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2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 26,July,2004 | haven't blogged in a while, but theres much to write now. granted its much ado about nothing, but isn't that the case usually? much ado about nothing. isaac called me last night and asked where was nice to chill out and i said 'hey why not go to ice cold beer' and he say 'hey why not?' so i assumed he went there and when i reached to meet them there i saw them sitting outside ice cold beer on the curbside squatting and when i suggested ice cold beer well i didn't quite mean it that way and thats about the 2nd most hilarious occurance last night, 2nd of course to the events that proceeded it at Rouge (ex-milieu). but before i proceed, let me justify our actions to subvert unneccessary embarrasment on our part. 'the plan', as all plans teenagers concoct, failed to fall through due to some parties falling out (i.e. Weims & gang) or some other reasons which in this case, don't apply. so planless and out about town with too much time and too little to do, our original intention of going to zouk having been axed, we really were at a loss. if you're familiar with your orchard geography, then you'll know that ice cold beer is near Rouge! which is how we ended up there. it sounded good enough- $8 entry with one free drink. who's to complain? the catch- of course theres a catch!- is that it was a NUS engine fac bash! inside they were all crowded on the dance floor doing NUS chant and cheers, which is horrifying enough, but afterwhich they obediently sat on the dance floor to watch those retrospective videos school-spirited people are so fond of with the obligatory songs from rock pop-dom (i fail to recall the exact songs). horror of horrors, but no, it doesn't end there. when the music does start and they start dancing, well, i shan't be scathing but let me quote isaac- 'I've never seen so many bad dancers in one place. Lennard, they're even worse than you when you first started!', and for those who know of my embarrasing early dance floor fiascos, well, this time, it was even worse. as of late, i've been feeling kinda under the weather what with a cough and blocked nose and itchy eyes and today i went to see the doc and its a bit disturbing that the medicine he gave he came with large stickers on the box saying- 'Caution! Poison!'. sure if i'm 6 feet under i doubt i'd have cough or running nose or itchy eye but then being 6 feet under opens up a whole new can of worms, doesn't it? so if you see my pretty mug in the obits any time soon, well, you know what happened. unless of course, i die during NDP, which is tomorrow and im so excited that it'll be over that i may just lose control over my bladder, but it also puts me in fear of a terrorist attack! if they bomb the place, i hope its not when i'm doing my segment. soon it'll oh so over and i'll be oh so happy and then maybe i'll stop complaining so much about NS. and this is for the army guys- i found a shop that sold bars of prickly heat soap! can you imagine? i bought a bar and i'll get back to you if it still gives the same tingly sensation. ah. prickyl heat power. air-con in a metal tin, its heaven i tell you! |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 26,July,2004 | ah hell its happened again. my phone conked out on me and i lost all my contacts so would everyone out there be so kind as to msg me their contacts again? and the contacts of people i know. my number is 93654811. thanks. and thats what you get for using nokia. motherfucking finns. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 25,July,2004 | after weeks and weeks of not seeing them, my friends are in worse state than i thought they were. some worse than me even. NS has this numbing pain on everyone, its inexplicable. its. its the forceful surrender of one's liberties, and now i see why papillion wanted so much to be a free man even though life on his colony wasn't half bad, simply because a man needs his liberty. i may not ever take a ballet class or become a nurse in my lifetime, but i damn well would like to option to do that if ever i damn well wanted. and don't tell me after 2 years, because 'after 2 years' still doesn't address those 2 years. ah Jack White said it well- 'life is soo boring, its really got me snoring...' its very sad when i see my friends get high and drunk all to forget for a moment that they're a national slave, and despite the hangover we know we will get and the long term damage and everything else, we know its worthit. just for that moment. ride the wind baby. ride the wind and never turn back again. p.s. most of my entries are all going to be along the same vein of NS and how it loathe it and bla bla bla so if you're reading for entertainment purposes, check back in feb 2006. and such, heres the pic- http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6403278/ no digital manipulation save for a bit of tweaking of colour. and thats your back. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 23,July,2004 | 2001: A Space Odyssey. Every critic worth his own salt would have seen and raved about this phenomenal movie. 'Beautiful to watch from start to finish!' says one, and everyone else alike. And perhaps they can get away with it precisely because the movie plods along so slow, that almost everyone and anyone who watches it would fall asleep, and hence cannot argue with the reviewers comments. but in all honesty, it is a beautiful movie. absolutety lovely, with very restrained pacing. its poetic la. has anyone else seen it? remember the scene where all the astronauts are on the moon uncovering the monolith? it looks like they all have large gaping cheebyes. in camp, warrick was complaining about loud and stupid malays. Rant rant rant rant rant. how oh he hates them and oh how they should just shut up (i agree, btw). and the hilarious part- he ends it with saying- 'Fuck la! if they keep bothering me, next time i'll bring pork floss and toss it like confetti! see what they can do!' haha? haha. we are all assigned with a 2000-3000 word essay to write for some commissioner essay competition. some of what we write is absolutely hilarious. i for one, ended my essay with 'majula singapora'. oh singapore oh singapore how i love thee. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 18,July,2004 | can you fucking believe it? i got pack from NDP practice last night, or to be technical, this morning at 2.30am. motherfuckingjesusmarylord! |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 11,July,2004 | Lennard Ong. National Protitute. will work for minimal monthly wage! able to do anything you ask him to! will run, do push ups, grovel, prostrate and a multitude of other mindless tasks. Book him now! NDP is getting me fucking down cause its come to a point where they take away my weekends and when i do have walkout i'm too tired to do anything but sleep, which is fucked up. Everyone save yourself the trouble and dont bother watching NDP. the only nice part are the fireworks. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 03,July,2004 | I'm bad with words. I don't know why. It like a hand chokes the words before they can come out. At zouk, it was so packed and as traffic funneled me through phuture i couldn't help but utter a 'moo' and laugh to myself. disillustionment is when you know things seem bleak and that theres nothing you can do about it. or is that part depression? either way it ain't pretty. