on. now obviously a girl wont try on trunks right? |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 10,June,2004 | gawd talk about moderniation. ok i dont know if the correct word is modernization anyhow. i remember once shea was complaining about the fact that girls like jatinder (yeah i know its a guys name)and all had these boyfriends and all in the states and stuff and how 'normal' gals like us didnt. well that was kinda wierd. heck a boyfriend in the states of all places... WHAT THE HECK? and to top it all on ym wa home today i see these 2 beggars on the road making out. oh heck whats the world coming too? and it just wasnt a pretty sight. hell so now i do believe the fact that these guys get inspired from movies. SHIT...!!! cow...!!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 09,June,2004 | ok the doc's diagnosed me with this some shitty mental disease or illness rather called clematis or clemitis or some shit. the symptoms are laziness, drowziness, unattentiveness, draggyness, dreamyness, living-in-the-future-ness, sloppyness, dope-i-ness, blah blah... this ness and that ness. gah! old fashioned doc. i mean which kid aint got this DEADLY DISEASE's (according to wht the doc calls it)symptoms. i mean the doc was like petrified and went on yakking like as though i had aids or something!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 08,June,2004 | i kinda lost i (my head) yesterday for some reason. guess my normality kinda uplifted itself. ok... whatever that means! just didnt know where i was running too...!or running on? or running about? ok ok so someone* reading this knows im referring about that person. btw call me mean but it would have been better if you fainted when i was around(hehe) oh screw what am i thinking about anyway? damn ive become naughty*. so much for testing my edges (limits or whatever you call them). ive really lost it (my head) i think. anyway screw it...no wait dont screw it. no screw it. no dump it. wait whats with me anyway? maybe its the clematis or clemitis or whatever the doc calls it. but then i think maybe.... |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 08,June,2004 | woah..! talk about growing older when it dosnt seem so. everyone still says that i look like a lil kid. yea maybe thats why i still wanna go paddle boating. i dont care if you dont like it but i do... and many other people do too. so now basically all i gotta do is hope and pray that the club gets electrified back normally and the pool's gonna be clean. the shallow end of the pool ie. i cant afford to drown on my bday. or maybe not on my bday but the day i celebrate my bday... which probably isn't gonna be today anyhow. maybe i should've taken those swimming classs in muscat seriously. and here nikhil thinks im thinking in air. well then ballz to him. hey... theres gonna be a carnival at the club too...! but thats gonna be in sept. talk about my luck..... hmph. anyway... time for me to screw outta my place...!! laterzzzzz! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 07,June,2004 | dats the movie i saw last night. and funny enough i didnt ask anyone to translate it for me. jeez sometimes i wonder how i watched it anyhow. unlike mals's case there was no 'bastard' (read stupid mal's yet again dated on the 5th of june) sitting behing me. damn and i was getting bored. coz at least if there was a 'bastard' sitting behind me i could have done some tp. probably asked for his #. but then damn my luck. lol!!! ive lost it again! anyhow and the movie went on with the usual 'the almost (not-at-all)desperate guy in his efforts to woo d babes' guess its another pic thats inspired me apart from city of angels(suggested by that ****) and a few songs.... well not a few, a lot. and apparently one of the tum's has an accent now. reported by whizkid. gawd talk about people changing now. been wonderin whats been up with ryan and his 'tum'............ |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 05,June,2004 | i dont get these guys man. one day they say that they like you. and the next day they say that they love you. and yet again the next day they say that they dont have time to meet you. whose gonna understand them? they just zap us into that stupid trance of theirs and then woo us like this and then woo us like that... probably expecting that we'll fall in love with them more that we aldredy are(if we are... not unless we really are) and one day they'll finally decide that we suck (the BASTARDS). gawd who needs guys anyway? why did god create them anyhow? to confuse the insane ones like me even more than we aldredy are? i think i need prayers and here god's thinkin of screwing me emotionally? what the heck? bahhh...!!! wont suceed this time...!! gakkkkk!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 05,June,2004 | ok so mal's saw the potter movie. and in her blog she wrote about this 'bastard' (who apparently turned out to be some korny guy) who was sitting behind her and jabbering on his cell throught out thw whole movie. she 'bastard-ified' him the title coz she claimed she couldn't watch the pic peacefully because of him. and when i asked her how the dude looked she claimed him to be sum wannabe chick. dont get my wrong but i call all the hot guys chicks. the gal mentality. to all the guys reading this, if ya'll dont happen to approve to my new vocab then i suggest y'll consume the estrogen hormone tabs. yall probably need em to unscrew yr minds and think straight like a gal. hey! yal mite grow boobs with estrogen too! ita the female hormone remember? lol! i must me high...! It's Like, I don't care about nothin man, roll another blunt, Yea (ohh ohh ohh), La da da da da da La, Da Daaa, La da da da, La da da da, La da da daaa I was gonna clean my room until I got high I gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high my room is still messed up and I know why (why man?) yea heyy, - cause I got high La da da da da da da da da I was gonna go to class before I got high I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high (La da da da da da da da da) I am taking it next semester and I know why, (why man?) yea heyy, - cause I got high La da da da da da da da da I was gonna go to work but then I got high I just got a new promotion but I got high now I'm selling dope and I know why (why man?) yea heayy, - cause I got high La da da da da da da da da I wasn't gonna run from the cops but I was high I was gonna pull right over and stop but I was high La da da da da da da da da Now I am a paraplegic and i know why (why man?) yea heayy, - because I got high La da da da da da da da da I was gonna pay my car note until I got high I wasn't gonna gamble on the boat but then I got high now the tow truck is pulling away and I know why (why man?) yea heyy, - because I got high La da da da da da da da da I'm gonna stop singing this song because I'm high I'm singing this whole thing wrong because I'm high and if I dont sell one copy I know why (why man?) yea heyy, - cause I'm high La da da da da da, La da da da, Shoop shooby doo wop. Get jiggy wit it, skibbidy bee bop diddy do wahhh - cause I'm high (hey where the cluck at cuz) |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 04,June,2004 | i think i should have actually changed my title name. it should be rather something like 'BECCY THE BAD BOY SLAPPER' coz i anyway cant slay guys. but i got an amazing record of slapping them. we can start of with mr k.surapaneni who i slapped twice in cirs and i forgot why. and i slapped dat ass oneek and that chut hursh. pretty neat huh? i got crazy guts i suppose. and im only 16 years old! lol! im so proud of me. i wanna round off my slapping list to 5 by adding bunny to it too. he broke my sharky keychain. and hes so shameless enough to blame the maid for it. hmph. but then i cant slap him man.... hes not a bad guy. hes chooooooo chweet...!! that maid of his only must have broken it. lol! chowwie bunn.. |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,June,2004 | met bunn today after gap's left. hadto ditch alok and vinay for a while when i went to meet him but they didnt seem to mind anyhow. so we (bunn and me) spun around for a while and came to mac again. bunn wanted fries so i decided to play waitress for a while. luckily those bloody kids who grab food (and probably even yr boobs if they're different) wern't there to screw my mood up. (parcelled it). im so proud of the indian beggars. they seem to have learned some manners finally. thank god! god really answered my prayers and changed those ill mannered things overnight |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,June,2004 | well so much for the charity donations. screw i hate beggars man.. they totally suck! esp the kid beggars. all they know is how to piss me off. i dont care if they're poor or not. today i like came out of mac with fries and a coke... and those bloody kids just grabbed the stuff from my hands. those shamelass assholes. if they asked me nicely or even stood in front of me i would have given em the stuff man. but whats with the grabbing bit? fuck next time ill take a cop with me when i go. the pandu gandu guy can at least ram those screwballz away. and then those chuck's..they're horrible too. we all got off at scruz station. and then they come and ram uss...!! bastardsss!!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,June,2004 | well then the hsc results caome out today. ashish got a 67% anuj got a 71% bunny got a 68% chirag kinda screwed up totally in 3 subjects(38%) his babe divya got a 62% (i dont exacly remember) his cousin nikhil did pretty well though (forgot his marks) and nikhils babe malvika (ex-icse student) got a 65% and then i banged into neeta when she was going to get her marks. and then i havnt heard from bharti and sagar about thier marks. asif's also totally screwed up. at least he thought he did but i dont know his marks then. arshad told me amrita's marks but i kinda forgot them. and yeah! today is arshad's b'day. its also ankit maroo's b'day and what all did i do today? wake up at 8 and sit down to do math for 2hrs and then got ready and ran outta the house. went straight to bandra. collectd the bmm forms for rajni and then accompanied gurpanna and nikhil and alok to mitibai... then alok and gurpanna ran home and nikhil and me went back to bandra. nikhil went off to pi and i was waitin @ subway to meet chirag when he told me his disastourous news. and then we went to jatc where we met nikhil(his cousin) and malvika and divya. it was my 2nd time meeting both the girls. and then was supposed to meet bunny too but i decided that it would be 'healthy' if i didnt. so i told him that i wasnt in bandra and that i was at the andheri mac. oh man talk about lying. thats like the first time ive lied to him. but i think its for the better in a way |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,June,2004 | ok so this it what mals writes about me in her blog. i mean how childish can she get (i know yr reading this mals but yr childish anyhow) Tuesday, June 01, 2004 stupid rebecca... I was having a conversation with my friend (enemy???) rebecca (msn messenger) and thanks to her, I've started to (temporarily) think and remember stuff....drain bramage!!...brain damage...whatever.....