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3,391,092
female
14
Student
Sagittarius
17,June,2004
Tuesday: i didnt reallie do anything just talked on the phone and stayed home nothing reallie exciting at all Wednesday: Me Joe Chase and Hailey were all planning on going bowling at like 2 but then hailey had soccer and she had no ride and i was kinda stranded and stuff so me and hailey didnt end up going but i guess joe and chase went ... lets say they arent pro bowlers lol.... Thursday: Okay finally today well i woke up and my brother was downstairs on the couch and i was upstairs and he yelled for me to come to the stairs so we could talk and then i was in the kitchen lookin for something to eat and then i go 'hey dan do you realize that theres a jamba juice up there' and he was like 'yeah... no S***' and blah blah and then he told me i was fat and that i should walk down there and get a smoothie cuz i havent like excersised in FOREVER... so i walk down there and its like drizzling... it only took like 3 minutes to walk up there and then i walked back and yeah. When my dad got home he asked me to sign him up for this one thing online and i didnt know how and he was like who r u on the fone with and i go joe and he was like oh well ur on the fone with joe your useless and he was just being a dickhead. and then like he just left and went food shopping and he came home and i was like why didnt you take me and he goes cuz u were on the fone and i go so i could of hung up and he was like well i didnt think of it and like i had told him yesterday to not go shopping with out me cuz he doesnt buy any food that me and my brother EAT! and like hes so fucking gay he goes 'then go shopping by urself tomorrow' okay how the hell could i go FOOD shopping with no car and no money? ... hes frusterating! and he owes me a 100 bucks!....................................haha my dad is lame he went back and took me shopping to buy what i wanted to eat! lol what a loser Kayla called me to see what i wanted to do and we decided to go bowling and Joe and his cousin emily came with us. It was hella fun just all hanging out and stuff. Kaylas dad cracked the funniest joke as we were leaving though....good times good times.. When we got back to kaylas i kinda got hella pissed off about a lot of stuff and people r like out to get me i sware! but its okay i dont give a shit.
3,391,092
female
14
Student
Sagittarius
14,June,2004
man today was just full of boring... lol that sounded retarded but its true... idiot chase called at like 7:15 in the damn morning cuz he started summer school today and i start next week... and we talked for like 3 minutes and then we hung up and i slept til like 12:30.. then chase called at 1 ... he called all throughout the day but we couldnt get a hold of joe.. i think he was babysitting so yeah.. chase was reading some magazine and it had percentages of peoples thoughts on a lot of different things for example what defines cheating and who wheres the pants in the relationship.... and then we figured out that he wears the pants between him and hailey (if hailey wore the pants nothing would ever be decided lol) and me and chase BOTH wear the pants in our friendship lol we r equal!!!!.... there are plans to see a movie tomorrow at 1;30 and to my notion a lot of people are going but im still undecided to whether or not im gonna go... i guess ill just decide in the morning ..... so whatever! i talked to aimee today she wants to come home reallie bad! but it isnt like things r remotely exciting here!.... its another boring summer.. im suppose to go to cali the 10th and stay there for a week or two and so thats something to do but i know as soon as i leave ill wanna come home :'( i guess ill just talk to everyone after 9 and on weekends cuz its free then... im out
3,391,092
female
14
Student
Sagittarius
13,June,2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY MARINA MY BESTEST FRIENDS EVER!!! I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! marina ur awesome lol i was walkin in the mall and remembered to call u hope ur bday was awesome lyl xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxox
3,391,092
female
14
Student
Sagittarius
13,June,2004
OKAY woah i havent written in here in forver!! well like this summer has been tight hanging with all my friends... the whole beginning i hung with kayla like non stop til like last week and on wednesday joe asked me out and chase asked out hailey! aww lol jk... haha me and chase had to go down to sign up for summer school and his stupid ass now has me gong to CORONADO for 3 weeks at 7:30 am til noon!.... lol god what an idiot!! lol jk ur cool chase!! just stop with the loving... (insider) friday me hailey calli joe and chase all went to the movies :-D it was fun the movie was a little strange... within the first 5 minutes there was a woman sitting in the freezer!! (lol joe) then we ended the night over by cold stones where idiot allen didnt hug hailey!!! LMAO... friday later that night me hailey ali and calli all stayed the night at haileys and it was a lotta fun!! lol on our drive back there we saw TYLER HUBBS and beau and all of them at 7-11 lol then there was this guy... with no butt what so ever it like INDENTED it was gross.. saturday i slept in then me and hailey went to nans soccer game where kurtis didnt notice us til the end and then finally today ... sunday me hailey and joe went to the mall and just walked around and junk... lol DO NOT sit in the royal blue love sac in love sacs.... many things have happened on it so we were told (SICK!!!!!!!!!!) lol n hailey went back and got her polka dot belt lol... and i got a skirt and tank top! :-D i like it lyl xoxoxo
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
31,May,2004
Arg. Frustrated that im doing this, but sometimes i just need to speak my mind, and i dont seem to have any friends close enough to do this to (which is the reason for frustration). It's annoying not having any best friends, or even (it seems) any close friends, and only a few 'friends'. The rest are just schoolmates, and are too busy being with thier best friends to have time to be friends with me. I dont know, it may just be me, well, i guess it is me. Unless things change, i will be posting here more often. Don't mean to offend, just getting things off my chest, so to speak...
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
27,June,2004
now, i dont particularly consider myself a religious man, but i thank the lord that we didnt go to australia a week ago. im not going to dwell on the events that occured today (very personal stuff, even if u ask im not gunna say anything), but if me mum and i had left the country, my grandmother would've been in a bad situation today by herself. its funny, you think her breaking her arm and the drama that followed would be the end of the world so to speak, but it turned out to be somewhat of a lifesaver. the world works in mysterious ways... ugh, my life only seems to be filled with bad luck. apart from today, i cant remember the last time i got any good luck, and calling today good luck is a horrible excuse, cause only bad things have happened. maybe things will start looking up when i go to college, that is if i get some good luck to get into a college i want to go to. so it turns out we're gunna ditch the grandma, and we're leaving on saturday for australia. this IS final. she's just gunna have to deal with it, we're having people come and check up on her every week or two. leaving on july 3rd and arriving on july 5th means we 'skip' a day due to the whole international date line thing. this is the second time now that i've 'skipped' the 4th of july. there's a Fact Of The Day if i ever saw one. was reading stephanies blog about the whole embarresment stuff, and personally i couldn't agree more. i have had so many embaressing moments in my life, and i have definately learned from them what to do and not to do. if only you could learn, and then turn back time and do it differently... anyway, still NOTHIN HAPPENING IN TULSA... p.s. if you want me to bring anything back for you from australia leave me a note, and ill try to get on it. so far i have to get a live kangaroo, a live wombat, and some throw downs.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
21,June,2004
...my grandmother comes and slaps me in the face. good god, im soo mad i could kill her. every inch in my body hates to say that, but thats the way i feel right now. Want to know why? Well, here's how the story begins... okay, so my grandmother (the one im living with currently) has this really annoying tendency to go psycho in the weeks leading up to whenever one of us (mum or I) leaves for australia. she either: a) forgets to take her medicine b) forgets what medicine she is taking c) takes the wrong medicine and gets deathly sick d) falls at church and bruises herself e) falls in her own house and bruises herself now this is a woman who GOES TO THE GYM TWICE A WEEK . SHE IS 84 YEARS OLD AND STILL GOES TO THE GYM how she manages to fall and injure herself is a bit suspect. that, and the fact that she has never fallen and hurt herself at any other point other than the weeks leading up to when we leave. now, during the first weekend of june, both me mum and i were out of town, and supposedly my grandmother fell in the house and did some damage to her back. however, she failed to let us know, and my mum only figured out when my grandma was talking to one of her friends on the phone and mentioned it. so we took her to the doctor, and everything seemed to be fine. come this recent wednesday, she complains of pain in her side, says that she has fallen again at church, and scheduled a catscan for tomorrow at 3:30 (our flight would leave at 3 for australia). she thought she could keep us here with that, but mum and i still decided to go. today, while playing golf, i get a call from mum saying while we were both gone, g'ma fell on her wrist and broke it, and that she has to get a cast tomorrow, and it has to be on there for 6 weeks. this leads to us having to cancell the trip, forced to watch over her 24/7 because she cant handle us leaving for 7 fucking weeks. i mean, come on, ive been living with her for 10 months now, and she cant let us have a vacation. this is bullshit. she is hard enough to deal with when i dont mind her around, but when i cant stand to even look at her, i know she is going to bug me every ten minutes until i end up going insane. i rarely get mad, but this is probably the maddest i have EVER been in my entire life. she does not respect me, she treats me like i know nothing, and when i try to have a serious conversation with her, she laughs in my face. and she flat out lies to my face as well. it is pissing me off. man i need to let off some steam. cmon people lets do something over the summer if im going to stay in this boring town. if not, i WILL go insane. man, i need a drink...
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
17,June,2004
hmmm...checked me SAT scores online today. got a 1300. not thrilled, but it'll do for my first attempt, im definately gunna take the SAT at least one more time. i was surprised that i didnt do as well on the math as i thought i did. in case you were wondering, the SAT is stupid btw. nothing much been happening for me lately, and thanks to me mum spraining her ankle in two places, ive been babysitter to my mother for the past couple of days, including me working with her at miller swim school. that was deja vu, it had been 5 years since i had been there, but it was basically the same except all new teachers. it got me thinking about the middle school days. man, those were the days. thinking about the songs that went with middle school. man limp biscut it old. so im leaving in four days to australia. hopefully ill be able to do something with my friends before i leave, otherwise im gunna be leaving on a bad note. im really exciting to be going back, but it looks like we're gunna be moving cities when i arrive. great just what i need, another move. id say ive moved at the very least 20 times. 19 times too many if you ask me. as well im sick of going to diferent schools. including this hh visit as a separate school, ive been to 8 different schools. 7 different schools in 14 years is not a good idea for all you future parents out there. anyway, im sorta getting off on a tangent here... im getting pumped up for dodgeball tomorrow, that is, playing dodgeball at the Y. hopefully there will be a bunch of people there, and it'll be a good time. at least it'll be better than sitting at the house doing nothing. anyway im off to bed, peace.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
13,June,2004
man, i really didnt like the ACT. apart from running out of time on the last 2 sections (reading and science), i thought the reading was difficult as it seemed to do more with opinion than anything else. i thought it was kinda hard to describe the opinions and views of the author based on the articles. apart from that, i thought it was actually easier than the SAT. oh well, nothing i can do about it now o_O btw GO PISTONS! i hope the lakers lose and die. all of them. in a big plane accident. saw shrek 2 today and riddick on friday. i thought shrek was much better than riddick. the gingerbread man was awesome, as was the cute look puss in boots gave (awwww). id say it was about equal to the original, but there were a lot more movie references in the sequal. riddick was mediocre. it was sorta cheesy and confusing, but im sure it would've been better if i had seen pitch black. i found the ending sorta abrupt as well. otherwise nothing much happening. thankfully i haven't had any dramas. looking forward to dodgeball next friday =D. later, peace.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
10,June,2004
well, its been a couple days since my last entry. theme has been tana screwing me over...that kid owes me big is all i have to say. at least ali found out about the card game, hah serves you right. but really, much got my grades today. i dont mean to brag (well actually, i do) but i got all A's on my finals. im really, really happy bout that. now all i have to worry about is AP Physics, and i wont find out until i get back in august :P , along with the SAT and ACT scores. hopefully ill do ok. also i got my senior photos back yesterday. i think they turned out really well, i had them taken at philbrook, and the weather was overcast so there wern't any problems with the sun or the temperature. i got plenty of wallets (plus 48 free for doing it so early) so ask for some so i dont get stuck with 60 wallets of myself (im not that egotistical). otherwise not much else happening. played tennis today in sweltering heat (the most ive sweated in a year) and as a result i have a pounding headache, so im gunna go lay down. peace.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
07,June,2004
well, i just got back from the lake, and im extremely tired. i had a good time, it was my first time to go to the lake, ever, and it was good just hanging out with friends. i think everyone was beaten up in some way, and im taking the night off to recover. i guess i haven't updated in a while. i took the SAT on saturday for the first time. im confident about the math, just the verbal may have kicked my ass, we shall see. it'd be nice if i got better than a 1250 at least, i only want to have to take it twice if i get a score im happy with. the night before was tana's bday, went to see mr. potter in action. it was my first time with anything harry potter, and i actually enjoyed the movie. i forced myself to rent the first 2 to keep up with the story, it'd be nice if i had the time and the patience to read the books, cause im sure they're a lot better than the movies. saturday night was....interesting. first time i'd thrown up after drinking too much. it was too much too quick i think, and i learned a lesson the hard way. wasn't exactly what i had in mind before getting up early and driving for an hour and a half, but i made do. otherwise this weekend was quite bust and hectic. looking to relax this week, and i should probably get reading my summer books soon, as i leave for down under in 2 weeks from tomorrow. starting to get excited! anyway im off to lay down and relax my aching body. later.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
03,June,2004
So i watched the seniors graduate tonight (emphasis on watch, i didnt go but instead watched it live via the internet), and while it was boring during most parts, there were some good moments. I was extremely glad they initiated Mr. Ballard as an official headmaster, he really did bring a lot to the school, and i wish he could stay on as headmaster. But alas, all good things have to end. Im sorta glad i didnt go, as i would imagine i wouldve gotten a bit squirmish due to the length of the speeches. Funny thing, when the one lady (wasnt paying attention aenough to remember her name) mentioned something about same sex marriage or gay and lesbian marriage, the camera immediately went to Mark Kharas for the one and only time during the graduation. Funny how that works... Also, what was the deal with Tiffany?!?! i looked away for a moment, and then the crowd started cheering like crazy. Can someone plz fill me in. Otherwise, ive been relaxing and studying lately. not much drama. the next few days should be busy though. A happy birthday to Stephanie and Dunn today, best wishes, and Tana's b'day is tomorrow. man, its so nice not having school :D
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
02,June,2004
Funny story, a cat has been showing up in our front yard and has been 'living' there for the past six days. Gradually my mum and grandma have been buying more and more cat things (food, then litter, then taking it to the vet) and now he has been givin the tour of the house. Apparently, he (named Max Cat) is our cat now. my mum has been the biggest supporter of having a cat, and ironically she is leaving the country (tentitavely for good) in 3 weeks. im a bit iffy on the subject, but hopefully it will work out and keep my grandmother busy and less concerned with me... Oh well, cats are fun to have around, i just hope my grandma can remember to take care of it so it wont be me constantly doing everything. this SAT is annoying, and i have to study for it if i plan on doing better than a 1210 (SAT equiv. of my PSAT score), so i best be off...
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
01,June,2004
Noooooooo. I forgot about the book buy back this morning, now i need to sell my books somehow. If anyone is taking the following courses next year and needs some textbooks, i can hook you up with a deal if you speak with me: Math Analysis Ap Physics US History English III Please, help me out here!