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 14,May,2004 | David Lynch? What's happening to me? I've been on a urlLink David Lynch kick. I can't stop watching his movies. Over the past week I've watched Blue Velvet, Twin Peaks-Fire Walk With Me, Lost Highway, and Mulholland Drive . I'm either slightly more insane since this movie watching adventure began, or a little bit better because of it. I never thought I'd get into his films. My first two years of college were spent at a liberal-hippy-commie-artsy-school where 'being into' Lynch was hip, so out of spite I only watched one of his films and didn't pay much attention. Living in the woods and having oodles of free time and no one to be cooler than has given me the opportunity to really appreciate what he does. Worth checking out! |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 04,May,2004 | The War, Iraq, Bush, etc. Quick rant: Though I would not describe myself as a 'liberal' and in no way subscribe to the 'liberal agenda' in America, I have to say that I find the current occupation of Iraq and the actions of our president to be disgraceful and thoroughy dishonest. To many, I'm just pointing out the obvious, but this is my rant so I can be as obvious as I want. More obvious facts: -The greatest success of our president has been in making a connection between the events of 9/11 and the former Iraqi government, a connection which does not exist. -Stemming from this lie was the lie that WMDs are in Iraq and are an imminent threat to world stability. Based on this second lie, a justification for invading Iraq was manufactured and sold to the American people. - The American people, incidentally, have the memory capacity of goldfish...as a majority of Americans continue to support this war even though the two lies which provided the only justification for war have been exposed. -Between 8 and 10 thousand innocent lives have been lost in Iraq as a result of our invasion. About 3 times as many as were lost in the 9/11 attacks. Innocent life is innocent life, no matter how you slice it. It's all valuable. So, based on two lies and a vague notion of 'justice' we were sold a plan of action which resulted in more innocent bloodshed than the attack which prompted any US action. Despite this, nothing has been accomplished to bring real justice for the 3,000 victims of 9/11. Instead, we're hated even more by the world which will only result in more attacks. -What the hell are we doing supporting the Zionists in Israel? That's half our problem, but that's obvious. - We have become an Empire, straying far from the original concept of Republic. Get out your 10th grade history books....now....what happens to all Empires? - Following Septemeber 11th we had the urlLink support of the whole world. For the first time in decades people sympathized with the United States. Bush took that sympathy, possibly our last chance at building solid relations with the world community, and destroyed it. Within two years, we have become more hated than at any other time in history. - We need a new president, but Kerry is nothing more than Bush'light', and a third party candidate will not be elected. Some may argue that Bush is pro-life, pro-religion, etc. These are all good things. I say this is should be a secondary consideration at this point in choosing a president. The fate of our nation is in the balance at this point. The hatred around the globe that is felt for us must be our primary concern. We've gotta fix that...quick. Besides, Bush will never push to overturn Roe V. Wade, as it would damage his career too much. My thoughts. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 26,April,2004 | Created a new layout for the site. Unfortunately, all past comments were deleted. If anyone would like to comment on a comment made yesterday, I'd be appreciative. Oh, the mystery! Let me know what you think of the new layout. I know it's nothing spectacular, but I think it's slightly easier on the eyes. |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 17,April,2004 | FAITH Lately I've been questioning the motivation behind my beliefs. I know for certain this questioning will not lead to a complete overhaul of what I know and understand to be true but, God willing, it will lead to a deeper knowledge and understanding of who I am, and what my motivations are- particularly in the 'religious' sense. The other night trying to fall asleep I found myself restless....kept awake by the idea that I'm a cheater, that I'm insincere, that my attempt at a spiritual life is being kept alive by nothing more than self-motivation and ego. I began to ask myself - 'Why do I make attempts to worship God in the Orthodox Church?' Is it the need to feel superior to the 'other half' who live without the Church. Is it a feeling of belonging which drives me? Is it a psychological need, possibly stemming from my personal experiences, which has led me to attempt feebly to approach God?Is it a desire for some kind of mystical experience which will deliver me from the monotony of day to day life? Is it the fear of death and final judgement? Do I only call on God in times of need- reducing God to a wish-giver of sorts? Is my religion a crutch ? If these things are true... then my Christianity is fake- it is a thin and cheap facade only existing to satisfy myself, not God. If this is true, then perhaps the critics of 'organized religion' are correct, at least about me and my ego driven self-satisfying motivations. My former priest used to say frequently: 'We must become less, so that He may become more.' Is my Christianity an emptying of the self, or is it pleasing to the self in its comforting concepts, its ritual, its talk of Church life which foster feelings of self-importance. God preserve me from the superficial, so that I may worship in Truth and in self emptying Love . |
2,383,328 | male | 26 | indUnk | Virgo | 13,April,2004 | Ah, and now something for April. A bit of T.S. Eliot's The Wasteland April is the cruelest month, breeding Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing Memory and desire, stirring Dull roots with spring rain. Winter kept us warm, covering Earth in forgetful snow, feeding A little life with dried tubers. Summer surprised us, coming over the Starnbergersee With a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade 10 And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten, And drank coffee, and talked for an hour. Bin gar keine Russin, stamm' aus Litauen, echt deutsch. And when we were children, staying at the arch-duke's, My cousin's, he took me out on a sled, And I was frightened. He said, Marie, Marie, hold on tight. And down we went. In the mountains, there you feel free. I read, much of the night, and go south in winter. |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 29,June,2004 | Today was scary and fun all at the same time ya know that feeling? I think i like it. Someone attempted to kiss me. It was more or less a disaster but if u wanna know that story you can ask me.Despite that i still like him. Ya know what i love this blogger. Here its only about me and only my feelings count. I think everybody needs a place like that. I think im gonna watch gothika here a little bit. cuz i rollerbladed for about 30 minutes at full speed. It was fun after the sitting and watching shane and shawn and cam skate for like 4 hours maybe even more. What i got home at like quarter to 2 and went outside after about 15 minutes, was out for like 45 minutes alone until shane came and hung out with me. Hes a real cool kid. Hes never had a gf which i find hardto believe i think hes real cute. But i dont think i would date him cuz i need someone a little more mature and not in it for the sex. Ya know? Not that i would hav sex with him cuz i wouldnt. But ya know 'the perks' of a relationship. Thats not me at all. I want someone to care about my feelings and well being more than 'getting some' I think that most guys want that too, once theyre ready for a relationship. We're all human right everyone wants someone who loves them.So if everyone wants it why is it so damn hard to find...... