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17,June,2004
urlLink Its been a very stressful time for Kipper and consequently me this last month. He's now a single man living a single life which isn't all that great to start with , but I think he will find he'll be a urlLink happy bunny in time. Whilst he's been away from the Virtual, I've been spending a lot of time alone in There as you all know. More recently in urlLink Tyr I discovered a new urlLink tourist attraction A HUGE tube which when you jumped inside it urlLink THIS HAPPENS at the top. The still pictures don't really do it justice, but people were flying out the end at high speeds and landing with their heads up their asses! As I like poking about people's houses and PAZ's in There I found some urlLink beautiful Tyr houses Most owners like to keep to the urlLink Tyr theme urlLink Some don't And on that subject I'd like to draw you attention to the headliner photo. That was taken whilst me & kipper were touring Tyr together. We wandered into some houses and found urlLink THAT lol (I hope she doesn't read her chat logs!) We also found this amazing Tyr house which so far HAS to be the nicest one I've seen. Unfortunately the owners were both AFK so we couldn't get to find out what urlLink THIS was all about. Me & kipper cant afford a house in There. Kipper always was the one to look after me financially in-game and he has extra RL financial commitments now. Anyway, I found a hidden place in There. Dropped 2 casual porta zones and 10 items, I've tried to get 2 screens against the only entrance. It wont stop REALLY persistent players getting in as they can see our name tags still and some of our chat bubbles. But its free and its ours and I bought myself a new outfit to greet him in as I showed him about for the first time :) If only REAL LIFE was like this! urlLink Image one urlLink Image Two urlLink Image Three
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25,June,2004
urlLink And gave it to urlLink Kipper It took me a WHOLE lodda mailing & pleading to house owner's who had been auctioning their houses & not getting the reserve price or worst still, no bids at all. I had a lot of angry players pissed at my suggestion & offer's in Tbux implying I was 'mad' And one intellectual sort wrote and quoted 'you can't get a tent house for that!..And no I'm NOT interested in your offer! ' Well, here's the proof that you 'can' urlLink And Its beautiful It was in auction for 300K. No one had bid and the auction was about to end in 2 days. I contacted Chiclet the owner, and politely sympathised with her & other house owners who seemed to be loosing Tbux on house sales now compared to what they paid originally. And added, that If it didn't sell in auction I had 175K and would buy it off her. She mailed me back! And as none of us was sure when the 18K rent was due and 175K was all I had, the sweety let me have it for 150K and ended the auction early. So you see, Mr 'You can't even buy a Tent House for THAT!! ' If you appeal to people's intellect and common sense they will agree with what most house owners are coming to terms with and that's, since the total amount of There Property is doubling (Tyr) the worth of ALL There houses has dropped and will continue to do so as more & more are released into auction by There. Anyway, I can't for the life of me remember the location but it has a urlLink Watch Tower right outside our front door and huge grey rocks and little permanent There huts & benches for players to sit and admire the views. Its located very high up on the hills and looks like a tiny urlLink tourist village Kipper was over the moon and we dropped our....Pants...ahem..Sorry, I meant' urlLink Doggie's sat down and felt like a young couple in their first new house discussing what type of furniture we needed...and who had to clean the dog crap up from the garden We also had another person to tell they now had a There house. Zeda , Zeda was a player we met in The Sims Online and we all lived together and ran Pizza Places and money making houses. When me & Kipper left TSO I wrote to Zeda and much to my surprise she followed us. Like us she's done all the PAZ thing and porta home thing but was delighted to be finally room mates again like we used to be. So Kipper left for the evening leaving me to have a urlLink nosy round the hood and before I logged off for the evening...took a final look at the urlLink Sugar Coated sign we had written to announce our claim to a piece of virtual There space!
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22,June,2004
urlLink OK.. I KNOW I over-do the ' urlLink Pussy jokes but I cant help myself!lol Me, Kipper & Zeda ( who is a friend from TSO ) have been looking at the real estate aucions and I've been bidding like crazy!. I feel kinda hypocritical as upto now, I've always snubbed the ' REAL estate ' owners in There .. but it seems I'm JUST as influenced by virtual prestige and snobbery as the best of them. I godda say it's a whole new learning curve for me and I've met some urlLink REAL PRICKS in my quest to find a virtual roof for the three of us. Some players actually believe not only should they get back the amount they paid for their There house BUT also the rent they paid too ??? HELLO?? Is it me, or do they have their heads stuck in the urlLink Wishing Gates? Based on my research, the cheapest There house's are the Tyr cliff edge caves as they are tiny with no windows and certainly no room for more than a card table and a group seating set.And rent is 25k a month so people (Inc me) think 25k is a lot to pay for a windowless tiny cave like dwelling. Anyway..The going rate for those is aprox 100K...and falling After that, there's the Tent Houses . Now I didn't realise there was so much difference in worth from one There house to another. But apparently a Tent House is not 'as' desired as the rest due to it having no windows and being kinda small too inside. Although they ARE bigger than the above type property. Anyway I bid on one in auction and after reaching the 'high bidder' status wrote to the owner offering them 100K if their reserve wasn't met in auction. To my delight I received a reply saying ' yes as they hadn't had any offers' BUT THEN I asked a beta player whether 100K was a good price and was told a Tent House wasn't worth 50k! So In my ignorance & stupidity I retracted my bids & wrote to say 'sorry' Only to then realise I had been misinformed and actualy 100K was a good price and so I bid again and wrote (feeling like a noob) They were happy to do the deal still, but as yet, me and the seller haven't been online at the same time despite my mails. I have a feeling they have changed their mind and are waiting to see what the auction brings as the last two attempts they tried to sell the Tent Houe..the bids reached 200K but not the reserve price. I Can't say I blame them. I've also been offered a medium sized Tyr house for 175K but the LAG in that place is terrible with all the urlLink PAZ's that players are dropping in Tyr these days. PLUS that's all we have , 175K and I think once we own a house it will rarely be used and I will grow to resent paying rent every month. There's a lot to be said for PAZ's you can drop them were ever you feel like it..Why be stuck in the same place all the time? There's real estate is kinda 'up in the air' at the moment..Owners are still reluctant to sell at the new lower prices that buyers are prepared to pay since the amount of real estate doubled following the release of Tyr houses. Anyway at the end of a hard days bidding Kipper and I relieve the stress by playing urlLink Crash Test Dummy Football. Or by urlLink shooting the shit out of each other And he's such a romantic at heart...always knows what urlLink soft kind words to whisper to calm my frazzled nerves. So despite my best efforts and various tactics to find a house that doesn't cost more than my REAL rent costs...We're still homeless...And that's OK cuz from what I've seen of the current house owners..many are pissed at loosing money OR fed up with not being able to build or move about and HAVE to pay rent each month ... Its a little too much like RL to me..I don't need the commitment of HAVING to find tbux for the months rent or I may loose a lump of real cash I had invested into my virtual house ??? Its madness if you think about it from a RL perspective!
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29,June,2004
urlLink Well, we moved in and decorated..Wow THATs a big job! Takes hours plugging thru all the hundreds of auction items and walls..Took me 1 hour JUST to find the right fire! Its been a while since we urlLink played cards So decided to run our very first ' HOUSE ' event and make it a Card Game. Kipper had Floyd playing in the background and a guest who we'd never met b4 even gave me a little blue bird which perched on urlLink my card table as a house warming gift. The event went off great actually.. I got the nerves about ppl not turning up or staying but it was ok and Kipper took back seat letting me urlLink play hostess Zeda decided to buy her own house...Well actually we had to kick her out after a knife fight me & her had. It all started when I noticed she was buying the same designer clothes as me and even the same hair styles & colors. At first I was flattered, but then one of my dogs when missing...Kipper found him dead apparently he'd fallen off the balcony surrounding our house. Then much to mine & Kippers horror he logged into the game and spent the night with me alone... urlLink talking deep and personal stuff and intimate talk about how he likes his urlLink organ played with Stuff only me & he talked about.. He suspected something was wasn't right when urlLink THIS happened as normally only I am able to stay awake after an hour of his company...We found out later Zeda had sneaked into my account and was passing herself off as ME..Not only wearing my clothes and make-up..Not content with rooting thru the dirty laundry basket for my underwear...but she wanted my MAN too!! (not really...She is a designer and wanted to display her designs so bought her own house down at the cannery)
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06,July,2004
urlLink It's been VERY quiet in There of late, auctions have come to a standstill as there appears to be a lack of Tbux and maybe summer is making people wanna go out more..Either way its dull as dogshit right now. We were discussing how many 'AFK' events appear to be popping up now and how we both feared There would end up like The Sims Online were EVERYONE was AFK and no one ran events anymore..I fear this may happen as the hosting credits have stopped ( and there for me & kipper don't host) and yet There still charge us to hire a fun zone to run events. We BOTH agreed we would pay 100 Tbux to attend an event like a race or cards or a quest if they were reputable. I just wish we could get this out to the reputable hosters..I think this would solve a LOT of There's financial problems and also get good events running again. Anyway me & kipper was exploring the beautiful virtual land saying how sad it would be to let a game like this go to the dogs due to poor management. I said I hadn't seen The Village since it was opened and wanted to go see the urlLink new style houses again . The 3 houses at The Village are all owned by one player, we suspect a There employee. Each one was very similar to the next apart from the clubhouse which had a miniature stage area allowing you to stand and entertain and all that normally comes from standing on a stage. I drooled at the new decor and real life fires and then we took a seat and had a urlLink staring competion . I said I would EASY pay 500K for one of those houses..And we urlLink took a look outside . It 'is' a beautiful place with urlLink winding rivers with urlLink bridges and trees and dirt tracks... I wanted to have a GOOD look about so tried to drop my Bacio..but there was no dropping allowed in the immediate area of the 'Three Housed Village' so we set off running urlLink and running some more ... urlLink and further still Soon it became a urlLink Game ...and soon after that, it became a urlLink pain in the ass We had run half way out into the ocean before we both decided it was all a bit pointless really. What 'is' the point in ? The Village Apart from to look pretty and hold events in the 3 houses...Which most players prefer to hold events in their OWN house anyway..hence the deserted beautiful place...All a bit look but don't touch' So anyway, we played a game of ' lets go thru the pre selected There favorite places ' that you find added to your list of 'Favs' as you level up. I started first & summoned Kipper we ended up at urlLink Mystical Temple seen it before but never mind...Then it was Kippers turn and he found urlLink Lost In Transit a place with supposed crates and parcels that have fallen from Planes and some urlLink Windmills I had a place 'Ariel View ' in my favorites..Basically it teleported you very high up over the Motu Islands and you urlLink freefall for about 5 minutes till you hit the ground and bounce about unharmed. Kipper didn't seem to have this place on his list so I teleported him as soon as I started to fall...Then he saved it and he teleported me...meaning I was falling AFTER him the second time round. As I was looking down to spot Kipper below me..I noticed urlLink all his transport coming up at me at high speed! I saw the two urlLink Austin Powers buggies at first clash into each other, then the hover boards followed so I jumped on one and urlLink did board tricks all the way down feeling very fucking clever when I landed still feet firmly on board :P We tried LOTS of times to get in a buggy as each of us threw and retrieved our buggies for the other falling above us..but none of us could manage to 'get in' any quick enough without a message appearing saying ' Object too far away' I'm thinking It may make good game/event...What do you think?