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
01,June,2004
Well, i decided to move to a different site, and get a redesign (forgive me, im bored). frankly i like this design better, although its pathetic that i even care about how this looks. ah well, enjoy anyway...im off to bed.
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
01,June,2004
Thinking is the devil. I have concluded this statement from experience. Thinking only seems to frustrate me, and i do it often, too much in fact. It seems that when im out with my schoolmates, im having a good time and not 'getting frustrated' or 'thinking too much' or even thinking at all. When im not out with my schoolmates, however, i start thinking about why im not, which if you ask me, is really, really , annoying. Therefore, thinking is the devil. i hate to rag on people (mainly because i hate people that rag on other people), so i normally keep it to myself. however im going to flush out my mind and speak my fury. It is frustrating when you hear stories where people call up their friends for a gathering, and then tell them to keep mum about it as to not invite the entire school over (that is how Holland Hall works, unfortunately). although im fine with that, it is annoying when you consider the person who is calling his/her mates your friend, and you end up not recieving a phone call, but then hear about the gathering from another person that had been notified. I realize there is nothing personal involved, but man, is it frustrating. these type of incidents throw me into thought, and have me questioning the authenticity of my 'friends' once again, which i hate to do. the cycle never ends... ah well, such is life. if you've read through my entire rant, i give you props. if you happen to recognize the 'story' above, please dont hate me, i just need some release. now im off to study for the SAT of doom this sat-ur-day. P.S. thanks for the words of advice stephanie. ur blog was the inspiration for mine ^_^
3,521,480
male
17
Student
Aquarius
30,July,2004
Gday everyone! long time no talk. finally able to get onto the internet for a bit, been unpacking things in the new house we moved into here in australia. been unpacking for a good 2 weeks now and we still havent finished... anyway, its good to be back. been watching non-stop footy and rugby, and all the great aussie shows ive been missing for the past year. makes me not want to return to the states o_O but alas, i shall return in 11 days. too soon if u ask me. been catching up with me mates over the past couple weekends. good to see em, but they werent as close as the guys from Holland Hall were (and still are i guess). see all of em made me realize how much i enjoy Holland Hall and the people that go to school there. a lot of the people the go to Nudgee are a bunch of blockheads looking for a fight. didnt really fit in to well, as im not exactly one to go looking for a fight. well, ive read one summer reading book, and i have 3 more to read and a paper to writer in less than a month. to put it lightly, im screwed :( ud think the rush on time would make want to hurry up and get started on it. youd be wrong. although it has been a tad bit boring here, ive most of my days unpacking, and i did get to go to an amusement park with the tallest and fastest roller coaster in the world. wondering how everything is in Tulsa, and if tana's party went according to plan. im really beginning to get excited about senior year, because i have a feeling it is going to be so much fun. anyway, im off to bed here (its around midnight) so ill se you pooftas lata ( ;) to anyone who understood that) peace
3,915,492
female
15
Student
Cancer
19,July,2004
harlox. i'm pissed today. i dunno y. i had nafa today. went quite ok i guess. my muscle hurts a lot. i'm gonna die. arghx. did 2.4 today.run the third round.. had leg cramp.hobbled all the way to the gate. sprinted a bit.then fourth round, my shoulder started cramping.ughx. after i finish the fifth round.. i had locked jaw..!! arghx.. not to mention my bloody scraped knee that i had when the toopid dance member pushed me down during captain's ball on sat. hurt sia.. ahah but the game was fun man!2.4 timing was not that good though. 14.26s. i mean. 14 secs? lolx. wat eva.hmm. i dunno whether i wanna dance tchers day. i dun feel like dancing la.. but huda la.. she like if i dun dance i scared she not happy.dunno la. really dun feel like dancng. helpx. haix. ok. i can't even do sit ups lehx.. and i weigh so 'lite' act like so light la.. 5o kg plus.. hahah i'm a piggy!! lolx.. i have heavy bones!! anyway,i went to malaysia yesterday to visit my cus land. at a veri posh place, called lesiure farm. had a horse riding place la.. club la.. swimming pool la.. sia la.. oh well. when i came home today i intended to use the com. buden my mom and dad use the fone like , going to tell dunno hu there life long story like dat.. i got so fustrated man. haix. so many tinks to do sumore. newsltter editing, ipw, maths homework, art home work. 2 painting lehx. tml sumore gt chinese spelling. have to interview that son of a bitch bala. then on wednesday gt bio and chinese test!! helpx~~~~~~~~~~~`` i'm dying soon!!   gtg with dying love, shirin the dead
3,915,492
female
15
Student
Cancer
14,July,2004
well, today nth realli much happened, cept' there was e.v today. e.v was FINE MAN! can't beleive that bala exaggerated it.. wat study the vision , mission. motto la.. wat rubbish.. they onli asked us qns. which was quite ok la..haha i was toking beri the loud.. dunno y la..the meeting onli lated for 45 mins tops. sooo short! we were told it will last until 3.30pm.. but we came out at 2 plus.. which is like BLISS~hahah after the e.v thing.. i had the sang nila utama thingy.. we wanted to use the hall at first but the dance members were there, with gym mats and all.. bvleahx.. anyway, we went to the music rm. we practised there.. it was quite fun..haha aniway, shino was doing lame stuff... wat the heck.. as usual. y does he always do tht man.. too bad his not in drama..he'll really knock the audiences out of their seats. aniwae, my class was practisin tq.. i tink its tml, if i'm not wrong.. wateva, not as if i'm big on i.. i dunno y but i dun have much confidence hahah wat the heck..i'm such a bitch..aniway.. ihave like loads of tests this week.. and i'm going to DIE SOON!! I'M studying for my social studies test now.. i havent even do my homework.. sobx sobx.. i tink i'm gonna be stressed out!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! haix.. tired.. ciao~ gtg..study time. burn the midnite oils!!! hugs and kisses: shirin!
3,915,492
female
15
Student
Cancer
13,July,2004
halloo babes! u mite be wondering wat CubBabe means rite. well, apparently it my username, ahha suggested to me by swenson..(thanks dude!) cos i was totally blank. i just used my name in my previousl blog. haha well CubBabe means chubby babe, tentatively refering to my chubby cheeks thats APPARENTLY baby fats!! and the babe is referring to me.. ahhaha! i'm a vainpot and a huge drama queen!! Arghx! I HATE it when ppl try to pinch my cheeks and end up pinching my jaw bones instead. tht gives me a bruise ya noe! so there, u buncha morons! pinch the CHEEK!! not the JAW BONE!! u BlInD oR wAt!! enuf of tht rantings. weell, i'm not gonna intro myself cos ppl who read my blog probably noes me , not tht well, but hu the heck cares.ok.. ii' really sleepy today i dunno why.. stayed in school for the humanities week play.. snag nila utama. i tink its gonna be cool larx. hope that we'll make it to b come a mordern history-play or sumtink like dat. ppl was having these cheers comp in the hall.. it looked quite fun man, although it was beri..erm..messy.. but wat the heck. i heard that most of the class that went to the cheer competition got into. well, congrats peepx!yawnx.. realli sleepy. guess wat. i forgot to bring my physics txtbk to class.. and no one cares!! muahahhah..i' lame forgive me.anyway.. nites freaks!!!!!!!!!!!11 ahha just jk! signing off, sealed with deliverance, shirin!!
4,259,267
female
16
Education
Virgo
23,August,2004
Im feeling so alone. Kevin is away at camp, and Greg is in NH with his mom until saturday... The two people i really want to talk to, i really need to talk to...and i cant...well Greg has to call me, and i have no idea how to get in touch with Kevin. i made a new friend at Shandra's 18th B-Day party, her cousin- Steven Disney. Hes 16, three months younger than me, his bday is in dec. hes exactly like me only hes a guy, and hes tall, blonde curly hair, blue eyes, opp in appereance, but exactly the same in personality, except that he likes birds and i dont. hes funny, charming, sweet, EXTREMLY polite, hes such a gentleman...i can really see us becoming best friends, i kinda wish Kevin acted a lil more like Steve, cuz Steve is touchy feely, u know?? like me?? i like that in a guy, u dont have to be touch feely in a sexual way, (cuz only Greg can touch me like that...and if anyone else tries i will beat the living SHIT outa them, and then ill get Greg to also!!!) techno freaks, animae freaks...the whole nine yards...lol hes deff more best friend material, then bf material if u ask me, but i am attracted to him, he reminds me so much of Greg, i couldnt help but flirt with him at first, it felt like i was flirting with Greg all over again, when we first met, it felt good to remind myself of the first feeling of lightning running thru my veins because of Greg. but of course stupid me, i felt guilty for being attracted to Steve, because it was more so then a normal, 'oh hes hott, lets follow him for a lil bit' kinda atttraction, i was so drawn to him, but i know it was only because i could see Greg in him, it made me want Greg right next to me, it made me want Greg on the dance floor, rubbing our bodies so close together again, becoming intimatly one with eachother and the music ( i never danced with Steve, he didnt want to, i tried but he wouldnt!! lol and there was only one slow dance that i was present for, and Jo-Al and i danced for that) I wanted to be in Greg's room, deeply burrowed under his covers with him again. completly ourselves with the other, bare, skin on skin, and dancing to that slow and sensual hot dance that brings two lovers together. I wanted to feel his arms around me, i wanted to feel his love rushing through me. I'm so mad that this is the week he had to leave. ive never craved him like this, not when hes not around me at least. for its hard for me not to crave him when hes pushed up against me, even more so! 'Ai yai yai I'm your little butterfly Green, black and blue , make the colours in the sky!' 'Where's my samurai?'
4,259,267
female
16
Education
Virgo
18,August,2004
There is no such thing as hatred. i try not to hate people. but sam goes beyond hate. while i am trying to help her, she taunts me. telling me how shes a threat cuz my boyfriend would choose her over me because she is prettier than me. Greg would never choose you sam. i dont care if i was the ugliest person in the wolrd and u the most beautiful, if u stayed the way u are (personality wise and i stayed the same way i was,) then there would be no chioce. no competition. Greg loves me for who i am, not what i look like. you were never a threat, you are not a threat, and you never will be a threat. you can flaunt yourself to him all you want, walk up to him stark naked and say 'FUCK ME!' and he would turn away, and come to me. i think she told everyone in my church that we are no longer talking, seeing as they all came up to me, and said how broken hearted sam was. so im assuming that she played me out to be the evil one (again!). but what ever, she knows what she did, she knows i have nothing to be ashamed of, she knows she's only contiuing the reasons why i am no longer friends with her. its your choice. i have made mine.
4,259,267
female
16
Education
Virgo
18,August,2004
I can feel the anger running through my veins, like strikes ur heart when ur about to die. When Kevin and i are online till 3 am, trying to figure out what to do about sam, how we can help her, without me talking to her. We have discovered a way. and we are going to put it to action very soon, we are merly waiting. But while Kevin and i are trying to be good christians and do as God will us to, that fucking selfish spoiled immature druggi brat, IMs me and will not tell me who it is, of course, i pick up on who it is. or at least, somethings still seem a lil weird like it was not her, like she just had someone else do it, but im not sure. But as i am mustering up every bit of strength and trying to swallow my anger for her, trying emensly to help her. she strikes me down. lies to me more. and the calmness i had once felt, was gone entirely. I felt like if i could, i would of with no hesitation what so ever reached into my computer screen and grabbed her throat. I would have no intentions of seriously hurting her, or such. just a warning, just to see the fear in her eyes, to give her a taste of her own medicine. i had a dream that she wouldnt let me go, she was dragging herself along grasping onto my ankles, when she pulled me out of the car i was trying to get into, i wrapped my fingers tightly around her neck and pushed both my thumbs into her air-way passage. i watched her gasp for breath and stare away from me...i help her in my grasp for no longer than 4 seconds but my grip was so great im sure she thought it was over, in my dream at least. i felt liberated. i felt she finally got what she deserved. i know some of u are prolly thiking im pretty sick, but it does not hurt that bad, it merly stops u from breathing for a few moments, it is only scary. in my dream i released her from my grip within 4 seconds and pushed her to the ground, i was kneeling and she was half lying, she laid on the ground coughing as i glared at her with the utmost rage and got into the car again and we drove off and my dream ended. if ur reading this. then its time i let u know, there is no escaping this time. nothing u can do is going to stop me from getting u help. but dont worry u will not be getting the kind of attention u want, and especially not from me, u will not under any cercumstance see me talking to the people i am choosing to talk to, they will all speak to u seperatly apart from me. they're going to know everything. and dont bother trying to get revenge on me by telling them i have made love with my boyfriend. as i have already gone through ur most predictable moves, and analyzed them. so its over, u are going to lose, there is no way to escape the enevitable.
4,259,267
female
16
Education
Virgo
18,August,2004
Ever had a dream that made u think about the things u always think of? Or not always think of but u like to think of? I had one of those last night. I slept over Katies, we watched Eurotrip (FUCKING BEST MOVIE EVER!!!) and then i watched Katie play FFX-2...then she started a new game so i could see Yuna sing...lol and then she like gave me the controller and told me to fight...and of course i had no idea what i doing! And i also think that game was created by men who cant get laid!!! cuz all the dress spheres are SLUTTY!!! I'm not very excited about Greg playing this game! He's gonna like it too much! lol...but ne ways...once we were done with that...we went to bed at like 11:45 ish...but we stayed up and talked about stuff...Like truthfully...it feels weird to have one best friend now. We were both talking, saying how the both of us have always had two best friends, when Katie lived in Billrica she had Lauren and Gen, and here she had me and sam. But that has deff changed, and its for the much much better. I mean Katie has me, and I guess Becca, and I've always had Kevin, but Kevin and i have lost what we once were....it's slowly coming back, and I hope we can be the kind of best friends we once were. But I had this dream about Greg. Or maybe it was just a day dream. Or maybe it was me scanning my memory...remembering allthe things he has said to me, all the times i cought his eyes staring into mine. Remembering how everytime he touches me my whole body grows hot, I close my eyes and soak up the feeling. I love when I'm with Greg, I love who I am with Greg. Greg doesnt always get along too well with his dad, but when I'm there, things seem to be a little better, i mean, no ones perfect, u know? but its better. He seems easy going and light hearted. and i love the feeling i get when hes holding me in his arms. it's almost like it feels the whole world is standing still. like time has actually stopped. and the feeling i get like nothing else in this world matters except holding him tighter and pulling his warm body closer to mine. i've never been able to feel that with anyone, and believe ive tried, and ive even lied to myself. cuz, well lets face it...i dont have the best taste in guys! lol lets see, we had mike, he cheated on me....perv! then there was Andy, he was a good bf, but it just wasnt there for both of us... then there was David...he was obbsessed with kissing, but i didnt mind that, but i only got to kiss him once...lol he just tried a lot! and then we had mario...oh please lets NOT go there! we all know he was a lil PDA freak but was the second MOST perverted bf i have had. and then we have number one bad and that was billy....goddam what the fuck was i EVER thinking??? damn, i was dumb huh?? for those of us who know the whole story?? lol... Yesterday was the day I accepted Christ into my heart. The anniversery. 4 years. August 17, 2004, is when i did it. Katie was the only one who remembered...What a true friend huh?? LOVE YA KATER!! lol well i have to go and get ready for work now! yea i have about an hour! and i need to go do some things b4 i leave for the beach! well l8ter for nows!!!
