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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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11,December,2004
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Welcome to Bolivia's Altiplano . It's 1200 square kilometres of blindingly white salt hexagons... urlLink Just a pinch of salt please. '16th April'.
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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10,December,2004
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Is this what the moon looks like? urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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10,December,2004
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urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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09,December,2004
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urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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08,December,2004
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urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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07,December,2004
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urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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06,December,2004
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urlLink which eats anything!
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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04,December,2004
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Claaaaaaaro! (Pedro's answer to everything) urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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03,December,2004
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This was my saltplane family for three days. Tfir, Seth, Pedro and the gang grinning after a hearty, eggy breakfast by the thermal springs. urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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03,December,2004
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Can you see me? urlLink Daliesque, no?
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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02,December,2004
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'Liquid Hot Magma' urlLink
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3,416,361 |
female
| 25 |
Publishing
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Virgo
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01,December,2004
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The one on the right is a savvy businessman. A very moving emotional performance (complete with bubbling booger) convinced me that six pesos would be the bare minimum to get his mug in this photo. The girl was happy with a melted caramello. urlLink
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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27,May,2004
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finally....jun hols!!! ok...so today was kinda sad 4 1/1...mdm ismi had to migrate to australia.....*sob* All of us cried( thk god did not flood classroom!!!) and she even gave us chocs! yum.. Hi ena! if u r reading this entree..thks 4 the autograph bk! Ok 1pm-2pm was most boring for us as we had a SUPER boring tok...all on stress reliev and all the crap..hu wanna listen to all that CRAP!? haha Chryz
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
|
Aries
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24,May,2004
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blah blah.....well...exam results are kinda the best and worst stuff to noe....if u score well...u happi...if u fail....u sad and feel like the world is falling apart.. haha Life Brought us together Maybe the road was tough Maybe u thot life never gave us enuff. Have you ever thot abt the road ahead? the life u wud have missed if u were dead? Heaven brought me and u together.. to bring others joy.. to share the sorrows of the pple. to bring peace to all.. the journey ahead maybe be tough, forget all troubles, love and lust. for God has brought us together. Friendship maybe at the baq of out heads, but nuthing beats the love of your life. one day, this fairy tale will end. the clock will tick its last beat, the birds will chirp no longer, the life will soon be crumbled and, realise that friends and family are the only way.. to all i noe
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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21,May,2004
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Hie! well today i got baq sum of my result....thk goodness...did not fail anything yet...phew! haha cant wait 4 tomolo!! Walkathon!!
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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17,May,2004
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haha...a bit lame rite.. well...i went ot c scuba too yesterday...he is a dog btw...so cute!!!Woof!
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
|
Aries
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15,May,2004
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haha...finally...i m invading the universe....nah...it is jus slack time....ok...so maybe skool isnt over but at least we have post exam stuf for 2 wks and tan aye leng chasing us for money as if she was a legal loanshark...so irritating..always saying...girls pls hand in ur financial report now...i wan it by 2pm..but she is nowhere to be found so everyone heck care...and oso abt the $10 we owe her....hiya...she really lyk loanshark....everyday come to our class and assume that NO ONE pays her...sian already.....haha she is no. 1 on my *target* list...followed by indy....tcherz... ok...enff of the bad stuf 4 the week...went to movies to day....50 first dates...quite funny but when u r watching it with xq..it gets even funnier! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *lafs hysterically* kk...gotta go werk on my plan to world domination...actually i mean PRO SLACKING haha
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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14,May,2004
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Harlo...well today... i went baq to wrps and guess what...todayz my last paper!!! so happy....well at least i get to slack..yay mum is comin home with spongebob sqpants stuff 4 me!!haha...i lurv spongebob!! so lame rite...but i m lovin it!! Xq and cidy...if u r reading this...i really miss u and also to the rest of the wrps gang!! maY MY DOOM FALL ON TO UR FILTHY DUNE HEADS!!
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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13,May,2004
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Hello.....well my battery operated brain just exploded 2 the exam hall today...I was having geog in AVA rm and the aircon was lyk dammit cold.My hands were freezing and my head was bobbing away to the beats of the questions...especially the acid rain one....so sian....tomolo is another hard hitting day coz i have math!! Dunno waht has come over me....i m not crazy or wat..it is jus that math fever came and never got away...at least for a few mths...i hope it lasts....haha May my doom fall from the sky onto ur filthy dune heads...wel there is no upcoming invasion though...jus keep on reading ok? I wanna study me formulae 4 math now....aniway....thats my last paper...gotta give it my best shot..:p haha Calling u stupid wud be an insult to stupid pple...
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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11,May,2004
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Hi!! this is the blog that i will finally hve the HEART to update...TOTALLY!
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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10,June,2004
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Damn....y does SHE always tell me to do things....y does she always tell me how much to eat.....it is my appetite mind you,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nt refering to parents
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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07,June,2004
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HHAhAHAHA oops..gone mad.. On and On The river flows... the grasses grow.. will they ever stop in time to come? THe Life goes on.. speeding by. the rocky road ahead.. never seemed to end.. it just goes on and on.. maybe the Lord just wants to give us this test? to show our true colours... to allow us to show our strength.. Life entwines round the human soul.. no one can change it for it has been planned. Mastermind..... the river of life On and On... the road... endless as it seems.. grants ur the chance.. to live our dreams... In denial.. i crawl up to the cliffs.. realising that the river.. entwined with our souls.. goes on and on...
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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07,June,2004
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Sry ar....havent been in action for many moons...Was in HK enjoying mah..aniway, skool hols ar the mosy boring and exciting times...boring becoz u have to do hw all day long...exciting becoz u have the whole day to ur self...unless u have to go baq to skool 4 ELDDS lyk me larh..aka CCA for all of u..If u pple haf ani tournaments and competitions, Gud Luck! If u pple r on holiday, HAF FUN!! But if u pple r sick and sneezing away @ home, take care k? ok..i shall quit toking crap and tell u wad happened..NOTHING! For all 1/1 pple (IJTP) heres the HW list: English Math Chinese..... Nt alot rite..haha gud luck... *me abt to complete liaozz* haha luv chrystal
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
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Aries
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14,July,2004
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haha! well it has been some time sice i have written in here....heres a new poem Dreams Untold Confusions, in a whirl of rights and wrongs. Sholud i be dreaming or should i be gone? The life, never-ending, the river always flows. When will the songbirds sing? When will the moon lose its glow? Dreams aint reality, neither are they true, Why do pple evn dream, when nothing ever happens to u? Entwined on a fence, trying to let go. For God gave us grace, to go with the flow. Lonely, even i feel sometimes. When can't i comprehend, What i say sometimes? So maybe time has passed too fast, to let us live our dreams, to show ourselves, what we will really be....