(I usually don't think so much)....she thinks I'm going to do whatever she says ....perhaps she hasn't realised that I'm not her paid slave or anyone's slave for that matter....I'm not going to, in any way do 'B.Sc.it.' or whatever she wants me to do (to give her company)....I've made a decision to do either: 1) nothing at all 2) become a mass murderer 3) somehow morph into a vampire or werewolf 4) aid lucifer (bless the devil!) 5) destroy the world 6) if none of the above are possible (or if I'm bored) I shall be an artist,author or both. These vocations are chosen on the basis of what I am capable of doing (which is..ummm...very insignificant)...I'd prefer the first and the last one but since I believe in destiny, life shall take its own course. But whatever the case, I am most certainly going to watch the Harry Potter movie... and if possible, Van Helsing too. P.S.: Rebecca, I still stand by what I had said earlier about that sms.It really is very 'mommy-ish'.... so thats whats mals wrote about me. i put my heart and soul into figuring out what kinda msg i was gonna msg *** about on his birthday.... it took me like 1 whole week to figure out what to send him and stupid mals thinks its 'mommy-ish' mals yr an idiot! lol! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 27,July,2004 | My aren't you cool! You have no shame, or much to hide! You share your brave self with the web world! Your pretty fun to read! You blog baby blog! urlLink What kind of blogger am I? brought to you by urlLink |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,July,2004 | been picked up from the BT page 6 for all geminites: Their undecided thinkers. They can intellectualise and fabricate great fantasies but generally lack the vigour to follow it up. i am? i can? did i? i do? i dont? i what? i when? i what again????? |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,July,2004 | Is it a sin, to love again I cannot win this pain's not fair And yes I climbed the highest mountain And yes I painted you a pretty sky Now you say its over Forgot to tell you I am sorry Never had the time to lie Now its like a sad old story Why do lovers always cry I never had the time to worry Never had the time to try Now you say its over Is it a sin, to love again You broke me in This won't repair And yes I fell for you so madly deeply And yes I want to hold you by my side Now you say its over Forgot to tell... And yes I want to tell you I am angry And yes I need to look you in the eye Now you say its over Forgot to tell... |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,July,2004 | As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise The light behind your face helps me realise |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,July,2004 | shameless enough and yet i did it once again. bunked my tuts and ran off to watch laws of attraction. and i also learned a few 'laws' myself. i ill start yapping of by describin these two 'bastards'. well so i was on my usual boy-watching spree and there was this one feller, with a blue tee with yellow checks, and this other feller with a blue tee which had black sleeves. and it so happened that the feller(blue tee with yellow checks) happened to kick butt and the other sucked! so while i was busy yapping about the blue hunk to my pals (unfortunatly forgot to specify which blue 'hunk', the yummy or the yucky)it so happened that the yucky happned to overhear me yapping about some blue 'hunk' and the dog thought i was yapping aout him and well all bloody red in face and oooohhhh forget it. ill rest my case. BOTTOM LINE: ALL BOYS ARE BASTARDS!!!! |
3,384,726 | male | 17 | indUnk | Aquarius | 11,July,2004 | Don't be aroused by my confession unless you don't give a good goddamn about redemption. I know Christ is coming and so am I. You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye, he'll suck you dry...Soon you'll cry to be back in his bosom to do it again. He'll make you weep and moan and cry to be back in his bosom to do it again... Pray? Shall I go blind? Pray? Cos nobody ever survives! Praying to stay in your arms just until I can die a little longer Saviors and saints, devils and demons alike. He'll eat you alive! Jesus is risen it's no surprise even he would martyr his momma to ride to hell between those thighs... The pressure is building at the base of my spine. If I gotta sin to see him again then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie. He'll make you cry! I'll sell my soul to be back in your bosom and gladly help. Please suck me dry and still you'll cry to be back in his bosom! Do it again! My pulse has been rising, my temples are burning, the pressure is so overwhelming and building. So steady and heavy I'm ready to blow. He waits, what is He waiting for? |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 30,June,2004 | Today's exam is not bad. It's the one that I most statified with. No big unreasonable mistake at least. Today, I read something about web mining. This is a book about how to building a web search engine. It's quite interesting, but it's hard to undersand when I go deeper into it. At least, it gives me a general opinion on how Google is built. haha.. |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 28,June,2004 | It's really tired of keeping on writting for 3 hours! It's exhausting. The even more daunting thing is that I didn't do a good job in today's exam. I don't know how to write the last big question which account for 9 marks out of total 25. I think it will be lucky to get 2 or 3 in the last big question. Anyway, if you just want to pass the exam, you will feel much better. But if you require yourself to be excellent, that's really hard and really tired. Probably, I should adjust myself and try to be better than myself instead of others. |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 24,June,2004 | today I finished my first final exam. It's not difficult, but I made a lot of stupid mistakes. I don't know what's wrong with me... Anyway, it should not be a problem for passing. That's fine. |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | I think it has no big difference with the personal website which populared a few years ago. But blog focus on the interaction between different users. And also this system provide a powerful communication system between users that the users with same hobbies, occupations and interesting can communcate with each other. It's a wonderful thing. But can I create a blog system of my own, maybe I can use the Blog API... It would be interesting. |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | But I am tired of reviewing all the lecture notes and textbooks! I am quite tired, I think... |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | Hello, world! |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 21,July,2004 | Thank god! I got a not-bad-result for last semester's final exams. You can say, it's pretty good after I knowing most of others can not get that kind of mark. I am planning to apply for a research project for next semester. You know, all postgraduate student in US would do some research in their postgraduate study. So to keep breast with the international rule, I think I should do some reseach, although the time is short. Today, I got a mail from a supervisor that he told me there is a chance to work in National ICT Australian laboratory. I think probably I am not doing any research but working. Anyway, I'd like a try, for the big name of 'National laboratory'. I will be joining a project named 'eMotion', it's not bad if I can really learn something from it. I have some other choices, probably also just WORK in the university. So considering both of them are working, I'd rather choice a big place. Yesterday, I talked with a bei's sister. I think her english has quite strong 'Chinese' flavor although her thought is quite American. I don't like women to be very materialic. You know, true love is getting more and more precious in this world. I pray for my true love. |
3,734,848 | male | 27 | Student | Cancer | 01,July,2004 | Not bad, generally, although it's difficult. Today I found so many more books on shelfs than usual, maybe because it's the end of the semester and people returned their books. That's great! I heard of two books for a long time: 'an introduction of general system thinking' and 'psychology of programming' which are written by a very famous writter, weingberg. But unfortunately, I failed to find them although I see the index entry in the library. By the way, I have a glimpse on the book 'practical programmer', also read 'How to be a excellent programmer' in Chinese translation. It's good. Not only it says something about coding(actually, I don't like the word 'coding'. It makes people think it's a stupid work), but also says something about how to work as a programmer. For example, it gives a story about 'stone soup' and 'boilded frog' to explain we should be a catasclyst of changing and should focus on big picture(keep on reviewing'). Anyway, not bad. I love reading, but I am not patient enough to finish a 'BIG' one. I'd like some fast-food articles, unfortunately, it's not that nutritious. But the problem is: I want to get the maximum in a minimum time. How could I? Maybe I should change my reading habbit or improve my reading effeciency. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 15,July,2004 | There came a day that I was told was the day I would begin the journey to furfill my destiny. I had spent many of my hatchling years under the tutilage of the Mystics of Cabalis, they taught me all living things have a spirit, and while it was easy to convince a living being to be a tool for our regal line, the art of asking the dead spirits of animals to give to us their blessing is quite different. I am the oldest of 4 Siblings, and I am a shaman. My brother Shasthis spent too much time playing with the Scaled Wolves, and has since become a Beastlord. Next in the Line is my Sister, who unfortunately has been pampered by the nobles of Cabalis, for she went down the respected path of Necromancer. My Brother Shaszaak has a burning in his blood to that he has forged to perfection, learning the skills of our battle hardened monks. Since I was the eldest, I made my rite of passage first, and began my spirit walk with the first steps into the Field of Bone, a place filled with the remains of the fallen warriors of both sides of the Iksar vs Dragon battle. I spent the first few seasons of my life honing my skills against the skeletons and the Scaled Pups, and as I worked to increase my skill, I saw the powerful Deltree, an elder beastlord, hated by most Iksar for his befriending the 'softskins' as we call all other races. Upon meeting him, he told me his story, and inspired me to join him in the Call of Honour, a guild of like minded warriors seeking to rid Norrath of the greater threats against us. One I had accepted his call, I returned to my practice, and eventually getting very tired of killing the unyielding number