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 26,June,2004 | I had a lot of fun at my party. I think i really like barry . Hes so cute and hes nice. My uncle hates him but i dont care. Because i like him and thats all that counts. I wish to date him. I was looking at his eyes and almost kissed him. I really wanted to. I stopped myself. He stuck his hand down my shirt to get his keys back....i didnt hate it.....all in all a good day today my party tomorrow the mall...monday, THE WORLD..... RETRACTION-i do not wish to date barry.... i dont even really like him that much. I was on a party high. He said the RUDEST thing to danielle. joey went and sat in the floor ad barry said if you grow your hour and ye it blonde joey might pay attention to you. WHAT AN ASSHOLE maybe thats why he doesnt have a gf..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 25,June,2004 | It doesn make a difference what you say its all in your actions im tired of us being this way all our lives we've been told to stay in the lines what about me and you what about thethings that we've been through everyone say what they feel how do we know that its real walk around wear a mask how much more can i ever ask leave a post! |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 21,June,2004 | everyone says that you watch over me protect and care for the ones who matter we miss the sound of all the clatter of the ones you took from us how can you exist and love when so long ago you killed my soul took way the importance of life caused the ones i love so much pain and so much strife why do you hate me i never did anything t you th innocence dwells in my eyes if you had looked deeper you would have seen but the innocence has been stolen my eyes no longer sparkle golden everyone says that you watch over me protect and care for the ones who matter we miss the sound of all the clatter of the ones you took from us look at me im a mess no one sees it anymore im okay its allright i reek of lies and fakeness i no longer sleep i awake in a panic thinking hes still here im going crazy i cant think clear whydont you care(nobody does) nobodys here(they never were) im all alone(always have been) to live in fear(in the dark) everyone says that you watch over me protect and care for the ones who matter we miss the sound of all the clatter of the ones you took from us Tell me Whatcha think....btw sammy is the awesomest ever in life!!!! and i shall see her in CT next summer.... maybe if it works out. I WUV U SAMMY..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 20,June,2004 | Okay this blog has nothing to do with Babe Ruth but i wanted to cal it that. LoL im a nerd! What can ya do? Okay why is Bill Clinton making a come back. All of the sudden hes in the spotlight again. Sine when does his opinion matter in anything? Even when he was president everyone though he was a moron. What changed? NOTHING. But anyways....i have found the way to be happy. And i am excited, as i should be. Junior year is going to be a new beginning. Im gonna get good grades and stop worrying about eerything and just focus on myself and makin my life better. Nothing can bring me down!! Im not gonna worry about guys or all the drama of school. It no longer affects me. I figured out that i can never be happy and i can never have a successful relationship with some who makes me happy if im not happy with myself first. So next year is gonna be good. Then as soon as i get out of school i will go on my road trip with chelsea. First we're gonna go to New York, then Tennessee then Georgia then florida. Maybe we'll even drive down to he Keys. Im really excited forthis year to start. Too bad its only june..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 19,June,2004 | Jennifer is a slut....hahaha j/k cuz she likes to read my page and i wanted to shout out to my only website fan hahaha anyways...today is uneventful cut the grass..did some laundry ate some pizza....jut an ordinary day. Yesterday i went to the strawberry festival an the whore was there givin me dirty looks.I wish she woulda said something i woulda beat her ass anyways, more later..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 14,June,2004 | My cousin ran away like a giant dumbass.I swear when i see him i will beat heliving shit out of him. In his note he said nobody buys him anthing for christmas and his birthday and all this stuff about how his lfe is so horrible. WHAT AN ASS!!! Okay so they dont have a lot of money but he always get stuff 4 x-mas and he always gets stuff 4 his birtday...and sometimes for reason. He is so fucking selfish!!! Just last summer my uncle and my granny took us to florida and bought us a whole bunch of stuff. What an asshole. He doesnt think about anybody but himself. I cant believe hm right now, he is acting like a child. He stupid ass child at that. AHHHHHHH im so pissed i cant believe he is acting like this! He is gonna be in a world of hurt when i get my hands on him. He is almost 16 years old he needs to act it!! Little bastard..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 14,June,2004 | I have no idea wyh i titled this entry that....it sounded right lol. I saw a very hot person today who is gonna get raped, and i think he wants me to lol. I really hate it when he flirts with me cuz its just such a temptation but he has a gf. Especially tey 'hey ladies' thing. *SIGH* sexiness. I WANT him. After danielle left he asked me to stay he said where ya goin i told him home. He said why. Uhhh maybe cuz i live there? lol But i hung out for a while h gave me his # he said u should call me sometime i told him i couldnt because i didnt hav his # so he went inside and wrote it down. He said we can 'do it' now if u want. WTF lol. Then he said i culd call him and then we could do it!!! He swears at his mom!! My mom would beat my ass!!!!!! She know i swear she just doesnt wanna hear it. Ugh so confused cuz want him pretty bad....leave me messages about what to do..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 11,June,2004 | Leavin in about 2 hours i havent even showered yet. Hell im running about 3 hours late but here i am posting in my blogger how retarded right? Well o well they arent gonna leave without me. And if they do well hey more fun for me!! Blah i really should go leave me some love to come back to..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,June,2004 | Tomorrow i am leaving for New York! well buffalo but hey its all gravy. Im kinda excited but i dont wanna leave my puppy behind. Chelsea will take good care of him!Poor me, i hope i get to buy a lot of stuff, i love stuff!! I also love Room Raiders....well 'the guy' from Room Raiders. haha well gotta go talk to jen.... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 09,June,2004 | i see it in your eyes the look i've witnessed a thousand times the sadness persists but with all of this all i can say is i love the way you look at me the way at night you quietly sleep the pain the sorrow means nothing now because i know you'll be here tomorrow Light creeps accross your face someday we might just win this race the battle you fight to be by my side constantly pushing to feel whats right Poem #2 Why do you insist on torturing me Take a look around you The world is filled with glee Is it real or is it fake We may never know Happiness comes in tiny doses Like a dozen red roses A shimmering lake You'll never know unless u try Open your heart And let it fly I dont know how i feel about either of these....please comment All Lyrics Copywrite TantricXL 2004,all rights reserved i |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | For you i await In my personal hell To take me away To make me hear bells One day you will find me Of that i am sure For now i await Your heavenly cure tell me whatcha think All Lyrics Copywrite TantricXL 2004,all rights reserved |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | Just got done reading nicki'z post and realized nowhere on my blogger does it say anything about my 2 favoritest shows in the whole world, Viva la Bam and Wildboyz. Holy crap i really must have lost it!After i marry Raab, Knoxville(hes gonna divorce his wife for me dammit!), Steve-O(whos like friggin 30 hes almost old enuff to be my dad....ew still gotta love him tho) and Bam i will take over the world....because i can and i am caroline you sons of bitches!!!You Know!!!!!!lol that was dumb, however i do not care because at no point in time have i ever had a weird bug in my ass for an hour...or an period of time for that matter. So therefore i am smarter than Steve-O. hahahahaha...... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | Today is moving quite slowly. I've watched every single room raiders to come on since 'the guy' made his appearance hoping to see him again. lol how sad. I talked to Jen and she knows who im talking about and thinks he is ugly, but i dont care i knew she would say that.Another room raiders doesnt come on until friday god i hope he comes on the longer it doesnt come on the less of a chance there s that he will be on it. Isnt that a pisser. Blah more later..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | If i could find a place thats mine If you could just open your eyes And let it shine Maybe one day you'll open your heart But for now i'll quietly just Fall apart The worlds so cold My heart is like stone Supressing emotion Im not that bold thats all i have for now i havent written the rest i will post the rest afte i write it later..... all lyrics copywrite TantricXL 2004, all rights reserved |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | Have you ever noticed how fake everything is? Even people who try their very hardest to be a nonconformist are fake because they arent being themselves. Just molding into another frame of mind. Im tired of feeling like im not my own person. I feel like im in a rut. Its really starting to catch up with me. Maybe this summer will be like a new beginning. I sure hope so. Maybe do some stuff i've never done before. Meet some new people, yuck i just feel....i dont know blah. I wish i could spend the summer in florida. I love it there its so calming ad makes you feel like a totally different person. I dont know if its the ocean or the people or just the change of scenery. The weather is alway so beautiful *sigh* well im gonna go talk to david now.... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | Holy dog shit in a pile of sheets. My friends are sluts....and that is all im going to say. I hate this country by the way....the news pisses me off so bad!!! Okay this thing with Pres. Bush and gay marriage pisses me off!!!!!!!!He talks about how the bible says the marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman. WHAT THE HELL!!! You cant use religion for an arguement for something legal for the folowing reasons1. What happened to the separation between church and state? 2. Not everyone in the country shares the some religion so why should everyone share the same law based on what a bible that doesnt even represent what they believe says? It makes me so mad. This country cannot have a Leader who doesnt represent all walks of life. When are we going to have a black president, or a woman president, or a jewish or muslim president. Its just bullshit....I dont like either canidate for the upcoming presidential election. Theyre both retarded. But honestly if i had to vote i would vote for Kerry. I hate him too, i just hate him less than i hate Bush. I wish i could vote, this is the guy whos gonna be the President when im 18. He is going to have serious power over my life. But i cant vote, all i can do is bitch in this journal and hope some people with sense are at the voting booths this year. Thats all for now... P.S.----Does anybody know the names of the guys on room raiders the other day It was the one where the chick took a bath...2 of em ere pretty fuccin hot haha what has my life come to? yeah e-mail me if u know or post |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 08,June,2004 | Today has been uneventful, i cut th grass in the milion degree weather. What a joy that was. Yesterday me and Danielle went to 'the lake' It was fun....until i realized got burned, that sucked. Now im here listening to the Clash. Boring but peaceful which is something i havent seen for a couple days. My birthday is on the 27th!! yay call me if u want the info about my party on the 26th. Its a cookout i figure i should mix my 2 favorite things...friends and food haha. I was supposed to cal David sunday. Oops! well nuffin left to say right now....continue later!! |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 20,July,2004 | I have had a very ineresting week or so....i haven written here in a while. Joe asked me out.But i dont know if i want to date him or not...i dont think this will last. Holy shit there was just a spider and i almost cried. I wrote a new poem idk if its vey good....you can pretty much tell what its about..... Here comes the countdown to climax so what? you never could relax take a deep breath stick it it Holy hell Whered all this begin? You hate my hair i hate your clothes How we got this far i dont think anybody knows The lights go ot We can stop now theres nothing we can do about the fact hat we're a part of something bigger than ourselves here comes the countdown to climax So what? you never could relax take a deep breath stick it in holy hell whered all this begin Tell me if you like it i think im gonna go to bed here in a few minutes so that i can have good dreams.... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 14,July,2004 | I am so friggin tired. I got like 4 hours of sleep then woke up at 5:30 went to school came home took a nap then went to the orthodontist to get my braces off.Im happy about that. My mouth feels very strange. Im really supposed to have the house clean and be raking the leaves right now. I have yet to clean the house and the leaves remain unraked.I just need to get this crap done so when mom comes home i can go to the store them come back home and sleep. Oh and talk to sam. Thats rather important.lol god i need to do my chores.... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 10,July,2004 | Well today sucked....i ended up calling my granny at friggin quarter to one in the morning crying because i was so pissed. Ever been so mad you cried. Today was my first time. Man was i pissed. Danielle is being a huge bitch and i swear to god if she ever says anything about my father again i will find her and break every bone in her body. UGH!!!!!!!!!!! heres her quote 'my problems may not be big to you but you no what they are to me you think you have it so bad well your wrong at least you still have your mom you just need to be grate ful and stop saying how your life is so horrible compared to everyon elses people have problems that yours dont even compare to so just stop feeling sorry for your self' Her biggets fucking problem right now is that her mom wont let her go to her bf's house anymore cuz she found out theyd been having oral sex and found a hicki on her. At least i still have my mom??? WHO is she to say anything like that, she has two parents she has no idea what its like to lose your father. That bitch.I never said my life was so horrible i know i have it pretty damn good but her problems are a fucking parade compared to mine. I have to live every day of my life with my dad dead. I was only 12 when he died and so help me god if she ever fucking even speaks his name i will punch her in the face.Oh because i think im so badass(sarcasm for those people who are as dumb as i am). And i sure as hell dont walk around feeling sorry for myself. Ask any one of my friends and theyll tell you i dont feel sorry for myself. I dont walk around like woe is me life is so hard fuck that i know shit happens and you gotta just keep living your life but its still hard and you cant comment on my life and me 'at least still having my mom' i am greatful for everything i have so who the hell is she to basicly tell me im an ungreatful little bitch who feels sorry for hersle. I DONT FUCKING THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr when her god damn dad dies then she can talk to me about something like that fuck her...... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 06,July,2004 | Today i hung out with sarah for the first time in forever. I was really glad to see her i didnt realize how much i missed hanging out with her. We always laugh a lot and today was no exception. Shes going through some really tough stff, i hope i can help her, im sure as hell gonna try. Shane is seriously sending mixed messags. Its like one minute he wants to be around me and the next hes annoyed with me.He needs to decide. Sam says she thinks he just wants ass and i dont have a had time believing that, but she always says she thins hes confused. AHHHHHH heres a sam quote...of her talking about how he wants ass and not a relationship...'which is understandable but he doesn't want that, and there's not much you can do untill he realizes that he's missing out and then is like wow, that caro chick is hot, and I want to be with her ' I hope that happens and i still wanna be with him if it does. His friend Cam is a cutie too. But still i want shane, he has no idea how much either. ugh gonna go talk to meeh sarah.... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 05,July,2004 | God the last few days have been so hard. My best friend chelsea's brother in law died on thursday. He left behind 3 boys and a wife and whole load of people who love him. I really hope he's someplace better beause those poor boys have to grow up without their daddy just like i have to and i dont wish that on anyone. Today was he funeral i tried so hard not to breakdown. Almost as soon as i walked into the church i saw Cam and he opened his arms for me to give him a hug i almost lost it. I gave him a hug and a kiss. Hes just so sweet and poor killian just doesnt quite comrehend whats happening not fully anyway hes too young. Anthony is being so strong. I think he feels like he has to take care of everybody. I wish i could do something for him. Steven (chelseas brother) is taking this really hard, he and i talked for about 30 minutes on friday. We had a lot to talk about since we havent had a chance to do that since he moved back to ohio. He turned out to be a pretty cool guy. Im gad he doesnt wish to torture me anymore. Just chelsea. Oh cheese and rice the dumbest thing ever happened at the funeral home. The phone rang and ashley goes 'my ear is ringing' i looked at her and said....thats the phone idiot. She swears her ear was really ringing. lol I hope chelsea calls me back pretty soon. Well i havent seen shane in a couple days lol. Im having skateboarder withdrawls. Somehow i think i'll survive. Hes so damn cute but hes using me which im well aware of. I need to find a guy my own age who wants the same things i do. Im tired of feeling like nobody gives a shit.Im tired of danielle constantly talking about oey and me just having to smile and nod. I know shes not trying to sound like a conceitd self centered little bitch, but she does. I know theyve been dating a long time but she as no right to look down on me for kissing shane. She goes 'YOURE NOT EVEN DATING HIM' who the fuck cares its not like im having his baby. Jeez! Thats a mouthfull from someone who can forgive someone for having sex with a man whore. Why cant she cut me some sack its not like my life is as magically wonderful as hers. I dont know what sh wants from me but this isnt her life and its not her decision. We do share a lot of the same morals but i guess astinence from pre-datig kissing isnt one of them. I cant believe im even saying this its just rediculous that she has a problem with it.Who gives a damn, not me, well obviously i do but im over it im tired of worrying about what danielle. Well im gonna go wath a movie..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 12,August,2004 | I am sick. I have lost my voice. It really sucks. Bill even said that i sound horrible.(side note-excuse any typos i just got in from outside and my hands are numb) Anyways....i have been thinking a lot lately. Who is to say theres a god? How are peope even supposed to really know if they believe in god or not with all these outside influences. Sometimes i feel like there just cant be a god because all these horrible things wouldnt happen. Which brings me to my next point. People are so horrible to eachother all the time. You would think that if you were raised in an abusive home you would want to treat your children like 110% better than that. So that they wouldnt have to go through what you did. I dont get peoples logic. I mean of course i dont expect people to always be happy....but just try to be better to each other so even when the world sucks maybe it wouldnt suck so bad.Another thing i would like to talk about is purpose. I dont underdstand how to know why your here...what you need to do and how to get yourself in the position to do that. Some of my friends andmy boyfriend know what they want to do. I mean did they go through everything im going through to know that, is it this hard for everyone. My granny always tells me its because i have so many options...but do i really? I just wish i