4,259,267
female
16
Education
Virgo
17,August,2004
Well..i dont really have much to write about right now, other than I thought this would be a good idea cuz i love to write and hope to publish my own book someday...but my book will be poems only prolly. So i might end up posting some poems in this thing later. And if u dont like what u are reading than u can simply press the little red X at the top of the screen which will cease to solve all of our problems! lol Well thanks for having the intrest to read this...i dont know if there would be much to comment about this...but u can post one if u like! lol talk to all of u guys later!! Love, Nikki ;)
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
30,March,2004
By Hank C.K. Wuh, M.D., and Mei Mei Fox, from Lifetimetv.com Add erotic eats to your diet. Eating a balanced diet gives your body the raw material it needs to function at its peak, sexually and otherwise. Choosing healthful foods is good for your heart and, in turn, for your circulation, which benefits genital arousal, among other bodily functions. Try these sex-boosting snacks: Apricots have high levels of vitamin A and magnesium, which are reputed to contribute to fertility. Broccoli allegedly enhances sexual sensation because of its high vitamin A, C, B5 and niacin content. Potatoes contain vitamin B5, which is essential to sex hormone production. Check out these sex-stimulating supplements: Ginkgo biloba optimizes sexual pleasure by relaxing muscles and increasing blood flow. Daily dose: 50 milligrams. Ginseng increases energy and stimulates sexual desire. Daily dose: 100 milligrams. Kava kava eases stress without the drowse-inducing side effects of sedatives. Daily dose: 60 milligrams. Note: Consult your physician before taking any supplements. Beware of these libido-stoppers. Some prescription drugs, such as antidepressants, can interfere with sexual functioning. Talk to your doctor if you take medication on a regular basis, in particular, drugs such as antihypertensives, which can cause erectile and ejaculatory dysfunction in men as well as dampen desire in women; asthma meds, which can cause vaginal dryness; or birth-control pills, which can result in vaginal dryness and a lagging libido. Recreational drugs such as nicotine and alcohol -- and even caffeine -- can seriously compromise your sex life, especially when taken on a regular basis. Arouse your senses every day. Stimulating all of your senses with nonsexual massage, aromatic candles and even some fantasizing not only puts you in the mood for lovemaking, but can also rev up your physiology. Add these elements to your life, whether or not you have a partner. Make exercise sexy. Working out improves cardiovascular health, boosts energy, reduces stress and makes you feel good about yourself -- all of which can make you a better lover. Fitness fact: Exercise also triggers the release of endorphins, the same brain chemicals that are released when we fall in love. Consider sleep essential. It's easy to cut back on z's when life gets hectic. But the truth is, if you're not well rested, you won't have great sex. If you have trouble drifting off, avoid midday catnaps and caffeine pick-me-ups -- they interfere with your ability to establish a healthy snooze routine. Banish stress from the bedroom. Ironically, when we're stressed, we often don't make time for sex, despite the fact that sex is a great stress-reliever. Anxiety can decrease our ability to experience pleasure and can also shut down our libido, which is why it's important to integrate basic stress-reducing methods such as meditation, deep breathing, yoga or tai chi into your weekly routine. By Copycat: Xing Yi
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
29,March,2004
It's been ages since I update my blog. Firstly, I want to apologise to my blog for not feeding it for days and also to the readers out there who needs my inspiration from my nonsense. Today it's a very surprising day for me in school, when I was walking to class, I turned my back and suddenly saw a ghost floating and had been following me behind me. Oh no, it was reading a pornography comic and it was my classmate who is trying to scare me by keeping silence in a broad-daylight out of everyone. Alright, I am not afraid of it. Then when we got into the lift, we were having kind of romantic atmosphere feeling for a while until we got out because there was only one light bulb working. I know this school wants to save electricity. Ok, I understand. After school, I went to the library to do my proposal which is as long as my blog. The library plays very soothing and relaxing music over there which makes you very horny and the scenario is usually a sexy lady trying to seduce a man. You know I was trying hard to restrain myself from masturbating publicly in front of the surrounded cameras, but I think it's not worth it because the librarian could make a fortune selling porn video of me. I thought library should be a very decent place, nevermind I think it's trying to attract more people to the library. Not only they provide entertainment to the ear, also to your eyes. They even go to the extend of installing 3 TVs on the first floor, that's very inconsiderate of them. How can they expect us to have 3 eyes like the 'Er Lang Shen' (a 3-eyed deity) to watch 3 screens at a time? And we also do not have 3 ears to listen 3 things at a time. What's more? When I was doing my work half-way through, there was a guy's voice over the PA system saying that he's going to sing us a song. Oh my god, when did library becomes a KTV? So I waited a while, techno music started to blast out the whole library and I thought was I there to enjoy clubbing. Now the library became a disco in just a few seconds, so next time they are gonna install lighting effect and serve alcoholic beverage there. That's all for my Monday today!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
27,March,2004
(Assume you are a girl if you are a boy) It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him; more room for an easy entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses; closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful.Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He begins going in and out with skill but you are now too numb to feel him within you. After a few moments, you feel something bursting within you and he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to have it over. He looks at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a chuckle; that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience. You smile and thank your dentist. After all,it was your first time to have a tooth pulled. Naughty, Naughty! What were you thinking? PERVERT I know what you were thinking!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
23,March,2004
Nowadays my tab-board has been seriously flooded and abused by some nuts. Obviously they must be my classmates. Think, who else would do that other than them? I have been keeping silent of it because I have things better to do than to debate with them. So now since I am in school and I have nothing better to do during this period, I shall write them a letter to pacify them and also soothe their heatiness with my consolation and sweet wording. Dear MMT2J crazy women and men, I know recently studies has been giving you crazy gals and guys a great amount of stress which derived all of you to be infatuated (meaning “To cause to behave foolishly”). I understand that you crazy guys have been undergoing perhaps hormone changes or menstruation that has causes you crazy guys to be immature at times. You crazy guys pretended sweet and innocent in front of me and take it as nothing had happened. That’s really good, this is what I call obedient patients from mental hospital. I know you crazy guys hated me after reading my blog. But I wanted to strongly emphasize that while every effort has been made to prevent hurting people’s ego and reputation, I have no guarantee that it would offend you in one or any way. For goodwill, I greatly apologise to the characters involved. Although my facts sound humiliation, but a fact is still a fact, you can’t change it. And what I am stating are purely facts and it’s supported with evidences and witnesses, I do not spread rumors around. So next time I shall attach photos, for example a picture of a girl being raped in my blog to prove I am correct. I felt sorry in causing you crazy guys in this pathetic state, no I mean worsening. You guys are already in this sorry state before I started a blog. So that’s not my fault, and don’t worry I will quickly find a way to treat or cure to your terrible illnesses. In the meantime, please take note and good care of your health. Hope you crazy guys recover soon! Your Lovable and Sweet Classmate, Lim Xing Yi (This letter requires no signature as this is a computer-generated letter)
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
20,March,2004
Just read urlLink keito's blog and feel like blogging right now. It's such a small world, didn't know he is my dance instructor's friend until I found out that he gotten the Path Fiesta whole family photo (Quan Jia Fu) in his blog. I know my han yi pin yin not that good, but at least I could spell. Hehe, afterall my mandarin is not that bad. To be frank, I realised his blog to be either too long-winded or too short. Kind of unbalance, anyway I am too lazy to read everything on his blog. (Actually I am jealous of his English) That's the family photo Keito stolen to put in his blog. It's late now and why am I still staying awake. Because I am too scared to sleep, I watched 'Resident Evil' at 10. Followed by watching 'Huanting over America' half-way through because it was too frightening for a innocent kid like me. So I browsed throught other channels and stopped at Kids Central. Opps, there's no Kids Central at night. It should be Art Central, it was showing a Japanese cartoon. In the scene, I saw many guys covered in all white suits grabbing the struggling girl trying to escape. Then I don't know how did the girl suddenly got so much strength to resist and managed to free herself. So she ran at a fast speed and knock her head against the wall. During that time, question marks (??? -_- ???) were all over my head. I thought to myself, why is this girl so stupid? Is she dumb or nutcase? Or perhaps that's an accident, she ran so fast that she couldn't break in time. If that's commit-suicide, it's a very interesting method to die. Normally in any drama or movie, the person will just stand in front of the wall and bump his head against the wall several times. Back here, the guy declared that this girl broke a record of shuttle run if I am not wrong with the timing of 7.1 secs if I am not wrong again. I think she also broke the record of being the first person to die athletically in such an amazing way. Ok that's only just a cartoon and cartoon can die anyway they want. Enough of that crap, it's Saturday now and I still have not completed my school project. Time flies. Why does time flies and not crawls? Time always flies when I am having fun and crawls when I am bored. I am addicted to blogging and I spent more time blogging than my project. My deadline for the proposal is over, and the next deadline for my Flash project is next Tuesday. I am going to do a shuttle-run and crash my head against the monitor. *Ouch* It hurts! *Fainted nicely onto the bed with head laying on the pillow and arms hugging the bolster*
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
19,March,2004
For your eye candy, here's a few photo of us during the event: Thanks Ada for sending those photos to me! If you are curious to know who is Ada, she is the yellow body-painted species.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
18,March,2004
There is a test paper which has a score of 100/100 full mark and an excellent remark there in the advertisement display. So eating Yoshinoya will score you full marks in test. I will eat more often then. Does the poster means that the chickens cooked are gay or eating the chicken will convert one into a gay? If this is so, it would be a great way to become a gay immediately.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
15,March,2004
For the past 2 days I have been scanning my PC for viruses like hell, it had dramatically slow down my internet connection. I felt like throwing down the whole damn PC off from the window, I think twice about it and I was not concern about injuring the people below, I am scared that my dad won’t buy me another PC. I was like a mad computer whiz till today, I done numerous online scan, use Norton to scan umpteen times, I downloaded a few spyware remover. And those detected over 100 viruses, script viruses, Trojan Horse and spyware. You name it, I have it. Now everything is back to normal, I told you I am a computer whiz. Now I have regained my internet connection, a company keeps on sending spam message to me begging me to get a diploma. The message said you need not study and take tests or exams to obtain the diploma. What the hell is this! It’s asking me to buy a piece of paper, fake certificate. I could just block the spam but I want to know how many times it can send me in a day. Below is how the message looks like: You know I felt like dying without Internet for the past few days, I can’t live without it. I thought of committing-suicide by hugging my monitor and CPU together and jumped off from the building. That would make me the first person in the world to die with a computer. I simply have so many nonsense to blog, I need to type rubbish out of my hand at least a day. Now my blog is very hungry and I am going to feed it with rubbish so that its stomach won't be rumbling so badly.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
15,March,2004
Recently my class organised a class chalet to be held today till this Wednesday, guess who's the organiser? It's those crazy gals in my class and you are right, I am not going to the chalet. It costs around $25 and I am very poor to even fork out a dollar. Another reason is that we have a Flash project on hand to be done during the holidays. So I would rather make full use of this 3 days 2 nights staying at home even if I were to play WarCraft 3, I think it's far more better than having to suffer havoc and disaster there. I know I am just being anti-social as well as sarcastic, I didn't mean to. It's good that those crazy gals organised a chalet because this is where they will be able to release their madness, craziness and also horniness. Take that chalet as an escape resort or a mental hospital to be exact, nobody will care, they can do whatever they like, running and jumping about, screaming and shouting, touching each other and molesting one another at a time, or even group raping on a broad-daylight. Well, I must not let them read my blog or I will be dead meat when school reopens. Since I am not going for the chalet, that does not mean I miss the opportunity to stuff myself with those foods. Anyway their BBQ skill sucks and scientists had proven female BBQ skill is lousier than male. Tell you what, my mum is going to bring me to a wedding dinner tonight and those are what I called delicacies which is much more superior than those sausages, fish balls, artificial crab-sticks and chicken wings. Mine is gonna be shark fins, abalone, steam fish, roasted chicken/pig/duck, etc… At least I won’t have to smell and eat charcoal. Poor those innocents who are going for the class chalet. I bet it must have been a bad hair day for them.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
14,March,2004
Stolen from Keito's blog. Thank you! Last month I was involved in the Art Fista organised by Path Production, which is the company my school modern dance instructor is working in. It was a Friday to Sunday event at the Istana Park. Guess what? I am to be body-painted the whole day throughout the whole event, not only I have to perform on stage, I have to walk around orchard as a pathetic and miserable statue giving out balloons which always fly off from the stick. But I don't mind anyway because there will be free hair-styling and futhermore they dye your hair. So I thought I could give it a try and performing for the event would earn me high CCA points and CIP hours. Our sponsor is Jean Yip Group and they will be playing around with our hairs, my theme colour chosen is gold. They ran out of this colour and they dyed my hair brown. I am the only statue with brown hair and I love my hairstyle so much I wouldn't want to wash off when I reached home. It was way too cool, I bet I will never admire other guys' hairstyle unless it's done by Jean Jip. They are so professional. On Saturday and Sunday, I went about scaring and frightening kids away at Heerens and Plaza Singapure before I could give them balloons. A few passer-bys were being busybody and took a few photos of us to report to the police or sue us to the court for scaring kids away. We were gone by then when the police arrived. When we were walking along Orchard, many people stared at us as if we were aliens from outter space doing window-shopping in Singapore and they stayed a distance away from us as if we are contracted from SARS. Now if you were at there during that time spotted a few statues and had shoot a few pictures of statues even if that's not me, please send the picture to me at urlLink [email protected] . I would like to collect them, thank you!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
14,March,2004
I had broke a new record in my life, surfing up to 100+ porn sites within a minute. All thanks to reading my classmate's blog, Melanie. You can check out her blog under the Friend's Blog section and make sure you do not right-click on her blog, because you will get a message telling you to eat her shit and when you click Ok because there's only Ok button, tons of Windows popping up which makes you busy doing hand exercise. Lucky for me, I am a computer whiz so I managed to terminate the code from running. Everything was back to normal and I messaged Melanie in MSN. Here's our conversation: ﭏĩлğ Ỹї - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: Wah liao..... your blog got so many porn site...... u make me wanna... says: wahahhahahah whu call u ryte click huh? u make me wanna... says: hUH? u make me wanna... says: wahahahahahahah u make me wanna... says: coopy ryte u make me wanna... says: f**ker ﭏĩлğ Ỹї - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: See your source code also got wrong ar.... ﭏĩлğ Ỹї - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: Didn't know you are such a bad gal u make me wanna... says: yap u make me wanna... says: yayaya nw den u noe u make me wanna... says: u too weak ﭏĩлğ Ỹї - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: Nvm lor.... next time don't give you things liao..... ﭏĩлğ Ỹї - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: :P u make me wanna... says: hmmmermmmhnmdijfcn o u make me wanna... says: dun like tt la u make me wanna... says: i treat u spp gd u make me wanna... says: i ur gf leh u make me wanna... says: =[ ﭏĩлğ Ỹї is bathing - http://limxingyi.blogspot.com/ says: ......... '-_-'' ....... Back to here, she claimed she is my girlfriend but I am not her boyfriend. You know I am sick and tired of hearing her sprouting 'Xing Yi, Wo Ai Ni (I love you)' out of the blue in Mandarin. It chills my spine whenever I heard it, and sometimes she come over and flirt around on me until I was chilled so badly, I couldn't move. You might ask 'Why don't I be her boyfriend?', 'Is she very ugly?' or 'Is she very fat?', 'Is she very smelly?' or 'Is she blah blah blah....'. Ok, I will let you take a look at her picture below. Then you might still ask 'She's so pretty, then why you don't want to be her boyfriend?' Because I do not fit her, we are impossible and she could find someone else far more better than me. (Hehe, I learnt this from Channel 8 drama). She should go after those who are handsome, good-looking, dashing, hunky and loaded to go with her beauty look. So in order to dishearten her, I acted gay and I pretend to take interest in all the hunks in the sch. Despite knowing I am a gay, she still likes me. Oh man, how am I going to shake her off? Tell me.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