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05,July,2004
urlLink As I was waiting for Kipper in There recently, I decided to drop some of my There Pawn Broker signs in Tyr. Upon arrival in the once quiet & beautiful 'Dark Side Of The Moon' I saw in the distance, fairy lights twinkling and made my way over to the urlLink 'Neon Travelers Caravan Site' that different players had built together. Each section had its own urlLink Caravan and picnic table & bench. We decided to join a fellow neighbour at his table urlLink He didn't seem to mind ! Kipper was having major LAG problems in Tyr and recently, it's become an issue there...It used to be almost deserted but recently since the new There houses have been built..Its like urlLink PAZ CITY So I ran about taking in the urlLink Weird & Wonderful It looked like a car boot sale on LSD with all kinds of junk, some glowing some not..can's of beer and rubbish bins...half eaten burgers left on the picnic tables...As I walked up the lane of Virtual Trailer Trash I saw another neon sign urlLink BAR Remembering it was 4th July and that in the USA this was independence Day I found urlLink THIS Was a proper Bar complete with bartender and a hand full of people all using voice and chatting to each other urlLink under the moon & stars ... I was that caught up in my casual 'eves dropping' I forgot all about Kipper and his LAG & connection problems and when I called over to him to meet me at the bar, I saw no name tag and no Kipper..So I wandered thru the urlLink amusing & Damb right UGLY stuff and sat myself down outside another caravan urlLink Alone Picking thru the remains of someones cold left over pizza & listening to the distant glasses tinkling and people talking & laughing celebrating the 4th July in the bar near by. LAG in Tyr is a MAJOR gripe at the moment..it used to be beautiful and maybe its just me but I think ( with the exception to this featured article) all the ugly neon springs and space stations, and anything that 'glows in the dark' draws the eye from the real beauty of Tyr...Which was the Moon, Stars and the huge dinosaur bones left out as permanent Hover Board ramps...It seems to be a place for players with little style, class or building skills to just drop their crap in a bid to be the 'loudest' and for that we have to be constantly driving into a lot of it or rubber banding about..I'm just VERY thankful we didn't buy a There House in Tyr . We nearly did but for the same reasons I'm pointing out here..As soon as we stepped outside we were struck by LAG and faced with bright green columns and crap...Its like having the Clampits move in next door!
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13,July,2004
urlLink Well..What can I say? lol Kipper been using his bedican compass and we found almost untouched land with little urlLink Porta Home Villages I love urlLink Cherry Blossom Trees in RL so loved this little place. The new SPAZs ( Super PAZ ) are great for creating a small community of friends who can all share the PAZ time charge. There was a urlLink Night Club porta home with urlLink dance cages mounted to walls which I found irresistible. I 'was' alone lol...I HATE those stupid dances always feel about 13 standing in a group pulling 'Fuck Faces' as you do the 'Twist' Anyway Kippers new( and VERY temporary) dial up was getting him down..He's been behaving oddly...Almost as tho he's blind urlLink This kinda thing tends to happen when he's driving at the moment. Anyway as usual I dragged his bored ass around all the wonderful urlLink gardens and he reminded me my 70's urlLink BUSH was long overdue a trim :P We decided to sell our urlLink House OR rather 'I' did. I am /was convinced house prices in There are going to continue to drop as more & more Tyr homes are released into auction. Some of he Tyr homes ( the small cave like ones) are selling in auction for 10 - 20K! PLUS as detailed above, the release of the SPAZs and porta homes means you can drop a 2 story house in a 200x200 PAZ and have loads of drops left over for a garden outside too! I am always finding wonderful urlLink PAZ places and players choices of location are very urlLink Unique I am torn all the time from owning a real There house and paying a set amount in rent OR being creative and make my own style of Home which we can put away and drop any place we fancy... But in the end we sold the house to SiXeR and made a little profit too...altho not as much as HE intended to do...Kipper saw it in auction the next day for almost TWICE what he paid us for it...So then I felt I'd made a mistake and been a little hasty...Maybe players who think that once all the Tyr homes are released that the original There houses will climb back up in value. Plus Kipper was clearly upset I'd sold our home...He said he saw it as OURS and liked having our names on the sign..I felt crappy as I'd bought it him as a gift. So I found a clubhouse not far from were we lived, same rent but ( and correct me if I'm wrong) with a 'clubhouse' there's more flexibility for decor...IE: in the old house as it was in Kippers name I had to set an event to be able to decorate of move furniture etc..So it never really felt like 'ours' more 'his' A clubhouse, all we have to do is create a group just with me & kipper as members and then either of us can decorate as & when without having to set up events. So anyway...I replaced out home. Its not 'as' nicely situated as the last one in my opinion altho SiXeR said the watch tower on our door step was a 'bad' feature...But me & kipper LOVED that about it..So I've bought the new house...Got a cheap ( shh!! Its a secret ) but Kipper...don't get too comfy sweety..you KNOW what I'm like!! I'm already seeing how much we can get for it lol finally, last night just after selling the house, I was doing a There Pawn Brokers trade and 'meant' to send 23,000 tbux to my customer. Wasn't till 15 minutes later I noticed my balance was 38k instead of 238K!..Yea you guessed it DIZZY COW me had added 1 zero too many... I swear the urlLink Turtles Head Was touching the cloth I was writing in CAPS trying to explain to Kipper wot I'd done....He's telling me to ask for it back...I said ' NO WAY is this guy gonna give me back 200K!' But D2junkie was a man of supreme honor and did send it back instantly! I was in disbelief... I really was! I consider myself VERY lucky and he deserves a mention for being a decent bloke... He got a 7000 bonus for giving it me back :)
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    Rating : **     Seen Via : In The The Theaters     Buy This Movie : Not Yet Available    This was honestly not a very good    movie. I really loved the actual premise    of it, though: evil fighting evil. The necromongers were pretty damn cool, as were the Furians, which is what Vin Diesel's character Riddik is. They didn't delve deep enough into the story, however. What was with the Furian eyes? I know they were special, but we just don't know. Also, this movie was too predictable. All in all, this movie was exactly as I had expected it. The plot was flimsy, but the action was good. The dialogue was absolutely hilarious, though. My favorite line was this one: 'It's been a long time since I smelled beautiful,' uttered by Riddik. Damn, I almost had to hold my hand over my mouth to keep from laughing to that. Seen on June 18, 2004
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urlLink One Word Home is where the heart is. Home is the place where I feel most comfortable. No matter how old I am, whenever I have a sleepover I miss my bed. It's just a response to the loss of familiarity. I also feel so comfortable at home because I'm with people who will never stop loving me, even if I say stupid things.
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16,June,2004
urlLink Random Inspiration List 10 words that you hate. Weird. It's so hard to spell! Finally. For the same reason Hair. When you say it with my, your words slur together in the most annoying way. Plus, I hate mine and get teased about it often, so hearing the word only brings to mind the teasing. Like. It's way overused. I find the whole valley-girl thing very annoying Coffee. It's weird, and I hate coffee. Antidisestablishmentarianism. It's long, it's gangly, and it's just annoying. Homies. WHY IS THIS WORD USED! WHY CALL PEOPLE homies WHEN YOU CAN JUST CALL THEM FRIENDS? IT'S STUPID! Plus, it's the same length as friend, so what's the point? Retard. It's used in the wrong fashion (I do it, so I guess I shouldn't complain), and often. It's also a word that isn't associated with good things. Sexy. It's just annoying. Yo. Damn, that word annoys me. Why do you say yo when you mean you or hello? It's only one letter different from you, and there's already an abbreviation for hello. It's hi. So shut up with the yo thing, okay?
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urlLink Blog Ideas How long have you been blogging? I've been blogging since October 27, 2003. So, it's been over seven months since I began. I had my first blog until March 2004, and got a new one then. I moved to my own domain some time in June or July (haven't put it up yet, so I don't know!)