would wake up one day and know. High school always puts so much pressure on you to know what your gonna do and have a plan. I dont have a plan. I dont even have an idea...i've thought of thing i wanna do but then they just conflict with other things. I wanna have a family...but i wanna travel. I dont wanna be tied down but i wanna know that im secure and have someone who loves me to come home to. I have so many things i need to decide on but the most pressing is what im supposed to do with my life. I ish i could just figure it all out. Ya know? dont even know who i am. I thought i had a pretty good idea and im not totally clueless. I know what my morals are and i will stand by them but thats not really knowing yorself completely. I know that i dont know if i believe in god,or if theres such a thing as true love. I know im afraid of being hurt. I know im afraid of losing somebody i love again and that i will do anything in my power to keep it from happening. I know that i care about my friends and i would do almost anything for them. I know i have a boyfriend who i care about very much...i dont understand why thats not enough for me.I guess i cant really do anything except for take each day as its given to me and do my best to make it count..... |
3,579,805 | female | 16 | Student | Cancer | 02,August,2004 | I had a little panic attack when i realized ihadnt posted in this thing for a while and i figure if i took the time to make it i should take to time to update it.For all of those who actually give a shit bout whats going on in my life. Well ive been kindqa dating bill. Its not really official or anything but we've talked about it. I love hanging out with him, he makes me feel so comfortable and i never have to worry about trying to be something im not.We talked for about 2 hours last night. That was pretty awesome. I wish it had been in person though that would have been better. But i'll take what i can get. Hes coming over tonight....looking forward to that. Im gonna make him watch wrong turn with me cuz i hate watching it alone....even tho i lo scary movies. I talked to meeh caitie today and told her about bill. She said he better not be anothr andrew or shell have to beat his ass. lol shes so cute. She now had a 2 week list which i think is hilarious. Poor thing i think all her relationships have been worse than mine. Hopefully her luck will change and she'll find someone she cliques with. I feel so friggin lucky to find someone i can talk to and doesnt want anything more than to be with me and for me to want to be there with him.things aee def. looking up for me. He kinda woke me up this morning...i love waking up to his voice.He is one of 9 children.I would just like to say holy crap. I think that joe is really pissed bout bill cuz now hes being an asshole to me. At least i didnt cheat on him. I wouldnt do that cuz that sucks...i would know. But just because i broke up with him doesnt mean he can be a dick to me....the bastard. ugh whatever im jus gonna finish cleaning for when bill comes over........ |
3,603,803 | female | 14 | Student | Libra | 16,June,2004 | hahah yea i havent talked to jacob in 2 days...dont have the nerve to call him...dunno why im scared...ill call him tomaro, well i have to to tell him about astroworld before he makes other plans...man it feels like i havent talked to him in forever...uhm i dunno what else to say, i've been bored out my mind went to the library today worked a lil bit uhmmm thats it. im out laters! |
3,603,803 | female | 14 | Student | Libra | 14,June,2004 | weeeeeeeness well my day isnt going to be fun at all...b/c theres nothing to do! i was going to go to the mall with marshall buuutt he hasnt gotten on sooo i dunno probably not though. wow i cleaned house today yay! so NOT fun! dangit i wish i could find that stupid cd for the printer cos i wana scan my pictures! whats the point of having a printer thats a fax/copier/scanner when there is no cd to be found?! o yea jacob supposedly likes me? just it HAS to be during the summer...when we're not going to the same school or anything...so yep im bummed but o well life goes on i suppose. |
3,603,803 | female | 14 | Student | Libra | 11,June,2004 | man im sorta worried about my mom shes sick...blood in her urine..lol sorry if its more then you wanted to know...im happy bout tomaro i need to suck up all of constance i can get cos im gonna miss her for 2 wks!! lol hehe then when she gets back we're probably going to san antonio for 4th of july....weeeeeeeee lol talking to jacob on the phone alone wasnt that bad i guess...lol so yea uhm haha o yea i was talking to jacob on AIM and telling him he has to come with connie and i to astroworld at least once and hes like really? no. no im j/k no j/k not once MANY TIMES yay! lol...man i love that kid and i dont think thats gonna change for a while... grr stupid buddy for you i had a page for like everyone and i added a lot hell i worked on it for 4 hours! and then it doesnt save! ergness...o well okies imma go later days man |
3,603,803 | female | 14 | Student | Libra | 10,June,2004 | man why cant jacob just like me once? and just give me a chance...but gah! i love being his friend sooo much and just being able to talk and say stuff without being worried anymore and im soooo happy im over austin but why cant jacob like me??!! his sister thinks we should go out and connie thinks its possible....uhmm in about 4 years! lol mine and my feel special buddys' chat about how much we lurve eachother! panquesito (10:56:00 PM): i lurve u jcsgrlthe1st (10:56:09 PM): nothing talking on the phone to nghiawith connie jcsgrlthe1st (10:56:14 PM): i lurve you too panquesito (10:56:22 PM): i lurve u moreeeeee hahah jcsgrlthe1st (10:56:32 PM): i lurve you mosterest panquesito (10:56:59 PM): nuh uh jcsgrlthe1st (10:57:58 PM): yaha! panquesito (10:58:26 PM): nu uh' panquesito (10:58:28 PM): dont argue panquesito (10:58:29 PM): lol jcsgrlthe1st (10:59:36 PM): yes i will panquesito (10:59:43 PM): lol jcsgrlthe1st (10:59:44 PM): b/c i lurve you moresterest panquesito (10:59:59 PM): but thats not true cusz i lurve u the moreererererestest' jcsgrlthe1st (11:01:52 PM): noooooooooooooooooo jcsgrlthe1st (11:01:57 PM): neverrrrrrrrr jcsgrlthe1st (11:02:10 PM): so do you lurve me more then connie?:-D jcsgrlthe1st (11:02:13 PM): heheheh panquesito (11:02:17 PM): lol panquesito (11:02:29 PM): i lurve u and love her equAL jcsgrlthe1st (11:02:41 PM): gah! jcsgrlthe1st (11:02:47 PM): one day it will be more!!! jcsgrlthe1st (11:02:49 PM): hehehe panquesito (11:03:09 PM): lol jcsgrlthe1st (11:07:31 PM): it will happen jcsgrlthe1st (11:07:37 PM): you watch jcsgrlthe1st (11:07:38 PM): lol jcsgrlthe1st (11:07:39 PM): j/k jcsgrlthe1st (11:07:41 PM): i durno s/n's have been changed for stalker ppl reasons.. gah man i havent talked to jacob all night well i kinda spent the whole day with him but still!!! i wana talk to him! hehe okies well imma go |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 29,March,2004 | The United Live concert on Saturday night was pretty cool. They were selling stuff there, and i bought a wristband! Now I'm SO cool. The Church world-wide is getting a revelation that there is a new song to sing. It's bringing the Church together, bringing unity among denominations, life and relevance to churches. People are turning their hearts to God, their focus is being renewed and they are realizing that we were created to worship God.'