13,March,2004
I am currently taking a course in Multimedia Technology, not sexual intercourse at urlLink ITE MacPherson , if you do not know what's ITE. It stands for It's The End and MacPherson is pronounced as 'Mad Person'. So when you combine those words together, it becomes 'It's The End Mad Person'. Yeah, it's the end for me studying in this school. And there really is a mad person in our school who likes going around shouting 'Hoo....' to anyone he picked up randomly, I think he's been surfing too much Yahoo. He's so famous that almost all students know him even the toilet cleaners. His favorite hangout is at the school library, and his favorite cartoon is Pokemon. Because of that, we have to accompany him watching Pokemon. Really, I am speaking of facts here. I don't fabricate lies as Xiexue usually does. You can ask any student in my school, they will tell you. Enough of that, I am gonna tell you what I had learnt in my course, as the name implies, this course deals with everything got to do with Multimedia, in the first year, they taught me how to design a pornographic webpage and then host it on the Internet. This year they are gonna teach me using Flash to do pornographic animated website and then shoot a few porn video and do some video-editing. This is pretty cool, huh? But I got a B for my Internet Fundamental last semester, perhaps my site lacks of obscene photos and hence not erotic enough to arouse the teacher. Well, this time I am gonna do it better. Every now and then, I have been thinking how misfortunate I am to be in MMT2J, a class full of insane girls and nuts. Imagine there's a high pitch scream out of a sudden and you thought a girl was being raped, but she was molested by another same species. Yes, lesbians rule the class. This leads me to suspect Xiaxue is also a lesbian, because she's so highly sex-minded. She even designed her own pornographic website, which my classmates and I visited in school. Don't get me wrong, it's because she claimed that it's not pornographic so I thought I could just check it out anyway. Never did I know she will resort to this 'Bu Zhe Shou Duan' (a Chinese idiom describing a person using despicable ways and means to accomplish their goal) method to increase the hits on her website. What a SIN to make use of human nature and weakness! She deserves to be executed. Ok, that's all of my school life I will write for now. *Phew*
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
13,March,2004
Finally, this is my very first blog I setup today on the 13 March 2004 because I personally think it's a special day. Because 13 is an unlucky number and it falls on a Saturday instead of Friday and that makes a very lucky day instead. I have long been wanting to setup a blog due to its growing popularity nowadays. Xiaxue is the one who inspires me to own a blog, and so far she is also one of the most lamest person among the bloggers. She is such a poor hypocrite and a grandmother storyteller. She can't lie properly and can't act well just like William Hung can't sing and dance. Just in case you don't know who she is, you can visit her blog at urlLink www.xiaxue.blogspot.com . Alright back to me, another reason for me to blog is that recently my life is full of misfortunes and accident... I wanna write down my illusions and wild thoughts here to share with you guys how interesting and meaningful my life really is, that you will even dream of me every night, or should I say have more nightmare. See, I am a hyper-active boy who loves to grow roots at home and anti-socialise with others at outside. I keep everything to myself (I know I am Greedy!) and only tell my blog every mishap that had been occurring in my life. Well, stay tune with my blog and I will do even better than that daughter of the bitch Xiaxue.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
30,April,2004
“Die, die, die, Xing Yi. I want you die” is what all my classmates’ been thinking every now and then. They wanted me to die so badly and they are waiting for me to surrender myself…. I can hear their laughter in my mind like “Ha ha ha ha ha, you are going to die Xing Yi!” The another one goes like this “Xing Yi, I want you to die… die ……die…..die…..die….. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE….. HAHAHAHAHA!” I dreamt about them one night, they slowly surrounded me in a circle where I was in the middle… one of them said “You have nowhere to escape…. You should die…..” Then everyone started chanting “Yes! You are going to die….. Xing Yi should die, Xing Yi should die, Xing Yi should die, Xing Yi should die, Xing Yi should die, Xing Yi should die…..” I then shouted back “NO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”. This went on over and over throughout the whole dream until their mouth became tired and thirsty…. One by one just knock down… Then here comes the Energizer battery, which ran out of nowhere and advertises itself with the slogan “Never say die” to my classmates. I was at ease that moment because at last someone or I should say something came up to them and helped me speak up. After this, I woke up from my sweet dream. Why they want me to die? Because they are too jealous of my schoolwork. I had purposely handed up all my assignments late and they still don’t let me off. There was this girl that keeps on encouraging teacher to deduct my mark in class, another guy try to pursue me not to do the same topic of the assignment as him, a close classmate of mine is even smarter, trying to bribe me for doing his assignment for him. They are now combining force to find ways and means to bring me down even if that is to resort to underhand methods because they know I pose a bigger threat to them in class. I am fine with it, I know they always put on a fake smile in front of me trying to be kind to me. Will be continued…..
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
23,April,2004
Perfect 10 98.7FM's DJ Hunt! Presents Have you always wanted to be a Perfect 10 98.FM DJ ? Now's your chance to fulfil your dream! Perfect 10 is looking for talents who have the potential to be the next big DJ on Radio! Not only that, the top 5 finalists stand to win lots of fantastic prizes , courtesy of Perfect 10 98.7FM and FCUK ! Be sure to head down to the following venue on 24 April 2004 (Saturday) to register for our DJ Hunt: Time: 10am - 6pm (Registration starts at 10am) Venue: Plaza Singapura Front Plaza Registration Fee: $10 (includes an EXCLUSIVE Perfect 10 98.7FM T-shirt , a Perfect 10 98.7FM RADIO Card , a 10% discount voucher on regular items at FCUK boutiques @ Citylink, Tangs, Wisma Atria valid from 24 April to 24 May + a FCUK Fragrance vial). See you there!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
21,April,2004
This is about a song about a guy wanting to have sex with the girl, you will understand the meaning if you try to analyse the lyrics slowly. Enjoy the MTV by Maroon 5!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
15,April,2004
I fall into category 1, The Originator. It's quite true and accurate, most of all I love being flattered! My birth date: October 30, 1986 10 + 30 + 1986 = 2026 2 + 0 + 2 + 6 = 10 1 + 0 = 1 Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this e- mail to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your 'number' in the 'Subject' and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL #8 THE BIG SHOT #9 THE PERFORMER ================================================= ========== # 1 - THE ORIGINATOR 1 's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills.They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them.Lesson to learn Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded. Famous 1's Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett,Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch. #2 - THE PEACEMAKER 2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off. Famous 2's President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopee Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus, Mozart. # 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY 3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic,and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it.They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view. Famous 3's Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith,Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster # 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE 4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves. Famous 4's Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey # 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST 5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop.They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions. Famous 5's Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter,Vincent VanGogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hamil. # 6 - THE ROMANTIC 6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions.They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot. Famous 6's Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn #7 - THE INTELLECTUAL 7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not! in the world at large. Famous 7's William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez,Princess Diana # 8 - THE BIG SHOT 8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to exude their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want. Famous 8's Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostrodamus #9 - THE PERFORMER 9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation. Famous 9's Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
13,April,2004
How many times I have been complaint by my classmates and friends that I always either put Busy or Away on MSN Messenger? Ok, I admit it but not most of the time recently. I denied to them, 'Not always but sometimes', and they argued back 'No leh, always online or everytime see you put away or busy.'. Ok, that's what I was well-known for regularly putting away in the past and I had been named as 'Away King'. Another absurd line from one of my classmates said 'You very hardworking leh, always see you online you put 'Busy'. Yeah, I was busy playing games. I replied back. Ok, I know you guys are human, obviously is human. Then what, animal or ghost? I understand human tend to make assumption and impression in their mind. To them, their impression of me is the one who goes online most of his time and then putting away or busy in MSN when actually sometimes he is at the computer. Let me tell you guys, I am a human too and you should understand human sometimes tend to be lazy. If you don't get what I mean, I better get straight to the point. I am just simply too lazy to even move my hand a few centimetres to set off the away or busy. Are you convinced now? I think you guys should try to study more on me and perhaps even do a research on me so as to know and understand me better as what I have done to you guys. You guys didn't know that 'ni shen zai fu zhong bu zi fu' (Living in comfort, without knowing how fortunate you are). Haha, my English translation from a Mandarin proverb isn't that bad right? Anyway, that's not the main point. I want you guys to know you are so lucky and thankful to have me as your classmate who secretly study on you all the while. So you guys know what to do? :P I don't request for much, each of you just take turn to give me a big treat for lunch everyday in school, be it McDonalds, KFC, Delifrance or Long John Silver. There's 36 of you guys excluding me right, so each of you will only need to treat me at least once a month and I can have my free lunch all year round. Isn't that smart? *Wink* ;-) To avoid and prevent this case from happening again, I swore I will never put any status on my MSN except 'Offline' so you guys will have nothing to complain.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
10,April,2004
Now is your chance to earn easy money just by getting rid of her from me whether by hook or by crook, just be her boyfriend, kidnap her, assassinate her, kill her, murder her, etc. I don't care how you get rid of her and please do not push the blame to me if you are arrested. If you don't know how to date or woo her, you can try play the flash game SimGirls below. Please call 90961333 to claim your reward if you have gotten rid of her!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,April,2004
If you want to undress this girl you're going to have to build up your stats, earn money, and win her heart! Very addicting game! This is the very latest game of SIMGIRL, now it's much far more better and advance than the SIMGIRL Beta version and even the ending movie is included but however, most of it is still under development. Enjoy it!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,April,2004
This was the people who search through search engine and visited my blog. In the early search record for my site, I gotten the search term 'gal zhao gen'. 09/04/2004 15:03:30 masturbate school toilet leh (Google) 04/04/2004 06:23:41 how to make ur partner enjoy your company during sexual intercourse (Google) 31/03/2004 20:26:38 www.xiaxue.blogspot.com (Yahoo)
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,April,2004
I shot Song Chuan in the back through the heart less than an hour ago. I watched him writhe in pain upon the floor in a pool of his own blood. The expression on his face was positively exquisite. He died with his eyes wide open, staring up at me. It was beautiful.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
27,May,2004
Visit a gym on any given day, and you'll find both guys and gals working their abs with fury and commitment. The problem is, they're often doing it wrong. Foolishly wrong. Wate-of-time wrong. The best way to a flat stomache is through your brain. Here are 4 bug myths about Six-Pack Abs. MYTH 1: Abdominal muscle is different from regular muscle. Ab muscle is ab muscle. Period. Like your quads, your biceps. There's no structural difference, no psychological difference, no difference in how ab muscle conracts and how it gets stronger. 'The abdominals are different only in location' explains an exercise physiologist. 'They are not resting on a body surface, like the biceps or quads. Instead, they span like a bridge over a cavern. Look at any anatomy book. But that doesn't change basic physiology or law of scince.' MYTH 2: You have to train abs at least every other day. Train them, at most, every other day to leave time for recovery, justlike any other muscle group, say an instructor of personal trainers. 'You abs cab get strong and stay strong with twice a week workouts,' he suggests, but you have to train them hard enough. The key is to choose an exercise that fatique the muscle, so that they need recovery time to get stronger. Add some exercises that use the abs functionally - in other words, the way you are used in real life. For example, abdominals are used to stabilise your body. Feel this function by holding a push-up position without letting your belly sag. Don't do the push-ups - just keep holding the position and feel your abs going crazy to stabilise your body. If that's easy, put your feet on a weight bench, or even better, a stability ball. Now, you'll really feel your abs. MYTH 3: Ab exercises melt away abdominal fat. Spot reducing has been disproved over and over again, but this persists. 'You can't get rid of fat by repeatedly exercing one body part.' Chew gum - you won't get skinny cheeks. Do crunches in the best form - you won't whittle your waistline or belly. You may develop abs of steel, but they'll still be covered by fat if you don't do cardio to reduce it. 'Doing ab exercises for reducing waistline is a fool's errand. Reducing waistline has to do with reducing body fat.' Burning abdominal fat the same as burning fat anywhere on your body: You have to do aerobic exercise and of course, restrict your caloric intake. 'Your diet and large-muscle activity will accomplish much more than 1, 000 sit-ups a day.' says expert. MYTH 4: High numbers of repetitions are required to make gains. Let's say you want to work your biceps. Would you do 100 concentration with a 25lb weight? Making abdominal gains follow the principle : overload. The reason we think we have to do so many reps is that we're not working them hard enough.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
22,May,2004
Top 20 Search Terms: simgirl (Google) 5 simgirl ending movie (Google) 3 simgirl beta (Google) 2 XING YI (Google) 2 latest simgirl (Google) 2 perfect 10 DJ hunt 2004 (Google) 1 simgirl (Google) 1 simgirl beta down (Google) 1 Simgirl Ending (Google) 1 simgirl ending (Google) 1 simgirl ending url (Google) 1 simgirls ending movie (Google) 1 simgirls ending movies (Google) 1 %22bizzare facts%22 england (Google) 1 xiexue (Google) 1 %22mee soto%22 (Google) 1 xing yi (Google) 1 %22simgirl beta%22 (Google) 1 blog sggirls (Google) 1 ending of simgirl (Google) 1 Top 20 Referrers: 34 Google Search 26 Self Referring / Bookmarker 10 http://www.lapoo.at/suche/meta.cgi?search=web&query=simgirl &page=3 5 http://wishformiracle.blogspot.com/ 2 http://www.tag-board.com/my.tag?name=21renasummer 1 http://studysucks.blogspot.com/ 1 http://www.studysucks.blogspot.com/ 1 AOL Search 1 http://ahsiang.blogspot.com That's all for the update!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
22,May,2004
I don't know what to do, recently at ITE Tampines I felt there's a girl hinting me something or what. I am truly surprised when she asked me this personal question when we were the only 2 in the lab. The girl: 'Xing Yi, do you have girlfriend?' Me: 'Don't have...' The girl: 'Why don't have, why don't you go find one?' Then when I am going to reply, a voice burst out of a sudden from those guys coming into the lab. On that day, I sense something is quite amiss, because she is like trying to be close to me and somehow being sweet too. I can feel that the way she treat me and the others were totally different, I always have this kind of suspicious feeling whenever she talks to me. No matter what, I am quite happy though if someone likes me, but how am I going to rejert her if one day she expressed her love towards me? Sometimes, I am contradict. I would like people to like me, but yet I can't allow myself belong to people. I am not sure whether if this girl has a liking on me.... but I have listed down a few reasons that she might be. 1) She ask me this personal question out of a sudden when we are not even close friend or we are not having a conversation. 2) She treat me extremely different from the rest. 3) She find opportunity to get close to me. (I can tell that) Therefore, there is a 50% chance of her has taken a liking on me. I shall not dwell on this anymore, exam is coming. I should concentrate on my studies first and finish whatever unfinished work. And 1 Melanie is enough to disrupt my life, I hope there's no more addition to it. But I think this girl is far much more better than Melanie because she's much more gentle and refine. Not like Melanie, so rough and so vulgar. Hahaha....