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3,298,900 |
female
| 13 |
Student
|
Aries
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04,July,2004
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For each day... for maybe God has given u grace... to live it up to the next day... why not treasure it than waste it away... coz i noe heaven is never gonna stay
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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31,July,2004
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I saw the Village yesterday and it was a very good movie. I give it two snaps in z formation.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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28,July,2004
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Today was great until..... I visited Danny's Guest Book where I had previously left a post that unintentionally insulted someone that I though of as a friend. Unfortunately they responded back with an unpleasant message about how they hate me. As far as them hating me I can care less but revealing it in such a public way is another thing. Well I responded with an apology and tried to clear things up hopefully they'll respond by dropping the subject forever.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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27,July,2004
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Yey! I finished American Literature in Adult School. The first of three classes I have to make up. Hopefully I'll get started on English Composition tomorrow and finish in two weeks. That's my goal.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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25,July,2004
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I just got home from hanging out and damn it's late. My brother finally came home from the hospital. I'm glad he's home but he already got on my nerves. Well, not really. He showed me the scar on his leg and told me about the whole operation. He also told me about he actually watched the news because there were no cartoons on at 11:00 pm (he's useto cartoon network) . We (Me, Toro, Robert and Chris) went to see The Bourne Supremacy and I have to say it was preety cool. Matt Damon's character 'Bourne' or should I say Daniel, yeah well him, he's fuckin' crazy. I never seen part one and it really doesn't matter. The second part stands on its own. It starts out slow but then picks up with that one part (if you saw the movie then you know what I mean). The funniest thing of the day is when we were kicking it at Chris' house. We saw the famous Huntington Park hookers. Man are they uuuuuuugly. I still haven't seen Spiderman 2 though. I know it's awesome because everyone tells me it was but I just haven't gotten the opportunity to see it, or to be straight to the point I don't have a god damn car to drive my ass over to the theatre. Oh well, someday I will.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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23,July,2004
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WHOA! I haven't written in almost a week. Well, I finally got to see I, Robot and I have to say it was a kick ass movie. I saw with Toro and Maya then we went to grab some chineese food at the spot. Damn that food is good. My brother is still in the hospital unfortunately. I'm hoping he gets home soon. Even though he gets on my nerves sometimes, there's this brotherly bond deep down inside us or at least deep down inside me, that, that, that...
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
|
Virgo
|
18,July,2004
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My brother is still in the hospital! He told me about the operation and how he got anaesthesia. He'll most likely be there a couple of days. Brandy said I look like a duck, not any ordinary duck, Baby Huey. Do I ?
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
|
Virgo
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16,July,2004
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I just got back from Jessica's Birthday Party. [If you're reading this, thank you Jessica, it was a good time. The food was scrumdiddlyumtious, sorry I didn't try the potato salad you made.] Man oh man, my brother fell and hurt his leg. He was bleeding internally and his leg swelled up. We took him to the hospital and is getting it treated. Hopefully he'll be home by tomorrow. I think it's a good memorable experience though. I remember my childhood injuries. Like when I got bit by a dog in the buttcheek or when some kid threw a metal car at my face, causing it to split open or when I fell down the stairs of the second floor apartments we lived in. Yeah they're all good. I had a BUNCHA of them. Ha, buncha.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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16,July,2004
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I LOVE this song: La Llorona - Caifanes - urlLink El Nervio Del Volcan
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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15,July,2004
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I went to Adult School, again. It sucked, again. I was very sleepy today though and really wanted to go home. I think it's because I'm typing this damn blog at midnight. At least there's no school tomorrow, whoopy. Too sleepy me no write more.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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15,July,2004
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Why didn't I go to adult school today? Oh well I must have been lazy. Hopefully Mr. Hernandez doesn't get the impression that I don't want to be here and drop me. I saw the urlLink Assistant , the new urlLink Andy Dick reality show and I have to admit it made me laugh more than once. So I'll be watching that show in its entirety. They already iliminated two people in the first show. I've had contact with Cira (Hello Cira) who told me she's at Oxy. Not this urlLink Oxy , this urlLink Oxy . She looks like she's having fun. ;)
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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13,July,2004
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I didn't post yesterday because I locked up my Hardrive. Stupid me. I've been trying to fix it but my friend had my Mac OS X cd. So I went to go pick it up today. So I fixed my computer and it's back to its original perfect mac running ways. Has anyone seen the trailer for the upcoming movie urlLink Saw ? It looks like it's going to be a cool movie. If you like movies check it out you might just want to see it after viewing the disturbing trailers. I do. urlLink Trailer 1 (Quicktime) urlLink Trailer 1 (Windows Media Player) urlLink Trailer 2 (Windows Media Player)
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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12,July,2004
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I got my AP results today and I got a 5 on my Art-Drawing portfolio. I'm so happy. It's the first 5 in an AP Art-Drawing portfolio ever in HP High. urlLink This is what I looked like when I saw the results. Oh yeah, I got a 3 on the AP Calculus Test.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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11,July,2004
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urlLink Here is something for you people that are thinking about buying a notebook computer but are worried about getting it stolen. Update: I've put the rest of the pictures up except Grad Nite, those will go in later. I also put back the urlLink movie .
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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10,July,2004
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Well I saw a lot of people at The Twins graduation luau. I just want to thank The Twins even though it had to end sooner than it was meant to, due to some violent activity or rather bitchy neighboors that complained to the police. The jaiba was delicious, yummy. After the party I rolled with Gabriel and Enrique to El Gavillan. Charlie, DK, Karilo, Jessica, Virginia and Cathy went too. Oh yeah Jeffrey and Vanessa went to but...... nevermind. On our way there we found Alex at urlLink Tommy's and Gabriel yelled out, 'Shorty!' She didn't hear though. Gabriel then was worried about Roger shanking him. Well that was it we ate and talked and then it was of to La Casa at least for Enrique, Gabriel and I. I don't know what the rest of them did afterwards. On another note, I can't wait 'till July 16th to go see urlLink I, Robot . It looks like it's going to be a cool movie. For those of you out there that can't wait either I found these clips. urlLink Clip 1-It Would Be Better Not To Die urlLink Clip 2-You Are Experiencing A Car Accident urlLink Clip 3-What Am I ?
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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09,July,2004
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Holly shit today I updated my website. I think I'm spending too much time on it, oh well. The Twins (Hello Cindy and Adriana) party is tomorrow and I'm hoping to go but I'm not sure. Hopefully I go and see some HP Knights. Too bad I don't have my camera. Look guys I foud urlLink Arturo Camparan on the internet. Oh wait, nevermind, its just Rob Van Winkle. Take a look at this urlLink Funny Looking Cat .