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Badgering dad about installing dreamweaver on my computer Going to a Bat Mitzvah Seeing a baby turtle A wet, swimming dog Thinking about my math final (which I got a 100% on) The smell of pancakes Beginning to watch a movie and not being able to finish it because it was too 'mature' for me and my sister to watch Trying on my bathing suits 'My parents don't like Ronald Reagan, do they? So why is everyone so sad that he died? Am I missing something here?' -- My response to all the news coverage on the prez's death My dad's awesome new car Writing a few chapters of my novel Writing on a thousand prompts
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urlLink Unconcious Mutterings Colorblind:: Dogs Shallow:: Popular Girls Erotica:: Not for a 13-year-old Figment:: of your imagination Eviction:: Apartments Composed:: Ready Chill:: Cold Girl:: Boy California:: Where I was born Bond:: James Bond
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urlLink The Saturday-8 1. When was the last time you went car shopping, either for your own car or for someone else's? I went car shopping with my father around four years ago, which is when he bought the car he just traded in for his new one. I didn't go shopping for his brand new one with him, though. 2. When was the last time you had an ear infection? What did you do? I had an ear infection last summer, I think. I didn't go swimming for a week while at camp, and I took antibiotics. 3. I was lucky enough to find a car that my mechanic had to sell. Unfortunately, I need to wait for 1.5 weeks before it's ready. How long have you ever had to wait on a car repair? I have never waited on a car repair, I've never had to buy a car, and I've never had to drive one. I'm without a car. 4. I can't swallow well at all. What do you do when you have a horribly sore throat? I swallow, drink lots of water, clear my throat a lot, and complain. 5. I gave my mechanic a down payment for the car, and will owe them approximately $3K, which I'll be paying off when I can. I haven't had a car payment in 5 years. Do you have a car payment currently? Nope. Again, I have no car, so I have no car payment. 6. I skipped a trip to the doctor's because I knew what I had, and instead got some doxycycline from a neighbor like I did the last time I had this double ear-infection/crap throat thing. Have you gotten antibiotics or prescription drugs from someone who was NOT a licensed pharmacist? Nope. My parents would never let me do that, and I would never do something stupid like that anyway. The only place I would get prescription drugs from would be a licensed doctor of physician. 7. Have you ever been in an accident so severe that the car was totaled? If not, tell us about a totaled car of someone you know. Nope, and I don't know of a time. 8. When I was in high school, I was sick with mono for 2 months. I was SO weak; I had to sleep by the toilet for one week because I could not walk. What was the longest that you have ever been sick? I was sick for a very long time when I was two and first discovering that I was gluten intolerant. I don't know how long this was, since it was so long ago. The runner up is when I was sick for a week with the chicken pox. Originally Written on June 11, 2004
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urlLink Unconscious Mutterings 1. Charity A character in a story at writing.com 2. Scale Weight 3. Jennifer Lopez Married, again 4. Coercion Make someone do something 5. Meter Foot 6. Pressure Billy Joel 7. June The end of school 8. Infestation Cicadas 9. Serial Killer Jack the Ripper 10. Anguish Pain and suffering Originally Written on June 11, 2004
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urlLink Diarist.Net Spark Pride, Envy, Gluttony, Sloth, Lust, Wrath, and Greed. The 'Seven Deadly Sins' — a warning for some, a party checklist for others. Whether you think they're capital transgressions or merely personality quirks, you can't deny at least a spark of each dwells within you. Perform an inventory and audit of these sins in your life. For each, perhaps ranking them, evaluate the degree of power, and account for the reasons — overt actions, or hidden feelings — lurking beneath them. Do you try to minimize these traits, or revel in them? Which is the least of your worries? Which sin would be your signature? Pride Pride is probably something I don't have to work on much. I take pride in my work, and sometimes I brag about it slightly, but getting good grades or doing well isn't usually something I do. I know people who do this constantly, and it really freaking bugs me. I definitely try to minimize this trait, because of how annoying I know it to be. Envy This one is something I seriously have to worry about. I get envious about almost anything. If someone gets a better grade, I feel slightly jealous. If someone is liked more then I am, I feel jealous. There are numerous occasions in just about every day during which I feel envious. I don't really try to minimize it so much, but I sometimes feel guilty about my jealousy. Gluttony Gee, well, umm, wow. I don't really know about this one. I eat a lot , but I wouldn't say I was gluttonous. I eat what I get, and if there's more I might eat that too. I can stuff myself on WAY too many snacks after a meal, but other then that I am okay. The only thing I can't stay away from is ice cream. This is my most favorite food. There are so many kinds, and so many toppings. I could eat ice cream all day, every day, forever and ever. Sloth Ah yes, here's another one I've got to work on. I am one of the laziest people you are likely to ever meet. If I can't get it done quickly, I probably won't want to do it at all. I get bored with things and I move on, or I just get tired of work. This is why I have learned almost no HTML; I'm too lazy to take the time to learn it. I NEED to work on this. Lust I'm 13. I'm not quite in the 'teenage boy' mindset yet, so I don't have this to worry about. Wrath I get angry A LOT. Once more, something I need to work on here. Little things get me mad, and big things get me mad. It's not that hard to get me mad, and oftentimes I get into screaming/yelling/crying tantrums with my parents. So yeah, I've got some problems with wrath. Well, why do you think I named this site Grrness: The Mutterings of an Often Angry Teen ? Greed And here it is, my signature sin. I am one of the greediest little (female) bastards you will ever encounter. I want everything, but don't need much. I go into a store, and I'm all, 'I want it. Give it to me NOW !' Yeah, my signature sin, and probably the worst of the lot. Go Marsha the Greedy! Originally Written on June 11, 2004
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urlLink Random Inspiration What could you not live without? I couldn't live without my computer. It is my life. It is my salvation. Without it, I would always be bored. If I was a poet, and I didn't know it, I would write a verse for this wonderful contraption. Whoever invented computers, I salute you! Originally Written on June 11, 2004
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urlLink Blog Ideas If you were president… If I was president, which will never happen, the world would be screwed. I'm no good at making people do things they're supposed to, I know nothing about politics, I'm clueless about almost everything, and I would basically make the worst politician in the world. Plus, I don't have opinions on anything. What would the world do with a president who can't make up her mind? Originally written on June 11, 2004
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04,July,2004
I hate all chores. I hate cleaning my room and bathroom, I hate washing dishes, I hate making my bed, I hate cooking, I hate all chores. I'm a lazy, no good rascal who can't do any chores, ever. Prompt from urlLink BlogIdeas
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06,June,2004
Arrgh our lovely Jessie-Cat! Pictured here. Always likes to be around when I'm here on the PC, stretching her little paw up to me, as if to say excuse me but . . . And wondering, why don't she pay more attention to me instead. When I do, she purrs up a storm, that's her settled for the night!!
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This is my MOG BLOG page - stands for My Own Great Blog! - and also for my love for Moggies! No I'm NOT a good writer, just get by really! So expect the worse, along with errors and madeup words along the way . . . Being Creative, Artistic and loving to Design things is what I excel the most. This may also be a wonderful place for me to post my Dad's great little poems he wrote. They mean so much to me since he died in 1989 Lots to say and lots to do, so let get started!
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25,July,2004
urlLink What a Excellent Film! We went to see Spider-Man 2 on Friday afternoon,  along with my usual tray of Nachos Tortilla chips topped with jalapenos, plastic cheese, and salsa. Watch out for Doc Ock! Very nasty piece of work. A must for everyone to see. Just as good as the first if not better!       Next one I gorra see is Garfield! Buy Posters at AllPosters.com
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05,July,2004
Wow! What a good laugh my husband and I had at the latest film release of Shrek 2 the other day. Brilliant characters, I Especially like Puss in Boots. The film certainly cheered me up a treat! Next is Spider-Man, can't wait! urlLink
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02,July,2004
Where have I been? Busy doing nothing, I guess. Feeling sad, most days, because things in life never go right, being confused of what to say or do. Feeling hurt, lost and lonely. Good job little Jessie is here to make me smile, and to snuggle up. I must add my Father's poems, here's one about our Bazil cat we had for some 16 years, although this was written when he was about 2. BAZIL He steals across the darkend shed, On moonlit nights, when all's a bed. The little things that flutter by, Seldom miss his keen green eye. And when he's tired, he stretches out, Until he hears my little girl shout . . . . . . B.A.Z.I.L . . . Copyright ©1989 Julie Franceschini More poems will follow, will need to sort through them all first.
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31,July,2004
I bought an iPod 2day 20gig. man im loving this thing... anywayz nothing new to tell yall, ive been drivin places, thats about it. O, i saw The Whole Ten Yards yesterday and it blew, such a waste of GREAT talent (2/5).
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28,July,2004
Well my first time seeing a Shaw chum in more than a year would've been great, unfortuantley it was Mark.... LMAO jj man. Anywayz it was a good day. Mark slept over last night and we played games and watched The Pirates of the Carribean, which was an absolutley fantastic film (my rating 41/2/5). Anywayz then the next morning we went to my 2nd favorite Burger joint (aside from LEE's of course) Bud's Broiler. Excellent burgers. After we ate lunch we went into Kmart and bought candy and shit and got our long-ass reciepts. After doin that we caught I,Robot and noon(my 2nd time seeing it) Which is still a awesome flick. Then after we scurried ourselves to see Spiderman 2 and i gotta say i was somewhat dissapointed (3/5 stars). After Spiderman 2 we kinda romed around Lakeside while admiring my EXCELLENT parking job :). Then we just went to the Esplanade mall coz we were bored. Today was an awesome day and i look forward to seein more of my old friends. I realized more today than ever that i really miss u guys.
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26,July,2004
So what will happen to urlLink www.ilovebees.com ??? No1 knows but w/e it is it'll be big. We may not know till 2morrow tho....
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25,July,2004
Guess what i did it i finally got my.... Driver's License!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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25,July,2004
Ok i was sitting in bed and watching sportscenter when i heard the news, I was so in shock that i ran to my PC to see if it was true. Well it is: urlLink RICKY WILLIAMS RETIRED FROM THE NFL!!!!! Guys, im a diehard Saints fan as most of you know. Well I hate Ricky Williams and im so happy, still im LMFAO. This is insane Ricky is so retarded. What a fucking pansy. Hey Ricky: From All of us Saints and Dolphins Fans
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24,July,2004
Ok, i still haven't found out anything, I've been looking at different message boards all day and night, keeping an eye on Bungie's site, and Google searching like a mad man. Really, nothing is new. Ok here is a good site for some info: urlLink Rage for Games. This guy has been making updates left and right. WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN!!!!