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
14,May,2004
Today in the school canteen, I had Mee Soto for my lunch. It's the usual yellow small-sized bowl which is just enough to fill my stomach, but today's Mee Soto is quite plain. I understand perhaps is because of the incident which happened yesterday, that has caused the auntie to be emotionless. I then came up with this theory, when someone is feeling down, the food they cooked will be awful to eat. That means their cooking skill will be greatly affected. Even though having chilli added makes no difference to the Mee Soto... or is it my tastebud. I can't tell what had exactly happened, I heard it, I felt it, but I couldn't tell how terrifying it was. Something was already amiss in the past, it was not right, I should have knew it... but all is already too late. It can never be undone nor it can be forgotten, forgiveness it might be but unlikely. Things are not going to be the same again, it can never go back to the past. Everything has changed from time to time, but the history will always remain. Nobody knows what will happen next, one thing for sure, anything can happen just in a second. It's just a matter of time, sooner or later everyone will know. What seems untrue can become a fact and a fact can never be changed to a tale. It's the reality that controls our fate, not the virtual. Think before you regret, because you will never know the future that lies ahead beyond us...
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
11,May,2004
DON'T CLOSE THIS BROWSER! You have come to the right blog, the URL you typed is correct. Yes, it's still the same previous Xing Yi's Blog, just that it's now been changed to a new refreshing and revamped look. My blog is just getting better, new template, additional features. Now I have more reasons to blogging at Blogspot for its user-friendliness and extra functionality. And from now onwards, you guys too should have more reasons than enough to visit more of my blog often because... 1) New design, layout, the refreshing feel and colourful look. 2) More interesting, intriguing and exciting content. 3) True account of my daily life and humourous or cold-joke diary authored by ME! 4) Strange and bizzare facts and unusual news. 5) Entertainment like games or horoscopes when you have got the spare time. 6) Most importantly you have great FUN and LAUGHTER in my blog. So go around spread my blog to your friends, psycho the people around you, spam it in the toilet, put it in the virus e-mail subject heading, make a pop-up advertisement windows spamming full of my blog's URL, have it in porn sites' banner and many more ways you could have done so. Last of all, a very very big 'Thank You!' to those who's been reading my blog all the while.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,May,2004
You spot a Matt Dillon look-alike across the room ans start to wonder just how good he'd be between the sheets. Your biggest physical tip-off? (a) HIS HEIGHT . The taller he stands, the bigger his little man. (b) HIS HANDS . The relative size of his fingers reveals that he's potentially a sexual winner. (c) HIS BUTT . The perkier his rear, the more skillfully he can steer. The answer is (b): Men whose ring finger is longer than their index are especially fertile and frisky, according to a recent study. ' Such men tend to have higher levels of testosterone and produce more sperm than men with shorter ring fingers, ' says study author John Manning,Ph.D., a researcher at the University of Liverpool, in England. Why the weird link? The same genes that tell the finger to grow in utero also direct the growth of his family jewels: Larger testicles produce more testosterone and more testosterone increases sperm production - and jacks up his libido. Other tip-offs? Check out the length of his index finger when he makes a gun with his hand: The distance between the thumb-finger crease and his fingertip roughly correlates to the length of his mighty (or not so mighty) member, according to research from Boston University. Guys, after reading this, never anyhow point your fingers in the public again, you either get wow or boooooo .... before you take your risk, check it out at home first.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,May,2004
In this new century and modern society, where everyone becomes more smarter and physically nicer.... as in looks and figures. Most of them is self-consciences of beauty and tend to try ways and means to touch up themselves to the utmost style. Just to attract a few seconds of glance from others, they would be contented enough. The major problem is, uglyness will be overwhelmed by beautiness in the near future, as I have said earlier, increasing more people becomes good-looking. Which also means fewer people will be ugly and they might be discriminated and despised by the good-looking ones. Although they are taught in school not to think of this way, they would eventually make a barrier in their mind. Human nature has this tendency, which is inevitable. I have sent my photos to countless strangers over the IRC and they have quite a few interesting comments on my looks. I shall not disclose it anyway because it's embarassing. Look, the ugly people would feel the same embarassment as I would do if they go out on town. They would definitely cover their face and bush in shyness because everyone is staring at them and laughing. Just like a person wearing a singlet with shorts and slippers to a wedding dinner. They would immediately be in the center of attraction in no time by the cool and stylish crowds. And it's not a norm to be ugly anymore. Not only that, they also suffer for not being themselves. They have to do hairstyling and make-up before stepping out of the house. They are simply being dominated and manipulated. Another problem arises is the balance of the university, if almost everyone in this world is good-looking, there's no balance and it affects everything aroound such as there would be high chances of people getting AIDs and result in increasingly over-crowded population matter. Let me explain that in more details, people will have sex with numerous various kind of partners because they have no difficulty in finding their ideal partner and that which in turn, results in more unwanted babies born. You will see people flirting all the time, it can be in school, office, clinic, hospital, restaurants and etc.... Imagine this... more people die at early ages because of AIDs, more babies infected with AIDs. Soon 9 out of 10 people are AIDs patients, economy fall in crisis and riots everywhere. There will still be many more problems that will arise sooner or later if this is not fix immediately at the early stage, this is something to be taken quite seriously and carefully. So my advice is better put the action into an end and save the world from destruction. Please stop making-up and hairstyling yourself to look beautiful and good-looking from now onwards, everyone plays a part in contributing to a better society. Just remember what I have told you.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
09,May,2004
Date: Fri, 7 May 2004 16:44:54 +0200 From: 'Engr. James Ali.' Reply-to: [email protected] Subject: Confidant TREASURY /PAYMENT INVESTIGATION DEPARTMENT CENTRAL BANK OF NIGERIA NATIONAL HEADQUARTERS, AREA 1, ABUJA, NIGERIA Phone: +234-803-3262345. OUR REF: FGN/CBN/TPID/DATA/XXVOL1.2004 Hello Dear, REF: CLAIMING A NEGLECTED FUNDS I am the Information and Data analyst of the Treasury/Payment Investigation Department of the Central Bank of Nigeria.In the process ofcross checking payment files inherited from previous head of this department I realized a particular payment file with series of complicated abnormal entries of a beneficiary who had made efforts towards getting the funds but to no avail; I then decided to investigate the genesis of the difficulties /hitches to the release of the said funds. I found out these: There is NO PAYMENT STATUS on the file and on our payment computer columnas a result of mistake, I believe to have been made by the secretary who filed the particulars (DATA) i.e Bank particulars and payment reference as it was fixed in by the side column of another payment file as if the reference is not the principal benefactor of the money which effort were been made to claim it s fund. The reference name did not appear at the foreign payment list but went and appear at the Banks domestic payment network, which is abnormal, because its fund is a foreign payment! No fund claim certificate was issued to the reference for claim of entitled payment as constituted in our constitution for principal foreign benefactors to claim their estate benefits or contract payments without hitch. I have decided to contact you through this medium because in my further investigation I found out that this claim is genuine with all legal backings apart from the above data irregularities and complications which made the beneficiary to gave up the claim. Therefore, I've withdrawn my submission paper for conversion of the funds to the CBN Treasury, which several payments have suffered because of irregularities since the implementation of the ICPC -Independent Corrupt Practices Commission Act.This assurance gave me courage to link you up for this particular transaction knowing it will be of mutual benefit to both of us. Requirement: I want you to lay claim to this money as the principal benefactor, I will require from you your Bank account details ( newly opened bank account preferably for clarity)that will accommodate this total sum of USD12.5Million.I willl get the above complications corrected with your personal information as will be submitted by you.On reflecting this in the payment computer system, I will advise you on the application letter you will fax to this Departmentfor the release of the said funds.Sharing ration, 60% for me and 40% for you.I can assure you after the corrections and the application within 72hours the fund must be in your designated account.There is no single riskat all as it's quite clear to you that the Payment InvestigationDepartment of every Bank supersedes fund release at all level moreso I am the only person entitled to all payment data analysis and information. I will oblige you with further information and please I need your privatetelephone /facsimile number for easy and confidential communication.Reply to:[email protected] ENGR. JAMES ALI. INFORMATION TECH & DATA ANALYST
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
30,June,2004
One late evening, there was this person, let's call this person 'Sweet'. Sweet was waiting patiently for a person (let's name this person 'Chocolate') at a certain MRT station in Singapore. Chocolate sent Sweet an SMS stating that Chocolate will be late so Sweet waited for around 15 to 20 minutes. They always been wanted to meet up each other since long time ago, the story goes like this. Back then, they get to know each other in IRC. Sweet was fascinated by Chocolate's nickname, Sweet then first private message Chocolate. And from there, they got each other MSN's contact, self-photo, etc... From that time onwards, they have been chatting in MSN for almost 8 months. During those days, they had so far chatted on the phone for 3 to 4 times before only. What was keeping them hestitate to meet is because Sweet was busy of school stuff, so they never really got the chance to meet until the June's vacation. One day, Sweet initiated to meet up with Chocolate for a simple dinner in a shopping mall. During the first time meeting, Sweet was playing game on the handphone when Chocolate approached. After a few talks, they proceeded into the mall. They weren't sure of what activity they can do, as Sweet had already eaten at home and Chocolate had a few bite in school already. So they just walked around and window-shopped while on the way talking about fashion, music and even food. After finished going through all the stores, Chocolate suggested to Sweet whether if Sweet wants to go to the nearby park. Without much thinking, Sweet agreed since they were not feeling hungry. In the park, the lighting were dull and romantic. They took a stroll to the shelter and sitted on the bench, the shelter was bright and Chcolate was trying to sit intimately near to Sweet, who was feeling being squeezed. Sweet thought it would be polite just to slant to the left for more space instead of body contacting towards Chocolate. They both then started chatting, it was very silence as the chat was not continously non-stop, there were a few pauses which held up a few seconds to a minute. Both of them did not know what to chat, they were trying to break the 'ice' so they asked and talked about their school stuff. The 'ice' in Sweet was indeed very hard and tough to break for Chocolate. Chocolate tried to touch Sweet by holding Sweet's hand up, commented that Sweet had such long fingernails. In the mean time, Sweet knew that Chocolate wanted to intimate with Sweet. Then they started to hanky panky around and occasionally joking in the conversation, one thing Sweet will never forget is that Chocolate always picked the pest, insects or whatever dirt away from Sweet's t-shirt. Sweet said to Chocolate he was like a monkey helping their fellow to pick away the lices. Till late, Sweet started to feel tired and requested Chocolate to lend Chocolate's shoulder for Sweet to lie Sweet's head on it. But during that time, Sweet was worried people might see. However Sweet didn't care much as Sweet don't want to miss the opportunity to lie on Chocolate's shoulder. Sweet had never felt so comfortable lying on a person's body, they went quiet just to enjoy the moment. After that, Chocolate kept glaring directly on Sweet's face, it made Sweet shy and Sweet just turned away after a while. This was the time Chocolate made the first move, he initiatively asked whether if Chocolate can kiss Sweet. Without much hestitation, Sweet replied yes and said 'Before that, which part are you going to kiss?'. Chocolate wouldn't dare replied and replied sweet with a question 'You guess?', Sweet then guessed it was the lips and bingo! So Chocolate asked if Chocolate can kiss and Sweet allowed. But never did Sweet know, it wasn't a peck(To kiss briefly and casually). It was a French kiss that Chocolate gave, this was the first time Sweet received such a kiss. Sweet was kind of surprised. Sweet interrupted the few seconds of kiss into a hug. Eventually, they realised it was quite late already so Chocolate gave Sweet one last deep kiss again before they leave. Soon after, they returned home. Sweet by MRT and Chocolate by bus. Finally they managed to get rid of the 'ice', not by breaking it. It was by melting it, which Chocolate had succeeded by melting Sweet's heart with his romantic surprise. The name and location in this story is kept strictly confidential in protecting the identity of the characters involved in. It shall not be revealed or leaked out in any case or whatsoever May be continued... depending on the viewership rates and demands. Story produced by Lim Xing Yi
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
29,June,2004
These neoprints were taken in Heeren, this was the first meeting after so many years of lost contact. Look at them, they are all 'chiobus' (pretty girls). I felt like a thorn among the roses as I was the only guy being just an 'extra' behind them. I hate the red ears on my head! It's so ugly and I am not micky mouse. Taken on 29 June 2004
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
28,June,2004
Today I would consider my luck average, neither good nor bad. My dad failed to wake me up at 9 am plus to let me have the time to go supermarket to buy bread and prepare breakfast to Sentosa. Time was running out and the lift was like taking its own sweet time from the 12th storey to get down to 5th storey. In the supermarket, there were long queues and I had to wait. After the preparation, I met my friend at Woodlands MRT station Control Room. On the way rushing up to the escalators to catch the train, I tripped over the steps. And what happened? Instead of me falling backward and roll down the steps, I had to climb up the steps a few times in order to fall forward. In the process, my right leg was in friction with the rough edge of the steps and there, I got a vampire's fang mark. It's quite long and my blood was dark red. *Sighted* I shouldn't have sracificed myself just to be in time. When we were in Sentosa's beach, it was indeed an eye-opener to see so many HUNKS! Some playing balls, some sun-tanning, some just chill out. I just got distracted by them the whole day, I couldn't help looking at their nice-bod, their complexion and as well as their cute looks. Wow, it makes me feel so 'gay'. Actually I am just very envy of them, I wish I could have their look, their figure, their size. Opps... I mean their body size. Look at their developed parts and you will get what I mean. In the mean time, I also felt inferior. I just wish I do possess everything of them. So I just make a pact with myself to try to reduce fats in my body and develope my muscle into good shape. At least they aspired and inspired me to be one of them... I saw 3 very cute Japanese beach stud walking past, they are my cup of tea. Unlike those 'ang moh', body is so big size and not quite proportional. After soaking in the water for long enough, I got down to the shower room. I saw a reflection from the mirror of an old man changing his swimming trunk to underwear, it was unsightful the first thing I stepped into the room. But who cares, I am not interested. Wahahaha. I proceeded to enter one of the shower cubicle, there's no shower head installed and one long tude of water just flowed out. I am not used to it so I go out and changed to antoher cubicle, this time there is shower head but the water is quite small and there was no lock. So I got out again and went to another side of the cubicles. I was so fussy and particular about it, and ended up people went into the cubicles and I had to wait. While waiting, I went to another side of the cubicle and I saw people waiting outside. Then a few moment later, I went to see again and nobody's waiting outside. I walked past every cubicle and I was rewarded with a good show. Guess what? A naked man was showering without the door closed! Oh my god... this was sexually arousing. I even captured the moment he rubbed his body in my memory. His butt is also tanned but not as dark as his body complexion. Laugh out loud, it was just within 3 seconds glance and I can gain a lot of information. Amazing. ;) I then told my friend about it and he went to see. How curious he was! I told him because I want to warn him about it. Not to encourage him to see it. Nevermind then. I then went there again and I saw the guy's 'thing'! Luckily he didn't notice me, he was wearing his underwear that time. I was trumatised by his 'incredibly' huge thing... it's making me very envy of him. I know he has this very 'big' thing, but there's no need to show it off in public like this. But anyway, I enjoyed watching it. Wahahaa... too bad I don't have camera with me. So I can post it here for you guys to see... Hahaha. *Kidding* So that's how my Sentosa's experience with a unforgetable memories and beautiful ending.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
24,June,2004
Today I went to Orchard with my 3 close classmates. They are really truely a good pal to have, accompanying me the whole day till around 8pm. Before shopping, we went to have lunch at McDonalds. It's been almost 3 weeks since I ever had fast food. My stomach was feeling uneasy, my suspiscion is that coke float in my set meal. Sundae on coke doesn't goes well in my system I guess. After chit-chatting there for an hour or so, we were at the Orchard library. I borrowed some cookery and computer books, however they were just there waiting for me. How loyal they are! Being stucked inside Ngee Ann City for hours, I decided we should get the hell out of there and take a fresh breath of air and also expose to the sunlight. It's good to see the sight of Orchard Road after living in Cambodia for 18 days. We then proceed to Heeren, one of my favourite hangout to enjoy the eye candy of those stylish people from all 'range' (from gay, hip-hopper, ah beng, ah lian, nerd, stud, etc). I am thinking of buying myself a jeans, and maybe perhaps a clothe or more. Afterall, it's Great Singapore Sales! Why not strike while the iron is hot! I have eyed on a few items, but I did not specially bring enough cash for those. I just want to buy everything at one go, so you need not have to carry those things around while you are selecting. I saw a few new arrival necklace which originally cost $9.90, priced at $5 only. I bought a Scorpion necklace, what people might think of me? A 'pai kia' or what? I just heck care, I just like it and see no wrong in wearing it. But the problem is I looked so 'guai', will I be a laughing stock if I wear it? After that, we went to arcade and they saw me playing DDR. Feel quite bad having them to watch me playing and they themselves not playing. Once again, they accompanied me. Not only that, they even accompanied me to Carrefour till almost 8 pm to buy some bakery needs. Feel so sorry that they have to starve their own stomach just to accompany me, it's already bad enough for them to accompany me the whole day. Guess this is what friends are for and I think I am quite selfish and self-centered to only think of myself. I did spared a thought for others, however I can't resist the urge to get things done first for myself. I don't want and don't like the feeling of regret for not getting the things I want and need. Life is like this, you have to grab the opportunity before it slips away. I realised that in life, if you want to gain a thing, you have to lose another thing. That's why nothing is perfect!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
04,June,2004
I am finally back to Singapore from the undeveloped country, Cambodia. Life there was indeed terrible, imagine there's no high-rise building, the road made of soil and sand, a few shopping mall, no public transportation like MRT or bus, dusty and polluted environment, high crime rate, unhygenic dishes and aweful food. For now, I shall not go into detail of how's my life in Cambodia. A lot of things have happened there, some bad and some good. It would take a whole lot to dump my thoughts and comments in this post. I would cut it short and sweet. First of all, I want to apologise to you guys that I didn't buy any souveniers or gifts over there because there's really nothing special that takes my glance. And it's a bit costly. Quite disappointed that when I am back, my MSN friends didn't take the initiative to chat up with me first or they didn't even notice I was in overseas? Nevermind. In case you might be wondering why it takes so long for me to update my blog, it's because I am too busy to blog those few days. My time is fully occupied by many activities that I got to do, like PC maintainance, Internet stuff, etc...