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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08,July,2004
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Ha. Brandy (Hello Brandy) apologized for calling me a jerk today. I went to Adult School again. It sucked again. Karilo was there and we left at the same time so we were walking together. How gay huh. On our way home we found Gabriel (What's up Gabe) and Jeffrey ( What's up Jeff). So we kicked it and talked for a while about how we're lame if we go to the Aloha Dance and how we need cars. A bunch of other shit too but l forgot what, something about Danny (What's up Danny) being gay. Anyways, we then went to Laki's to grab a bite to eat, we was hungrys. Gabriel wanted to go to La Quebrada but they have a C and Laki's has an A. Laki's gets my money. Damn the twins luau is Saturday and I don't have luaue clothes. I need to go shoping. Maybe ill braid my hair too.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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07,July,2004
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My brother left to Mexico today and took my urlLink iPod . I'll miss it on my lonely walks. He also took the digital urlLink camera . Now I can't take nice preety pictures of stuff. He also took the video camera so now I can't take nice preety video of stuff. He took all the god damn fun gadgety stuff we have. What a punk. I went to Adult School. again. It was boring, again. When I arrived at my casa I called my friend Jessica (Hello Jessica) to see if I could go pick up my yearbook and can you believe it, she was home. So, I finally got my yearbook. Then dumb Brandy (Hello Brandy) got mad because she thought I called her a poser. One who pretends to be someone they're not. When in reality I meant one that poses for the camera. She called me a jerk and a bitch. How dare she! She better apologize. Finally I found the funniest urlLink Link
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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06,July,2004
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I began Adult School today in hopes of getting my Diploma. Adult School sucks. I found some friends there so I know i'm not alone. Hopefully i'll finish quick and get the hell out of there so I can do other things. I also tried to get my yearbook back from a friend but she didn't answer her phone. Let's hope she's there tomorrow.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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05,July,2004
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I just got a new blog with blogger. It looks nicer and works better than the bravenet one. Don't you think??
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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05,July,2004
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Today sucked. I did find urlLink Jumping Timmy
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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04,July,2004
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Today marks a new chapter in my life as I begin my online Journal known to the world as a blog. I doubt many of you might have any interest in it. If you do well here it is. I'll try to post things, that I find in my experience of life, to be of interest.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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14,August,2004
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Just arrived from watching urlLink AVP . It was an ok movie. I wouldn't pay money or waste my time watching it again nor would I recommend it.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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13,August,2004
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BOO!
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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12,August,2004
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I reposted the links here since someone told me they couldn't link from the sidebar ones. urlLink View My Profile urlLink Free iPod urlLink Sign My Guestbook urlLink Brandy's Party (7/3/04) urlLink Graduation (6/29/04) urlLink Senior Breakfast (6/28/04) urlLink Farewell (6/25/04) urlLink Yearbook Signing (6/24/04) urlLink Grad Nite (6/17-18/04) urlLink Last Lunch Movie (6/25/04) urlLink Danny Perez urlLink Gabriel Melchor urlLink Adam Tamayo urlLink Andrew Pinela
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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10,August,2004
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I went to the Adult School today and the stupid counseling office was closed and I was waiting like a fuckin idiot for them to open when I decide to go into the maid office in which they tell me that they wont be there today so I have to fuckin walk home again in the hot fuckin sun I fuckin hate it when shit like that happens mohthaufckskrkkrekkajdflkajsdkladjakldjfdf.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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08,August,2004
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urlLink Da Ali G Show is funny fo real.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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07,August,2004
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Well it does and I was working today too.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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06,August,2004
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Work today was horrible. I was out on the sun all day. My arms and face turned bloody red and hurt like a mutha. My whole body was hurting, in nedd of a massage. Then the buddies invited me to see urlLink Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle . I originally didn't want to go since I was feeling like shit but they eventually convinced me. Good thing they did because the movie was hilarious. It had me laughing a lot. The funniest part was the fact that Kumar looks exactly like Robert. Evertime I saw him I starting laughing uncontrolably
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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05,August,2004
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Went to work today from 8 am to 5 pm and came home feeling like shit. It feels good though afterwards when you get paid. Oh yeah! Money money money.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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04,August,2004
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urlLink Free iPod link NO BULLSHIT!!
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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03,August,2004
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How creepy is urlLink this movie?
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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03,August,2004
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I hate potato bugs! They make me do that funny gross out dance people do when they're grossed out. No, not urlLink this one So, I was doing some yardwork today, when I came upon one of urlLink these guys . A Jerusalem Cricket also known by us spanish speaking people as a urlLink niño de la tierra . Naturally, I jump like a bitch and scream, 'Holly muthafucken shit.' Then, I think to myself, 'This is a crazy looking bug, I should get a closer look at it.' I begin to kneel and lean forward but stop and think, 'This thing can jump towards me and bite my eye causing permanent blindness and we don't want that do we.' I dont. So, I grab a nearby stick and give it a good wack, alright it's paralyzed. Now I really get a close look at it and urlLink this is what it looked like.
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3,859,197 |
male
| 17 |
indUnk
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Virgo
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01,August,2004
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All I Want Is You U2 You say you want Diamonds on a ring of gold You say you want Your story to remain untold But all the promises we make From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You say you’ll give me A highway with no one on it Treasure just to look upon it All the riches in the night You say you’ll give me Eyes in a moon of blindness A river in a time of dryness A harbour in the tempest But all the promises we make From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You say you want Your love to work out right To last with me through the night You say you want Diamonds on a ring of gold Your story to remain untold Your love not to grow cold All the promises we break From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you You...all I want is... You...all I want is... You...all I want is... You...