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23,July,2004
Ok i look at the new theatrical trailor for Halo 2 yesterday and i notice something i little odd that at the bottom of the xbox logo xbox.com suddenly disappears and www.ilovebees.com appears. So i say to myself 'WTF' and i go to nowhere else but the Xbox Forums. This is what i find urlLink Halo 2 Boards. So, apparently this was attempt by Bungie and Microsoft to stir up some controversy. I didn't realize that they had done it until i read this: urlLink Gamespy's Halo 2 Article . It states in the last apragraph this extact thing: 'The last thing we see is that familiar Xbox logo, but if you look carefully, there is one quick frame where the www.xbox.com turns into www.ilovebees.com. Going to this site opens a whole new can of worms, which we can't really talk about yet. You can be sure that we'll be letting you know what's up as soon as we can!' Ok i don't really know whats going on , but it seems that there is a countdown in progress and it may led up to a suprise release to Halo 2 or a demo but no1 really knows so we'll just have to wait and see.
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21,July,2004
Ok here is my day, I first start out w/ my sister throwing all the dogs on my bed to wake me up and it was 10:00! so i wasn't happy till i realized, Hey! its my Birthday im fucking 16 sweet! Anywayz she says ok mom is gonna meet us at the mall. So im like ok lets go we get there and she gives me a 20 and says go buy ESPN Football and I was like Hell yea! so i come back down where Old Navy is and i got a Shit-Load of clothes. That alone took like 2 hours and man wouldn't you know it we went for a luch and a resturaunt called 'Lone Star Grill' and damn was it good i had a big-ass prime rib w/ a Ceasar Salad, Loaded baked potato, Holy Shit that was tasty. I get home pop in ESPN and i play that for like 4 hours straight. I know what your thinking '4 hours straight!?!?!' thats not special, Well for me w/out anyone bothering me for 4 hours its special. So then my cousin stops by and we eat a bit of cake my sis. got me and we go see Anchorman, which wasn't a bad movie at all it had a few good and bad moments but if i had to rate it id give it a 3/5. Anywayz this birthday was just how i would like all my birthdays to be, nice and simple and maybe a piece of cake :) Great Day!
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20,July,2004
Ok first things first i told u guys that i would tell you about I, Robot. Well as many of you know im a big Will Smith fan, i love all of his movies and music and this movie was no exception. This is one of my favorite Will Smith movies ever. The animation the story and just the action and the acting were all top notch. If i had to give it a rating i'd give it a 41/2 stars out of 5. Anywayz my birthday is 2morrow and i hope it will be a great day. On a suckier not it seems like it will rain on Monday and thats the day i should be getting my license. D'oh! oh! speaking of D'oh! this pic is kinda funny
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16,July,2004
it was and wasn't. ok lemme tell you i get up this mornin to go shovel dirt at my cousins house because they are selling it and they wanted to patch a few things. So i go and we start just me and him and this was ALOT of dirt. It wasn't too difficult when we first started because the dirt wasn't clayish or anything it was good and reletavley easy to move. So about 15-20 minutes into it, the sky desides to drop some rain on our heads for us, this wasn't bad but then it began to pick up and rain hevaly. So we coverd the pile up the best we could and waited a while. We come outside and the sun is beeming and ionno if u ever expierienced the humitity in New Orleans but damn. So this went on and we finished in the 4-5 hours and im tired. So ima go see I, ROBOT tonight and i'll let yall know how it is.
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13,July,2004
well i got my new TV. I didn't get that APEX but i got something way better. You see i had intended to get a slightly better TV and i ended up w/ a hella better TV. Ok, lemme explain i bought a Samsung Flat Screen and they confused my Samsung w/ a better one! hahahaha at it's perfect i love it here it is:
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12,July,2004
My birthday is comin early this yr coz 2morrow ima get a new TV. Hell yes its a SPEX 27' flat screen w/ a DVD player built in. This will be an upgrade from my 24' traditional TV. Im getting a new one coz my old one gets green spots and stuff.
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11,July,2004
ESPN NFL Football had gone gold and is shipping July 20th with a $20 price tag confirmed Visual Concepts. This putting to rest any speculation. ESPN 2k5 will be shipping 3 weeks ahead of it's rival Madden NFL Football to get a jump on the market. Here's the link from gamespot: urlLink Gamespot's Article I honestly cannot wait for this game and to top it all off its coming out on my birthday it'll be a great day. w00t!
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11,July,2004
I found a site that has a nifty little piece of equipment its called X-sig. it shows ppl what ur currently listing too. Mine is on the bottom of the page check it out. the website is urlLink Sig X
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10,July,2004
check this out lmao urlLink http://www.pwned.nl/
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09,July,2004
This is my review of Spiderman 2 for the Xbox also find it here: urlLink Spiderman 2 Review
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08,July,2004
So the greatest game ever Halo 2 is coming closer and closer. We are now at the 4 month mark and i just can't wait so im watching Halo 2 screens and movies. I've been playing the 1st Halo to get my fix. Man im pathetic... But anyway ima also inching my way closer to my Birthday just 1 week and 5 days left w00t! Anywayz im still into Joint Ops: Typhoon Rising because well... that game just 0wns!!!! O one more thing i get my lisence on the 26th w00t! Also i want to ask one question: Who Dat Who Dat Who Dat Say gonna beat dem Saints!!!!! Saints are just a month away!!!!!!! Saints vs. Jets August 13th!!!
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07,July,2004
So im talking to a few people online and i come across www.gamespot.com and im looking at some previews and whatnot and I realize that ESPN NFL 2K5 and Rainbow Six Black Arrow are coming out for that beloved big black box i love so much. So i got to my dresser look into my wallet and i have a 20 so that covers ESPN. I need $50 ahhhh!!!! O wait a minute my Birthday is coming up whew n/m :). Anywayz nothing to report here just to say Hey and stuff. lata!
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06,July,2004
Ok nothing to say except i just recently got paid and i picked up Joint Ops: Typhoon Rising for my PC. Man that game is kickin'!. I also picked up Spiderman 2 for my Xbox ironically i didn't get a chance to see the movie yet but i will!!!
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14,August,2004
The offense started off slow but after a big turnover inside the redzone Todd Bouman (Brooks did not play) threw a touchdown to Jerome Pathon. John Carney made a pair of Field Goals and J.T. O' Sullivan played a good game. The offense did play well but in the coming weeks they should do better w/ Aaron playing.
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13,August,2004
The first Saints game of the pre-season is today and the Saints are taking on the Jets. I'll post what i thought about the game 2morrow. I would aslo like to make my season prediction: 11-5. Ballsy? Yes. Stupid? Possibly. But thats my story and im stickin to it. 1 more thing i need to tell yall is that my relationship with the Warlords may be nearing its end.
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11,August,2004
The movie Collateral i saw the other day is so far the best movie ive seen this year. TomCruise is awesome.... again and Jamie Foxx impressed me. This was Jamie's breakout role and this is the 1st time u see him in his sort of his Denzel Washington role. Great movie 5/5. On another not i start school friday and summer is officially over but the good news is the Saints also start friday.
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07,August,2004
I love to fish and i went to Lafitte w/ my cuz Danny and we caught 9 fish (8Redfish 1 Flounder). I caught 3 redfish and he caught the rest, lucky bitch. lol jj. Anywayz i took a pic w/ my camera the size is small and the quality is crap but its 9 fish on a table all dead ready to be fillet:
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05,August,2004
I wake up and i go to the mall pick up Raincow Six 3: Black Arrow and played it... it was a great day. Anywayz im drivin across the river 2morrow, i thought i was gonna see Joe for the first time in a year, unfourtunatly he made plans and you know whatever. Im goin over there because im goin fishin' on Saturday and im sleepin over at my cousins house (i get to tryout my new fishin pole yay!). So anyway i need yall to wish me luck on 3 things: 1. My drive across the river 2. I catch some frikin fish 3. I get better at Rainbow Six3: Black Arrow
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04,August,2004
Doom 3 that is. I can't tell you the amount of fear and terror i felt while playing this game. This is amazing and the jaw-dropping dropping graphics are gorgeous. I HIGHLY recommend if you PC can handle it to pick it up, its amazing!
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30,April,2004
Ahoy again.. i added more artwork to my page, so go and behold says i . hmm besides that, today was just another day in the MooCave.. and oy i did something funky to my back i think, i get this uber sharp pain if i twist too much, breathe real deep or sneeze. The old people prolly put an evil juju curse on me, and now im starting to become one of them!...... it could happen ! Ok anyway, I stopped at home for a little bit tonight to visit my parents and my lil bro and it happened again!.. my mom can never let me leave without giving me heaps of food. why? i do not know... she acts like i live in Somalia or something. Maybe when ( if ) i become a parent ill understand. Ive been getting alot of sad messages from my EverQuest friends lately, me saying ' im not coming back ' hits them as if i said ' Im terminally ill ' its crazy. Im still here guys and im still going to be around online! lol sheesh..
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28,April,2004
GAWD its good to be home! I am convinced that everyday is ' Dont-Brush-Your-Teeth-Day ' in SunCity, its disgusting, On a lighter note my old friend Sarah stopped by my work for a bit, its been quite awhile since ive seen her and shes just as jolly i remember, the kind of person whos smile seems unbreakable. :) She came to drop off a novel by Brian Jaques ( i hope i spelled that right ) she thinks ill like it lots, so ill give it a go. My fav will always be Clive Barker though, cause no one can twist fantasy horror and perversion like he can! mwahaha! I have started scanning drawings from my sketchbook and adding them to an online portfolio- http://azraiel.deviantart.com/ I have so many drawings, check back often, i will be adding more eventually. Art is my life, Drawing, Inking, Painting, PCpen, you name it, i do it, and i love it. I really doubt anything will ever come of it though, most of my art is pretty scary, gross, dark, odd, ect.. haha so yeah... i dunno, check it out...