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
04,June,2004
Today afternoon I have to to be in Changi Airport at 2.00pm, I will be in Cambodia till 21st of June. I guess I will return in the afternoon on that day. So I will no longer be able to blog for 18 days and if possible I would try to blog there. I still haven't pack my luggage, why am I always doing things in the last minutes? I think I have formed a habbit on it. I think I would make it short and go pack my luggage for now. Good bye!
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
02,June,2004
Yes, I went clubbing at MS the first time last night. MS means Mohd Sultan, not Microsoft. But before that, I went to my long-time-haven't-meet IRC friend's house to fix a harddisk into his PC. It gave me a sense of satisfaction and that shows what I am capable of. So after that, we departed together from his house to meet his IRC friend at Clarke Quay MRT station to go clubbing. I was quite surprise that his IRC friend actually brought a group of people. 2 Ah Lians and 1 office boy. Ok, I was quite scared. Aiya I think better tell you my IRC friend's name lar. His name is called William, surname is Hung. Full name is William Hung. One of the hilarious thing is that the Ah Lian teased William, you know what that Ah Lian asked him, she asked him 'You really stay at West ar?', then William Hung replied 'Ya'. The ah lian immediately laughed to her friend 'Wah, he really travel West to retrieve scripture(A sacred writing or book)'. If you translate that into Mandarin and you know the story of the Monkey God, you will get it. What a joke for a Vista Day! Haha We walked to MS from there and William's IRC friend collected $20 from everyone for the entrance fee to the club. I am underage and I did not bring IC along with me, so I pass my ITE ez-link card to William's friend to the bouncer and don't know what they said to the bouncer. Voila, I can enter. The club is called 'Angel'. But actually it's a devil to me, the music there cannot make it. All those old technos.. that kills my mood of dancing. It limits my creativity. So sian.... kind of wasted my money.. But nevermind, luckily I drank many glasses of Martell to make it up. William's friend opened 1 and a half bottle of Martell with coke. Let's called this William's friend 'ABC'. ABC kepts on serving me those drinks... we played the Guessing game and I kept on losing to him. Whenever I lose, I have to take a drink of the Martell with coke once. It's obvious that he is trying to make me drunk. But not so easy, you think I am that easily down? All thanks to my dad, who hardly been drunk before. Thanks him for passing the genes to me. Later on, ABC wanted me to drink 'On the rock' meaning just purely the Martell without anything added I guess. So he got a small glasses of purely Martell and I drank it up at one go. He did that too after me. But both of us are still not drunk, he carried on with his dancing. Just about when the last bottle of Martell is going to finish up, they poured 2 glasses of Martel purely. ABC's friend requested me to drink half a glass, so I drank. And they showed admiration to me.... I felt so honoured. Well, I do not intend to show off or what. I just simply gave them the face and entertain them. Throughout the whole night, been to the toilet up and down many times. My urine is whiter than usual. I do feel a bit dizzy and was quite sleepy... I felt even more dizzy especially walking past the dance floor with the light flashing at a fast rate non-stop. I could fall anytime but I am not really drunk to that extend. It's weird that the more I drink, the more drowsy I feel instead of drunkness. We chilled out till the club closed at around 3.45 am and they went back home in taxi, but William and I take the NightRider back home. They were so rich and ABC is quite generous to treat us Martell. I haven't thanks them for that. I have been thinking suspicious in my mind, what uterior motive he has got to treat us the drinks. We just know each other the first time. I wondered. The story here is being cut short because it would took hours for me to finish up the whole incident of last night. I will continue the next time....
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
31,July,2004
THE ENLISTMENT ACT, (Cap. 93)
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
20,July,2004
Please buy me the 'Regenerate' produced by Umbrella Corporation....    Imagine the world, where you could reverse the effects of age, stress and sun.   From the leading name, biotechnology comes 'Regenerate'. Another breakthrough from Umbrella Corporation. Regenerate revolutionary T-cell formula, actually brings dead cells....... back to life.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
07,July,2004
First day of school, Chang Wei requested me to check my exam results online and *tata*. I got an A for my Networking Fundamental(NWF), B for my PC Architecture(PCA) and B for my Multimedia Content Creation(MCC). Just as what I had predicted, it came true! I felt quite satisfied and at the same time, felt very depressed because I know I would have done better, at least both module an A. Since even my close friend Song Chuan could achieved all straight 'A's, it was beautiful. During the June vacation, I wouldn't dare to check it because sometimes it's good to not know anything than to know everything. At least, I would be happier and my holiday mood is not ruined. But I had been worrying about my results when I restrained myself for not checking. Curiousity kills the cat, I remember. You see, this is how I predicted my grades. I did not manage to hand in my Assignment 3 and 4 for my PCA, so even if my overall score is high. I wouldn't be able to get a grade A, how could a teacher grade a student A when he or she did not hand in all assignments? It's reasonable enough and I accept the fact that I should deserve a B. It's just being fair to the rest. As for my MCC, how could I expect a grade A when I did not hand in my assignment punctually and my assignment 2 is not completed, furthermore I did not add any content or information inside. I was grateful that I got a B, I wouldn't dare to expect much. It was disheartening for a student like me who can achieve A not to deserve it. For my NWF, I knew it at the beginning I might get an A because I know my test results were quite above average and I had put in a lot of effort into my assignments that can be binded into a textbook. And since this teacher have to grade a student according to the test results and assignments, there's no way he could soley make a decision based on his judgement. He had to go by the book, add up our overall results and grade. Blame it on my lazy attitude and slowness and whatever bad things, now I just want to be free from whatever CCAs or activities that last time I had devoted much of my time into. Especially Modern Dance and Entrepreneur Club, last time I had this YEP Project going to Cambodia to help assemble PCs. Every Saturday was like that 'burned' away, now I am gonna free myself. Just as I thought I had washed my hands off those, Aisin this kind of classmate recommend me a job at the convenience shop in Esplanade. She told me the working hours there is flexible and the pay rate is $5 per hour. It is easy job, not much of things to do. Just tend the shop, restocks the drinks, sweep the floor, perhaps mop the floor, etc. I kind of like this job, because it's easy money to earn. Where can you find such an easy and relaxing job which provides flexible working hours, it's totally an ideal part-time job for students who want to earn some quick-cash. If you are interested, they are still hiring people. So please either approach me or Aisin for the details. This is getting late and I got to sleep for tomorrow's lessons.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
06,July,2004
This is a blog that aims to discourages gays from continuing their lifestyles and hopefully help them seek their true purpose in life. The writer approach the issue using logic, bible verses and people's experiences. What he wrote makes senses and he uses a religous method to somehow psycho the people as in brain-washing. Hopefully, his ultimate goal is to see the gay population in Singapore would decrease. Blog's URL: urlLink http://stopgays.blogspot.com/ Rating: 4 and a half out of 5 Stars
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
03,July,2004
To somone out there who is trying to piss me off, you are just a small tiny dot I know so far. Surprised to see that you have been checking my blog out in a regular basis, I am quite glad. Because this shows that someone's been reading my blog loyally, and is interested in my daily life. I love to make enemies and you are the only one who dares to make enemy with me, I am truly impressed. I am a Scorpio, so you know what's the consequences of being enemy with me? I suggest why not you create a blog called 'Xing Yi Sucks' or 'I hate Xing Yi'? And you can comment whatever bad things to everyone out there? Call me son of a bitch, gay, horny bastard or what, you say it all. Ok, maybe you are just trying to express your love towards me. Just that you do it in a nasty way just to bring attention to me. I now get what you are thinking and understand how you feel. So I am gonna make you Xing Yi's enemy of the year and award you with a grand prize. Please reveal your name, gender, home address and contact number so that I can contact you to collect the prize or deliver the prize to your doorstep. But I know you are not gonna be so stupid to tell me your particulars, so I am gonna choose a location and time to leave the prize there for you to collect. The location is at my school, ITE MacPherson. This coming Monday, I will put the prize into the rubbish bin which is infront of I-net cafe entrance at 12 noon sharp before I leave for class. To protect your identity, please collect the prize after I leave for about 5 minutes time. Remember to collect it or else you have to search it in the rubbish chute. I got to go....
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
03,July,2004
I simply got too much to blog and I ended up not blogging much, because I simply have too much things to accomplish. I need to spend time on my recreation like playing computer games the whole day, reading the newspapers, socialising with my ex-classmates as well as my friends, spending time with family, etc... it just goes on and on. I need to learn ASP programming for my next semester project, I need to fully utilise my oven to bake edible stuff that doesn't look black, but before that, I need to do some supermarketing, research on the internet and library for the recipe. Look, I am so busy. So it's good that you guys don't piss me off, but actually I hope I really do get it. But on the otherhand, I still want peace and luckily you guys didn't piss me off which I wanted it so badly. Do you get what I mean? I doubt so. For now I am gonna create 2 more blogs using the same account and I am seeking for any comments from you guys. I am going to create a blog that lists out restaurants only in Singapore that serve not only good food, have the romantic ambience, beautiful surroundings and nice environment. In this blog, I will give my review as well as ratings on those restaurants. Essential details such as the address, opening hours and I think most importantly the price in the food menu will be shown there. Those are what helpful information that diners will usually look out for, so fret not. Now with this so-called 'new service' in that blog, you will never have to crack your head again for an ideal place to dine in. The second blog would be a blog that spots good readable blogs on the world wide web, its aim is to create awearness of such great blogs and recognition. Whether the blogs are hilarious, entertaining, informative, interesting or educational, they are welcome! As long as it's in English, understandable, readable, presentable and good standard English would be a plus! As usual, review and ratings will be given to indicate the worthiness of visiting such a blog. So what do you think? Do you agree that I should set up this two blogs? I shouldn't have asked this question because I am gonna set up no matter how violent your objection is. Now I need your help in thinking of a suitable URL blog name for these two blogs, leave your comments in this post. Thank you! I need to sleep now...