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4,162,241 |
male
| 27 |
indUnk
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Leo
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04,August,2004
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I sometimes wonder if all of creation literally isn't crying out for attention, but we're simply too preoccupied with our cell phones, satellite radio, broadband internet connections and Ipods. How often do we simply overlook the profound because it's so dreadfully ordinary. Truthfully, that's what I love the most about God: the mechanical monotony of creation. Contrary to David Hume, what does God tell the sun each day? 'Rise, Set; do it again; do it again.' G.K. Chesterton mused that part of God's infinity is found in a little child's ability to exalt in the monotonous. Somehow in the melee of each day, I find myself increasingly out of touch with just how extraordinary the ordinary is. One of the reasons that I so tremendously adore Krystof Kieslowski is his ability to make ordinary objects and colours extraordinarily artistic and beautiful. I sometimes wonder if God yearns to do the same in our own lives? Correct that, I don't wonder - I know God does. Perhaps you're weary of crawling out of bed at the exact same time every single morning; weary of the same face in the mirror; weary of those same uncomfortable boots that were a gift from your significant other; weary of fighting the endless armies of traffic; weary of heart-broken moments of despair; weary of a world that shatters lives in pursuit of progress. Take heart, the Master Artist and Creator is dwelling in your midst just crying out to breathe new life and beauty into the cracked and aged canvas that has become your life. What then will we choose? Renewal or Complacency? Beauty or Obscurity? This week Hurricane Alex slowly crouched up the Eastern Coast, yawning with fierce wind, rains and oodles of drama amongst the 40-60 age crowd that feels the need to purchase 16-weeks worth of bread and milk in the likely event that the entire state of North Carolina is swallowed whole by the sea, like that divine appointment between Jonah and the whale. Which provides just the perfect analogy for what Hurricane Alex has just revealed about my own life. Jonah was called by God to go to Ninevah and preach repentence to a nation that had murdered hundreds of thousands of innocent people and even left their heads aloft pikes as a display of their cruelty. Jonah disagreed; they deserved damnation, he mused. Perhaps he was right, but God had other plans. Sitting at my computer early this morning I found myself perplexed by the likelihood of having a hurricane named after myself on the exact same week of my birthday. Perhaps it's just chance; perhaps it's sychroncity. I don't know, but I couldn't help but find myself thinking like a hurricane. Subtracting the human toll of destruction, what purpose does a hurricane serve that never comes in land? It could have the most amazing and powerful driving winds and rains, but if the hurricane just hovers out over sea and never comes in land, its impact on the ecosystem will be minimal at best. Sometimes I wonder if my own life isn't like Hurricane Alex: full of sound and fury, but signfying nothing, because I don't have the courage to step out in faith. I know so many people who are blessed with immense talents and abilities, but if those talents never dare to rise above their own surroundings, then, like Hurricane Alex, their lives are nothing more than a week-long news story about great potential. So the question returns full circle yet again: Beauty or Obscurity? Renewal or Complacency? God is calling, cue that, challenging us to rise above our own lives and our own insecurities and to lay everything that we think we are down as a sacrifice to the supremacy of the Kingdom God. God is daring us to give up our dreams, our hopes, our clothes, our cars, even our very own families to advance the Kingdom of God in the deepest and darkest recesses of this universe. And the challenge before each of us, is who will heed that call? May God pursue us as passionately as God did Jonah, until we find ourselves thinking like a hurricane.
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Scorpio
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17,July,2004
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got sort of excited abt this blog tingy..haha.. abit blur.. haiz.. i miss my dear v much.. how...? hehe... tml got skool Sianz!!!!! haha.. just bought Hillsongs new album... Weeeee........... taday mock test POA! die.. lol... all duno how to do.. wat do u tink every1 did??? Copy la...~ hehe... stupid hor... haiz.... not i wan to copy la.. is no choice... wahahahahahhahahaaaa..... how to use this blog tingy man... veri confusing lehx...! HELP! haha
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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18,July,2004
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today.. school again. this morning at 0630am meet dar.. yawn... so tired.. 0545 leave hse. dam early.. sum more raining xia... hm.. today quite good moodz la.. just tt.. abt sum1 la.. everyting oso wan follow my pattern... bth... cannot be more original mehz.. kaoz.. see liao hor wana slap her man.. lolz.. haiz.. oso duno wat to say abt tt fella liao la... gif up hope... machim i her model lidat.. copy tis n that... lol... and oso... today haha.. nv argue wif dear at all.. lol.. usually we will argue boliao things... but today veri special lehz.. lol.. i oso duno y... he say' today i feel so loved ' lolz... miss him ar...
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3,943,325 |
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Student
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Scorpio
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19,July,2004
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urlLink I Love 5566!! especially TONY!!! urlLink
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3,943,325 |
female
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Student
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Scorpio
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20,July,2004
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well today school finish at 1230... but sad to say sec 4E n 5Na must stay for the stupir S-cube thingy.. so stupid so sux so kns! SO UNFAIR! wahahahaha~ so sian.. morning make us so happy den tell us nid to stay... what logic dude?! lolz.. wahahahhaha~ wee yap n soo tao go crazy liao.. thake tree branch wif alot of leaves put behind da bus... LOLz... LMAO!!!! sian leh.. why no comment for my blog!!! gimme some pplz.. haha... i noe its too little... but..but.. i just started one mahz. heez... today ar... nth special happen lo... the same cycle... Yawn.. Bored of life rite... LaLaLaLaLa.... ~ * PooF * GonE~~~
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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21,July,2004
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hm.. another day gone.. wahahahha... ppl say my blog veri sian... -.-' so bad... *soB* nth interesting mah.. of cz sian la.. RITE!!~ haiz.. Prelim coming liao... soon O levels... Scared!!! tml Racial Harmony.. HaHaHaHaHa.... veri bored lehz.. i realli hope exam now over liao.. can go mad... haiz haiz haiz..... Miss Him.... haizhaizhaiz
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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22,July,2004
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today is RHD lo.. Bored xia.. i happy today.. cz... hehe... he... haha.. dun tell you.. i noe myself can liao... hahaha.. its exactly wat i tinking... and it actually happen in directly... WEE~ and oso.. to fashion parade... my class win... wahahahhahahaa.... Wee Yap dam funny lo... wahhahahahahaha~ den we tot after the contest and stuff Scube will be postpone.. but the stupid cher' say no lo.. kaoz.. every1 sian 1/2.. haha~ today oso quite boliaox lo.. duno lehz.. growing up at tis age... not big not small.. veri sian.. duno wat to do... sian sian sian...... ARGH~~ Yawn Yawn Yawn... Dam Tired... YAWNZzZzZ~
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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23,July,2004
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lolz.. abit mad.. so bored.. haiz.. no more perfume for me.. that little baby broke it... saded... wah lau.. still half bottle full lehz.. saded... realli saded... haiz... $$$$ !!! must spent again.. what a waste... -.-' lolz.. today.. my class got few ppl kena caught from running away 4 MT lesson xia.. sibeh heng... lucky we haven go of.. if not we kena oso.. lol... tt MT cher' (mr 135).. haha.. quite pity him oso la... but sum time realli see him wana box him.. lolz.. *Grinz*
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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24,July,2004
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my bro is getting on my nerves aR!!~ cant stand him.. he thinks he is dam big lo..hai... alws act act.. machim like wat... problem come keep running away frm reality.. haiyoyoyoyo..sux..tml got.. MATHS!!! sux.. eee... i dun wan... tt phua... yuckz.. she dam bias one... i dun like her... look like ghost... eeeeeeetoday when to buy album.. wana compile all my primary school pix.. dear came my hse today.... yahz... i saw a dress i like!! $19 oni... lolz.. but i now no $$$ Pok liao..wahahhahahahhahah...