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26,April,2004
Today at work, the most magical thing happened. The queen of the abyss ( my boss ) asked me if i would like to go home and have the day off.......... it was like a dream, too good to be true....... Was this a trick question? Am i really in trouble? Am i going to have to work extra on saturday? Do i owe some kind of sexual favor now? Whatever the reason, i couldnt turn my back on such rare freedom. Away i go! hahaha!
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25,April,2004
Summer is coming and its coming fast, for most this is a time of joy.. but for me.. well.. not really, in Arizona it gets to be over 100 degrees, last summer i think we topped at like 116 . Walking outside is a bit like sticking your face into a bag of popcorn fresh from the microwave. The cool thing is, i have my own place, so i can set the AC to ' Arctic Storm ', run around in boxers and live on cherry freezer pops and no one complains ! I really need to move to Flagstaff.... * sigh *
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25,April,2004
I have decided tonight that all we really need in this life to be happy is- 1.) good friends 2.) a pool table 3.) and purple hooters um... Im not quite sure whats IN a purple hooter exactly but they were only a buck a shot and wow they sure get your head spinning! haha.
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24,April,2004
There was a lil bug in my apartment tonight, but he wasnt helping with rent so he had to go.. damn freeloaders, okay anyway... I had no work and no errands and it was so great! I ate a cheeseburger today that was SO good and SO mighty it coulda stopped the heart of an elephant.. Played videogames for so long that im seeing gunfire flashes when i close my eyes.. Played music so loud that my whole building prolly knows ALL the lyrics to Stabbing Westward's Darkest Days.. And to top it all off, played D&D and ate cheetos into the wee hours of the night.. Yeah yeah.. D&D is the highest form of nerdism... haha but damn its fun!!
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Hmm well hello world, First things first!.. im an awful speller ... having said that, here we go... i keep seeing these army commercials on TV that ask ' if your life was a book, would anyone wanna ready it? ' im not sure.. but i guess im gonna find out right now! Here is the basics, my names Nick, im 25, i live in Arizona and i work in the dairy department (The MooCave) of a grocery store, and its in the middle of SunCity of all places! (SunCity is a retirement town) its basicly a slice of hell here on earth. I escaped a 2 year relationship gone sour awhile back and oddly enough, ive pretty much landed right back into another one, ha! but im happy with it, this one i have a ton more faith in, her names Cheryl and shes amazing.. i should have been with her all along but im a goof.. so yeah. I have also just broke free of my EverQuest addiction, for those who dont know, its a massive multiplayer online roleplaying game... yeah yeah laugh it up, i know some of you out there know what im talking about! Anywho my microwave is calling, thats all you people get for now! PS- someday im going to hurl my dial-up modem off my balcony... or just take a hammer to it, im undecided......
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31,May,2004
The most wonderful thing just happened!... I walked in the door, and yes that is wonderful because work is the devil. I would have been home sooner but I decided to hit the McDonalds drive-through for a spicy chicken sandwich, what a mistake that was.. The guy ahead of me took FOREVER and I couldnt back out cause another car pinned me in. For a good 15 minutes this goober sat in his car going- ' well.. hmm.. uh.. Well.. Um.. hmm.. ' Whats to decide!? McDonalds has had the same menu since the dawn of time! 15 minutes! lol sheesh.. Sorry, im ok now.. Just felt like venting. In other news, The guy I ordered from e-mailed me tonight! He says my CD is packed and incoming. I did another scribble and added it to my artpage. I reserved my hotel room in Wisconsin and I spent a bit more than I was aiming for. Cheryl drove out to the place I was planning on staying at and she didnt like it at all! If fact as she was describing it.. I couldnt help thinking ' Bates Motel ' and thats just not cool, so yeah, the more expensive one it is. lol. Thats all for tonight gang, my Spider sense is tingling.. Are you stalking me? Cause that would be super.. ~Van Wilder
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30,May,2004
Ahoy yah swabbies! My blogs are new and improved with comments! Yes folks, You can now leave comments here and know that its STILL 60% less fat than regular peanut butter! Amazing! Only 2 more days till the mini-vacation starts and it turns out I might make it to Vegas afterall, but I dunno, we will see what happens. My friend Scott is all excited and was talking about the drive there, he cracks me up, check this out... Azmordius: should I bring CDs? SHADOW6214: yeah, the trip will prolly be 6-7 hours long..... If Brenton drives it will take 7 hours, if you or me drive it will take maybe 5, if Justin drives it will prolly be 3 hours..... If we live through it. Azmordius: HAHAHAH! Ill go with door #3. Speaking of CDs.. I gave in and ordered a CD tonight from Amazon! ' Nine Inch Nails - Pretty Hate Machine ' Bonus! I been looking all over town for the damn thang and it turns out that its out of print! Zounds!.. But the guy I bought it from says its still in its original package so woo! bonus again! I really hope this all goes smoothly, I dont like ordering things online, makes me nervous.. Hmm only time will tell.. * crosses fingers * Yanno' what else?... I wish Sparo would clean up his panda's poop... JUST ONCE MAN! JEEBUS CRIPES! haha, Take care kids! And Love for the lovey! This is your life.. And its ending one minute at a time ~Fight Club
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29,May,2004
Well hello hello. I decided to call in sick today because we all need a personal holiday now and then! I visited my lil bro who just returned from his California vacation.. He picked me up the coolest Simpsons T-shirt! Woo! Also today I got to see ' The day after tomorrow ' It was really good, the visual effects were just jaw dropping! See it! And see ' Shrek2 ' also, I think it was just as good as the first. I just started reading my friend Sarah's Brian Jacques book, Its called ' The Bellmaker ' and so far its been pretty interesting. Try to imagine talking woodland creatures in a medieval type setting.. Haha yeah its not quite what im used to, but hey, cant hurt to try. My meatball sub is calling! Take care folks! Your a long way from New York Constable... ~Sleepy Hollow
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28,May,2004
I hate mornings, with such passion I do. Im a total night owl, Even when I try to goto bed early I just lay there, wide eyed, tossing and turning. Bleh, same crap tomorrow too.. But then I can go back to my wonderful nights! I cant wait. Walking through the parking lot I came across sixty dollars, neat huh? Three twenty dollar bills justa' blowing along. I was a couple minutes late coming in because I walked around the lot trying to find more, haha. I think im going to just add that money to my savings envelope, I have a feeling the bill for my hotel stay in Wisconsin is going to cost more than the plane ticket. I think I should cut this one short, I told some friends I would meet them for dinner.. So away I go.. Have a good night people! All your mental armor drags me down Nothing hurts like your mouth ~Bush
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Hey Gang, Its been a funky night.. My hun is bumming pretty bad. Its because she has so much to get done before she can fly away to Arizona.. Ugh, I hate feeling helpless.. I finished up another drawing tonight and colored it but I dunno.. I kinda liked it more being black and white.. Not that it looks awful now, just not what I had in mind. Take a look at my page and see for yourself, Its called ' Abaddon '. Plus I love getting feedback. :) http://azraiel.deviantart.com/ When I wake up it will be payday, but it is also rent week.. Meaning I get money then I hand it back. Hmmm well I have been getting alot of hours lately so maybe it wont be thaaat drastic.. I dunno.. We shall see. Crash time for the Nick! She called me a noble steed!.. ~Shrek
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26,May,2004
Happy Birthday Nacho-mate! I Added more art! I got the new 3 pics colored and i think they be lookin jus fabalus'.. I also got my shot done, I got my hair cut.. and they did it how i asked this time! Bonus! Sadly i have to leave for work right now...* gag cough choke * Quick! Someone call me in dead!.. Someone?... Anyone?... Fine... I guess im going... Funny, You like samurai swords.. I like baseball! ~KillBill
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I think I was having a creative spurt today or something! Cause I bammed out 3 new pictures! Janci's Angel, Erica's Faerie and one wicked Nosferatu.. I just want to color them now before I do any scanning. It shall be soon says I! Also today I spoke to my ex Brittany for the first time in quite awhile. It was good to hear shes doing well, she has a new man now and it sounds like shes really getting her new life moving. I Hope things keep getting better for her. When I wake up I should go get my shot.. I keep putting it off, and thats prolly not good. Then I should get a haircut, just to thin it out alil, they better not mess up the length! They like to do that... I know I keep mentioning this ' shot ' thing and I havnt explained it, so here it goes- Every other week I have to get a shot because I am not aging properly, tis why im 25 but look 19... Tho this doesnt SOUND like a bad condition to have, it can be bad farther down the road as internal parts of me are underdeveloped.. Mainly my heart. All has been going great the last couple years though, so great that I may be able to move to a patch soon, then eventually, nothing at all! WOOT! I think thats all for tonight kids, play more Xbox and eat more popcorn! I will look for you on the field... ~The Last Samurai
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24,May,2004
I got a steak thrown at me today.. How bout that? A semi-frozen, packaged steak.. All because this woman didnt use her discount card at the self-checkout register and paid full price for it. SELF-CHECKOUT means you take care of your own damn order, no one is going to hold your hand, all you have to do is pay attention to the computer.. * sigh * I would have given her a refund, no big deal but nope, she had a fit, threw the thing and stormed out. Lets just add this to the list shall we? The Shit-thrown-at-Nick-over-the-years List. 1. a baby bottle 2. a can of tomato sauce 3. some car keys 4. a carton of cigarettes 5. wadded up dollar bills 6. a steak Good thing this June brings a small vacation, I need an escape. mmm escape.. So good.. Thats all for now, I need more cashews. Its good Its guuuuuuuuuuud ~Jim Carrey
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23,May,2004
Howdy gang. As usual, work today was a great and mighty mass of suckage! But afterwards I stopped at my parents house. I got to hang around with the family and abuncha my brothers pals. We ate spicy polish sausage things and then my dad busted out the ' magic car wax ', some foul smelling stuff called Yzmol. My lil bro gave me an old shirt to wear so I wouldnt mess up my work shirt during the action... It was half blue and half stained with what looked like ketchup and it was so tight you could see my ninnies!.. yeah yeah real funny, =) Haha anyway my car is all uber shiny and snazzy now! woot. In other news, it looks like camping might be taking the place of the Vegas trip.. We will see.. Stay tuned! * cue dramatic drum beat * We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze. Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway. But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog. The fickle fascination of an everlasting god. You know I'm not dead! ~Smashing Pumpkins