of skeletons, I made my way to the Plane of Knowledge for the first time. The Plane of Knowledge is hard to describe, picture a giant floating library, with stores and banks all around it, as adventurers pass through seeking to fuel their knowledge of magic, or to barter their magics with others. Many even gave young adventurer's free enhancements for battle. I was impressed by the charity of many in this place. But I also heard this place was a crossroads to connect me to any location I needed to go quicker than any boat could promise. So I touched the Kelethin Stone, it felt as if a lightning bolt hit me, and then I was standing just outside the tree city. It was here I met a powerful barbarian named Finaid, I gave him my assistance for I felt with two strong sets of hands we could destroy the orcs, and possibly gain me enough favor to one day enter the city of Kelethin, if anything out of convienance, not out of compassion. Finaid was mighty indeed and we slayed many Orc's for countless seasons together. Eventually I had heard that my brother had finally left the nest as well, and that Shasthis was working toward earning the respect of his warder. I found him hunting the same forest city that I had when I first got out of the nest. When I got there, I found that he had grown through many seasons without my knowing it, and so I allied with my brother as we as a duo killed many more orc than we could have alone. We entered the corrupted city of Crushbone, and we began to slay the Orcish slavers, my brother gained many more seasons under my watchful eye. Later that evening I had heard word that my Sister had just been granter her leave from the necromancer's tower, and that she could now practice her arts on the world at large, and not just in chantries within the walls of Cabalis. We met her at the Knowledge book inside Greater Faydark, and we watched over her first few seasons. She has been tutored more in the ways of the noble iksar necromancers, and because of this has an intense hatred for living softskins than me and Shasthis. After a few close calls, my sister decided to make camp, so we went to the Plane of knowledge, and made camp, while my brother Shasthis said he needed to finish a few things, probably testing his skills with his new warder he had earned that day. I bid him farewell, and made camp. The next day we awoke we discovered that my other brother Shaszaak had left the nest and began to hone his fighting techniques in the ways of the monk. Shaclas our sister and Shaszaak joined forces against the vile orcs while Shasthis and I joined forces to keep watch over our brethren. I almost neglected to mention that I had met once again the mighty Kretais, a mystic elder shaman. I knelt in reverence to him, for any one strong enough to wield that much power deserved to be shown respect, even if they are a softskin. My sister and brother shaszaak didn't believe this so, and my sister told me that Shamans are soft, and challenged my life. I told her that she should not challenge the power of a shaman at her age, but her naivity won out over my wisdom. I accepted her challenge, and promptly slowed her and blinded her, she managed to hit me with her diseases, but they had no effect on my health. I kept her blinded and repeatedly struck her in the back of the head, as I saw her swaying about to topple over, I held fast, and informed her that if she wished to stay conscious, she would yield and call off her annoying skeleton ally, I also wanted to make sure she was still strong with the enhancements the mighty kretais had laid upon us. She did yield, and we all received the blessing of temperence from Halzor, a dwarven ally from the Call of Honour. I exchanged his gift for my control over the spirit of wolf. and he left us there. We went back into battle against the orcs, and my lesser brethren gained a few seasons, despite the best efforts of the softskins in Crushbone to antagonize the orcs and deliver them to us. We proved those softskins that we iksar are far stronger than they are, and we slaughtered all that they brought. Only one of us fell in battle, my brother Shazaak, I mourned his loss, and felt the deep rooted iksar anger against the Softskins, but I learned in my shaman training that Anger is much like any spirit, and can be controlled with enough effort, and I held my tongue. Eventually the greedy softskins left no quarry for us, and there was nothing left to hunt in Crushbone. We made camp that night, determined to make a better day of it tomorrow. We have ruled Norrath before, know your place softskinsss, Shactolas |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 15,July,2004 | I started this day in Cabilis after being recently liberated from the dungeons of Gloomingdeep. Being only my 3rd season I began to wander and eventually found myself once again outside the city walls. Having recently been captured I made my way cautiously into the land of Kunark. As I wandered I came upon a stone book mounted upon a pedastal and as I touched I was whisked way to an unknown land. Fear is the strength of the Iksar thus I did not fear but I was still startled by all the noise and ... the Softskins! They were everywhere! Having the memory of the teachery of those first softskins to land on Kunark I was terrified but then I saw a familiar face. Deltree, The Great Feral Lord, basking in the sun in his alabaster robe. As I approached the great lord he turned to address me, me a young broodling without anything but a dagger, and invited me to join the estemed guild Call of Honour. I immediately accepted having heard many of the exploits of this great guild and being aware of how selective they were of their members. Deltree then blessed me with the best spells my young form could take and I commenced my hunt. During my time in this land, which I learned was called the Plane of Knowledge, I heard of a place called Crushbone on the continent Faydwer and of the vile orcs that live there. Appearently they were mounting an attack on the elves in the woods of Faydark. Now not that I care anything of the elves the thought of battle excited me and I traveled to the woods of Greater Faydark. It was here the next six seasons passed slaughtering endless patrols and camps of orcs. As my ninth season drew to a close I learned that another of my siblings had hatched so I raced back to Cabilis to greet my new sister and to show my guildmasters I was ready to receive training in the arts of healing and enhancment and receive my first Scaled Wolf. Shasthis Ironscale Norrath is mine for the taking stay out of my way and you shall live ... for a time |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 15,July,2004 | Within these pages are inscribed the tales of the House of Ironscale. Noble and powerful Iksars of the 6th age of Norrath. The eldest of the Ironscales is Shactolas. A shaman of Cazic-Thule and pupil of the Mystic Kretais. Inducted into the guild Call of Honour by the noble Feral Lord Deltree, who has always been a great ally of the House of Ironscale. Second hatched is the ferocious Shasthis. Never one to be content with one path he has studied the ways of shaman and of monks. Finally with the guidance of Deltree and his brother Shactolas he decided to follow the path of the Beastlords and raise is very own Scaled Wolf named Scooter. The youngest of the line hatched late and greatly consern to Shactolas, Shasthis and their mother for they feared these two broodlings would not make it. But Cazic-Thule inspired fear in these young ones that drove them from there shells and so were hatched Shaclas and Shaszaak. Shaclas, third hatched and only female in the brood, never acquired and interest in the physical combet her brothers enjoyed and thus began to study the art of necromancy under the supervision of a 47th season Iksar named Rmdir. The youngest Ironscale, Shaszaak, always had a nack for getting in to trouble. So he was sent to train with the Iksar monks in order to hone his energy and recklessness. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 26,July,2004 | It has been very trying without my companions, yet I trudge on. I have a mission and a quest from Brell. I have taken many adventures from the Wayfarers Brotherhood and in all of them I am overcome with a sense of loss for my companions. It simply seems that no one else of Norrath wishes to help me in my quest. They are all greedy for fame, riches or magical jewels. I am now at a loss. Though there is one Shadow Knight, a dark elf that beings my hope and joy. His teasing taunting have showed me that even outside of my former companions the people of Norrath can stand up to the evil and wish to overcome it. His name is Sivius. We have done many adventures together in the dungeons under Norrath and we plan to do many more. There have been groups with us that seem to want to perish us all. Yet with Sivius I have not perished yet and neither has he. There are some arrogant fighters and spell casters in Norrath that seem to believe that they can accomplish everything themselves without the help of others. There was a barbarian warrior who would pull massive mobs when all were low on energy. He did meet his doom a few too many times; however Brell told me that he chooses his own destiny and that I should heal the others before him. I felt bad however I did as Brell told me. There was also a wizard who told us repeatedly that she can take on a dungeon by herself alone. A few hours later I saw many of her bodies that Brell did not see fit to bring back to life lying outside a cave. I believe Brell has taught her humility. I will rest now and rejoin with Sivius tomorrow for more adventures, he is very persistent and willing to join me on my quest. It is a very nice change from the eager for fame population that lives on Norrath. Akcron – Ziggur! Wait for Backup!! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 12,July,2004 | I have made an entire circle and have my new spells while awaiting the return of my group. I did not know that so many of the people that live on Norrath or not inclined to help me in my noble quest. Perhaps I am still a little young with the high hopes and ambitions of the young, yet it was a shock to meet those that did not wish to smite the evil to protect the young, helpless and innocent. I met an Iksar the first night without Ziggur and my companions, we were going to go to Dulak harbor to clear the beach. I know that Iksars are supposed to be mean and ferocious beasts however I have met many, such as Delltree, that I trusted him with my life. I was wrong. As we were swimming to the beach I yelled out to him not to swim to fast because I can not swim too well. Yet he trudged on with out me. I yelled that I am frail and have met my demise many a time on this beach, yet he still left me. There were many undead there and they all did not like intruders. I did the best that I could yet I still met a valiant doom. When Brell kindly brought me back to the Plane of Knowledge I contacted the Iksar, he had fallen fast asleep under the waters of the beach. I was not impressed. I contacted my ally’s and they retrieved my belongings for me. They were slightly concerned that I would not make it on my own however I told them that with Brells wisdom and faith I can accomplish anything. And so I picked myself up and carried on. -- Akcron --- Ziggur! Wait for Backup!! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 12,July,2004 | This day has gone well. The evils at the castle have been eliminated. The spiders have been squished and the orcs that were present have been dealt with accordingly. It did not take too long to accomplish this with my trusty group of Ziggur, Kretais and Ellektra. They have done their jobs to the best that anyone could imagine and we had a wonderful time knowing that our deeds were the most noble of all on Norrath. At the end of the day however I received some terrible news. Ziggur, Kretais and Ellektra will be leaving me for a short time. They must attain a brilliant sword called the SoulFire to enable Ziggur to be the best Paladin ever known. This saddened me and for a second I feared that I will be unable to meet my goals of cleansing the evil on Norrath. However, Brell shined upon me and told me that while my companions are indeed leaving on another equally important quest that the Wayfarers Brotherhood still had a need for me and its own evil to eliminate. I was proud to know that even without my beloved group that I can still commit to my quest. At that I bid my group adue and wished them on their way. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 12,July,2004 | This day was started again near the Dark Kastanor Castle. I shiver even at the thought of entering, remembering the pain that it brought to me and my companions. I vowed to myself right then that no one should fear such things and that when my companions and I are ready we will smite every creature that sets foot on that ground with an evil thought in his mind. But, now we must get stronger. We head past the castle to a giant fortress where large dark humanoids breed their young and teach them the ways of all the dark gods and goddesses. I feel sorry for the young ones that my compainions slaughter yet I know what they will grow up to be and am grateful that I am saving them the tragedy of serving one that is not Brell. This takes us a long time, yet we are successfull. Kretais, Ziggur and I agree that we should contact the Wayfarers Brotherhood to see if they have any use of our abilities. I am ashamed that it has been so long since we have asked them, yet there are many evils in the world and we have been busy. Kretais then called upon his powers and made us all as light as a feather. Before I knew it I was levitating. I had no idea it was so much fun to fly in the sky. I could see the world and the mountains, the slight sunset on the eastern horizon. I felt that with one long hard bellow I could cure the world simply by shouting my prayers. All the evil creatures would turn thier heads and listen immediatly putting down thier swords and maces and taking up a book of Brell. I was ashamed at my naivite yet it was a wonderous and emignatic feeling of power. Though I must admit that I like being little and so close to the ground. Ziggur and Kretais miss out on so much that I see from my small stature. Such as did you know ants and other small bugs have the cutest little faces? Everyone should bend down and take a look, it might bother you to step on such small creatures. Brell has blessed me yet again with new spells and abilities that I will put to good use. I picked these up on my way to the Wayfarers Camp where they told me of a great evil in one of the many dungeons on Norrath. It seems that the evil is starting to creep slowly into Lesser Faydark and they thought that these creatures are just right for me, Ziggur and a few other companions to smite. I agreed and contacted Ziggur, his beastlord friend, another paladin and a ranger to help. We went through the dungeon smoothly and with ease. These creatures were of no match for Brell's powers in our group. We take care of this in less than an hour and are on our way again to the Kastanor Castle eager to beat this evil once and for all. Akcron -- Ziggur! Wait for Backup! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 09,July,2004 | Our journeys have been successful, perhaps too successful. The evil creatures that we have been fighting have found a particular hatred for me. I have been smited down time and time again. My companions are bewildered they have all tried to protect me to the best of their abilities however the evil in this Castle is just too strong. We have camped here for more than a week, every day that I rise I pray to Brell for safety however I don’t believe he hears my pleas. The guards of the castle are just too strong for any of our endeavors and we have yet to triumph. I fear that perhaps my companions and I are too weak to clear the evil of this place. We have succeeded in a number of these dark creatures yet there are more to dispel. Kretais the sage of our group has decided that we must first level and gain more power by smiting lower evils first then return to this Dark Castle to clear this castle. Ziggur, my dear friend, has also ran to the Bazaar to buy me better armor. He fears that the evil ones everywhere might wish me harm. Pray for us all, Ackron – Ziggur! Wait for Backup! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 08,July,2004 | I was a cleric. Clothed in nothing but a flimsy robe and Brell, yet I was still young and with the ideals of one so young and naive. I will cure the world of all the pain and suffering it could have. I didnt think there would be so much. I traveled with a few friends of mine in the begining, ranging from an Froglok wizard, Ribbikolos, to one of my close friends an Iksar shaman named Shaktolas, both have since moved on. I met my closest friend a paladin named Ziggur in about my 10th rotation. He also feels the innermost need to cure the world of pain and suffering. He introduced me to all of my current companions in the guild of Call of Honour. There are two Vah Shirs, a shaman named Kretais and Konath a warrior. However, I find that Ziggur needs the most of my attention. He is a wonderful companion and bodyguard, yet I find that, like myself, he puts his own life as forfeit for others to live. We ran along Norrath for many years together clearing the world of all that is evil, however as I roamed I found that evil is everywhere that I go. No matter how big the Call of Honour becomes the evil will always be bigger. Yet, we can try and what we dispell will never come back again. Their cousins and sons might, but they certainly will not. Along the way we also picked up a few more for our journey, another paladin name Katheena and a Dark Elf named Ellektra. Both are essential for our plans. Ellektra, though her race is not one known for good has been convinced of our mission. Brell has even blessed her with the ability to mezmerize the fierce creatures that we fight so that I can heal our companions. Katheena is also essential, though not yet as strong as our Ziggur and Konath, she will soon be able to kill the monstors as swiftly as they. For now, I must go. Tommorrow we are going to Lower Gukta to kill the Arch Magi. Ellektra needs a robe that a certain Magi drops so that she may be a more effective enchanter. I also hear that it is a prime place to clear out the undead of the area. Akcron --- Ziggur! Wait for Backup! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 08,July,2004 | Gnomes believe that they are the best thing since Brell. However I slightly disagree. My father, mother and all of my 6 siblings are tinkerers. They make the tinkering merchants, suppliers and other handy tinks for my city. I personally hate them. They are loud and they break. Yes, they are a good idea and all but what if you just want an ale and some company! I hate drinking ale alone, its depressing. Yet when the families away or busy and I want an ale just try to find a live human being. I told this to my father once and he made me a talking tinker toy. He doesnt have much of a brain and only say 5 things. 'Hi', 'Bye', 'Come back soon','How are you today?' and 'Missed you while you were gone.' Hard to have a conversation of deep thought within those capasities. I tried to program it to be smarter, know a little about nature, gnomes and philosophy. Totally broke but I'm not so sad about it. One time when I was young I told my mother I wanted a pet. Something to love, hold and take care of. I personally wanted a young dire wolf puppy. I thought that if I took care of him just right then he would love me and never grow up to eat me or any other gnome. I thought that after that he could go out into Rivervale and tell all the other dire wolves that gnomes are nice and wonderful and not eat them. My parents didn't agree with this and so my father, mother and siblings all made me a tinker puppy. Who wants a clanky metal puppy when nice warm fluffy ones are right outside thier city? My mother sat me down one day. I was slightly lit and bashed so gnomes, my city, those blasted toy and the world at large. She was repulsed, she thought that something might be wrong with my head. My father came in on half the bout as well, he thought that I was accursed and perhaps not a gnome at all. They didnt know what to do with me. If I was of an uncivilized race then I probably would have died, however gnomes really are not that violent. My bags were packed the next day and I was off to the nearest School of Brell. I wasnt too pleased as I too was set in my ways of long nights with an ale bottle and mornings that dont exist, yet at least here I could talk to living beings. There I learned to be cleric of Brell. Fantsy that. Me, Ackron, the gnome voted 'One With the Least Potential' was a cleric. I studied hard and found the entire dogma absolutly fasinating. I was entranced. Soon I learned how to call upon the favor of Brell for healing and power. I was also taught that some used this power for evil yet I swore to never do so. I still am young and even cry when I stub my toe. Pain is terrible and I will cure all the pain in Norrath if I must die a thousand times to do so. Ackron -- Ziggur! Wait for Backup! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 06,August,2004 | Sivius and I have become fast friends. We have done many adventures together yet none are more memorable than the fast paced action of Neriak and Dulak. The night before we were fighting hordes of green balding undead in Neriak. All was seemingly well and my energies were staying in fine accord. I was beginning to daydream when I noticed all of the party was being swarmed by at least twenty of the evil monstrous hordes. I casted my new complete heal on them one at a time, thinking that Sivius, as strong as Ziggur could last till the end. When I finally got to my companion he was in dire straights. I casted complete heal which takes a while to catch hold. The monster was swinging at him time and time again it was all that I could do not to run up to distract the monster with my own capabilities, yes Sivius needed my heal so I concentrated hard on my powers and prayed to Brell for mercy. He fell then yet my backup healer was on the toes and he rose again within minutes beating the remaining enraged monster with all the might of my previous companions. Just as he was about to fall again. I felt the spell lift off of me and onto the shoulders of Sivius closing his wounds and giving him that spark of life. The beast was slayed within seconds. There was another night of sheer anxiety and terror in Dulak. I had just gotten my complete healing spell and was with Sivius and Ziggur both who had decided on this night that he would like to meet Sivius to make sure that I was in good hands. Ziggur pulled one of his namesake pulls that we have dubbed the ‘Ziggur Pull.’ With many orcan pirates on his trail he ran to our camping grounds. He reached us only minorly wounded and Sivius ran to pull some of the creatures off of him. I healed them time and time again yet my energy was running low and there were still many monsters to slay. I begged them to flee however they would not. I pulled out my spell book and quickly remembered the lesser healing spells of my youth and started healing with those. Yet they were not sufficient. With my energy at its lowest Ziggur slew the last monster and cried ‘Break!’ This was a good day for that night Ziggur, Kretais and I were together again and I received my Temperance spell. Ziggur looks mightier now with bigger muscles and new spells that he has learned. I can’t quite place it yet there is something ‘more’ to Ziggur now then there was before. However I will put that out of my mind and simply revel in having them both back in my camp with the new addition of Sivius. Akcron – Ziggur! Wait for Backup!!! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 20,July,2004 | I was summoned to assist Kredien in mastering his next circle of spells. I am not even a wizard yet I get instructed by my god to assist him, obviously I have done something wrong for my god to hate me more than usual. So I meet up with the frilly High Elf, and I show him the way I slaughter my enemies with my newly found 4rd circle of spells. he was impressed, and eventually decided to show me his abilities. After a few moments of this, he achieved the enlightenment needed to use his own 4th circle of spells. After this, he wanted to try out his area of effect spells, I decide to let him. Never let High Elves play with their new found power, they will kill us dark elves, however unintentional it may appear. And they dance on our bodies, I've never seen them do it, but I know secretly that they do enjoy this. At least he was useful enough to drag my body back to the Plane of Knowledge book for me to recover my materials. Then he made the second foolish mistake, deciding that we go to Paludal Caverns. I unfortunately being foolish myself and quite mad with power decide to agree and go with. When we arrived we had to avoid many fiendish mushrooms and rogues, before we arrived at the Phlargs, which my ally seemed heartset to kill. the first one we took out placed a foul disease on us, and nearly killed my skeletal minion, I asked Kredien if he had the money for the coffin's we would probably need to get our bodies back out of here if we fail. He said he did, I nearly used all of my powers to kill the phlarg. Then my ally decides we might need some curative potions for disease, I agree and he leaves. Unfortunately I got a bit carried away and did I mention I was a little power mad? thinking I could take on the world with enough poison and disease. I attempted to take on a phlarg in a duel, I lost, and it tossed my body in the river. Took some time to retreive, which I did under invisibility. Then when I got back, Kredien was back with the curative potions, and we took out another couple of phlargs, before a wandering phlarg snuck up behind Kredien, and before I could warn him, it killed kredien and began to hunt for me.I ran it and others back, and shouted to all who could hear me to clear the way to Shadowhaven, for I was running back there to survive. Apparently Kredien had just gotten in the way as I had made it to Shadowhaven, and died again. All the costs of our folly I suppose. I hope my god does not ask me to go out with this power mad wizard again, I think I've learned my lesson about being a bit less egotistical. But if Innoruuk commands it so, then so shall I serve. Love is a weakness, it must be shown behind closed doors, Qaz |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 14,July,2004 | It has been a while since my last journal entry, not much has changed. I met another ally in the Call of Honour, a High Elf Wizard, another useful tool, I find wizards are quite handy when taking on larger hunts. But today I found my true power, I have mastered what the elder Necromancers refer to as fear-kiting The art is intense as a lot of things have to go correctly, and the only reason I had failed it before was my inexperience with casting my spells, my spells kept fizzling out and soon I'd be out of mana, and out of life. The technique involved casting darkness upon my prey, and then as it's coming for me I send my skeletal minion to attack, while my minion is heading towards it I immediately cast my fear spell on it to send it running away, after my fear lands I poison the monster and then suck it's life into my own if I am weak. The slowed monster can't possibly escape my minion, and the poison whittles the monster down into nothingness while my minion kills it. I have also found that if I commit to the dark pact, and let me life force be drained for benefit of my mana, that I can perform this kiting much longer than I could without it. I used this method while the others were too low on mana to do anything constructive, and when they were ready, the wizard would hit the quarry with his powerful fire spell, and my pet would keep the prey away from us. I could then poison it while the shaman slowed it. Before we left for the evening the Wizard wanted to test his Area of Effect spells. so I pulled 2 giant scorpions upon us, both of them higher in strength than I, and the wizard then held them in place, and hit them both with fire, while I hit both with my darkness and poison. my pet dispatched one easily, and the other went down almost as fast. I have learned my power and that I do not depend on anyone to survive, however, the more useful allies I have on my side, the larger enemies will be that much easier to feast upon. Love is a weakness, it must be shown behind closed doors, Qaz |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 01,July,2004 | I do not know why I haven't described my thoughts in a journal before. It would make sense to keep things organized. Perhaps the reason I chose not to write one so early was that as a young Tier'Dal Necromancer, I feared my notes may be discovered and used against me by my own kind. Now that I've entered the 8th season and achieved the 3rd circle of necromancy spells, I no longer fear this as much. I understand that there are still many more Tier'Dal who are more seasoned than I am, but I now understand the concept of making plans against your superiors, without making them openly known. Anything I publish can be safely hidden, as can I, for I have now achieved the art of manipulating shadow. This is a powerful tool that even the mighty wizards do not achieve until their 16th season and their 5th circle of spells. I practiced this art last night with my ally Kretero, and Sazlan. I will now publish what I have discovered since I began my travels. Neriak, is a place only Tier'Dal could love, it is highly convoluted and the first time wanderer into the gates and even some of our elderly still get lost inside the city. I would say it's not overly convoluted as I have heard Ak'Anon is, it will be the Gnome's folly when they become trapped inside their own city due to their overly complicated construction. The first day I left my home, I met up with Kretero, a fellow Tier'Dal Wizard, whose power could augment my ability to eliminate our enemies. So I formed an alliance, and he made use of his powerful ice spells while I used my basic spells to poison our enemy. I also met up with a mage, named Konaddar, a high elf who must be so ignorant to ignore our races long standing blood feud. That aside, he is a very useful tool in the battles ahead, and as I come to know him more, I find that he isn't as repulsive as the rest of his kind, most of them have a superiority complex, because they forget that we were born of the first king and queen of his kind, augmented by the sheer power of Innoruuk. We are better than them, they just fail to realize it, as they stare blankly refusing to see the truth. This works to our advantage of course. I made it to my fourth season 2nd rank with these two spell casters, before they had to leave. Later someone must have been watching over me(I assume it was the Tier'dal ally for he was higher circle in his spells than I was and had the contacts to do this) for a Cleric of Brell came to my aide! A cleric of Brell! Unheard of that a cleric of brell would ignore the fact that I am a servant of Innoruuk. But this gnome seems to be one of those that gives freely of herself, yet another tool at my disposal, and a good tool at that, she had to be at least 9 circles in her spells! I appreciate a useful tool, and Akcron assisted me through to my 7th season before leaving me to assist some dwarf ally of hers. While I was in my 7th season, a associate of the Call of Honour invited me into their ranks. It was a guild of adventuring parties, of whom Kretero had told me of. They are an honorable group, and as Kretero explained to me one day, it is often safer to make friends with those less ambitious than yourself, for they will often save you from those more ambitious than you. Such wisdom, it is no wonder that Wizards are regarded highly by most. So I made alliance with Call of Honour, it turns out their ranks include all races great and small. I was surprised by the diversity. It is indeed wise to befriend those that will have you, as long as they do not attempt to claim sovereignty over you. I spent some of my 7th Season on expedition in the Field of Bone, and I must document I have discovered an odd dungeon just beyond the desert. Inside were many spiders my construct had no problems dispatching, however there was 1 golden spider, further research turned it up as a Burnai-bane spider or some such, whose fangs are capable of setting the blood to boil for a short time. I broke a fang off and tossed my old dagger to the side. This is a much more useful tool. I also found the ruins in the Field of Bone amazing, from what I understand this area was ravaged in a war between the Iksar and the Dragons. Cabalis used to be a majestic city, is not nothing but a bowl with ruins around it. Finished my 8th season and 3rd rank of Necromancy with my ally Kretero, and last night I gathered my spells I required for my rank. Sazlan, a Vah Shir Shaman, whom which I must say has features that please the eye, joined Kretero and I in assaulting the Field of Bone again. Armed with my new spells that take my life for my mana, and a