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
03,July,2004
This is the wonderful blog in the Lastest Update Section that I have came across on the main page of Blogger. The aurthor is humorous and creative the way he described his encounter in his daily life. Check out his latest addition that how desperate he was trying to eliminate all the mouses in his room and you will know why he is humorous. Oh lastly, need I say it out? He is gay. Overall, I will give the rating 4 out of 5 stars for his blog. It was nice smooth read and it never bore me. Blog URL: http://gaygaybrad.blogspot.com/ Rating: 4 out of 5 Stars
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
12,August,2004
LESSON 8: EVERYTHING YOU NEVER WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT PARTIES The main part of a teenager’s life is spent in a noisy, wild, environment with loud music, spiked drinks and frantic dancing – but enough about break-time in the school canteen. This lesson deals with parties: how to host them, how to attend them. There are basically four different types of parties: Informal parties – These spontaneous affairs are attended by a small group of close friends. Mini parties – These spontaneous affairs are attended by a close group of small friends (e.g. pygmies, elves, dwarves etc.) Snow White used to have lots of these mini parties, until her downstairs neighbour complained. Celebration parties – The people are wined and dined, and are invited to commemorate a special occasion (e.g. graduation, birthday, capture of first boyfriend, etc). Opposition parties – No food for the people, no music… and that’s all stated in the Manifesto. Guest who? A good teenager must realize that the secret to the success of any type of party depends on who’s on the guest list. The Teenage Textbook recommends that you invite the following types of people: (1)The Rich and Famous - Such guests will raise the tone of the party greatly. Teenagers will usually be sufficiently impressed by the following categories of Rich and Famous guest: National Sportspeople. Famous Fashion Models, Offspring of Rich & Famous People, People Who Have Made Song Requests on Radio, People Who Can Drive Cars, etc. (2)The Life and Soul - Your party would be empty without this guest. The ‘Life and Soul’ of every party takes the lead in making a fool of himself and sets everyone else at ease. Such a person should have a low IQ and an even lower sense of humour. If you cannot find a ‘Life and Soul’ simply hire a mobile disco DJ who can usually be relied upon to make a fool of himself for a small fee. (3)The Silent Majority – You will need a lot of these people to add ‘bulk’ to your guest list. Generally speaking, guests who make up the silent majority are not able to make conversation or communicate verbally. They are also so plain and anonymous that their own mothers would have difficulty recognizing them. Such people include students in charge of the library, students who take two maths subjects, teenagers with bad breath and people who win Mr and Miss Personality contests. (4)The Trendies - Such teenagers are not rare. Dressed in fashionably feminine designer wear, bright, chunky jewellery and earrings, beautiful eye-makeup, blood-red lip gloss… and the girls are even worse. (5)The Wallflower – Have one of two of these lonely people around, and your other guests will feel much better about themselves. People who are ignored or avoided in real life make the best wall-flowers. Therefore you should pick teenagers who are aspiring poets, score more than 6 A’s at O-level or speak in words of more than two syllables. Important note So far, you may have noticed that The Teenage Textbook has been dealing with advice on how to host an informal party. Formal balls are different. How, then, should one throw a ball? With an over-hand motion, a smooth delivery, a twist of the thumb and a lot of follow-through.
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
01,August,2004
Lesson 14: Mox without Sox Teenagers like dressing well. They have a lot of fun with clothes (actually, teenagers also have a lot of fun without clothes… see this book’s chapter on sex). Basically, there are three sorts of dressing: informal dressing, dressing for dates, and thousand island dressing. Informal garments (i.e. what you wear to movies, pop concerts, the beach etc), are the Number One most important clothes you should have in your wardrobe. This is because you are most often seen in them. Your jeans must be your most important piece of informal wear. Good jeans follow the three T’s principle, namely: Tight – Only children and middle-aged dirty old men wear loose-fitting jeans. The true teenager wears jeans which sharply reveal the hips, thighs, bottom etc. Remember: if it ain’t tight, it ain’t right. Tough – Tough jeans are good jeans. This is highly sensible because of the highly energetic life teenagers lead (including rough activities like watching movies, lounging at fast-food restaurants and catching the number 7 bus at Orchard Road). Tapered – Finally, jeans must be tapered, or a least straight. Nobody except Lucky Plaza salesmen and Australian tourists wear bell-bottoms. The perfect top to complement jeans are T-shirts. Generally, your T-shirt can come in any colour, as long as it’s white. Sleeves should be about an inch (okay, 3.1 cm) above the elbow and collars should be round and covering the collar-bone. Finally, footwear. For guys, leather tennis shoes are suitable for anything except playing tennis. Boating shoes (e.g. Topsiders) are also acceptable – unless you decide to go boating, in which case you should wear tennis shoes. Girls may wear flat-soled leather shoes (no high-heels, on informal occasions, please), or moccasins. Of course, the rule to follow is “Mox without Sox”, i.e. wear moccasins without socks. Good clothing for parties include the…
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
01,August,2004
Men in pubs Not that I have had much experience, but from the girl-talk and gossip I've gathered from my friends, there are a few categories of men in pubs or clubs that one can almost instantly recognise. The (Leering) Uncle type Can be spotted more often in: Older pubs with (cheesy) revamped decor and tons of cheap beer. Pubs or karaoke lounges that play (cheesy) retro music and have lots of young ladies. Telltale signs: May be balding or look like they've just gone for hair-weaving treatment. May don a couple of gold chains or bracelets, thick gold watches or fat rings. Often pay by cash (wouldn't want the wives to know where they've been from credit card bills). Can't keep their eyes off the girls gyrating on the dance floor. Old enough to be the father of the young ladies. The (Rich Kid) Yuppie type Can be spotted more often in: Trendy or spanking new pubs. Special premieres or exclusive events at clubs. Telltale signs: Short spunky hairstyle, well-gelled. In office outfit, tie still on, albeit loosened. Flashy smiles and heavily scented with cologne. May be accompanied by a flashy vehicle or model-like girl companion. Often pays by credit card. The (Desperate) National Service Male type Can be spotted more often in: Watering holes along Mohamed Sultan Road and Boat Quay, especially during happy hours or ladies' nights. Telltale signs: Short shaven hair. Very tanned faces, sometimes with acne. Usually with his camp mates. Often drinking too much, too quickly. Often needing Dutch courage to approach girls (related to above point). Overtly drooling over girls gyrating on the dance floor. Written by Candice Lim
2,998,136
male
17
Student
Scorpio
01,August,2004
Going for dates in pubs Ok, so the nice, cosy dinner is over and you're looking for a place to chill out and carry on the interesting conversation you had over your meal. And since it's Friday night, you are all for the idea of sipping alcohol in a snazzy bar with good audio vibrations that'll put you in a relazing mood for a nice chit-chat. But before you get too relaxed, especially if it is your first time hanging out with your date, there are some things you may want to take note of: If you cannot hold your liquor well, avoid drinking too much. Doesn't matter if the guy is paying for all drinks - one shouldn't be too greedy especially if alcohol doesn't go well with you. Avoid taking shots (such as tequila pops) because you are required to 'pop' the drink down in one gulp, so chances are you'll get tipsy faster. Moral of the story is - don't let the free drinks get to your head. If you are wearing a cute miniskirt, don't, for the love of all mankind, agree to go to a pub where they only have high barstools. Even if you are very sure you will not let anything slip into view, you can never be sure what will happen after a few cocktails. And even if you think you can trust your date, you haven't seen how he behaves after a few jugs of beer. If you go to the ladies' to powder your nose and check for vegetable bits between your teeth, never take another sip of your drink when you come back. Never mind if you date looks like the harmless, innocent sort. Looks can deceive. Date rape drugs are so rampant now you can never be too careful. Some of these drugs can even make their victims permanently sterile. So always be more cautious than careless. Smile sweetly and ask your date nicely to order another Cosmopolitan for you, tell him you like it chilled, not lukewarm. Finally, if your date turns a tad unruly after drinking and tries to cosy up to you in a tube way, be your own woman: just stand up and leave. Don't let him send you home. If he's driving, he shouldn't even be drinking in the first place. So always have sufficient cash with you, even on dates. You never know when you'll need to make a quick exit. Written by Candice Lim
3,392,723
male
26
Government
Gemini
31,May,2004
I did the remarkeable yesterday. I watched 10 solid hours of Season Two of '24' and... JAKKU BAWAAAAAA!!! I had to finish the season before I went out. Oh, what you must be thinking of me now... You know, when you watch any tv show or movie that is set in tv/movie-time, you get to see small bits of the characters here and there; just enough to make you dislike some and sympathize with others. ...But when you follow them every second of their lives, even for a 24-hour period, you come to know a whole new level of hate. Sheri Palmer is such a bitch, if she were a real person I would . JAKKU BAWAAAAA!! M
3,392,723
male
26
Government
Gemini
25,May,2004
Everyone in Japan has a cellphone...well almost everyone. It's not that big a deal. Sure, they're cool and all. I've got a 65,000 color, 1.3 megapixel camera on mine...but even the new models with TVs and what not don't make me freak out like they used to. ...and then this completely blew my mind: The new urlLink Sanyo TS-41 from Tu-Ka (Japanese cell phone company, sorry, website is in Japanese) with the SonicSpeaker feature that let's you talk AND listen with the bones in your face. Just press the SonicSpeaker pad up to your cheekbone and your entire head fills up with conversation. They developed this so people can communicate in loud, crowded, noisy places...what an incredible world we live in.
3,392,723
male
26
Government
Gemini
24,May,2004
Okay, here's a little insight into the twisted Japanese mind. Notice anything about this urlLink Anabuki Construction Office commercial that seems a bit wrong? Maybe a bit too R-rated for the little girl? Hint: Tanuki, (Japanese for 'racoon dog'), are usually portrayed in statue and painting form with considerable emphasis on the nether-area. (link found at Dave Barry's blog) M
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male
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Government
Gemini
23,May,2004
Shelves are where it's at! I recently moved apartments, and have since been decorating to the hilt with modern furniture, super chic nic-nacs (how do you spell that?) and a killer lighting scheme. But something was always missing. Until yesterday. I installed some homemade shelves and now everything is different. Like a 1x6x30 inch piece of wood at chest height in my kitchen/living room area. Can somebody say Mini Bar!? It adds a whole new dimension to the room...flat, horizontal surfaces, that's the way to go! Sure, I'm turning a bit too Martha here, but hey, she's looking at 10-20 behind vertical bars so somebody has to take her place... Mike
3,392,723
male
26
Government
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23,May,2004
Biking in Japan is a constant flirt with death, and it is almost provable. There is the 'personal gravity postulate', whereby if you approach another biker (or pedestrian) on bike, and give them considerable berth, they will 4 times out of 5 veer directly into your path. It is uncanny, really. Then there's the 'students-in-horizontal-tandem formation', 2-4 uniformed chitlins riding side-by-side, taking up the whole sidewalk and clotheslining anything that gets in their way. And here's a funny situation. Funny, in that laughing-at-a-dead-clown kind of way. It's raining out, I'm biking along a sidewalk dodging trees and electrical poles tleft and right. (Kind of like a sapien version of Frogger.) About 20 yards ahead of me approaches a young woman on bike with a small child in the front basket AND one more in the back. Another child of hers is biking alongside her. They see me coming, so the woman moves off to the side, but her bike slips, and in trying to keep her two kids from flying off, proceeds to pin her solitary kid into the bushes. He's on the verge of tears by the time I bike by. Now I'm thinking, was that my fault? Should I say something? Sure, I was way off in the distance when this happened, but it DID happen because she was trying to get out of my way...by the time I concluded it wasn't my fault I was already half-way home, but I did feel bad. And her poor kid, crushed by his mother and her bike...I hope he's not hurt too bad. M
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21,May,2004
The most scientifically accurate and chemist-sensitive urlLink chocolate chip cookie recipe ever! M Wicked Quote (paraphrase, more like): The best part about being a chemist is 'knowing how to completely dissolve the bodies of [your] enemies'. - urlLink David R. Edmonds
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20,May,2004
If you've ever taken an 'O-Chem' class then urlLink this might just send you over the top. All those dreadful years in Uni...this was my bread and butter for 4 years in college. But thanks to Musical Chemistry I can look back at the cyclic pathos that surrounded my day-to-day and laugh uncontrollably! This, good people, is how chemistry should be taught! I thought 'Metabolize' was epic. M
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20,May,2004
Ever Google Yourself? Okay, if by ANY chance you may have at some point went to Yahoo.com or Google.com and did a search for: 'michael barry blog' I have something I want to say to you... Yup, MY middle initial is 'G', but I don't collect postcards and I don't live in Ireland. STOP EVERYTHING! urlLink TOTALLY _NOT_ ME ! Oh, and I'm not the urlLink Canadian 'cyclist' or the urlLink Pooka Stew guy . (Oh! That's just creepy!!!!) And I'm NOT ANY of urlLink the guys listed on IMDB.com . This scared the hell out of me a few years ago when a 'Michael Barry', 'from Colorado' and around my age surfaced on the Internet with a homepage dedicated to his obsession with CATS! The animal, not the play. A shitty webpage full of pictures of cats and poems about cats....that was definitely NOT ME, and I worry that people I once knew may have happened on that page and put 2 and 2 together...and decided Mike Barry had gone off the deep end! It's a shame, all these Michael Barrys taking over the web! Yeah, it's a great name, but you can't blame me for being a little jealous that these guys are capitalizing on it... Oi.
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19,May,2004
urlLink One less asshole in the world. But this is a bit different than what I heard. Whether or not the mobster shot himself in head...I don't know, but the news here is saying that they took him to the hospital and he died there. Should have let him rot on the ground. And why does it have Tokyo written at the start of the article. Give some props to Tochigi! I swear this place wouldn't exist if I didn't push it like I do. There wasn't a single second of this whole thing mentioned on any US news website, even in their ASIA section! But sure, there was a whole article on Delta airlines giving away free tickets. And the one about the gorilla that died! Get with the times, people! I'm normally cool with all forms of ape and sapien-like beast, but fuck the gorilla! Who in the world is deciding that a dead gorilla is more newsworthy than a 44 hour police/yakuza standoff? These are the times we live in...
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19,May,2004
The guy's still up there. I couldn't bike anywhere near the area this morning on my way to work. Last time he did this they arrested him after 21 hours. It's been almost 25 now. Oh, and he's got two girls in there as well, both of them his girlfriends!...(I think). And here I am, single as a binary digit. This guy must have a wicked sense of humor and be very keen on that romance thing...
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18,May,2004
This is exciting! There's a mobster holed up in his girlfriend's apartment only TWO BLOCKS from my place. This morning at 9:30 detectives with a warrant tried to enter his place and he fired a pistola at them! So, now the entire area is swarming with cops and TV crews. I had to go home in a roundabout way because all my neighborhood streets are blocked off. This Yakuza nut has got a machine gun and apparently he's threatening to blow something up as well. Oh, and this is the same genius who was arrested in 1991 (again in Utsunomiya) for yet ANOTHER standoff. It really confuses me how some people, who I am told share in the same genetic code, can be SO INCREDIBLY STUPID! How is it they ever made it out of the womb? Blows my mind. Well, we'll see where this one goes, but I tell you, he's fucked either way! And I'm quite happy about that. M
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17,May,2004
I don't know whether or not these sources are legit, but the urlLink article is pretty convincing...I guess it's just another reason meat is simply unavoidable. So, to all you soap-box vegetarians and vegans out there cursing our meat-eating ways, just ignore that look of orgasmic gratification on our faces...Oh, and by the way, if your balls shrivel up to nothing or your babies all develop multiple sex organs, or their bodies have the consistency of pectin, just remember that we meat eaters will keep the ever-forgiving Wendy's Drive-Thru window open til 10pm, just for you. Meat! M I like this one: 'I'm not a vegetarian because I love animals, I'm a vegetarian because I hate plants.'