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Here I am! Yeah yall know ya missed me..... yanno whats nuts!? I read an article that Andy Kauffman ( sp? ) is alive! The crazy goober faked his death for 20 years just to secure his place as the greatest comic prankster ever. The wildest thing about it is that he even kept his own family in the dark! What could you possibly say to your family after doing something like that? ' Hi mom, Im home.. I was just kidding..' Its just insane to me.. Today was so.. Eh, I didnt get done anything I needed to, I just slept in way too late * stares at Cheryl accusingly * hahaha JK hun. It was a total slack day! I worked on more pictures, went out gaming with the guys, Cheated and ate more than I should have, I should run extra tomorrow for that. hmm. Tomorrow its back to the salt mines.. Maybe ill stop at home after work, my dad is obsessed with putting this 'special wax' on my car.. haha dont ask, I dunno jack about car care.. Oh well, the pillow calls and I must answer, Ta' I got my head, but my head is unraveling Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart is no good And you're the only one that's understood ~NIN
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21,May,2004
Woo I love paydays! Until I get home and check the mailbox... Then its bills! Always with the bills! Its like they know! I finished my latest Clive Barker book the other night called ' The great and Secret Show ' Easily one of his best, I wish I could do his bookcovers or something, his villains and monsters own. Speaking of art, im finally getting around to my drawing requests, I finished my friend Sarah's sexy witch tonight. Go Look! http://azraiel.deviantart.com/ Next up, my friend Janci's Angel! dun dun dunnnn! Tomorrow is errand / gameday, im not so sure about gaming tho, there are so many movies to be seen! KillBill2, Shrek2, Troy, Hmm maybe over the weekend.. OH! And the Vegas trip is going to work out it seems, god bless our man Scott for getting free hotel rooms, you rock bro! End transmission.... * beeeeuuupppp!* So far so good cause no one knows I'm faking I wish I could show you the toll it's taking Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow So far so good ~Thornley
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19,May,2004
' 3 Doors Down ' is playing here tonight!! And im not there.... For the last couple days I have been calling the radio station ( TheZone ) To win tickets and I never even got through! Not once! Jerks, There has got to be a better way.. UGH! And then! I got another damn call for Emilio Martin, this time at 7am! I have been living here for over a year now and this girl still calls for this Emilio guy! Does she not believe me when I say ' He doesn't live here '? I think the next time it happens I should be like- ' Hello, yes this is Emilio. I hate you, ive always hated you, dont ever call me again.' Bwahahahahahah!.. JK.. Thats alil too evil.. ooh ooh ooh my popcorn is done! Later folks! Awwwwww no tears please.. Tis a waste of good suffering! ~PinHead
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18,May,2004
Ahoy! Guess what I got!.. Guess.. Guess.. Guessed?.... I got A PIRATE FLAG ! Thats right ladies and gentlemen, A good ole black and white skull with crossed bones, And its no wussy flag-on-a-stick either, Its almost as big as me. It totally owns. Last night I had an angry old woman come in my line and ask me the following- ' Fettah zehh deh behhhhh ?'.. uh..WTF! Of course I had no idea what the hell she was saying so she had to keep repeating herself, but it kept sounding the same! So I just repeated what she was saying right back to her.. ' Fettah zehh deh behhh '!.. She got even more angry but at least it got her to talk like a normal human being, she was asking- ' what is the date '?..........* sigh * Whatever.. Anyway... A problemo Cheryl and I have been having was finally resolved last night, afterwards she asks me ' Does all this count as an argument ?' im like yeah, I would say so, then she tell me ' That wasnt so bad, can we have make-up sex now ?'... 8O .. 8) .. 8} .. >;} .. I love this woman!! Her smile begins to curl In this or any other summer She is something altogether diffrent Never just an ordinary girl ~Counting Crows
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17,May,2004
Extra short one tonight kids.... Its been a long day, a long night and its going to be the same tomorrow I bet. To top it all off, my lag is awful and my head is hammering. On a good note, im almost done with some new art pieces, if I still like them when im done ill add them to my page. Im still just starting to get into this whole fitness hoohaw and so far its really not so bad.. It would be alot easier though if I could sucker a friend into jogging or biking with me.. hmm... Also, while im thinkin about it, thanks for the ears tonight Sarah and Janci, you folks are great, and away i go, Its past my bedtime....
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16,May,2004
Last night my neighbor had his music up so damn loud at 4am that my whole apartment was buzzing.. at 4am! I had to be up at 7am! .. I walked across my bedroom and banged on my wall like a maniac till it stopped. Then as soon as I laid down again it started back up! Obviously they weren't gonna listen to me... So I called the apartment security AND the cops, that worked much better. Bastards.. In other news today.. A woman tried to use her drivers license as a credit card, then had a fit when i discreetly pointed it out. There is no spoon. The Olsen twins are no way better than the Bucci twins, Sorry Kyle. I need to do crunches and not sit ups. Asteroids to not concern me and finally.... Eggplant is disgusting. The End.
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15,May,2004
Sup Kids, Frys sucks extra because I have to goto work at 8am tomorrow! Its almost 2am right now and im not the least bit snoozey! argh! I blame ze faiyah! * snap * Have you ever wanted to rewind time? Just go back and redo something because you think it was stupid.. Yeah, that was me last night.. I finally opened up to Cheryl about some problems I been carrying around.. You see, I usually bottle up my troubles and sweep them under the rug, but in the past, doing that just caused more problems in the end. I told myself that I wouldnt do that with Cheryl, no matter what.. She said shes glad that I told her but I know it upset her alot.. :( We eventually worked it out and things feel better again, but gawd I still hated to do it! Its not going to be as easy as I thought, not bottling things.. But I guess, this was a good start... Love ya hun =} On a lighter side.. Did you people know that there are SexClubs out there?? I didnt! I wouldnt even think they would be legal! This crazy girl at my work invited me to go ' check it out '.. lemmie think....uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. NO
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13,May,2004
Its my Friday finally. I get to evade oblivion for two whole days, gotta love that. Im in a weird mood tonight so beware of falling rocks ahead.. I keep getting hot and cold lately, maybe im coming down with something. Who knows. An old ex-girlfriend left a message on my machine while I was working, I think she gets lonely sometimes and just needs an ear, Poor thing. Shes a single mom, And shes doing an amazing job despite it all. And no the children are not mine incase some of you are wondering.. A friend of mine sent me the Nick Berg beheading video earlier.. I kinda stared at the ' play ' button for awhile, not sure if I really wanted to see it, but curiosity is a killer and im the cat.. I dont think I have ever, EVER seen anything so awful and brutal in my life. People amaze me. I should get up early tomorrow and have my car ignition checked out.. But I dunno, doubt it. Its getting warmer and I should start swimming again.. But I dunno, doubt it. Should do alot of things.. But you guessed it.. doubt it . Maybe tomorrow illl feel better..
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11,May,2004
I did it again! This afternoon I crept ever so stealthily from my MooCave, to the lil sample table where ' Farmer Jon's sausage links ' were being handed out.. The vendor woman had left for lunch... So I snatched up every last sausage and ran cackling back to my cave to devour them all... Yeah I know, im a sad soul.. But I can change!.. I could!.. DAMNIT I CAN CHANGE !!! Besides that, I had no luck finding an orange kitten to share my home with. Im still addicted to Sarah's SugarCult CD. Lauren ate my last PopTart. My friend Brian is trying to quit smoking, woo. I think I should take up running to fix my lil pudge tummy and lastly.. much love for the Lovey!
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10,May,2004
Hey Gang. How goes it? Good? Kay.. Ive been letting my hair grow out the last couple month's just for a change and yanno.. im almost positive that it has a mind of its own, maybe its just angry because I chopped it all off and kept it short all these years.. Anyway, back at the ranch, life rolls on. My store is going to get remodeled sometime soon and I hope they do something nice with the MooCave! ( like add a big flat screen TV ) My roof started to leak the other night, hmm maybe ' Leak ' isn't the word.. Ill rephrase.. My roof started to pour the other night. Turns out the folks above me had some valve burst in their dishwasher * sigh * oh well my kitchen floor needed a bath anyway. that's all for now me thinks, I got very special TO-DO-LIST today. Nick's To-Do's 1. Make And Eat A CheeseBurger 2. Find An Orange Kitten To Name Nacho 3. Do Dishes 4. Ready My Battle Armor ( Iron my work-shirts ) 5. Slack off
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08,May,2004
Well today I got to sit in the DMV for over half an hour cause my insurance company made a typo, that was about as fun as a punch in the face.. Besides that today was pretty good. Finally got around to getting a ' momma's day ' gift.. My brother and I split the cost on this big ceramic elephant head.. haha im sure that sounds pretty funny but its actually really cool looking, she digs crazy animals.. As I was driving home I passed a shoe in the middle of the road ( ive been seeing shoes on or around the roads alot lately ) and I just cant seem to picture how this happens. Is road rage getting so bad that people have resorted to hurling footwear?.. I can just imagine bumping into a friend- ' Hey nick, how are y.... Um.. Where is your other shoe man? ' I can smile and tell them ' Some jerk on the 101 cut me off... '
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05,May,2004
This one is for my nacho-mate Jansox who says im slacking on my Blogs, haha. I finally got me a digital camera !! Its so tiny, like a lil toy. ( its a Fuji S3000 ) besides that ive just been drawing alot more, playing with my art page and finishing my latest Barker book ' The Great and Secret Show ' tomorrow i get paid.. Good thing cause the bill for my plane tickets to Wisconsin just arrived, Zounds ! And get this madness! I got a letter saying there is a recall on Pontiac Sunfire's made during a certain time ( of course mine being one of them ) They have some kind of ignition defect, so I guess ill go and have that taken care of so I dont yanno... Explode or anything. =P My friend Brian got back from Iraq awhile back ( marine fella ) and he has introduced the friday nighters to a new game- Vampire; The masquerade , and Its pretty damn cool actually. Werewolves are still cooler tho damnit.. hmm I think thats about all for tonight, Im gonna go watch one of my favorite flicks ' Fallen ' I found it uber cheap so I had to have it! PS- Thank you for makin CDs for me miss Sarah!