stronger pet, we were assaulting larger enemies than we had before. An Iksar Monk, a Gnome Wizard and a Gnome Cleric all joined our group in assaulting the scorpions in the field. We even attempted to fight the evil giant Burnyai, a badger like creature. And we lost a few lives to that account. I shall continue to document my travels and those that I meet, for any who find this tome when I perish, may be able to make use of those allies of mine that are still alive. Love is a weakness, it must be shown behind closed doors, Qaz |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 08,August,2004 | Many day cycles have passed since I have written in this journal, I'm well into my 20th season of exploration. The unity between my mind and my body has strengthened further as of late, as now I can consume my flesh to fuel my mind at a faster rate, allowing me to perform my tasks easier, and with less rest in between battles. Once I had reached 16th season, I began my hunt in the Paludal Caverns in earnest, where before I was dying more than I was living, I now thrive. Since none of the foolish recondite camp raiders will invite me to assist them, and the ones that do have been nothing but trouble. I hunt the phlarg fiends, with my skeletal assistant I can handle them very easily now, though their disease is quite potent. I have reached 20th season now with the aide of a Mage who came to assist me, a friend of Mheat's, a person I met and befriended in the recondite camps the one time that I got invited. The mage was powerful and it seemed as though we could take on three or more at a time with this combination. We were successful at getting my 20th season accomplished even with the set backs of being what people in common parlance call 'trained'. Afterwards I gated to Shadowhaven and made way to the Plane of Knowledge as I had missed picking up my latest summoning spell from the vendors there. With it, I shall be even more powerful. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 25,July,2004 | This Game World project is the largest project I have ever started work on, and hopefully will appeal to gamers who enjoy the realm of high fantasy. Here is an overview of the goals and milestones of the project. Draft initial game worldmap - complete with 4 continents, will need rework to make continents look more realistic, the draft world map includes rivers, forests, mountains and cities. Draft religious layout - Setting up the Diety Pantheons, and pecking order. Complete with progression from monotheism to a lost elder pantheon to the current standard Dungeon and Dragon Gods. Draft Progression of Life on Oerth - Show progression of life forms on earth, which race eldest etc. Complete with standard elder dragon race, with a new twist that I have not seen in other Campaigns. Draft intial cities and city historys - placement of cities on the world map that are consistent with the logical placement of real world cities. Complete with most popular cities, including trade routes and trade good lists to show supply and demand for each city. Draft history of government agency - royal lineage of current ruling body, as well as older ruling systems - 25% complete, royal lineage of Everwind complete, other continental lineages will have to be established along with noble families, and previous governing structure. Draft Key Non-Player Characters in this story - create the NPC story drivers, the main NPC's and their motivations - 50% complete Draft overall campaign overview explaining what should happen in a 'win' scenario - details out what will happen if the players succeed in stopping the evil on Everwind. - complete Draft overall campaign overview explaining what should happen in a 'lose' scenario - details the consequences for failure to stop the evil on Everwind, or to assist in it's taking over. - 0% complete Draft Campaign goals and setup campaign timeline - setup the milestones that the campaign will try to attain during game play, including key points that reveal the overall plot - complete with fairly detailed key points. Draft maps for main points of the campaign - draw rough maps of the areas that players will be exploring - 5% complete Compile drafts into the Game World Development Software - compile all relevante data into the Roleplaying Master Game World Organizer - 1% complete This is all the requirements of the drafting stage. Many of these steps have been completed in notes and MS Word and have yet to be migrated to the game organizer. After the drafting stage, we will refine all of these items above to create a cohesive and believeable game world. I will not stop on this project until it is an excellent adventure. More detail on the development on this game world will continue later. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 25,July,2004 | Nefarnomicon is a Dungeons and Dragons 3.x Adventure/Game World being composed by Phoenix, and Edited by Akcron. it is an epic level Game World, with the included adventure being focused around the Continent of Everwind, a continent darkened by the evil that has spread nearly coast to coast. This world does make use of characters from a friends previous game session notes and fleshes out the campaign into an all encompassing battle against the players, and the planes. As yet mostly unwritten, this blog will document progress towards the goal of completion, in which play testing the campaign with friends will commence, and then if proven viable, a PDF of the game world will be delivered to Dungeons and Dragon's World Publishers for review, if approved, I will have accomplished my dream of writing a successfully published book. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 08,August,2004 | Decided as an additional twist to the campaign of Nefarnomicon I would bring the Sun God Taiia slightly closer to the edge between being obscure and staring the players right in the face today. Taiia is supposed to be an unknown god to the Characters of Nefarnomicon, a forgotten legend that only the Dragons keep. So with it being unknown that she is in fact a god, and the creator of the entire world, the humans fear of their sun growing into a cold blue orb is less than what it should. But I intend to reveal to the player characters little further than midway into the campaign of this fact, and that the sun goddess Taiia is dying, her energies being stolen by a powerful shadowmancy spell. A curse that can only be lifted once the proper incantation is found and dispelled. That incantation is written inside the Nefarnomicon. I'm pretty sure the book itself should create a ton more adventure sidelines once it's in the players hands, but I'm certainly not going to just give it to them. That would be folly. but that's my current note for today. I think it'll go over particularly well in game. I'm really aiming for this to be a captivating world full of incredible and fascinating things. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 30,June,2004 | Mood: indifferent and Tired So goes a typical morning here at work. Only problem is that I was 30 minutes late today :( I hate alarm clocks, they need to be more precise, this is not to say that they aren't precise about the original alarm going off, but it seems once you hit that snooze button, life becomes a gamble. Will it go off, and when? I don't think it's too much to ask for a snooze button that is reliable(will always go off again) and consistent(will go off at X minutes later). Oh well, I woke up to it at 9am, could've gotten up then. But I still blame the thing for not going off early enough. I got up at 10:57am, 3 minutes before work, it takes 5 minutes to get to work, and it takes my fam about 15 minutes to prepare for work on a rush day. Hate alarm clocks, absolutely hate them. Anyway, Played more EQ last night after eating some corn dogs. Things went well, but I about passed out while playing, and that's never fun. Was just totally drained. Had to call off our hunt on pirates, though we did get some diamonds and other high sell items, we each ended up with 75 platinum, not a bad haul. Put my character on Trader last night to try and sell some velium I had on me(very pricey ore sells really high) but apparently my internet was going wonkie, cycled the router today and resetup my trader in EQ, so hopefully he stays up tonight, and when I get home, I hope to see mountains of money :) Anyway, typical day on the helpdesk, they've put me on the Customer Service side(I've done both and like Tech better) which is alright, except the angry customers hunting for money, but that's only a small portion of my calls. the rest are definitely getting all mixed up in our systems and I have to unravel the strands to get them back on track. There's rarely a wait on my line, so most of my time I'm sitting here relaxing and writing stuff like this :) More to come as it happens. Please try not to feed the stupid people, Phoenix Malakai |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 29,June,2004 | Okay, new blog from a new blogger. Don't cringe yet, I'm sure you'll find something interesting here. Now I figure it's time to give you the run down on who I am to give you a frame of reference for future posts. I'm a 21 year old ex-Air Force Computer Programmer turned Internet Helpdesk. I have a fiance SammyCaine, and a kid very close to hitting the 2yr old mark. I was a goth in my teenage years, and still have that angsty goodness in my soul, just doesn't come around as much. Been using a computer since I was 4, been playing role playing games since I was 18 in the Air Force. hopefully that helps a little bit in understanding what makes me who I am. This was supposed to be yesterdays little opening blurb, but it didn't happen. Why? because the best of plans will certainly fail. I actually didn't give myself enough time while at work to publish this. So we're gonna do a dual day post :) Someone might ask, why didn't I finish this post last night after work? because my computer dumped on me. OS had been about:blank hijacked, and so I did a lot of headscratching all week, tried to run a few simple commands that reset the OS back to stabilityville, and hopefully nuke that lil trojan out of my computer. But instead, it took out the whole system. Typical. so last night I spent reloading all my critical stuff(Windows, Windows Updates, Motherboard drivers and utilities, all other system drivers, Anti-Virus, and Office) then making sure I could still access Everquest. Forgot to mention that I play everquest, I know. Some of you will probably shun me for that, I don't care, it's more complex than just picking up a box at the store and playing it. But I'll leave that to a seperate post. Wanna try to keep on track of this post, which is about what happened yesterday(since it's extremely tough to write about today today, I mean, how much is there to say about a day just started? So last night, SammyCaine was sick, so she didn't get to partake in the action last night, she was watching TV snuggled in blankets. Very cute, while I was right behind her, playing my Dwarf Paladin trying to hit level 40. This was optimal since I could tend