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17,May,2004
Oi, work... Have pushed aside the all-too important sister-city agreement translation for a few hours of Internet surfing to calm the blood. Just came across one of my urlLink favorite poems . I have been looking for an English translation for ages and always thought it didn't exist. In the movie Mindwalk, John Heard's poet character recites this at the end, and I always thought it was wicked cool. It's also a really wicked cool movie! Sure makes you think. M
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16,May,2004
SUNDAY- Wasted the whole day watching movies. Oh, and since it was raining I thought I'd relive me youth and play in the mud. I went outside to my mini garden and dug up 2 garbage bags full of weeds, relocated half a cubic meter of rock, and moved about 2 1/2 cups worth of Giger-esque insects...now I have a long L-shaped strip of mud surrounding my apartment. Later that afternoon Sandstrom gave me a lift to Viva Home (kind of like a Home Depot) where I bought 20 sq. meters of pre-cut, short blade grass, and a peach tree. Got home and in the rain by twilight I laid the sod and earthed Yvette. Yvette is my peach tree. Let's hope she grows tall and bears lucious fruit. M
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15,May,2004
Shit my head hurts! Rolled in at almost 4am. Ended up walking home, took me 40 minutes, all the way from the East Side. My world is throbbing. I spent 17,000 yen (US$150.00) last night for Mike Sandstrom's bachelor party. The guy's having his wedding ceremony in Hawaii next weekend and so we figured we'd go all out and have a Guy's Night. There were 5 of us, 3 'Mike''s a 'Will' and a 'Joe'...all was chill until...we decided to go to a HOSTESS CLUB! (Hostess Club OR Russian Strip Club, either would have been alright. We tried the cheap cheap Philipino club but it was full of old married men.) So we bought a beer To-Go and merrily marched our way to the red-light district where Ali, the totally X-rated, (but with a wicked good heart),Iranian kebab guy recommended 'Bigou', a not-too-well-known, basement-level Taiwanese/Chinese hostess club. $70 for all you can drink, no time limit and your very own imported chick...and no, we're not talking sex...that costs extra. Shit, my girl was terrible. She was boring, couldn't speak Japanese to save her life; she obviously didn't want to be there. Just brought the whole conversation down. I was trying to talk about anything to get her interested, like her goals, her future dreams, her family, her country...nothing. Totally destroyed the excitement factor. Easiest yuan she ever made. I have half a mind to write a letter to the manager... She fed me pineapple tho. But even still, it was a big waste of money. And to add insult to injury, there were some truly nappy women there, the kind where you could tell they haven't washed since the 50's. So one of the hags came up to me about two hours into our stint and asked me if I'd like to buy some of her 'special homemade pickles'. Fuck me, I didn't want to inquire further! I said hell no and we left. Wasn't all bad, tho. Sandstrom liked his girl. I think the rest of us were a bit jealous. Hey, it was a guy's night out! Here's a good word: ' mizu shoubai ' (lit. the water industry)= the bar/restaurant trade (but meaning those seedy bars, strip clubs, that sort of thing). So a 'hostess' would be ' mizu-shoubai no onna '.
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14,May,2004
Okay, about time I started up a blog of me own. Japanese weather forecasters are for shit. Apparently the weather is updated every 30 minutes on my cel phone. It says there's a 0% chance of rain, and yet I'm looking outside at old ladies being dragged away by that new river that just started raging through downtown...rain, pouring down, thunder and lightning crashing drumming all around. And there's the little picture of a sun on my cel saying 'Hot and Sunny'! I'm taking a few hours off work. This morning I gave a lecture on International Relations to 190 septuagenarians who were all coughing. But they loved me, as most old people do. I guess I remind them of the good old days of shogun and samurai and dirt roads and horse-drawn carriage. M
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07,June,2004
It is with a sense of gasping awe and cynicism that I find myself fascinated with the extremes to which my fellow humans will go in life, and to equally incomprehensible purpose. That, and my constant desire to explore the far reaches of useless trivia; what can I say I'm curious, and such curiosity often takes me beyond the textbook. Yesterday I watched a 1998 documentary entitled, 'Hole In The Head', a gory, yet eerily fascinating show about Trepanation, the ancient and recently-revived-modern act of drilling a hole in one's head to increase brain blood flow. Woh, stop right there. Yes, there were interviews with incredibly intelligent people, talking about this and that...then they say, 'oh yeah, and here's where I drilled the hole.' Ahhhhhh! The show even showed clips of Amanda Fielding's self-trepanation, complete with blood shooting out of the head as this woman drilled into her forehead. It was the sickest thing I'd ever seen and am still quite shaken up over it. Those who do it say it makes them feel like an 11-year old again, the same clarity, what with all that negative pressure in the head re-balanced. It makes them feel constantly high, but not incapacitated-high. Like half a marijuana high. And I'm totally intrigued, thinking about how far people will go in life, especially so far as to cut a hole in their own head! M P.S. They (those that had done it) were saying that the skull has a mushy layer halfway through, so even though you think you may be done, make sure you go a bit further.....Ewwwwwwwww!
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06,June,2004
I love this! Just the thing to bring back to reality all those New Age hippies looking for enlightenment. (Just as an aside, I'm not against yoga, I've even tried it myself. I just find this awfully ironic.) Don't ask me how, but I stumbled across a web page, a urlLink Discussion Forum for Sufferers of Complications Resulting from Kundalini Yoga ! Who knew!? When was the last time you had a 'premature Kundalini eruption'? :) Apparently this form of yoga can screw up your GI system, make you as frigid as a eunich and keep you teetering on the edge of insanity for years, if not the rest of your life. Sounds like a good gamble. Oh, but then they make sure to add, this is the very reason you should always practice with a swami, you know, those guys that charge thousands of dollars an hour to sit in front of you and 'share' their energy. Do I smell scam? M
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06,June,2004
(Somewhat of a continuation...) I was laughing my ass off last night. On the recommendation of a friend I watched this new show called, 'Superstar USA', an American Idol spinoff on the WB. I say spinoff because the idea here is to look for the worst singer in America. I watched a bit of the American Idol show, and while it had its moments I never felt that these people were anything but manufactured. Sure, that's a cliche, usually one that comes from a jealous moron making comments like, 'Avril Lavigne sucks' or 'Kenny G is gay'. Quite frankly, let them do what they're doing, I could care less. Because more often than not these complaint-ridden bags of flesh are: - The dumb-as-a-rock jock, pissed off knowing that the Canadian punk rock girl wouldn't fuck him if he was a sk8er boy with a bottomless Colt 45 -and- - The couch-ridden butterball with NO hair, bad skin and a complete lack of suave, envious of the sax solist's success. So let them do their thing...American Idol though, a bit much. Which is why this Superstar USA show is just classic. It's what this world needs. Some people need to be brought down from their cloud. Sometimes the weakest calf in the herd needs to be made an example of. Sometimes we have to show ourselves what sort of caliber of man & woman is out there, roaming our fertile lands. Maybe that will help us avoid making the same mistakes twice. ...I can't wait til the final episode. Until then though I am laughing my eyes sore! M
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06,June,2004
I've become a bit jaded these days. It seems I can't trust people anymore. People are flawed: they make blatant mistakes, make the wrong choices, base their lives on false opinion, disregard common sense and see the world through a prism devoid of reason. I've often wondered what it must be like to look at this world through the eyes of one of these people, from the religious zealot, to the animal activist to the girl with absolutely NO sense of rhythm. What's going on in that little head of theirs? It would be a surreal experience to know this first hand, I'm sure. And when I get there I'd probably make a few changes of my own in that little brain, so when they return they'll see what I see. Now that would be a trip for them; sure, it would be a bit depressing every now and then, but things would be a lot more clear, making those happy moments all the more enjoyable...I think. M
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06,June,2004
I'm at the center of a major fuck up between three parties who are too beurocratic they can't say what's on their mind. I'm talking about: 1. *** University (in the US) 2. ??? University (in Tochigi) -and- 3. The International Affairs Division (where I am). This year we've arranged a homestay program specifically for our sister state, and are to have a completely unofficial, yet very symbolic, Agreement of Friendship signing ceremony at the end. *** University's Director of the East Asian Department is coming all the way to participate. *** Uni clearly mentioned they want us to be a third party in the signing. We AGREED, and now my office is playing that 'we can't be a part of a signing like this, it's too official'-card. The Japanese will jump on deals like, 'One tomato for $3 or two for $10!', but when it comes to government policy, this wheel moves slower than arctic honey. So NOW, my office is backing out of the signing deal. We're still doing the homestay program though, and this Director is still coming out. And since I'M the English/Japanese speaker I'VE got to tell *** University. And they're going to be pissed off with ME! Fuck this shit! I'm not going down for this. There was NO miscommunication here. I kept everything out on the table, so I am NOT taking the social fall. But, either way this is going to ruin MY image among the *** University staff, all thanks to these fuckers. M
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01,August,2004
For those slow people out there who don't get the Web site name, check out an old song you might recognize: Free Your Mind I wear tight clothing and high heel shoes It doesn't make me a prostitute I like rap music wear hip-hop clothes That doesn't mean that I'm sellin dope Oh my please forgive me for having straight hair It doesn't mean there's another blood in my heirs I might date another race or color Doesn't mean I don't like my strong black brothers Chorus: Free your mind and the rest will follow , be colorblind, don't be so shallow (before you read me you gotta learn how to see me) So I'm a sista Buy things with cash That really doesn't mean that all my credit is bad, So why dispute me and waste my time, Because you think that the price is too high for me I can't look without being watched You rang my buy before I made up my mind Oh now attitude why even bother I can't change your mind you can't change my color Anyway, I really like what the (En Vogue) song says and I think it's good advice for anyone out there who wants to live their life right. Too many people don't bother seeing others beyond the confines of their own stereotypes and prejudices, and I think if more people could free their minds, so much of the strife and horrible things going on in this world would end.
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01,August,2004
Why do so many of these start out with 'Bush is a goober'? Becuase he does so many things to make him one. Like denying urlLink the U.N. $34 million because he thinks that they are supporting coerced abortions with their family planning group in China. The British reports says there are no forced abortions in China, the U.S. report says there are not, and he decides to ignore both and use some Kemp something act to make it legal to keep the money we had already earmarked for them. And the U.N. came right out and said that women have fewer abortions because of their family planning work because they teach about contraceptives and not getting pregnant in the first place !!!! Bush says we will send the money to family planning through another agency, but this other agency covers something like 60 fewer countries and doesn't even touch countries like Afghanistan (hmm...). The U.N. Population Fund covers more than 140 countries and doesn't do abortions (although I have to insert here that I think that is a crock of shit, too...not only is he trying to control U.S. women's bodies, he's trying to control all women's bodies. Also, did you know that until just in the last month, military women could not have abortions overseas? They had to come home to do so, if at all.) Bush is just listening to those right-wing conservative bastards again, the same ones that shoot abortion doctors because they are pro-life . I can't believe this, and I hope the U.N. and other countries start withholding something we really need now, too. Maybe it would teach Bush a lesson. Or at least piss us off enough to vote him out of office (or perhaps this urlLink corporate scandal with Harken he is becoming embroiled in will take care of it for us).
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Again, Bush is a goober. But today, the state of Virginia takes precedence. It is now a law that all schools have to display the nation's motto, which just so happens to be 'In God we trust.' Isn't that lovely and convenient? Especially in Virginia. This is why that phrase needs to be taken off the currency and whatever else they use it for and gotten rid of. It violates the separation of church and state, and as long as it exists, people in this country will never truly be free. Well, getting rid of the slogan won't free us, but it certainly would go a long way to getting rid of silly laws like this one. Of course, no one in Virginia is pitching a fit because we are the bible belt. I can't even write a letter to the editor because I work at the newspaper, and I can't do anything about that school policy yet, I don't think, because I don't have any kids in school. ... Of course, I could sue on the basis that I will have kids someday, and I want the law gone before they enter school and are forced to view it (they put it in the front area as you walk in the door! The state of Virginia is paying to frame these things...of course, the posters themselves were paid for by an anonymous donation of $3000. Give you one guess where that came from.). All right, I'm going now. I will keep you updated as to what I am doing about this unholy mess.
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01,August,2004
Computer makers and programmers. Granted, I probably couldn't have posted this rant unless some lovely programmer wrote this lovely code so I can be a slack-ass and not learn urlLink HTML , but after tonight, I still hold a vendetta. I work at a newspaper, and we all work on deadline. So when the guy next to me (who was doing urlLink A1 , front, most important page) yelled at his computer for Dr. Watson-ing 15 minutes til deadline, I felt some sympathy. However, when his page came back up and there was nothing on it , I started mentally cursing computer programmers (especially those involved with urlLink Quark ). Well, it's now 40 minutes past deadline, and he is just finished rebuilding his pages (which I may add, have not been proofed or even slotted, and it's my headlines that went on in rim....I just hope nothing is wrong with them *fingers crossed* For those non-journalists out there, that means no one read my fucking headlines...libelous or not, people will read them tomorrow morning). Things like this should not happen! We are in the 21st century and computers have been around for a while now. We should have got this whole Dr. Watson bug crash problem licked by now. Or perhaps we are progressing too fast now, and our problem solving skills have not kept up. It might've been slower in the days when editors did paste-up (or whatever it was called back in the day), but I can guarantee they never had a problem right before deadline with a crass. Well, maybe they did...the wax machine coulda gone on the fritz, I suppose. Well, I am going home and to bed now. I will leave you with this quote from a wonderful wordsmith: 'Progress might have been all right once, but it has gone on too long.' - Ogden Nash
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01,August,2004
urlLink If you are urlLink against urlLink abortion, get a vasectomy. Are you a woman against abortion? Don't have one. It's really a simple solution. As for me, I'll quote another slogan: 'Keep your rosaries off my ovaries.' In other words, it's none of your damn business what I or anyone else does with our bodies. I don't think I would ever have an abortion (medical circumstances withstanding), but I do support the right for every woman to urlLink choose whether she should have one. My reasoning is thus: I have the money and the support system in place to help me to raise a child right. However, many women do not, and therefore should not be forced to bring a child into this world. Granted, adoption is an option, but a pregnancy still prevents a woman from working for some length of time, and for some, that could mean entrenching themselves even further in debt, in poverty, etc. Don't believe me? Check out Barbara Ehrenreich's book, ' urlLink Nickle and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By In America '. Read that, and then tell me that it's possible to miss even one day of work for some of these women. Adoption doesn't always pay enough money to cover the expenses of everything involved in following through with a pregnancy. In all honesty, logical reasons aside, urlLink extreme religious activists who keep shoving their beliefs down everyone else's throats just piss me off in general. However, it's one thing to try to keep 'under god' in the pledge; it's entirely another thing to try to govern my body as well. Until your churches and groups start paying taxes, stay out of politics and keep it in your own congregation, where it belongs.
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Bush is a big goober. An explanation will follow, should I deem it necessary. (and I will.)