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04,May,2004
A smidge on the sleepy side and not quite sure what to jot tonight... i should just goto bed but im too much of a night-owl. I think im gonna plug my scanner back in and add some more art to my page.. or just go scribble at ArtCluster.com , i love that place, you can watch people draw in realtime! :) Tomarrow im gonna go pricing digital cameras again, maybe stop by the comic shop, maybe get stabbed again ( ill explain that someday ) and i should stop over at my parents house for dinner... so i dont get sad messages on my answering machine... so yep.. thats about all for tonight, you kids behave and drink your milk! PS-Good luck on finals miss Sarah and Erica! Yuh ken doo eht!
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02,May,2004
Only 11 more weeks till i see Cheryl again.. Good thing ' FatherTime ' isnt a real man, i would be over his house EVERY day trying to make him speed up time.. ' are we there yet?.. are we there yet?.. are we there yet?.. are we there yet?' .... Anyway, today was another day of action and excitement in SunCity!.. Actually no it wasnt, i just like to say that, it makes me happy. It was a really simple day.. towards the end of the night this girl i work with came to me about her recent breakup... the whole story.. every detail.. What is it about me that screams ' tell me your pain and suffering' haha, not that i really mind, i mean i always pay attention and try to offer advice, i dunno, maybe i should just become a certified therapist and get paid for it.. In other news.. I learned that Trent Reznor is doing the soundtrack for the upcoming- D00M III Yowza!!
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01,May,2004
GO SHARKS!! WOOOOOOO!! ... .. . ok ok i really dont know anything about hockey, im just going along with my buddy Sparo. I dont follow many sports actually, besides Football ( Miami owns! ) and alil Baseball. Im mere moments away from having to goto work, Fry's was not swallowed up by the earth like i wished and my lovey Cheryl does not think Calling-In-Dead is a good idea.. So back to the MooCave i go. Its funny how when you are off, time goes screaming past you... but as soon as you step into work, it stops, completely, sometimes i think it even goes backwards at some parts of the day! Hmm the Ad-Ninja has struck again i see. Yanno those ads that suddenly appear hanging from your doorknob, or wedged between the door and frame? yeah, that is the work of the ad-ninja.. Sometimes he even strikes in parking lots, putting ads on your car window! Someday i will catch him... Someday ...
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30,June,2004
Not a whole lot new.. Just grinding along till vacation comes. My CD finally arrived, woo! I added a new drawing ( a request from my cousin Jaime and his band ) But as for the Gorilla request.. Well.. Its still getting the best of me. Thats really about it for now. Ill leave you folks with this clip from the Book of Blood. I thought it was pretty damn cool... The dead have highways, and they run, lines of ghost trains, dream carriages and pedestrians, across a wasteland just behind our everyday lives. An endless traffic of departed souls. Their thrum and throb can sometimes be heard in the broken places of our world, through cracks made by acts of cruelty, violence and depravity. They have sign posts, these highways, and bridges, turnpikes and... Intersections. It is at these intersections, where the endless crowds of the dead mingle and cross, that this forbidden highway is most likely to spill through into our world, the traffic is so heavy at these cross roads, and the voices of the dead so shrill, here the barriers that separate our reality from theirs is the worn dreadfully thin. ~Clive Barker
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28,June,2004
Well today was a fun day.. I came into work and the whole store is hotter than HELL , it was awful. The assistant manager tells me the AC is broken... But! Afew hours later I have to go into the managers office to deliver some paperwork and guess what?... Her office room is cold!! Like a nice little igloo!! AC broken my ass!! I dont get it.. Anyway.. Here comes the great part.. The store was SO freaking hot that almost all of our refrigerated sections ( Deli, Meat and Produce ) burned themselves out trying to keep up with the temperature!.. I was supposed to go home at 10:30 but I ended up staying alil past midnight, I had to help pull ALL of the product out of the deli and the meat departments. And the meat department was thee worst! Everything was all hot and soggy and leaking and stinking. Especially the chickens and the fishes.. It was disgusting.. Im so glad im not working in the morning.. I feel so sorry for whoever has to sort through all that crap, and put back whatever can be saved.. D'OHH!!! ~Homer Simpson
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27,June,2004
Hey Kids. Going to be working like a maniac this week and only got one day off too! It bites but at the same time I really need the money right now. Also I have afew more pictures to finish up before I can be totally free. The gorilla project was a flop! Im just going to start it over completely.. Im trying to capture a gorilla thats calm and majestic looking, not something from the movie ' Congo '! The days are finally dwindling down for Cheryl and I. She will be living here by the end of July and I hope she will be ok with the change. Wisconsin and Arizona are so completely different.. The land, the population, the weather, the drivers! Ha.. But on top of that, I think my real worry comes from the fact that shes moving so far away from home. It would be hard on me too.. On the brighter side I know that I love this lil snowbug more than anything, and my friends loved her, and my parents loved her, haha even the people at my work loved her... I hope all this love and care here will be enough. With fingernails that shine like justice! ~Cake
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25,June,2004
Today.. Last day off.. So hungry.. Lazy.. Dont feel like moving.. Or cleaning.. Should.. Company coming later.. Bah.. Need maid.. A French one.. With a skirt.. Sorry Ill stop now, hahaha. Yeah there is going to be some gaming later today. Then in the wee hours of the morning my parents will be leaving for Daytona for 2 weeks, I bet my brother is ecstatic, he can sleep in for once! I still have awful flashbacks of being woken up all the time by my mom, basically if shes awake you have to be too.. Hmm but now that I think about it, when I moved out I had a girlfriend at the time who would do the same thing, so I guess I didnt really escape it did I? haha oh well. Who wants a Spicy Chicken Rice Bowl?? I do! I do!.. Later folks and happy birthday to the hot lil starfish.. bloop!.. Alright, let me be the first to congratulate you then... You get one vagina for the rest of your life. Real smart Frank. Way to work it through. ~Old School
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24,June,2004
Ahoy ya salty dogs! Today is payday!.. But it sorta sucks cause half of it has to goto rent this week.. Vultures!! Anyway. My art page is down, aint that some crap? They have to do maintenance work and its taking forever.. I feel so naked and cold! Im almost done with my list of scribble requests, tho this last one is taking awhile.. I have draw a silverback gorilla's face in color and as realistic as possible. I hope I can have it finished by this weekend. I got my haircut yesterday and the woman decided to go nuts, so I lost about a week of growing. I really wish I could do it my damn self.. Cause you suck Sasha at GreatClips! I think from now on, if barbers dont do a good job we should be able to cut THEIR hair.. With big ass hedge clippers! I think I best be on my way now, gotta meet some folks for Chinese.. mmm Shrimp fried rice.. Aight be coo! * Salute * Jansox: so you watching those movies alone or with friends? Azmordius: just me, my couch and my long john silvers Jansox: ...Is that your penis? Azmordius: hahahah!