to her needs, and get my fix. About 3 hours of play later, I hit 40 with my paladin, I was very happy since I have a weapon that does something special at 40, it heals my character 7% whenever the effect triggers. After that, and not realizing it was 3am, I decided to play my necromancer to get his level 8. did that as well. Logged off and went to bed around 4am. This is the life of an EQ junkie. This morning, woke up to kicks from the fiance to get up, at 8am :( needless to say I'm not the most chipper person in morning hours, especially after doing a all night burn on EQ. So I growled and moaned about sleep, got up, changed the kid. brought him into our room while I tried to feign comatose on the bed, that didn't work either. Sick people have this kind of special pitch of whine that prohibits doing anything other than assisting them in their endeavor. So out of bed I go, grumbling all the way at 9:00am, to get myself and the kid some breakfast(Kix for him yech, and Cracklin Oat Bran for me!) read some webcomics, and sleepdrove to Sammycaine's father's house, to deliver the kiddo to them. Now I have my peace, my alone time, I'm kind of a car guy, I like cars, fast cars. I drive a Dodge Stratus ES, with Autostick. So I'm bumping out the Need For Speed Underground soundtrack through my car stereo with the windows down and the autostick engaged, doing some high intensity driving to work. which unfortunately is only 10 minutes away, but this kind of thing wakes me up, gets the blood flowing. Work has been light enough today for me to write over 90% more today than I did yesterday. Go Figure. For the curious I'll leave you all with a list of my webcomics I read day to day. urlLink User Friendly - a ISP tech comic urlLink pvp online = a game magazine behind the scenes comic urlLink NuklearPower - original final fantasy with a humorous twist urlLink Penny Arcade Penny Arcade, a twisted vantage on Gaming urlLink MegaTokyo - an Anime style gaming oriented comic urlLink /GU Comics - A MMORPG Comic urlLink WTF Comics - a Everquest related Comic everyone try not to feed the stupid people... Phoenix. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 29,June,2004 | In my previous article I mentioned I play everquest, and that the reason behind my everquest playing was more complicated than a person merely wishing to play something and buying it from the store. Let me go into detail on what brought me to this addictive entertaining game. For those that do not know, Everquest is a online game, a game you play with multiple people from all over the internet. It carries a monthly fee of $12.95. It is a roleplaying game, or a game where you play as someone potentially different than yourself acheiving goals to progress the game story as a whole. There is no clear way to 'win', you make the decision as to whether you are winning in terms of how satisfied you are with each play session. I had at one point in time told myself I would never pay money to buy a game, then pay money to play it per month. I decided that this was a waste of money because there are plenty of free games to play online, where all you pay for is the original software. This attitude changed however because of a friend of mine. This friend is one of my old buddies from when I was in the military. we used to gather weekly for Dungeons and Dragons which I ran, and he was a really cool individual. He is a Air Traffic Controller for the Air Force. Well eventually he got called to duty in Iraq maintaining the bagdad air field. He was gone for many months, and every month he was there I worried about his welfare. Eventually he did come home, and he let me know that he was back. I was excited to see him again! First night he returned and was settled in enough he came by, while SammyCaine was with her dad wasting his money away at the casinos in Iowa. He brought his computer as we figured we might hook up to my internet service, and play some games or something. When he arrived, he brought Everquest with him, the Planes of Power Disc to be specific. He had told me at that time that if I wanted I could install it and play with him on it and that it was free for the first month, and if I didn't like it I could give him back the discs and the account and he'd give it to another person. Since there was apparently no risk to this scenario, I decided what the heck, I would find out what all the hype was about. I installed Everquest, patch took 20 minutes or so, while it was doing that we played a little hockey on my Playstation 2. Then we eventually got my account setup. We both decided to play new characters(as he was a long time player of the game) on the server he specified. That night I setup a human Monk(melee class style of play) and he setup a human Wizard, and we started in the same city. it went okay first night, we played a bit had a decent time trying to kill things we should've known not to, and we got offline for the night. The next day was a day off, I think I had a 3 day weekend, and my friend had to run errands. So bored but semi-fascinated by this game, I decided to create a new character just for myself to play on. I built a Male Dwarf Paladin named Ziggur. Paladin's seemed kind of cool, and I like dwarves, so I thought why not. played that character for a while, and noticed how much more fun this character was, not to mention I started doing quests, which are little missions that garner decent rewards in everquest. When my buddy returned for the night, he decided it would be more fun to play with my paladin than my monk, so I scrapped the monk and played the Paladin all the time while he was there. Turns out that my friend was stationed with a guy in an Everquest guild(a group of players playing together to acheive greater goals) and he got us invited in. This dramatically improved the gameplay experience, as now I had a greater pool of people with who to talk to, who seemed really cool, and were always very helpful for a new player like myself. Eventually my friend had to go back to the typical military grind, and eventually stopped playing everquest. I however played it for hours every night. So much so, that my fiance began to feel neglected. I had heard of EQ addiction and the effects on the home, so I always kept myself alert to this situation and corrected it everytime it popped up. But eventually I convinced her to try it(after we bought a second computer to play games together online) and she liked it, she liked it so much she bought Everquest evolutions that same night, I had already bought that plus the Lost Dungeons of Norrath to open up all the spots on the Everquest map for me to play with. She was hooked. Now I've made friends with a warrior and shaman in our guild, and we go out almost every night adventuring. my Dwarf just made level 40 last night and I have 7 other characters, maxing out the number of characters I can play on any given server. I don't know what my friend is doing now, sometimes I wish he'd stayed playing so we could group together, but he's just that way. playing different MMORPG's and hopping between them as one gets stale. All I can do is thank him for giving us an experience, that my fiance and I can share, and keeps us entertained till way late at night. Why do I play everquest? It's not the world that keeps me involved, it's the time I spend with good friends exploring that world. Try not to feed the stupid people... Phoenix |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 29,July,2004 | Well, since I won't be able to play EQ most of the days of the weekend, I've decided I'm going to make some of the utilities to work on my project portable, so I can take them on my USB flash drive to my Father in Laws house to work on my D&D adventure, as well as my website, so hopefully I'll have a website draft finished and ready to post by end of weekend and perhaps the complete background story of my D&D campaign fully drafted and ready to go, depends on how much quiet time I get to do this work. expect more blogs as the weekend continues. Try not to feed the stupid people, Phoenix |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 28,July,2004 | Don’t let the previous blog from Pheonix fool you. Yes it is true that SOS came within minuets of our phone call. Yes they did make the suffocating AC blow large amounts of air. However it is not nice refreshing cool air. It is warm stagnant air. Our AC is broken. So I called the landlord. I told her my AC thinks it’s a heater and needs moral support and perhaps a psychologist. She told me that she will call SOS again. So I wait and wait. I wait for an hour. Where are my SOS guys, my large staff of people that are just waiting to serve my every need and whim. Where are the people who show up before I even know I have a problem? No where. I call them. They tell me that perhaps they can fix it by next week. They don’t seem to sure of themselves. I ask them why? Perhaps they need moral support, I will defiantly give them moral support to fix my identity challenged AC. They say that some things need to come together. Like what? What kind of an answer is that? ‘Some things need to come together.’ Do they need head? Who do I have to blow to get my AC fixed? Last night was the worst. I enjoy playing EQ. It’s my lifetime goal to play EQ for an entire night, from kid asleep to kid up time. Oh yeah, that’s my life. Last night however it was 90 in my house and 70 outside. I couldn’t hack it. Perhaps I wasn’t strong enough or maybe my biological needs of fresh air and cool breezes out weighed the health and welfare of my group. I felt bad yet when I went outside for a smoke and felt the sweat that was rolling down my chest and in between my boobs freeze in the cool night breeze and I actually shivered. EQ didn’t have a thing to sitting on the deck outside reveling with nature. Akcron -- Ziggur! Wait for Backup!! |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 28,July,2004 | Well, despite the best efforts of the speedy SOS Heating and Air person, we are still without AC. Not his fault really, since apparently the Air Conditioner's Compressor is grounding out, or grinding out. If it's grounding out, that would mean the wires that supply the Compressor with power is contacting something else metal, and instead of the electricity getting to the compressor, it's going the quickest route to ground, which is the roof. If it is Grinding out, well then I would guess the compressor Pump's bearings blew out and the pump is grinding and not doing any good. Why the confusion as to which is which? because it seems that Technology Repair Specialists have the mandatory requirement to have the handwriting of Doctors. This is why I type instead of write most of the time, but for some reason, these guys never seem to have a computer capable of printing out an invoice. so instead I get this poorly written slip of paper that says 'Compressor is (grounding?