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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25,July,2004
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it;s the most horrible day eva.. i actually ran under the rain.. duh~ stupid.. suddenly so heavy.. left me wif no choice.. i pull dar cross the road... lol... -.-' RAin Rain go away...come again another day.. jaslin wana go to school~ WAhahahaha~ got too much of raindrops in my head i think.. weeee...... well just nw when lunch wif mummy, dar n liyi... liyi came my hse.. play the stupid racing game.. dam funny... kip banging unto the icy rocks.. make us luff like siao.. haha... :P haiz.. one more day gone liao.. hm.. tml is our day 25 July... its 25 25 25 25 25 ! yay! GB oso can play liao.. i so happy... wee... siblings not at home.. wahzzz... nice nice nice.. wee hee hee hee hee.. lolz... i veri siao hor.. i oso duno why la.. btw today maths mock dam diff lo... darn it! but at least i did try okie...! =) i pity xin lehz.. hai.. becz of one guy la.. alws so xiao qi... kx alws nid to ren... poor ting u noe.. he doesnt noe how much she ta han.. alws take her for granted.. haiz.. i duno wat will happen to them next... he nan ren lehz.. must at least kan kai abit mah, like dear lidat... guys got to give way eventually.. you can posses a girl not the whole of her mahz. haiz.. i oso duno wat she tinking.. everytime let him control her oso.. got no say for herself... i really hope this fren of my will be able to be more zi you at times lo.. everytime hit her a little bit her bf will say us.. haiz.. machim like glass cannot touch.. you noe how difficult to b her fren sometimes.. i her fren for 12 yrs le.. nv see her lidat b4.. why why why... i hope she really can be herself sometimes. eventhough sumtimes i may b angry wif her for certain things.. but i see her lidat... i oso will feel wat de ma.. rite... if u are some1s fren u will feel the same for that person one rite.. haiz... choose the rite choice bahz. tt's the oni ting i can say to her lo.. haiz.. thw relationship wont b happy if it carries on lidat.................................................
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3,943,325 |
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| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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26,July,2004
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today is the special day im waiting for.. but.. dun seem to be interesting at all.. i din haf fun i din haf my way.. and thx is all i haf to say.. hope we'll last for long.. today go play game at raiders.. wif my sis frenz n dear. haha Cs.. so lame.. lolz.. stupid daryl keep killin mi.. wahahahhahaha... in the end he come my team.. so funny... hahahahaha....
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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28,July,2004
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nth realli happen today lo.. lol..jus veri bored of school life... wif those ppl ard... wahahhahaha...i dun like them! they so sux... haha.. today the oni fun part is PE.. we play volley ball.. yay!!!!
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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30,July,2004
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i now cannot always update my blog le.. must study 4 examz.. yeahz..bored abt books? no choice le lo.. now must pia... pia.. pia... GOGOGO!!~ after exam every sec wana add blog oso can.. lol.. now study... wahahhahahaha~ today nth much happen lo... my days are jus as simple... nothing complicated.. i dont get twisted... im straight... lalalalla~ Bonkerz.... hehehaha.... ByEeEeeE
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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31,July,2004
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today veri sian~~~~~~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~ going to rain gotta off the COM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SIANZATION~~~~~~~~~~~~~ save mi ppl!!!!!
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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03,August,2004
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everything also want to have. lee ppl use com awhile will die ar? every Fooking day u ppl also using. i oso kip quiet. now i ask tio kan. fook notx. dun u dare say mi watever u said just now. you dare say it huh. FINE!~ get ur own dun use mine! so clever go find ur own la.. NBzzz then in skool.. those ppl... act here act there. if they read this they shld noe who m i toking abt... the acting couples... they SUX!~ making me lose my patience... Haa... think i will tolerate their stupid idiotic rubbish huh? argue wif mi. act cute. act tis act tat. HAH!~ wait n see.... dun think you'll win hor... dun count the chicks b4 they hatch. wat u ppl wan man? PMS? isit???? nid pad?? Shut up la ppl!~ nth but a bunch of monkeys~!
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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04,August,2004
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today is not a bad day for me. maths cher' oso nv come.. YES! for 2 days le... wahahhaha.. nahz.. dun really like her... wahahahaha~ just abit bored. hmpH~ dear got new fone.. i oso wan.. haiz... haha.. so jealous (jk). wee~ Wahahahahhaha so funny PEARLYN HEADAHCE~~~ weeeeeeeeee so happy for her.. heee~ (jk) today PE play volley ball.. now hand abit 'Or Chei' lolx. watever. if u understand den read if not skip tt part.. (LAME~) the feeeeeeeeeeeeel of the com so shoik wooooooooo~~~~~ Lolz... i m just being retard... wahahahahhahahahahahah~ n oso hor!! i dun like they both of them!!! 'the acting couples' weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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05,August,2004
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shyt... i keep ah chooing.. so tired... how? haiz.. hope nt sick... hope dun sick.. lol.. today tok to her less den 10 sentences i guess...y shld i tok to her... :Pher bf oso another kind... i getting very frustrated wif them le.
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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06,August,2004
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Its dam bored okieX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Bleahz* :P
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3,943,325 |
female
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Student
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Scorpio
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07,August,2004
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see who's talking? wahhahaha.. 'Childish lehx' can say people wor. Ohh GosH! Does he knows what he is saying? GoodnEss.. He's The One Like tHat Lohx.. Not OtHErz.. sEe LiaO maKe mE LauGH~~~~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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08,August,2004
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i just don't how to express that i care for u mahx. i also don't know how to talk it out de mahx. why can't you see this point. not i want to lidat de. you shld know i always think alot de. after explaining must let me have time to calm down mahz. haiz. i don't know why must always lidat. i also don't want de. rite? haiz. :~( *sob* i also never do it on purpose. i scared to lose you mahz. that's why i lidat. but if you tink too much le.. haiz... the only way is to tell me straight that you can't stand it le lo. i know you won't go out and flirt. but the girls will flirt with you. i don't like. i will get jealous mahz. rite...... haiz. i feel so sad~~you know some girls are born to be so bitchy!! haiz.. haiz..haiz.. i don't what i do i correct anot... i wrong or right?!!!~ tell me some one.... please..... haiz.... haiz... haiz.... *SOB*
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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10,August,2004
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tml no school.. hm.. not badz.. at least can ZzZ.. haha.. extra 1 day HoLs.. song bo?!!~ lolx... yday go CVC wif my family n dear.. lolx... Favian so kpo.. LOLx.. (no offence ar boy~ hEez) yahz.. saw AK n his Girl too.. wa lau.. he look dam dam dam exactly like vanness lehx.. kaoz... lolx... :P that 'cow' meimei(REGINA WEE!!) nv go... lalalalalalalala~~~~~ buy present for u lehx girl! still dun wan come... wahhahahahaha~ HAppi Belated Birday>> ( CHIP CHIP~~~) lolz... *MADZ*
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3,943,325 |
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Student
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Scorpio
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11,August,2004
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it's just another day.. as simple as can be... *hungry* lolz.. i haven been studying this few days.. hm... feel very bad about it... but... but.. but... *Grinz* tml going back to school.. Yawn.. LOLz... just wasting my time at home.. this few days keep going CWP walk with my parents.. hm.. not boring mehx? lolz.. abit la... but can buy thing den not boring lo.. lolz.. got $$ to buy den ok lo... wahahahhaa~ no $$ go shop oso sian wat... hm... so so so so Lame? yeah... my sis just got her contact lens.. lolz.. hm.... veri veri 'ER' liao.. wana eat le...