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23,June,2004
Sup gang. Its late, Im all out of applesauce and just so everyone knows.... My slinky could out-slink Cheryl's slinky!! =) Haha! Besides that.. Tomorrow is my Friday. Shazayum! This morning my seller from Amazon replied to me about my CD, he apologized lots and is telling me to give it just afew more days, so I suppose thats what I shall do. I think after work tomorrow I shall get a haircut, but only if the right person is there, its getting pretty long now and I want to keep it that way ( just less poofy ).. After that I may go poke around in BestBuy and see whats new.. Then I have to stop being a slackass and get down to some serious scribbling. I found out a big union meeting took place today over the new labor contract, and as far as I know there will be no strike! Thank god! Spending my days on a sidewalk with a picket sign was not sounding exciting.. At all! I think thats about it for now pork chops, so be kind to the Lorax, he speaks for the trees! And best of luck to my Nacho-mate's momma. They all float down here.... ~It
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22,June,2004
My CD didnt come today! For the lova gawd I am so cursed! So I decided to e-mail my seller about it... And I hope I hear back. I drew another pic today, but now I really need to stop with the personal creations for a bit. I need to start working on my request list before it gets out of hand. Also I have to get back to reading my friend Sarah's book before I forget what the hells goin on or she thinks I didnt like it, haha. One of the requests im really excited about is a logo for my cousin Jamie's metal band 'Grip'. Everything I do ill continue to post at DA of course. http://azraiel.deviantart.com/ On my way home I stopped to get gas and had the same cashier girl I had last time. She looks so familiar to me and I dont know why.. I have such a bad memory.. I think ill ask her about it next time, though im sure she will just laugh. Then as I was coming upto my door a moth attacked me... But I didnt squeal like a woman this time! Score! haha! Be safe kids. which one of yalls Neebol?.. Yooooo Mamma! ~MiB2
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21,June,2004
Yanno what sucks?... Having no eraser on your pencil... yeah that about sucks. It sucks ALMOST as much as having your girlfriend leap out at you while your changing clothes and scream- Chumbawah!! ... Yeah... However, having no eraser does not suck more than having to goto work in less than an hour. Grrrr. Grats to my Nacho-mate for her new Job! Eat more applesauce! MSparo27: dude youve got like pimp dust on you or something dont you? Azmordius: no its actually nerd flakes Azmordius: looks similar huh? MSparo27: HAHAHHAHAHA
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20,June,2004
Hey kids, how goes the going? Same ole hoot here. Can you believe that the craft shop down the street is sold out on Air-Brushes? Oh well, I am too lazy to go driving across town and I fear if I buy one from Walmart it will fall apart after an hour of use... Down with Walmart!! Anyway Ill just check back on Wednesday like the girly at the counter suggested. My CD still has not come!!.. The order letter says that if I have not received my item by the 20th I need to call some number, tomorrow is the 20th.. I hope I dont have to call.. * sigh * In other news, I have to get up early tomorrow cause my family wants to do breakfast for FathersDay. I been having a mad flood of ideas for drawings and I might be doing afew art projects with some other folks from DeviantArt! Thats always cool. Never EVER eat red beef jerky and lastly.. This is a travesty! A sham! And a mockery! Its a Travashamockery!! Sorry.. I love that commercial.. hahaha. Gnight Everyone! Soon as that camera goes off, he's gonna f*ck that little dog! ~Interloper
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18,June,2004
Today was pretty decent. I got paid, drove my lil bro to his doctors appointment, found a nice CD burner for a good price, had lunch and saw the Riddik movie with my budmo. I liked the movie, there was so much detail put into it! And it wasnt cheesy or over acted like I was afraid of. Go see it says I. Tonight has been a little less than decent, but I guess thats life and your right Sparo. ---=====((((@ \o/ AHHHH!! I think im going to go look into some paints and maybe an airbrush tomorrow so I can start knocking off some of my art jobs. Maybe hit the pool for a bit. I need to dust. Need to vacuum. Still no CD in the mail!... And hmm.. I dunno, who cares! I need a jellybean... I guess I finally found out, all the little things. I know where they go. It's such a shame, all the little things. I held on so long. Why don't you confuse me again? Just a little more.. ~Orgy
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15,June,2004
Not much news this time, it was a lazy Tuesday. My connection was being crummy all day. I watched a baseball game with some friends at Palo Verde Pizza. ( the Diamondbacks bit it again ) Right now my connection is still being crummy. I Did some new art. Still need to work on some other art projects. My CD has yet to arrive. And my mood ring has been black and purple all day, whatever that means. I think thats about it. Exit stage left. Under my skin. Through my mind. Spinning around. Losing balance all the time. Shake me like a leaf. I treat you like your glass.. ~Zeromancer
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14,June,2004
I have more artwork posted !! haha yeah Im becoming such a scribble addict arent I? Oh well, I guess there are worse things to be addicted to.. Today I found out I have a pretty sweet pension going! From what I understand, if I decide to stay with Fry's, when im around 38-40 years old I can retire and be totally taken care of.. Its funny that I been there almost 9 years and im just now learning about this stuff. :P Anyway.. In other news I found a mood-ring in the parking lot today! I have been wearing it ever since and so far its been mostly Blue, then some Black, and for a short time it was purple.. If anyone knows what the hell the colors mean, please leave a comment, lol. I need to stop now and get to packing my lovey's birthday loot. * salute * G'Night! Memory, prophecy and fantasy. The past, the future and the dreaming moment between are all one country. Living one immortal day.. To know that is wisdom.. To use it is the Art. ~Clive Barker - The Great and Secret Show
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13,June,2004
I found out a bit ago that a friend of mine at work had a grocery palette fall onto his foot and mash up some toes pretty bad.. Why didnt I think of that? I bet he gets afew weeks off with injury pay!... JK, I hope hes okay. =) I just got another art-job! Score! Painting dinosaurs on the walls of a daycare. Sadly the dinos have to be simple shapes, brightly colored and smiling. My original idea was to have dinos with twisted claws and bloody jagged teeth... But they told me that might be a tad disturbing come nap time. ooooo! My nachos are done now. That means go time for Nick. Be safe out there folks and be sure to love your lovies. She is everything to me. The unrequited dream. The song that no one sings. The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in. All I need to make it real. One more reason.... ~Slipknot
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11,June,2004
Ok.. So.. Its June 11th and the CD I ordered has not arrived yet.. I think ill give it just afew more days before I start to hassle the seller.. * crosses fingers * Today I finished shopping for Cheryl's birthday but I cant say anything about it here cause she reads this now and then, haha.. As for my dad, I think my bro and I are going to split the cost of a CD burner, he has been wanting one for awhile now. So thats that for my shopping needs, hurray! Now I can return to my slackage.. mmmmmmmmm.. for now at least.. I saw some kids almost get in a fist fight in a bookstore today, over whether or not the Hulk could beat up Batman.. How stupid.. I mean Jeez.. Everyone knows Spider-Man could beat up both of them! hahah ok im going to bed now, and remember, only YOU can prevent forest fires! The dark one is gathering all armies to him.. To make a war that will cover all the world in shadow.. ~Lord of the Rings
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10,June,2004
Hey gang. How goes the going? My friend Brenton added his Vegas pics to his page. I love this one.. ( Im the guy in yellow ) http://www.geocities.com/dev98b/Nick_Brenton_ Scott_Dragon.bmp Also work was slower than death, so I drew more stuff, have a peek.. http://azraiel.deviantart.com/ Tomorrow is stab day, Joy! After that im off to do lunch with Angmo and maybe after a quick run of shopping I can squeeze in a movie! Woot! My buddy Ronin is going to use his magical coloring abilities on a black and white sketch of mine and I cant wait for the result! I love mixing talents and seeing what comes out.. And yes, ill show you all. =) I best get to bed now, beware the Cthulhu! We are all god's madmen. ~Bram Stoker
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10,June,2004
I think this whole being-more-healthy-thing is working! As I was cleaning out my closet I found that I was able to fit into jeans I had to stop wearing last year, I have more energy, Even people at my work have started asking ' are you loosing weight? '. haha, Maybe I wont have this lil pudge tummy when Cheryl sees me next month. =) Speaking of Cheryl, This Friday I need to go buy state maps for whatever is between Wisconsin and Arizona, I have them all written down someplace.. I think with those and MapQuest directions we should do fine. After that I need to do some Birthday shopping. Then I dont know, I would like to go see Troy or KillBill2 .. hmm.. Grr.. I would be off on Thursday but I swapped days with another stocker so he could go out of town * sigh * oh well, lets just say its my good deed for the year. I think im gonna go watch me some Conan O'Brian and then hit the hay. Eat more kiwi! So I run.. Hide.. Tell myself.. I'll start.. Again.. Brand new name.. And eyes.. That see.. Into infinity.. ~30 Seconds to Mars
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09,June,2004
Zounds!! ... What? Its just fun to say, try it... Go on you know you wanna.. Ok anyway. I got more art projects to start! And I think my block is breaking so thats a plus. I also have been thinking more about starting my own lil business painting windows for game shops, pizza places, grocery stores, whoever has blank windows. Also I have been thinking of buying an airbrush and seeing how I do with that, seems there is a fair demand for car, truck, motorcycle and helmet art around here. Just afew idears I have been playing with... We shall see. I better get my dreamer ass ready for work. I added 2 new pics to my ArtPage btw! Later ya swabbies! It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time. Stand out on the edge of the earth.. Dive into the center of fate.. Walk right inside of the gun..Look into the new future's face. ~30 Seconds to Mars
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07,June,2004
Hey kids, Not much to report this time. Another day another dollar. There has been talk of a strike at my store again. Im Having a major art block. Still working on getting my apartment set up for two. Scott's film from Vegas didnt come out, Walgreen's says the film was either too old or got too hot. 34 more days and finally.. I want some Chicken nuggets! The end. Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath ~Orgy
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05,June,2004
Weeeell, I got everything on my list done today, How great is that?..... Real great, Thats how great. I picked up my paycheck and made the bill collectors happy. Then I took my car to the shop for its recall checkup and had over 100 bucks of work done for free, Woo! Then went to my favorite toy store, BestBuy, and snatched up some new music, You were so right Laurren, Thanks. I got ' Zeromancer ' and ' 30 Seconds to Mars ' Very cool stuff if your into bands like Orgy, NIN or GrivityKills. Finally I stopped at home for Gyros, Yumm. I think after I finish blogging and munching on applesauce, I am going to go try to finish cleaning and sorting my apartment. I still need to make extra room for Cheryl and I have tons to go through... Yeah, im a bit of a packrat... But anyway, Have a great night folks! And remember, Dont pet the kobalds! I memorized how warm your body felt as you lay half asleep beside me. And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room and played upon your body I miss.. God I miss, Waking up beside you. ~Stabbing Westward
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Aquarius
04,June,2004
Whats up kids? Miss me?.. The Vegas trip was just awesome! There was so much to do and see. Theater shows, Animal shows, Magic Shows, Comedy shows, Music shows, Gambling, Karaoke, Shopping, Dancing and of course more Porn than you can shake a stick at. In our 3 days I think we hit just about everything and drank something new with every stop! *Glug Glug Glug. Long pause. Strained voice.* 'Smoooooth' ... Hahaha, I hope next time we all go, I can bring Cheryl along, I promise I wont get drunk and climb up any statues this time! Tomorrow I need to do bills and catch up on all my errands, take my car in for its check and then get to cleaning out my apartment. Yap, its back to the real world.. Till July that is. C'mon July! My hopes are so high Your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me? So I die happy ~Dashboard Confessional