—Reuben Morgan of United There's a picture I took of it, not very good quality though, it was kinda dark in there. And I took it with my cell phone. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 27,March,2004 | Well, today I'm gonna go pick up my friend Sherah, and we're going to a concert at my church. Then she's spending the night. Woohoo! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,March,2004 | Well...today was just another boring day of my spring break. I woke up at 1:00!!! WOOHOO! And I've mostly just been sitting around, cleaning my room, watching TV, doing laundry, on the computer, etc. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 25,March,2004 | So I did get another book...Stephen King -- The Shining. It's pretty famous I think, and it looked like a good book. Its a horror book or whatever, so it's probably gonna totally freak me out since i usally read downstairs in my room...at night...in the dark...all alone...and since my room doesn't have doors, there's the dark room next to it...and that's creepy... :-( |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,March,2004 | Well since I hadn't read any books (other than history books and whatnot for school) for over a year, I finally decided to go to the library and get something to read. So I got a Stephen King book, and it's really interesting. It's called From a Buick 8 I've only read one other book by him, but now I think I'll read some more. I'm almost done with the book already and I just got it yesterday. Yeah so anyways...I'm gonna get another book from the library today I think. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,March,2004 | Today I woke up at 11:45, had to do a book report :-/ and then went to piano lessons and saxophone lessons....oh what fun. But I did go to Taco Bell!!! Yippee! And I got to drive. :oD I went to church tonite, and that was pretty fun...took my friend Sarah home afterwards. Well ummmm I don't really have anything else to say...it was a pretty boring day. Just like always...... |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,March,2004 | So...heres the first post! Woohooo!!! Ok.......well nothing really happened today, it's spring break though, so I got to sleep in until 11! :oD Oh yeah. Go to this site and get a good laugh (turn up your speakers) -- urlLink The Moon Song |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 30,April,2004 | Today I'm going to the beach with my family, I'll be gone all day........ So....yeah. I'm sooooo tired, and I think I'm driving!! wooohoo! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 29,April,2004 | and I didn't write that....someone else did. I just laughed at it. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 28,April,2004 | Ok, I had to put this on here, I found it on a message board... it's a review of Hilary Duff's song 'come clean' I thought it was the funniest thing ever. ok here it is. Topic: Hilary Duff's song, 'Come Clean' is POETRY. It's more poetic than The Beatles' 'Eleanor Rigby' It's true. There is so much symbolism and metaphors in Hilary's song, it's not even funny. Here, I'll break it down for you. It's obvious that the song is about sex, and Hilary Duff 'coming' is her orgasming. Cause perfect Didn't feel so perfect Trying to fit a square into a circle was no life I defy In this line, 'trying to fit a square into a circle' is obviously buttsekz. The square is a metaphor for a penis, and the circle is a metaphor for a the anal region. A guy wants to give Hilary buttsekz, but, like the last line 'I defy', she doesn't like buttsekz. Let the rain fall down And wake my dreams Let it wash away My sanity Cause I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream Let the rain fall down I'm coming clean I'm coming clean 'Let the rain fall down'... TRANSLATION: Ah, SKEET SKEET SKEET!! 'And wake my dreams, let it wash away, my sanity'... she likes to be awaken with sex. 'Cause I wanna feel the thunder'... well, she wants to orgasm. And she's obviously a screamer during sex, which is indicated in the line 'I wanna scream' With the line, 'I'm coming clean'.. she's obviously now in an orgasmic state and she wants to be cleansed with the SKEET SKEET SKEET that was noted earlier in the chorus in the line 'Let the rain fall down' Lets go back... Back to the beginning For some weird reason, she wants to be a virgin again... well, Hilary... don't think that will be happening again! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 28,April,2004 | I hardly got any sleep....I stayed up too late....... oh well, today....hmmmm what am I doing today, school of course, and thats probably about it. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 28,April,2004 | well...since SOMEBODY said I don't post interesting stuff in here. j/k ;) So now I'll post something interesting. k...... I can't think of anything. Oh well!!!!!! hehehehe Something is very sad. Space ghost is NEVER on TV ANYMORE. I'm gonna go cry now. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 27,April,2004 | My new favorite band = Chevelle |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,April,2004 | I really don't wanna do school. Oh man. K i gotta go do school now. grrrrrrr. bye |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,April,2004 | just kidding of course :) i couldnt do that :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,April,2004 | yeah. im gonna kill you. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,April,2004 | grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr jesse i'm gonna kill you |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 25,April,2004 | wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 25,April,2004 | It's a REALLY nice day today. that kinda cheered me up. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,April,2004 | life just kinda sucks right now... cant say why... |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,April,2004 | I can't wait for that game, paper mario was one of my favorite games ever. :D yippee!!!!!!!!!! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,April,2004 | Paper Mario 2 Mario Story 2 (JPN) GameCube sequel to the unique 2.5D roleplaying game for N64. Known as Mario Story 2 in Japan, Paper Mario 2 combines turn-based battles with action elements. You select commands from a command ring atop your characters' heads, such as jumping or swinging a hammer, then have to time yourself just right to defend or pull off maximum damage. Throughout their adventure, Mario and friends find help in a few items and places. You can heal your party at an inn and purchase items at a shop, collect coins by defeating enemies, and buy new special abilities in a badge shop. Paper Mario 2 also features a lot of different mini games, such as a quiz show or the ability to control Bowser in a sidescrolling action sequence. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 22,April,2004 | Today I'm gonna be working at the snack shack place at my brother's baseball field. Serving annoying little kids and rude parents hot dogs and soda for 3 hours. YEAH!!!!!! SUPER FUN!!!!!!!!!! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 21,April,2004 | awwww man I suck at HTML oh well.... So, today I'm going to church and ummm that's about it. Sherah's coming over for a while before church.... yippee yahoo |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 19,April,2004 | I took a picture of my cat...it is cute. 