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3,943,325 |
female
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Student
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Scorpio
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13,August,2004
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i duno lidat with her n her guy is right or wrong la.. but i did this becz got reason one mahx. not bo tai bo zi i lidat one mahx. haiz... but i really bth liao la.. not that i want to say.. serious lo... actually it's also better not to tok to 'tui fang' cz..we cant click la... it's not my kind not my pattern de... hm.... i oso duno....
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3,943,325 |
female
| 17 |
Student
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Scorpio
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14,August,2004
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i dun wan it to happen lidat oso... why both of them must so haiyo... LaoG shldnt haf shouted at him 1st even if he is angry.. and tt guy shldnt haf box him. i veri xin tong u noe. den star cried.. i see oso xin luan le.. haiz. if tt guy nv box him.. i tink things will be better de lohz. haiz... i can 4gif her(star) but not him.. not so fast. he hit my LaoG.. and also another guy.. hai... 2 against 1.. where fair... hai.. wana say sorrie to Star n Liyi lorx... haiz...
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3,943,325 |
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Student
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Scorpio
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15,August,2004
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tml EL oral.. Os de.. so scared lehz.. haiz.. realli pray hard that God will guide mi thru.. give mi wisdom... haiz... and also bless all my frenz.. lalalalal... mi xin tong tong... my dear ear and head thr swollen becz of HIM la!!!~
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3,943,325 |
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Student
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Scorpio
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17,August,2004
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yawn..got my new spects. heez.. Bye. cannot stay Long~~
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3,815,089 |
male
| 35 |
Law
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Aquarius
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22,July,2004
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Ok, the Astros finally won last night. I am hoping that they will go on a tear over the next week so that the salary dumps won't happen at the trade deadline of July 31. My wife and I are attending a marraige conference this weekend sponsored by urlLink Family Life Today . I hope this won't be a waste of time. As a result of the conference, I am going to have to drive from College Station to San Antonio and back on Friday so that my kids can stay with my aunt. All in all, it looks like a very busy Friday.
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3,815,089 |
male
| 35 |
Law
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Aquarius
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21,July,2004
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Well, I had an interview last week with the Attorney General of Texas, Child Support Division, Tyler. I hope to hear something soon. As the interview was sandwiched between visits to my Grandfather in the hospital in San Antonio, I believe it went pretty well. After a long week of visiting relatives and negotiating hospital hallways, I am enjoying relaxing for a day or two this week. A law firm in Tyler posted a job opening yesterday. I am still debating whether to apply for it or not as I really despise legal job interviews. In other news, the Astros are playing as bad as I have seen them play in about 4 years. It looks like it may be time for this current team to be sold for parts. On a more positive front, the Spurs resigned Manu Ginobili and Bruce Bowen. The Spurs also signed Brent Barry to be the first guard off of the bench. I am still a little concerned about the depth in the front court with Malik Rose being the primary backup at both the 4 and the 5. I am hoping that rumors that Malone may sign with the Spurs are just rumors intended to increase Malone's salary with some other team. Let's just say that I'm not a big Karl Malone fan. Well, that's all for now. If anyone has a Gmail invite, I would appreciate a note. Thank.
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3,815,089 |
male
| 35 |
Law
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Aquarius
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02,July,2004
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I am currently trying to obtain Texas statutes that I can download onto my Pocket PC. urlLink Texas Statutes has the statutes but none of the formats is readable on the Pocket PC. The .pdf version doesn't fit the page at all and takes up a ton of memory. The Html format is fine if you want to scroll the screen for every line. Plus, I don't know enough HTML to change the font size. The Word document format downloads an empty zip file. So, I am poking around the web to find a good site with free legal statutes that I can carry around in my pocket.
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3,815,089 |
male
| 35 |
Law
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Aquarius
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01,July,2004
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Ok, this is my lame attempt to obtain a Gmail account. It seems that www.gmailswap.com is down. No doubt having the site listed in the Wall Street Journal is increasing the page hits just slightly. I am intrigued by the ability to have larger emails for pictures and work files sent to a large mailbox. It seems that my tiny Cox cable mailbox only accepts up to 1 meg which is easily maxed out with ONE PICTURE. That is unacceptable. So if you have a gmail invite, please feel free to invite me or tell me how to contact you. Thanks.
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3,815,089 |
male
| 35 |
Law
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Aquarius
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01,July,2004
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This is my first attempt at writing a blog. I am trying to get a feel for this format and what kind of information that I want to share. :)
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3,353,421 |
male
| 26 |
indUnk
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Sagittarius
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16,May,2004
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We had a fantastic nite. There was a problem at first with the surprise party. I had Tiffany, a friend of Laci's over decorating the apt and Laci calls. We talk for a minute and she has to put me on hold (she is at work) so I start talking to Tiffany while on hold and Laci comes back and catches me talking to someone, she said 'who were you talking to', I said noone. Then she says WHO WERE YOU TALKING TO!! Then I said I was just singing to the radio. Needless to say she was pissed, thinking someone was over and I was cheating on her. All this and we are trying to surprise her. So after about an hour of trying to convince her noone was over she came home and we surprised her. Then we went out to Grahams dance club. It was packed we had tons of fun. Laci was druuuuuuuunk. A friend of hers, Traci was with us and she was drunk too. We were dancing all night, we closed the place down. So, we are out on the dance floor, getting down, and Traci a friend of Laci's comes over and they start kissing. WOW!!! Anyways as you can tell just from that little story we had a good time.
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3,353,421 |
male
| 26 |
indUnk
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Sagittarius
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15,May,2004
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Well, tomorrow is my fiances birthday and I got her a cow. You say a cow? What do you mean? Well, they are these painted little cows that they sell at Hallmark. Anyways, she loves these things but they are a little pricey for a friggin cow, but today she dropped the hint she wants some flowers. Well, I guess she is gonna have to be satisfied with the cow, because it is saturday at 630pm and the flowers aren't gonna happen. We are celebrating her birthday tonite. She is getting a little surprise birthday party and has no idea. I have never been to, or planned one, but this is gonna be so awesome. She is at work now and will be home in about 3hrs, so we will see how this is gonna work. I called her a little bit ago and she had said, 'I just wanna go to a movie', we had planned to actually go out and dance and what not tonite, so I hope she is feeling allright. I mean she IS getting a surprise party. I have blabbed enough, until next time.
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3,353,421 |
male
| 26 |
indUnk
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Sagittarius
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15,May,2004
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HELLO WORLD!!! I love these things they are so fun. You can go and read about anyones life, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Blogs are such a great idea. I wonder who 'invented' these Al Gore? Well, I am getting married June 5th, wow, me, I am gonna be a married man. I never thought that day would come but it is fast approaching. I am sure I will be posting things on here about that day and everything prior to that day, and everything else that goes on in my life from day to day, and who knows maybe from hour to hour. My mother is coming in from NYC the 26th of this month, I am sure that is gonna be a blast. She will be staying with me for like a week and a half that should be fun(sigh)! By the way here is O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A OOOOOOOOOKLAHOMA OK. I think I have blogged enough for now. For now I am off but I will be back, you better believe it. Ch-Ch-Ch check it out!!