/Grinding?) out, Cond. needs Replaced.' The other problem with this is that they didn't give us an estimated time of completion of replacing this equipment. We called our landlord, who is going to call them to kick them in the rear, and we called the SOS ourselves, and their answer to us was they're not sure it'll we fixed all week! and with 85 Degrees all the rest of the week, it's gonna start baking me and my computers :( which sucks. I probably should have turned off my computer, but I didn't, will have to start doing that the rest of the week. hopefully all the fans in my system will keep the system chilled. What also ticks me off is that I may not be able to play EQ this weekend, because we're taking refuge up in my Father in Law's house, which I assign the standard 'nice place to visit' clause. As in, it's a nice place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there. They only have a PS2 for gaming, the computer is off limits for gaming and even anything short of basic internet access. Now those who know me know that I cannot live without my computer, I want to at least be productive, but all I can forsee me doing at her dad's place is drooling on the couch watching the kid get in trouble. And frankly that Blows goats, I'd rather go to work than be nothing more than a slave to the child. I have needs to, and I guess they just won't be met this weekend, this weekend will be hell in a cell. might as well be in prison. Try not to feed the stupid people, Phoenix |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 28,July,2004 | Mood: Refreshed, happy Finally got sleep last night, we were only going to nap for an hour and join our friends in EQ, but when the pillows were hit, it was ALL over. woke up at 8:30am this morning refreshed and sweaty, because our AC was broken, called the Landlord who then called SOS heating and AC, who showed up not 15 minutes after we called. Very good response, if you live in Nebraska, give them a ring, they do good work. Anyway, today I'm striving to expand my mind, I'm reading up on Cascading Style Sheets. I'm an old HTML horse, and CSS is too new for me, however I know how XML works, figure that out :P So I'm surfing the sites about CSS, so that I can practice with it so I can put up the Phoenix Perch Website, which once I do, will be linked here. It's content obviously going to be more static than the information you can find here. Things like my Resume, and Flash Apps and such :D Looking forward to doing some Flash type stuff, I might even make animated EQ comics, who knows, depends on how much time I dedicate to playing with flash apps. I'll let you know the progress on the website as it happens. till then. Try not to feed the stupid people Phoenix |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 27,July,2004 | mood: Damn Tired, but happy 3rd night in a row sleep has been so short, I might as well not be sleeping. Past 3 nights I've gotten all of 4 hours of sleep, without a nap the next day. First couple of nights were my fault I admit, last night was just craziness, here I am, all set to go to bed at 2am, which is a perfectly good bed time for me 6 hours of sleep is just fine. Any less and I approach critical mass, start getting headaches and stuff. Kid has a nightmare and starts wailing, and now the house can't get to sleep until he does, which is right around 4am :( not fun. I wake up at 8am, hit the snooze, thinking, hey, we can live with 30 more minutes of sleep. It turned into 9am without my knowledge, and me and Akcron tear off, we get out the door in less than 15 minutes, and when I get to work I setup my computer while reading the new deadlands book my best buddy gave me, and suddenly, I realized how hard it was to read. couldn't read a damn thing, eyes were blurry for a good 1 1/2 hours before clearing up. So I've been reading up on deadlands, produced by Pinnacle, it's a pretty interesting tabletop roleplaying game, and I look forward to playing it, I'm going to probably make a couple of characters for the game to see what character I like. Been in a writing mood lately, I wish I had access to my roleplaying master at work, I'd get more accomplished, but then again I really do need my D&D books to write effectively(as they provide the standard NPC's and major characters of D&D) anyway, this weekend it'll be time to write more for my game, so look at my other blog urlLink Nefarnomicon for more information. Also been hungry to write my Website so I may start that task tonight or sometime real soon, going to add it to my Outlook Tasks. more to come as I think of it. Try not to feed the stupid people, Phoenix |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 26,July,2004 | I have to admit I am now an addict. Whenever I am at work, eating, giving Zack a bath I think of playing EQ. Even when I am sleeping – I dream of EQ. Last nights dream started like a normal twenty something mom of a toddler dream. I was riding in the backseat of my Grandparents car with Zack, who for some reason was around two months old. The only minorly strange thing here was that Zack was extremely young and I have seen these particular Grandparents in forever, yet this is normal dream strangeness. So we’re driving down a rode in some unknown ghetto little town and I notice that Zack isn’t buckled into his car seat. This kind of freaked me out because I’m am a slightly paranoid and overprotective mom. So I yell at them to pull over and they yell back ‘Just buckle him up.’ So I try and realize that the metal parts to the straps are broke off. This angers me so I’m slightly dream pissy and yell at them to go to Walmart so I can buy another one. After a long argument that ghetto rural towns don’t have a Walmart they concede because I am all-knowing and I know where one is. (Hey, it my dream!) As we are driving down this dirt road the town disappears and there is a huge ditch on the side of it. My Grandpa is driving and he just kind of pops into the back seat to help with the car seat, maybe jiggy-rig it to work for a couple of miles. Just as it dawns on me that no one is driving I look out the window and yell ‘DITCH!’ Then we fall, forever, and land on a tree branch about 1/3 of the way down the ditch with long yellow grass weeds getting caught in my hair. I think for a second about huge bugs and fleas just leaping on my head and going to town before I pull Zack out and of the ghetto car seat and leave the car. Just then my Grandma tells me ‘Don’t pull on the grass.’ I tell her its sturdy enough. Just as I do the grass breaks and Zack and I fall and land on another tree branch near bottom of the ditch. Somehow we are just fine and Zack is still asleep. So I sit on the branch. The height is just high enough that you know you will break a leg if you jump down yet you still debate if you really should. I hate that height it’s such a mind boggler. Yet I sit and wait, I don’t know for what. Just then a town appears in the distance with a police station on the outskirts. Fantastic! I get up and jump up and down yelling for help. A young male cop comes over and so I ramble on about all that happened and all he says is ‘Alright.’ I get kind of mad when at the end of my speech he’s still standing there saying ‘Alright.’ So I ask him if he has a ladder or some rope, he just looks at me, says ‘Alright’ again and walks off. Now I really consider jumping, but before I do my dream turns into EQ, complete with windows and chat channels and my Grandparents OOC the zone with ‘Don’t Aggro the Cops in this Zone unless you have Vah Shir Stat FOOD!’ Now I’m panicked. I’m stuck in a tree with a baby without any stat food at all and no temp or any HP buff at all to cushion my fall. I’m even OOM for some reason or another. I sit and try to med really, really fast cursing all the enchanters that are in the zone and to scared to come give me clarity. Then the cop comes back with the mayor. I look up and my Grandparents have already ported out, damn wizards. The mayor looks nice, he’s smiling and laughing, though it is an election year so that explains that. And good God they con red. Me, a cleric, and a kid facing reds. I decide the best plan of attack is to just go with the flow till mana charges for a gate. They get me down and take me to their police station. It’s full of con yellows to reds and election year posters. They ask me to join their guild to put the mayor on the throne again and take up their quests. I deny I just can’t join the side of evil. They go agro. Just at this moment Zack wakes up and then I wake up. I kick Pheonix. I tell him something jumbled about how I need to make some stat food so I wont die and he tells me to go back to sleep. Yet, somehow I cant because all I can think about is how to make Vah Shir stat food. |
3,782,878 | male | 23 | Technology | Aquarius | 25,July,2004 | Mood: Impatient This day just doesn't seem to end, I want to go home, take a quick cat nap and finish my epic sword in Everquest. I got up today at 9:55 AM, I had to be at work at 10:00am, if that tells you anything about this morning. Got up, threw on clothes and out the door with tea in hand. Finally got more tea, my body thanks me. After drinking mostly Soda for a long time, the Tea just gives me a much greater feeling of contentment, something Soda never does. Got an hour left of work, I've read all my web comics, and I'm kicking myself because I cannot seem to figure out what to write in my Ziggur Blog. I had a pretty good time, despite the fact my buddy Kretais was out most of the day. I spent the entire day out with Guild members on various assualts for my fiance and my pieces to spell quests, and finished the last portion of my soulfire drops. Spent the last part of the night with Kretais farming Sashes, which turned out rather well later in the night. Tonight I've got more sashes to do, then once the busy work is out of the way(25+ sashes) then I've gotta finish getting my epic sword with it's 5 complete heals. need to also take the time to write up a Zblog and do some work on my Adventure for D&D. Oh yeah, a follow up on my organization skills. I actually sat down and completed about 5 % of the D&D origin story. Thinking about posting the collective thoughts of this D&D Project on a seperate blog, using it kind of as a white board/forum for comments from readers. But then again, isn't that just more for me to keep up with? So much to do, so little time in wake filled life to do it. isn't that always the case? maybe that's why I stay up till 4am and get up at 8am at times. 4 hours of sleep, some say it's unhealthy, I say it's the only way I can get anything done. I'll sleep when I'm retired or dead. That's my motto, there's too much in this world to experience or do, to simply spend 1/3 of my life asleep. Consider it maximizing effeciency. As long as it doesn't affect my work quality, and as long as I can avoid passing out at my desk, I will continue to min/max my life. For those who do not know the definition of min/max Min/Max - Abbv of Minimum/Maximum - origin: Roleplaying Game Slang - 1. A person who does the minimum to acheive the maximum result. 2. A method of spending the least to get the most. 3. A person who takes advantage of a system to achieve maximum results with the lowest possible side effects. Try not to feed the stupid people, Phoenix |
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