'http://img42.photobucket.com/albums/v130/in_solitude/photo_011.jpg> |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 17,April,2004 | I got out of going to a stupid piano recital today!!! Oh yeah, I am the best. I told my mom I would write the report that's behind like 8 weeks. It has to be 6 pages. Ugh. But at least I don't have to go to the recital!!! There's absolutly nothing I hate more than playing piano at stupid piano recitals. That picture is so cute! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 16,April,2004 | Well today we went to my cousin's house all day. It wasn't too bad, we had a REALLY good dinner and dessert....brownies and ice cream AND chocolate cake. And the rest of the time I watched baseball with my cousin, he's 19. He's pretty cool. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 13,April,2004 | Well, I haven't written in this for a while... my cousins came over for a couple days and we saw a movie and went ice skating and stuff. So that was fun! :D |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 10,April,2004 | Today I watched my little brother's baseball game, that was pretty fun, I got a little bit of a tan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy :D :D :D :D |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 08,April,2004 | Well....I haven't posted here for a while...Today I went to church for orchestra practice. It was super boring. But some parts of it were fun. :D hahaha I don't have much to say...hmmmm.... |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 05,April,2004 | I woke up at 11 today, did school, and then pretty much was bored the rest of the day... not much to say...... |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 04,April,2004 | Today I went to church, Sherah came over, and then we went shopping! I bought a new straightener for my hair, and a cd. YAHOO! lol... Just now I had some super yummy pizza! Sherah loved it even more though. hahaha ;) |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 03,April,2004 | So last night I babysat my little cousin...he is 3. He's such a little cutie! I took a couple pictures of him in his old halloween costume, he's a power ranger! Yeah, he went to bed at 8, then i read part of my book, it scared the crap outta me. So I watched Johnny English, talked on the phone, and played on the computer for a while. Today we're going over to some people's house to have a passover dinner or something....hopefully there will be some good food there. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,April,2004 | I didn't do school today, because my friend who comes and does school with me every day was sick....so I didn't do school either. I'm leaving soon to go babysit my little cousin. I won't be back until probably tomorrow. But they have like 100 dvds. So I won't get bored. :D |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 01,April,2004 | Well...I haven't written anything for a couple of days...I just haven't been on the computer much. lol, funny pic |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 31,May,2004 | Look at the most awesomest popsicle ever. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 30,May,2004 | |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 29,May,2004 | Pizza is good. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,May,2004 | im bored....... what a suprise i cant think of anything to write in here. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 25,May,2004 | I'm like addicted to dynasty warriors 4. Yep. I am addicted. :( |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 22,May,2004 | Well, that was a VERY funny movie :D Even better than the first one maybe! I wanna see it again!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 21,May,2004 | I'm off to see Shrek 2!! :D |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 20,May,2004 | I'm bored!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomogmg save me from this horrible tortue of boredom.... yeah whatever......... :-/ |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 18,May,2004 | I'm so annoyed. grrrrrrrrrr....... |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 17,May,2004 | Well...today Sherah is here! woohoo! And I'm gonna play 3 hours of dance dance revolution today. I promised myself that. Cause it burns calories lol hahaha well and its fun |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 16,May,2004 | Today I went to church and then sherah came over... right now shes text messaging her boyfriend. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,May,2004 | Will not be shaken Jump into this and Be persuasive Just carry on and Make my mind up To go through this Or be firm And sit in silence Cause I want to fight I want to fight I want to prove I'm right I want to fight I want to fight So turn and forfeit Forfeit Learn from this prehistoric dance And refrain from talking Solves our problems Medicated, could do some good Or find a way to relate Or just shut up Cause I want to fight I want to fight I want to fight I want to prove I'm right I want to fight I want to fight So turn and forfeit Forfeit So step up Forfeit |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 14,May,2004 | Cousin's birthday party today......how come i've been seeing my cousins so much lately??? oh well... good dinner and then cake, I can't complain |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 13,May,2004 | I just got home today.... I think I'm sick |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 11,May,2004 | I liked that movie alot, I dunno why everyone says it was so horrible. Today I'm goin over to my aunts house to stay for like 2 days cause they're out of town...they have cable internet |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 10,May,2004 | I rented the Matrix Revolutions, I'm gonna have to watch that, even if everyone said it sucked. I still gotta finish the trilogy. :D I like the look of blogger's new setup. It's nice. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 08,May,2004 | lol, I have to write a report and do school before I get on the computer.... ................. ;) |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 06,May,2004 | I'm tired......................... nightnight.................... lol |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 06,May,2004 | I have orchestra practice tonight, and then after that I gotta walk to the Jones house since my mom is having a meeting there, hmmmm I don't wanna go, I'm so tired. ................ |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 05,May,2004 | Today I'm goin to gen church, and well I guess that's about it. ShaMOnee |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 04,May,2004 | yeah....so suddenly comedy central is my favorite TV channel. chappelle's show + south park = so many laughs. |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,May,2004 | im bored im bored im bored im bored |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 02,May,2004 | Oh my god they killed Kenny!!!!!!!!!!! |
3,042,112 | female | 15 | indUnk | Aquarius | 01,May,2004 | I just got back from babysitting, I'm so tired, I think I'm gonna take a nap today. |
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