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3,419,072 |
male
| 23 |
Science
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Aries
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26,May,2004
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Bodhi Walk urlLink urlLink
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3,419,072 |
male
| 23 |
Science
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Aries
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25,May,2004
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Dear Green, The days are gettting better now.I am more used to waking up early in the morning and staying throughout the afternoon, 'looking' after my home. Watching the workers work gets me thinking that they are more tired than me and I am complaining that I need to bear the dust and the boredom for the next few weeks last few days ago.And most of the time I am spenting it behind the computer and books. I can't help it, can't I. Maybe I am just born of a nagger brain. Tomorrow, I will be going for the Talk on suicide at Awareness Place. Why do people want to commit suicide? Is there such a self destruction part in our brain that prompts us to do the unthinkable- Killing ourself,and causes pain and suffering to those whom we love so dearly? I am not too sure about it too. But i have seen a few death from the last few months to arrive at a reasonable conclusion. Anita Mui, Zhang Guorong and Roman are all famous actors and singers. Their death brought about media frenzy and speculations of the underlying reason behind their deaths. Yet each has different outlook of life, thus their decision differ. Anita Mui seeks treatment at the later stage of the cancer. Zhang Guorong jumps from a building to his death after struggling with his depression for some time. Roman just died naturally even after undergoing treatment. Maybe Roman has a better outlook. I am not sure of the reports of his illness. At least I know that he is willing to go for treatment to save his life. That is the wisest choice. Now I better get on to do a write up for Chun Kit for the LOW.Hopefully I get it done sooner or else Chun Kit will sure to kill me. Will he? With Love Alex
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Science
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Aries
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Dear Green, New star on the block......Just want to share with U. Enjoy the music. This is the first time I heard such 'Buddhistic' song on the radio. This is hit song from his album.There is even part of the heart sutra at the back which is rapped by him 寺庙 曲：张峰奇 | 词：张峰奇 | 编： * 深山有一块圣地 是修行的静土 里面住着出家人 众生在里面修行 参访的居士里头 和那路过的过路人 见到庄严的寺庙 恭敬顶礼拜佛脚 里面没有任何的烦恼 没有愚痴的困扰 精进用功修行不停 别问到底行不行 # 清静的佛堂 庄严的法相 精进用功修行不停 看着佛像心生恭敬 想一想我是该修行 清静的佛堂 庄严的法相 精进用功修行不停 只要虔诚的向佛顶礼 就能还我 清静 Repeat * # 《般若波罗密多心经》 观自在菩萨 行深般若波罗蜜多时 照见五蕴皆空 度一切苦厄 舍利子 色不异空 空不异色 色即是空 空即是色 受想行识亦复如是 舍利子 是诸法空相 不生不灭 不垢不净 不增不减 是故空中 无色 Love Alex
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Hair No more 7:11 p.m. 2003-11-22 Today I did something brave.Brave could be a overstatement. But then I am happy that I did it. I am balding and once i did say that if I am bald I am sure to cut away all my hair. Easy said than done.I refuse to do for three years till today. I cannot face myself in the mirror trying to cover the bald area with hairs growing healhy at my back. So I said Good bye to my hair today.It is also a way to regain my confidence as a person.But I see a first step not a last one. I bound to feel affected by what people say about haircut.So that is it.Today studies are so laborious and slow. I manage to study one topic in the morning and afternoon after trying to wake up in the early morning. So slow......Haiz I think I better buck up now or else the grades will be like a constipated feces on my face.YUcks. See U soon. Alex 2003-11-20 6:53 p.m. Dear Green, Life is always in a state of influx.....impermance is always there Alex
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Dear Green, Thanks for lending me your listening year. Yesterday, I found a friend of yours. His name is called Blue. It has some entries from one year back. It kept me accompany when you are away for your long holiday.I never did called Blue Blue but with the numbering system of article one, two and so for. Yet Blue needs to be more personalised, more humanised like U, Green. Besides, after being with me for a long time, you should know that maybe some of my complaints are due to my oversensitivity on my part. So you may get bored or irritated by it.So Blue can act as a buffer for you. Greem.....one of my friend, Gordon read my entries and noticed that there is a error in your name. I could have done two things: 1)With my ignorance and arrogance, I refused to accept it as a mistake. I would rather make an another mistake to cover this error of mine. Maybe i opt to call you grimy green. Saying I add the 'm' for a reason. 2) Admit it as a mistake. I choose the later but with a reason attached of course. People do make mistakes and that are sometimes unavoidable. We are NOT as enlightened as the Buddha, our teacher, who is capable to see the cause and effect for every phenomeno in every situation. What I can do is to realise my mistake once it is taken noticed by someone. This, thus, may enhance my learning to be a better person. These are some of the entries I have taken from easyjournal. 30.4.2004 // The countdown Posted at 3:21 AM Dear Green, It is now 2am. The date is 1st May 1, 2004. Labor Day. I am trying to sleep at around 1am after watching one of favorite show, Emperor Kang Xi. I believe not many people will want to watch this show. The only person I know who watches this show is Jun Jun. I met her on Monday to get some posters on “Sounds of the Human World' Buddhist Hymns Songwriting Contest” by Fo Guang Yuan. The date has been extended to the 16th May 2004. Lyrics are provided. There is some monetary return if your song has been chosen. This is the link: http://www.blia.org.sg/Poster/P4.html.if you are interested, please take a look. That was five days ago. Tired…. Alex 30.4.2004 // Continue...... Posted at 1:12 PM In less than a day, I have written to you twice. Maybe I start to pick up the momentum to have more entries in the journal after the first one at 3am. Last five days ago, besides meeting Jun Jun to collect some posters, I went to job hunting with a friend around the Bugis area. As the interview starts only at 2 pm, we went to the nearby Pasa malam to window shop. I come to notice two shops that had escaped my attention when I previously walk through after praying at the temple nearby. The air-conditioned second floor of the shop houses sold mainly the young girls stuffs. And a Tibetan shop that sold Buddhist Artifacts. I am thinking of getting a Thangka (http://www.buddhanet.net/thangkas.htm) for my room. Maybe it is for both the aesthetic and religious reasons that I wish to have one. Thangka has fascinated me recently. The interest grew as I read more on the subject from a book borrowed from the NUSBS Library (Images of Enlightenment by Jonathan Landaw and Any Weber). Now this is my next aim: to get Thangka since I have gotten my prayer wheel from the 25th Management Committee and of course there is the two CDs. A big Thank you again to them……if they are reading this. Last four days ago, I went to watch a movie with Gillian, Weiyang, Darren, Chun kit, Pearlyn and Siling at 4pm. The movie is “ Into the mirror”. I am not very fond of sacred movies. They just frightened me and I would lost sleep after this. But there is some part of me who wanted to watch it…….Don’t u get that kind of Feeling, Green. I did watch the movie without closing my eyes and ears. The movie is not as scary as I thought it would be. On the other hand I am more concerned about Chun Kit scaring me as he is sitting right behind me. Fortunately nothing has happened. But I still believe that I would have screamed if someone have tapped on my shoulders . Scary The plot of the movie is good if Green will to ask me. Very convoluted and thought-provoking. There is a second movie I watched in this week. Guess what is the movie called. Hint: I looked at you baby And what did I see I saw love in your eyes Made me feel so warm inside Now look at me baby And what do you see You see love in my eyes Gleaming just for you And now we know it's Time to get alone To get alone And just be together We'll only be together Come and do a couple days Just a ways Away from the people And safe from the people The pine-scented air Smells so good in the snow In our toboggan we'll go Screaming down the mountainside The touch of your cheeks When they're rosy and cold Feels so cozy to hold Just to take you close And make you warm and Time to get alone To get alone And just be together We'll only be together Come and do a couple days Just a ways Away from the people And safe from the people Lyin' down on our backs Lookin' at the sky Looking down through the valley so Deep and wide Aren't you glad we finally got away Glad we finally got away Aren't you glad we finally got away Now I looked around baby And what do I see I see love in your eyes And I'm so glad that we Finally had some Time to get alone To get alone And just be together We'll only be together Come and do a couple days Just a ways Away from the people And safe from the people With Love Alex 17.5.2004 // Quan Yin and the renovations Posted at 5:08 PM Dear Green, I am back for good for now. It has been a wonderful experience that I can only say it is Chinese to U. 法喜充满.After I have been back home, my HDB flat is now undergoing a major renovation. The Kitchen and the two toilets ( common toilet in the kitchen and the master's bedroom toilet are now in the midst of getting a face lift. Now the whole home is covered with a thick layer of dust and sand.And when U walk on the floor, it just give a smooth and uncomfortable feeling.My face is also not spared from the agony too. Sand on the face. Free Facial. If u want it, I beg u to come. At least I am save from such suffering. This whole renovation is going to take about three weeks. That is long,man if a person thinks it negatively. Ok lah i will write to u later. With Love Alex 20.5.2004 // Results............... Posted at 10:32 AM Dear Green, What can I say now? My results are the cause of my idleness and complacacy. Yesterday night, I checked my Second Semester Results. This is after some friends 'forced' me to do it. I didn't want to do it because I want to prolong my carefree and happy state. Am I wrong to do? Not sure. Yes, because I am deluding myself. Sooner or later I am going to know my results. No,because I will be happy.....only for the moment. That is ok right. My results are terrible. Maybe not so bad if u deem bad as having failed grades. But my CAP drops and it continues in that way for the last 3 semesters. Maybe I have too expectation of myself, Comparing myself to those high flyers surrounding me. What will I do now, Green? I think I have to focus and study hard for the next four semesters. i can 't afford to allow my CAP to drop any further. The reprecussions is ...... I am not at all intelligent just hardworking. Peace Alex 23.5.2004 // Vincent....E-mail. Posted at 5:11 PM Dear Green, As you do not have access to my mailbox, I have send this e-mail by one of my friend called Vincent. Allow your mind to ponder. Hi, I very much agree with David on it, all talk and no practice comes to naught in Buddhism. The debate on hinayana, mahayana has been around for two thousands years already. Discussing it won't make it any more right or any more wrong. But it does broaden our knowledge on the history of Buddhism. The other much talk-issue since the Buddha's nirvana is the precepts (monks accepting money in violation of precepts? Is there really bodhisattva precepts? and so on) Highly accomplished masters, arahants or even bodhisattvas (if we know who they are) will encourage others to practice and living out the Dharma in life instead of preaching mahayana, hinayana concepts. Read the biography of the great teachers of Thailand, Tibet and China and we will truly feel how close the Dharma is to our life. The great compassion exhibit by the teachers is really touching and worthy of our learning. The crux of the mahayana is the love on sharing the Dharma with others, hoping they will be free from samsara. Worthy of such praise in modern days are the committee members in buddhist organisations, volunteers, teachers who share their time and effort to bring Buddhism to many. We may have abundant knowledge of Buddhism, but when it comes to simple things like lending a helping hand in Dharma propagation and outreach, can we apply the things we have learnt? Vesak Day is coming soon in Singapore and most Buddhism-related emails I have received are mostly calls for helpers. The NUS Buddhist Society is also having their freshman orientation camp and outreach projects for the coming term. Many of them are at the forefront sharing the Dharma with others and through it, they also experience the importance of Dharma in their lives. Their actions truly reflect the spirit of praise-worthy Buddhists. So are we theoretical (academic) buddhists or the true disciples of the Buddha? Vincent With Love Alex Meditative Love Alex
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Dear Green, I have decided to move you here because I think that easyjournal is becoming a bit commercial. I just cannot upload the photos i want you to see. This is causing me some frustrations so I make a difficult decision to make this your home for a third time around. The first one is easyjournal, the second is diaryland and hopefully this is the last one. i believe that you are as adaptive to changing environment though i cannot say much for myself. I am not a person who gets comfortable quickly in my surroundings and the people around. I take more time. These are the few entries from your previous homes. 1)8.1.2004 // 1st Time or Last time Posted at 12:28 AM Dear Green, This is my first time writing in this journal.Hopefully it won't be the last. Previously I have a few: a thick notebook which I called Green as the cover is green in color, a stack of papers written my dreams and goals for that semester and the one in diaryland. Whenever I write something in the diary there is always the feelings of confusion and depression as though i am the only one left in this world and the only way to pour out my sorrow is to write. Writing has its therapeutic effect on me besides helping me to organise my messy thoughts and my life and of course going to those unpleasant moments in my life.However this time round, i do not have these feeling in me. With every beginning there is always a ending. My favourite Buddhist characeteristic of the life and the world at large-impermance. After some times, I stop writing. Why? Procracination, sick and tired, and no time. Will I stop at this page of the journal. I really do not know. Only time will tell. From Alex
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This is written especially to those who are reading my blog. Green is no where to be seen. Maybe she/he/it is too shy to appear after making his debut appearance. Life is a bit tough for Green as she/he/it does not have a physical form to take up to. Neither he has the power to choose from the situation he is in. My friend, Chun Ser come to my home the last few days. He is an understanding and encouraging person to be with. He is indeed an inspiration for me to continue to blog if time and place allow me to carry on this new hobby of mine. I first got interested in blogging when I started to realise that it may be helpful to find for answers on some pending questions in my life. Writing helps you to organise your thoughts so that you can better focus on the solution which is there but needs to be discovered. In this way I feel that blogging is done not because I want people to read my blog but to find it as a joy or frustration place or thinking of a solution( This is akin to Ancient Greeks who walk around in circles, searching for answers. Love Alex
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